Mr. Fu's Redemption

Gu Xiaozi opened his mouth obediently, and drank several sips from the cup. The little satisfaction between his brows disappeared for a moment, and he seemed really thirsty.

Fu Junzhuo waited for him to drink half a glass of water, put the glass back on the bedside table, and then helped him to lie down first.

The door of the room was open, and the heating in the living room slowly diffused in, offsetting the chill in the room, neither too cold nor too warm.

In Fu Junzhuo's 26 years of life, he had never taken care of anyone who was sick. If he was sick, as long as it wasn't a mental illness, he would take some medicine to deal with it.Facing Gu Zizi who had a fever, the first thing he thought of was the physical method of reducing fever - sticking fever-reducing patches on the child's forehead.

And then, yes, drink water...but besides drinking water, next...what else to do?

Having lived to such an age, Fu Junzhuo really knows almost nothing about taking care of patients.He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Gu Xiaozi who was wearing the anti-fever sticker.

Such an energetic child, lying obediently on the bed at this moment, seemed particularly quiet.I'm sick... Fu Junzhuo suddenly got up and went out as if he remembered something.

After a while, Fu Junzhuo, who was carrying warm water and fever-reducing medicine, entered Gu's child's room: "Xiao Gu, Xiao Gu is here to take medicine."

The burnt-out man struggled to open his eyes, and looked at Fu Junzhuo, his gaze was a bit ignorant for a moment.He just drank water and put on the anti-fever sticker, so Gu Zhou's condition is better than before: "Senior..."

"Don't move." Fu Junzhuo sat by the bed again, poured the antipyretic tablet into the palm of his hand, and brought it to the mouth of the feverish person, "Come, take the medicine."

Gu Xiaozi muttered: "Senior...I didn't make dinner...I had a headache, and I wanted to sleep for only 10 minutes...I didn't expect that as soon as I fell asleep..."

Before taking the medicine, Gu Zhou still didn't forget to explain. That little guilty expression made Fu Junzhuo feel even more self-blame in his heart.

How can this child be so good?How can you be so kind to others if you are not relatives?

The heart is very soft, this momentary feeling made Fu Junzhuo couldn't help but want to reach out and touch his head: "I'm sick, why don't I have dinner." After all, the body is important.

How much warmth can a person get when he survives in the world?How much warmth can you give?

Probably, getting and giving are in direct proportion in most cases - being treated with tenderness, most of them will also choose to treat others with tenderness.

During this period of time, Gu Zizi has warmed him up a lot, and Fu Junzhuo seems to have learned how to treat others well.But this is just a kind of comprehension, just a superficial theoretical understanding, and it is still a little rusty in practice.

Fu Junzhuo urged Gu Zhou to take the medicine: "Come on, take the medicine."

"Well."

Gu Zhou took the pill in Fu Junzhuo's palm, took a sip of water from the cup Fu Junzhuo handed over, and swallowed the pill.

The sick person's lips were slightly dry, but still soft. He lightly touched the skin of Fu Junzhuo's palm, and then withdrew in an instant.

This instant touch made Fu Junzhuo's palms itch inadvertently, making him feel very uncomfortable.

Fu Junzhuo can accept contact with small animals, such as the little milk dog in the living room who is full of food and sleep, such as the stupid tortoise on the balcony who got into the coconut soil and slept without knowing what day or night it is.

However, human beings can take the initiative to contact others on the basis of psychological preparation, but they are less likely to be touched by others unprepared.

"Thank you senior." After taking the medicine, Gu Zhou drank all the water in the quilt, closed his eyes and said, "I seem to feel much better."

"..." I just took the medicine, how could it be effective so soon, Fu Junzhuo looked at Gu Zhou with a funny face, his hands were already stuffing him into the bed, "Let's rest first."

"Yeah." Probably really uncomfortable, Gu Zhou got into bed obediently and closed his eyes.

Gu Zhou fell asleep.

Fu Junzhuo put away the cup, turned off the light, walked out quietly and closed the door, and watched for a few seconds in front of the group of puppies.Then he put on his super warm down jacket, took his keys and wallet and went out.

The outdoors of the building, such as the corridors and the elevators, are just cold and gloomy, but when you go out of the unit door, you are outside in the true sense-the snow has not yet melted, and the wind is blowing like crazy.

It was so cold that I flew up.

In such a cold day, people who are afraid of the cold really need... courage to go out.

The wind howled violently in the winter night, the chill was overwhelming, it poured straight into the nose, and then got into the collar in various directions, Fu Junzhuo shuddered, and accidentally choked against the wind, coughing until his heart and lungs seemed to ache .

