Mr. Fu's Redemption

Gu Zhou didn't call Fu Junzhuo on impulse, he sat on the bed and thought for a long time.

However, how can feelings be understood just by thinking about them.

Although Gu Zhou couldn't figure it out, he still had some idea of ​​those faint feelings that seemed to be grasped but disappeared in the next second.

He even became more and more frightened as he thought about it—everyone would never feel that there was a problem when he was the same as others, but when he found out that he might be a so-called alien, the sense of security that he had always felt suddenly disappeared. It was broken.

It was like a ship sailing smoothly on the sea, suddenly touched a reef.The hull was damaged, and the water flowed into the cabin frantically. Then, the ship tilted up and slowly sank.

Gu Zhou was the person on that boat, and he ran towards the upturned side in a panic.

People born on land have no gills and are eager to escape the fate of sinking.

Gu Zhou kept running, kept running, but the ship sank in the passage of time.

The dry surface of the boat was no longer under his feet, and Gu Zhou was soaked in the ocean of life.

He was ups and downs, he hesitated, he didn't know what to do.

Everything seemed unreal, all fake, and this didn't seem like an episode that should appear in his life.

Although there were early warning signs, it was still caught off guard.

Gu Zhou didn't contact Fu Junzhuo all day long. He was thinking all day long, including when the whole family had a New Year's Eve dinner together.After the New Year's Eve dinner, I got the New Year's money from my grandma, my parents, and three red envelopes full of money, but Gu Zhou couldn't cheer up.

He silently accepted the red envelope, and went back to the room under the pretext of charging his phone, and climbed onto the bed—there are too many children in the family, and a bunch of parents won't just stare at Gu Zhou, so it shouldn't be too late to arrest him What are you going to do?

Now there are no fireworks and firecrackers, and the room is still relatively quiet, but the restaurant on the first floor is very lively. The cousins ​​and sisters above Gu Zhou who have reached the marriageable age are talking about "Are you talking about friends? Whose children are not bad, make an appointment." Time to go out and meet up", was asked non-stop by a bunch of elders.

The reason why Gu Zhou chose to run away was because he couldn't see the battle, but because... he had something on his mind.

In fact, up to now, he can basically determine what kind of feelings he has for Jun Zhuo.

Although I still find it unbelievable when I think about it, Gu Zhou has made it very clear - he really likes Fu Junzhuo, the kind of love about Fengyue.

You have him when you want to sleep, you have him when you wake up, you have him when you eat, and you have him in life.

Think... in life, there is him.

Who knows when it started?Who knows where he really likes seniors?

If I really want to say it, I fell in love with it unconsciously, and I really can't tell where I like it, but... I just like it.

What is a heart that has never loved?

Maybe this heart is immature, this heart has its childishness, but sincerity is as warm as fire, he is running, he is moving forward, he is as light as a clear song, but as heavy as a boy facing his life. confused.

Gu Zhou hugged the quilt, with such a heart, on the night of New Year's Eve, he finally firmly confirmed this relationship.

All the previous life assumptions have been overturned. He needs to slowly reshape himself and re-conceive, on this basis, what is the direction of his future life.

Although the city where Gu Zhou lives prohibits setting off fireworks and the like, but because it is a suburb, the ban on fireworks is not very strict. Gu Zhou's grandmother is also a person who is obsessed with "Chinese tradition", so she set off a lot downstairs. firecrackers.

At this moment, Gu Zhou was on the third floor, the first sound of firecrackers rang out, and the sudden explosion made him startled, and then the fireworks exploded in front of the window.

Gu Zhou was in the small room, feeling like he had been poured into a box, and the sound from the outside world multiplied in decibels in the box.

It was so painful to hear, Gu Zhou simply left the room.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Fu Junzhuo was nestling on the sofa watching "Ghost Blowing the Lantern: The Exquisite Ancient City". When others were watching the Spring Festival Gala, Fu Junzhuo wanted to watch this drama on a whim.

Just watched the second episode.

Qiuqiu nestled in his arms, and watched the video with Fu Junzhuo with his little hands in his arms. Following the movements of the characters on the TV, his head turned around, and the back of his serious head made people laugh especially.

However, Qiuqiu was not able to be serious for a long time, and there were scattered fireworks and firecrackers outside. There was a very small movement, and it would shake after a sound, causing Fu Junzhuo to pat the dog's head from time to time to express comfort.

In Baimali, an oasis, 70.00% of the residents have returned to their hometowns for the New Year, and there are only a few scattered households here. At night, the entire community is terribly empty.

Fu Junzhuo has long been used to this kind of New Year's atmosphere. Two days ago, he went out for a big purchase and bought almost all the necessities. In the past two days, he simply stayed at home and hung out with Qiuqiu all day.

All day today, whether it was text messages, WeChat or phone calls, he didn't care about the news of the child. Although Fu Junzhuo felt a little empty, he was not busy looking for him——It's New Year's Eve, whose child won't be killed by his parents What about the general cleaning?

Probably Gu Zhou is also busy, so he won't disturb him.

