Mr. Fu's Redemption

Fu Junzhuo was still not at home, and of course, the phone was still disconnected.

Gu Zhou only knows the senior, not his friends or family members, and he doesn't know where he works. In the current situation, it is really impossible to find this person once the phone is turned off.

Gu Xiaozi was fidgeting, walking around in the living room, knowing that the other party's mobile phone was turned off, but still kept calling, and every time he expected that the next time he dialed the number, it would not be a voice prompt.

How to do it?

You can't go to the police, can you?It has not been 24 hours, and what should I say to the police if I call the police?I can't say that my roommate didn't come home last night, and my phone was turned off. I felt panicked, so I came to report the case?

As far as this matter is concerned, firstly, Gu Zizi's social experience is still inexperienced, and secondly, his social circle really does not overlap with Fu Junzhuo's at all, so there is no way to start.

He walked to the balcony, the weather outside was fine, and at a glance, the sky was unbelievably blue.If it wasn't for the fact that Fu Junzhuo couldn't be contacted, the current Gu Zhou must be happily busy cooking, and then two people, one table, one lunch, and another quiet and leisurely afternoon.

However, the senior is not there.

Gu Zhou lowered his head and looked at the succulents growing well on the balcony.All kinds of different colors, succulent and beautiful, crowded together plumply in the sun.In the past, seeing succulents would make people feel good, but today, Gu Zhou feels even more sad when he sees succulents—the people who raised these succulents didn’t come home last night, did something happen?

Thinking of Fu Junzhuo's lifeless look, his anxiety and uneasiness were entangled in his heart, and the entanglement became tighter and tighter, making Gu Zhou feel a little out of breath. The mood of expecting praise last night was completely gone. He now I just want to hear Fu Junzhuo's voice.

Ever since he was a child, Gu Zhou has never felt this way. It is very complicated, very worried, and very annoyed.What worries him is Fu Junzhuo's safety, and what annoys him is that in such an age of advanced communications, he doesn't know how to find someone.Gu Xiaobai nestled on the sofa in some frustration. Looking at Fu Junzhuo's succulent breeding book on the coffee table, he felt a little sore in his throat—he didn't know what happened to him recently. When it arrives, it will be cured in an instant, and it will be very happy.

All of a sudden, a text message alert sounded on the phone, and Gu Zhou looked at it excitedly.

Then, he was disappointed.

It wasn't Fu Junzhuo, it was Zhongchun, the text message said: Maybe the confession last night scared you, but I really like you.In the past, it was uncomfortable not seeing you, but now it has become sad both seeing and not seeing you.But I don't regret it, at least let you know my heart, I feel very sorry that I can't continue to be friends, but I don't regret confessing.

Gu Zhou didn't reply, he threw the phone aside and lay down on the sofa with the back of his hand resting on his eyes.

sad.

So, you will be sad if you don't see it, do you like it?

Fu Junzhuo was sleeping on the bed, his cheeks were sunken, his whole face was as pale as a dead man, but the fundus of his eyes was dark, which formed a strong color contrast with his fair skin. His eyelashes were very long, and they were trembling slightly at the moment. It seems that he didn't sleep so peacefully.

Fu Shenyan leaned slightly, and leaned over to look at Fu Junzhuo in an ambiguous posture.The room was very quiet, his fingers slid across Fu Junzhuo's nose, lips, and finally stopped at the neck, gently stroking the sleeping man's cheek.

This is a hospital that smells like medicine.

Fu Junzhuo was in such a bad state last night that he fainted directly under the agitation. Fu Shenyan was taken aback and sent him to the hospital for a look. Hypoglycemia, anemia, stomach problems, long-term emotional depression, etc., etc., the doctor said His body has collapsed to a certain extent, both physically and mentally, he needs to recuperate as soon as possible.

So Fu Shenyan guarded him all night, until now, Fu Junzhuo woke up slowly.

The world is like this, you never know who you will part with in the next moment, and who you will meet again in the next moment.

The moment he woke up, Fu Junzhuo seemed to have not recovered his consciousness. He looked at Fu Shenyan with blank eyes, unable to see clearly what emotion was in his eyes.