Terrible.

Fortunately, very close to the city.

People who are very afraid of the cold went to three places, a clothes store, a porridge store, and a pharmacy, and then returned to the oasis Baima with a bunch of things.

Returning home at night in winter, there are children and a puppy at home.The voice-activated light in front of the door was broken, Fu Junzhuo took out his mobile phone to light it up, and at least pointed at the keyhole to open the door.

When we got home, the puppy was crawling in the incubator, as if looking for something.

That's right, after the puppies are born, they will always sleep with their brothers and sisters, and even sleep next to their mother. Qiuqiu probably sleeps with no one to lean on, and instinctively wants to find her mother.

Fu Junzhuo brought back the cold air all over his body, and his whole body was like a walking popsicle. At this time, his hands were unbearably cold, so of course he couldn't touch the little milk dog, he could only tap its little nose through the incubator.

Point on the box wall.

The puppy was still crawling, making small humming sounds. While paying attention to its movements, Fu Junzhuo took off his coat and let himself warm up as much as possible in the air-conditioned room, so as to ensure that when touching the puppy and the child, the other party Will not jump up on the ice.

I couldn't wait any longer, so I went to the kitchen and washed my hands with hot water.

When it came out again, Qiuqiu had already fallen asleep again, a very small one, safe and sound.

Fu Junzhuo took a few glances at it, went to the kitchen to get the bowls and chopsticks, put the porridge he bought into a small bowl, and carried it into Gu Zhou's room.

Gu Xiaobai hadn't woken up yet, but he didn't kick the quilt either. Fu Junzhuo put the porridge bowl on the bedside table and sat by the bed: "Little Gu, get up and eat."

The child must still be hungry, no matter what, eat a little, the body will get better sooner.

Fu Junzhuo bought clear hot porridge, it was boiling hot when he bought it, after a cold wind all the way, now it is just warm, not too cold or burning his mouth.

"Learn...grow?" Gu Zhou woke up. As expected, Gu Zizi was very obsessed with food, and could still smell the aroma when he had a fever, "It smells so good..."

Fu Junzhuo turned on the light, and Gu Zhou, who had just woken up, was stunned by the light for a moment and couldn't help but close his eyes.

"…Sorry, I didn't notice."

Before turning on the light, tell the other party to get ready - of course Fu Junzhuo is not so careful, but seeing Gu Xiaozi's expression stabbed by the light, he just said the words of apology.

It wasn't like this before, what is an apology?have no idea.

But now... Maybe it's because the other party is a very good Gu Xiaobai, Gu Xiaobai treats him so carefully, like putting a warm coat on him in the cold winter, and then showing him the brightest smile .

If Fu Junzhuo hadn't experienced the most desperate troughs in his life, he wouldn't have understood how precious that kind of smile is.

But he has.

When a person is born, he knows nothing, and needs to learn what love is as he grows up.You need the company of relatives and friends, the influence of your parents, you need warmth and love, so that you can grow into a healthy person and actively embrace life.

However, no one taught Fu Junzhuo.

What exactly is love?He has to find out by himself.Without templates, tutorials, or reference materials, Fu Junzhuo was in a mess.In the end, he suffered a disastrous defeat with a bloody head, and returned home without a feather.

The so-called gaining wisdom by eating a ditch, after several years of ups and downs, Fu Junzhuo finally understood that knowing and cherishing is a lesson in life, a lesson that must be learned in a stagnant life.

To paraphrase a line from Sun Zihan's "Nobody Should Be Kind to Whom": No one should be kind to anyone, remember to be grateful, remember.

Therefore, when facing Gu Xiaobai, Fu Junzhuo's heart would soften unconsciously.For the first time, he had the idea of ​​"return what you give to him". He wanted to treat Gu Zhou as well as the careful Gu Zhou did to him.

It has nothing to do with Fengyue, it only talks about getting along with people.

Who doesn't want to hold the sunshine?

"No, senior...it's okay." Gu Zhou got used to the light and opened his eyes again. It could be seen that his spirit had recovered a lot.At least compared to just now, it's much better.

Fu Junzhuo didn't speak any more, and gave him a porridge bowl.

"Senior, did you go out and buy it?" Gu Zhou carefully held the bowl, took a spoonful and ate it, smiling, "It's delicious."

"Then eat more."

"Ok!"

Then he shook his hand, and some of the porridge in the spoon spilled out.

Fu Junzhuo quickly took the bowl from him and put it aside, then took a paper towel to help wipe it.