Fu Junzhuo continued to pet the dog and watch TV.

Seeing now, what I feel more is the grassland water flow and birdsong in the play. The clear water flow on the green, plus the melodious birdsong in the morning in the play, always feel very good.

Fu Junzhuo wondered if he could go out for a trip, and if he went to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, he would definitely feel better and feel better.

The impact of travel on a person is actually very important.

However, as soon as he thought about it, he remembered the ball in his arms.

Forget it, for the time being, Qiuqiu is still young, so it is impossible for him to drop Qiuqiu and go out to play.

Just thinking about it, several dogs appeared in the play.

It was the character's dog in the play. It had long legs and was slender. It had just hunted a rabbit. It looked very fierce. It always felt... similar to a pitbull?It seems to be a Mongolian hound?

Fu Junzhuo stared at the video, wondering what breeds these dogs were, but the ball in his arms exploded—this little coward saw the dog through the screen, and suddenly flew nervously, it pouted in a panic The butt tried to back off, and there was a "this is too scary, I have to go" kind of feeling.

Afraid of becoming like this...

Fu Junzhuo was so funny that he paused the TV series and concentrated on playing with the ball.

Without those scary dogs, Qiuqiu was alive, twisting its small body to go down, Fu Junzhuo followed its will and put it on the flat ground, and then saw the chubby bouncing up to the dog basin Side, sat down obediently.

And... squatting in front of the trough, waiting to eat.

To be honest, being so obsessed with eating is really following Gu Zhou.

Fu Junzhuo went to get food for Qiuqiu, and the face of Gu Zhou who was eating seriously appeared in front of his eyes... What is Gu Xiaobai doing now?

He looked back at the living room, and saw that Gu Zhou's pair of cotton slippers were neatly placed at the entrance—Gu Zhou had been gone for several days.

It's okay if you don't think about it, once you think about it, you can't stop the car.

Subconsciously, Fu Junzhuo misses Gu Zhou very much - it's not surprising that people who feel cold yearn for a warm stove and a warm coat.It is not surprising that lonely people are more likely to pay attention to those around them.

Especially when others are reuniting and laughing, but he seems to be a bystander, never having anything to do with this festival.

If possible, he would like to live a warm year, with parents who love each other, a table full of dishes, and everything about his parents that he has never experienced.

When people are on festivals, even out of psychological hints, their feelings will be more delicate than usual.

Maybe the culprit is this day of universal celebration, just like the sentence: Every festive season misses relatives.

"Qiaoqiu, eat."

After mixing the dog food, Fu Junzhuo watched Qiuqiu eat.

The living room was empty.

Fu Junzhuo stood up suddenly, went to the TV remote control in the living room, turned on the TV, and turned up the volume.It is also a person in the room, with the TV on and off, with sound and silence, the feeling is different.

Just like now, as soon as the TV sound came out, Fu Junzhuo immediately felt that the sudden depression in his heart was slightly suppressed.

He has been living in fear, because he is afraid that, like now, his mood, which was relatively stable, will suddenly encounter a landslide, which will catch him by surprise every time.

This made him a little bit like a snake.

Fu Junzhuo walked to the entrance and put Gu Zhou's slippers into the shoe cabinet; he went back to where Qiuqiu ate and watched him eat a few bites.

He walked around the living room a few times, then sat on the sofa, recalling whether he had taken medicine today.

Everything seemed to be in a mess, Fu Junzhuo took out his mobile phone, turned to WeChat, and opened Gu Zhou's chat interface.In the chat records of the two, the last sentence was already a day ago, and they said good night to each other.

Well, send Gu Zizi a WeChat red envelope.

Send out red envelopes, choose the amount, and enter the password. Just as Fu Junzhuo sent it, Gu Zhou's phone call came in.

The moment Fu Junzhuo saw the number appearing on the screen, Fu Junzhuo's heart skipped a beat. He felt as if the neck that had been pinched by someone had been freed. He regained the right to breathe freely. It feels like the whole body is revived.

There were loud fireworks and firecrackers in the background on the other side of the phone, and Gu Zhou's voice came over: "Senior! Happy New Year's Eve!"

Fu Junzhuo took a deep breath and replied, "Happy New Year's Eve."

In the next second, Gu Zhou said: "Senior, are you happy at home? Just now... I miss you a little bit."

The voice from the opposite side was so clear that Gu Zhou's emotions were transmitted over exactly.

At 10:[-] in the evening, there are still [-] minutes to usher in the new year.

Gu Zhou said: "Senior, let's talk for a while if it's convenient, I want to talk to you on the phone and cross the Chinese New Year together."

Because it was nearly twelve o'clock, those people who watched the year in Oasis Baima started to set off fireworks and firecrackers, and the originally quiet room suddenly became lively.

I don't know if it was because of the sound of festive celebrations outside, or because of Gu Zhou's call.

Holding the mobile phone, Fu Junzhuo was clearly worried about whether he would get sick just now, but now he suddenly felt that the feeling that he was about to get sick was fake, because at this moment, Gu Zhou's words, he got the most perfect cure: "good."