tell the ghost

The clock kept swinging, and the time passed bit by bit. In the end, Gu Manzhi stared at the movement of the clock hands almost without blinking, watching it skip midnight.For some reason, my heart, which had been tense and restless before the end of time, actually let go at this second.

The person who always gives everything to himself and never refuses any of his wishes has finally broken his promise.

She was actually worried about Mu Chun's safety, but she really couldn't imagine who in this world could embarrass that woman?What can affect that woman's heart lake that is as calm as the Dead Sea?When many questions arose, a figure appeared in her heart, but she couldn't help frowning, unwilling to think about the answer that was about to come out.

I prayed over and over again that it would never be like that, and I never wanted to hear anything about that crazy woman, especially on this important day, even if my parents were not around, as long as Mu Chun was with me, even if Mu Chun was late It's okay, you must come back.Don't let yourself down because of that woman...

Gu Manzhi stared at the clock until his eyes became sore, until it was half past midnight, almost midnight, Gu Manzhi just sat in the living room blankly, the quiet living room could only hear the beating of his own heart and the swing of the clock.Later, when it started to rain outside the window, Gu Manzhi felt her body was a little chilly and her eyes were a little sore, until the tears rolled down her face and dripped onto the light-colored skirt, reflecting watermarks, she never reached out to wipe it off.

The rain outside the window continued unabated, and thunder and lightning flashed by. Gu Manzhi glanced out of the window inadvertently because of the lightning, and saw a figure poured out of the curtain of the French window.

Gu Manzhi was stunned for a moment, then wiped away her tears fiercely, her cheeks were a little red from wiping too hard.Regardless, he rushed to the window, opened the curtains, and saw the man standing outside the window in a daze, his whole body was soaked by the rain, his long hair sticking to his cheeks, his whole body was wet and miserable, and his clothes were a little messy.It's just that the other party hasn't noticed her existence yet, and still stands quietly with blank eyes.

Gu Manzhi was taken aback by the scene in front of her, she came back to her senses and hurriedly opened the window, and pulled Mu Chun in, her hands were extremely cold.Gu Manzhi frowned and led the person into the house, and closed the window to block the cold wind outside.

Gu Manzhi took a blanket and put it on her body, and wiped her hair with a soft towel, without saying a word the whole time, as for where she went, what happened, and why she came back so late, Gu Manzhi didn't ask anything.

But when the towel was wiping the rain off her face, Gu Manzhi paused her hand, and looked at Mu Chun in disbelief. Seeing that Mu Chun's eyes were a little red, and she didn't respond as if she hadn't noticed it, Gu Manzhi trembled slightly, and put her hand Put it down, bit your lips tightly and didn't speak.

She really hoped it was just rain. Gu Manzhi never thought that a cold person like Mu Chun would cry.It is because of such indifference that even the tears are expressionless and difficult to detect.

Mu Chun seems to have finally regained her mind now, blinking her eyes, looking up at Gu Manzhi, whose lips are tightly pursed, and her cheeks are still a little red, seeing her stubbornness, but not asking questions, she feels a little bit Can't bear it.

She reached out to take the towel and wipe it herself, but Gu Manzhi grabbed the towel and refused to let go.

Mu Chun sighed, and let go of her as if compromising, and Gu Manzhi carefully wiped the water droplets on her hair for her.

Mu Chun didn't know what to say, although she used to be a bit stupid, but today she was exceptional, she encountered too many things that she didn't know how to speak.

For example, now, I instinctively feel that I am sorry for Gu Manzhi, but when the word "sorry" comes to my lips, I think of Yin Qingzhu's reaction just now, and I feel in my heart that these three words seem to be like some kind of taboo. Let go, but it is easy to make people disgusted.So after turning around, Mu Chun wondered if he should explain to her: "Cake..."

"I know it's too late. I really can't buy cakes at this spot. It should be closed. I'm too self-willed. In fact, you can come back earlier. It's okay. I'll cook the noodles. Let's have a bowl of longevity noodles together." !"

Before Mu Chun could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Gu Manzhi. After she finished speaking, she turned around and went into the kitchen regardless of Mu Chun's reaction. Mu Chun saw that she kept her head down and didn't look at him. Although the tone was pretending to be relaxed, it was slightly trembling and hoarse.

Mu Chun looked at her slightly eagerly fleeing back, feeling uncomfortable.He lowered his head and glanced at his wrist, the place where he was tightly bound by the magic-binding chain just now was only slightly flushed.Mu Chun knows the power of the magic-binding chain better than anyone else. Since the magic-binding chain is still in Yin Qingzhu's hands, but it is not something to imprison her, it naturally becomes her magic weapon.

Yin Qingzhu was very proficient in using the magic-binding chain before, but now that it has become a magical weapon, its power will naturally not decrease a bit.