Although Gu Zhou is in good health and doesn't usually get sick, once he catches a cold and has a fever, his hands and feet will be weak, and he won't recover in a few days, so he can sprinkle a spoonful of porridge on the quilt.

After Fu Junzhuo cleaned up the porridge-stained quilt cover, he picked up the bowl again, took a spoonful, and offered to feed Gu Zhou: "Open your mouth."

"..." I was fed water and medicine by Fu Junzhuo before, and I was groggy at that time, and I didn't feel embarrassed, but now that my consciousness has returned, I will be fed porridge by my senior... Gu Zhou became nervous, "I... ...I'll do it myself."

Helplessly, Fu Junzhuo didn't listen to him, a spoonful of porridge had already reached the front of his mouth, and Gu Zhou subconsciously opened his mouth to hold it... and ate it.

One bite, two bites, three bites... Gu Zhou looked at Fu Junzhuo silently, opened his mouth when the porridge came, and continued to look at the senior after eating.

Undoubtedly, Fu Junzhuo looks good when his eyes are lowered. At this time, from Gu Zhou's perspective, all he can see is the tall nose bridge, delicate eyebrows, and long eyelashes.

Gu Zhou thought, to be able to give birth to such a good-looking person, the senior's parents must also be good-looking, right?

I really want to know...

Soon, more than half of a bowl of porridge was drunk. Gu Zhou was drinking the porridge, but accidentally caught sight of Fu Junzhuo's wrist, and naturally saw the hideous scar on the other's wrist. He blurted out and asked Fu Junzhuo what was going on.

"study……"

"Huh?" Fu Junzhuo raised his eyes and looked at Gu Zhou with his beautiful eyes, "What's wrong?"

"...No, nothing."

We have been together for so long, because it is winter, it is difficult to find long clothes and trousers, and Fu Junzhuo also hides it very well, wearing a watch on his wrist all the year round, even when he is wearing home clothes, that watch is probably not willing picked.If it wasn't for the action of holding the porridge bowl tonight, Gu Zhou basically wouldn't have noticed.

Gu Zhou used to think that Fu Junzhuo liked that watch, so he stayed with him for a while, but he didn't expect that it was to cover up his scar.

Thinking of the box of bottles, cans, antidepressants, sleep aids, etc., Gu Zhou suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and even the soft and smooth porridge in his mouth became less delicious. .

In fact, he still can't understand, can't experience Fu Junzhuo's living conditions - how can someone not sleep?Occasionally, it is understandable to be unable to sleep. How can someone suffer from insomnia and need to take medicine?How could someone cut himself with a knife?

People who live in sunshine cannot understand the state of people who live in darkness all year round.

But fortunately, when Gu Zhou met this kind of person who was completely different from himself, he was not scared away. On the contrary, he couldn't help but be attracted by Fu Junzhuo, and then came up with the idea of ​​caring for him.

Maybe being young is the explanation of many things, or maybe liking is also the source of many things——Gu Zhou is young, he still doesn't understand what it means to always be easily attracted to him; Caring and wanting to understand, in fact, all come from liking.

Like is the simplest and most complicated thing in the world.

It can make people jump for joy, but it can also make people sleepless.

People who have insomnia to the point of needing to use medicine to help sleep do not understand. Gu Zhou, who has always had a good night's sleep, suffered from insomnia again.

It's the feeling that I clearly don't want to think about anything, but many things are rushing into my mind so much that I can't get rid of it and can't fall asleep.As soon as I close my eyes, I feel very refreshed, but as soon as I open my eyes, I feel... ah, I am really sleepy.

Want to sleep, can't fall asleep, want to sleep but feel sleepy, don't know what's going on.

Lying under the quilt, he always felt that he could still smell the porridge. He thought of the spilled spoonful of porridge, although Fu Junzhuo disposed of it, but... there was still some smell left, right?The smell of porridge... can't sleep, right?

definitely is!

So Gu Zhou tossed the quilt from head to tail, thinking that he would wash the quilt cover tomorrow, and then continued to get into bed to sleep.

However... the person who closed his eyes and forced himself to sleep, unconsciously remembered the touch when Fu Junzhuo held his neck. At that time, he was drowsy, but the touch of being late became clear in the memory at this moment.

It's a mess, a lot, people, medicine, food, a puppy, and... the scar on the senior's hand.

Can't sleep, it's already 01:30 in the morning...

Gu Zhou finally compromised and wanted to go out to drink some water. He got up and put on a coat and went into the living room. Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, he saw the person who had been wandering in his mind just now——Fu Junzhuo feeding the ball in the living room Qiu drank goat milk, heard the movement, and turned to look.

Four eyes facing each other.