The underworld fire on the magic-binding chain is the most deadly to the erosion of the spirit body. Just being burned by the flames in battle can also burn and corrode a large area.But now it is used to restrain Mu Chun like this, but it does not release the slightest flame. On the contrary, she can feel her cautious restraint on the magic-binding chain.

She really didn't want to hurt herself at all.

Or to put it another way... The person Yin Qingzhu will never hurt is Su Weiqi, who she once loved and even now still loves.

So when Yin Qingzhu told her "get out" with a disappointed face at the end, Mu Chun was really at a loss for a while.Before Mu Chun left, Yin Qingzhu smiled at her.

So much so that on the way back, it rained heavily, but he didn't care, and let the rain get wet.I don't even remember how or when I came back.All I know is Yin Qingzhu's last laugh at her in my mind along the way, that kind of reassuring smile and said: "My lover is Su Weiqi, and will always be. I don't know Mu Chun, so you can get out gone."

After Mu Chun had just passed through the period of losing her feelings and being as blank and numb as a puppet, when she gradually began to find herself, her heart was actually extremely contradictory and complicated.

So I have been reluctant to recall, and I don't like others to mention my past. Even when Hansu gave her a new name, she agreed.It's like abandoning everything and starting again, denying everything in the past, and deliberately forgetting.

But when Han Su's research gradually became effective, Mu Chun gradually had a mixed perception, and began to involuntarily contact people and things in the past as well as memories, and even so persistently wanted Xue Mi to stay by her side, Everything is actually nostalgia.

To put it bluntly, I still can't bear to let go of everything in the past. When the relationship begins to gradually recover again, I can't restrain the feelings in my heart even more.

And all the decisions that ran counter to it were all mistakes that I couldn't control and made. All the mistakes I made when I lost my reason and emotions need to be borne and resolved by myself.

The name 'Su Weiqi', from her disgust in the past to her reluctance to mention it later, gradually faded away.But when that person said 'you are not her'.When she was denied, the uncontrollable and painful emotions gradually swept over, as fierce as trying to help her swallow her whole body.

I don't even know when I cried.

But she remembered that she once asked Han Su, when will her true feelings be fully recovered, and she will be considered a complete new student.Hansu said, "Whenever you cry, that's when you truly recover." Han Su has always encouraged her to communicate more with the outside world, to see the joys and sorrows of the world.

But Mu Chun, who was not interested in these things, made them very anxious. They felt that it was difficult for Mu Chun to laugh or get angry, let alone cry.

When she realized that she was crying because of Yin Qingzhu's words, Mu Chun couldn't tell what it felt like.That being the case, it proves that she is complete.But it seems that she has lost more...

Mu Chun walked to the door of the kitchen and looked at Gu Manzhi who was busy inside:

"Xiaoman, if there is such a person, you once saved her life, brought her into your world, and treated her sincerely. Seeing her grow up, you finally confessed to you that you wanted to change the relationship between the two of you. You never understood it until you accepted it and proposed to her. In the end, you found out that she was inextricably linked to your hostility, and even betrayed you at a critical moment, and imprisoned you ruthlessly for a hundred years. See you. When you are free again...how will you see her again?"

When Gu Manzhi heard that Mu Chun suddenly spoke up, she stopped her hands and listened carefully, but the more she listened, the more something went wrong. She knew that one of the two protagonists in this story must be Mu Chun, and the other must be that crazy woman, but she had some It is uncertain which role the two will play.

Seeing Mu Chun's expression of pain and struggle, Gu Manzhi decided to take a gamble. She had only known Mu Chun for more than ten years, and Mu Chun must have lived for more than hundreds of years.With Mu Chun's character...she must have been hurt in the past, in a past she didn't know...

What Gu Manzhi gambled was that Mu Chun was the one who was betrayed in love and imprisoned for nearly a hundred years.And that 'she' is the crazy woman.Only that madman can be so moody, so unfeeling.

Gu Manzhi felt sorry for Mu Chun more and more, not to mention that she was soft-hearted and hesitant.

"I will kill her. If someone treats me like that, tramples on my feelings like that, and if we meet again, he will definitely take revenge to the end and never forgive her."

Mu Chun froze for a moment, then suddenly smiled:

"That's right, that's right. How could a person who was so proud allow others to trample on his sincerity? It's true that he shouldn't be forgiven, and revenge should be. It's just that he decided to forget, let the past go, and decide not to have any more contacts. It's too... "

Mu Chun said that the smile here is a bit bitter, but Gu Manzhi agrees:

"In fact, it doesn't matter if you forget it or don't pursue it. It's good to forget all the painful memories and other painful people. Otherwise, if you keep entangled for a long time, the wound will get bigger and bigger. It's better to break the relationship earlier.

"Really? Yes... Forget it, forget it all."

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