"You're awake." Fu Shenyan said, reaching out and touching the head of the person on the bed.

Fu Junzhuo closed his eyes again, quietly.

"These two years have been hard, haven't you?" Fu Shenyan asked. Looking at such a person, Fu Shenyan suddenly felt that his love for Junzhuo was showing signs of coming back. In an instant, he felt different from others in the two years of blankness, "You've lost weight."

For a full minute, Fu Junzhuo had already woken up, and he opened his eyes again.

Compared with last night, he was much quieter, neither shaking nor talking, nor looking at Fu Shenyan, just lying there.This kind of atmosphere seems to have returned to the time when the relationship between the two fell to the freezing point two years ago. There was no communication, and it seemed that it would take half of the strength to say a word.

"Where have you been these two years?" Fu Shenyan asked.

Of course, Fu Junzhuo didn't answer. He originally thought that if he saw Fu Shenyan again, it would be very painful, but no, except that he couldn't control his emotions for a while last night, and was brought by Fu Shenyan in the car after he was on the verge of collapse. Outside the hospital, he has been calm since he woke up.

The intense, almost artificial pain last night was just a dream.

Didn't feel anything like I imagined.

But so.

Fu Shenyan poured a glass of water and brought it to Fu Junzhuo's lips: "Don't talk if you don't want to talk, drink water first."

"I want to go back." Fu Junzhuo looked blankly at the hand that was dangling in front of him. There was a cup in it.He is very thirsty, but he doesn't want to drink this glass of water, he just wants to go home to see his succulent, and eat with his juniors.

In Fu Shenyan's eyes, that expression turned into something else completely - there was a ring on Fu Shenyan's middle finger, but it was not the one they had worn before, and now Fu Junzhuo seemed to be looking at it, as if with In a trance.

He is sad?Fu Shenyan put down the water glass, took off the ring, and raised the ring in front of Fu Junzhuo: "Should I throw it away?"

Fu Junzhuo slowly came back to his senses, and only then did he see the ring on his hand clearly.

A small one.

This must be a ring with a new lover, so why throw it away?Throw away the ring, break up with the current lover, and be with yourself again?Let yourself be a third party who dabbles in other people's feelings again?Same as two and a half years ago?

At least two years ago, when Fu Junzhuo looked back and Fu Shenyan gave up his lover at that time, it took nearly a month. After a month, Fu Shenyan broke up with his lover at that time and got back together with Fu Junzhuo ;What now?Just need a day?

Is it charismatic enough to instantly kill another innocent person who has suffered a bloody misfortune?No, it was embarrassment under a smile.

"I'm too lonely by myself, so I talked with another one. The relationship is not very deep. You come home with me, and I can break up with him immediately." Seeing that Fu Junzhuo didn't speak, Fu Shenyan repeated.The strange thing is that when this man said this, his eyes were very serious.

Really serious joke.

Hearing this, Fu Junzhuo's blood was cold. He got up and got out of bed, and without a word, he tore off the drip needle on the back of his hand. The blood immediately meandered down the back of his hand, dripping drop by drop onto the ground, splashing a little A drop of blood.

He lowered his head and lowered his hands, the blood flowed onto the hospital gown, and the back of his hand hurt suddenly.

I want to leave, I don't want to stay for a second.

In the past two years, have you thought about Fu Shenyan?I thought about it, day and night, all the time, but it was all in the past.Now that Fu Shenyan was standing in front of him, saying some inexplicable words, he felt that the person in front of him had changed beyond recognition.

Who knows?

He didn't blame Fu Shenyan anymore, indeed, it seemed that Fu Shenyan was not to blame for what happened to them.In the past two years, he has thought a lot. When he got along with Fu Shenyan in college, Fu Shenyan was always tolerant. He was always proud and glamorous in front of Fu Shenyan. He never told Fu Shenyan that he was fragile. Feeling almost ugly, the two talked for a while, he couldn't control his emotions, and he didn't want to be seen by Fu Shenyan, so he left gracefully, and Fu Shenyan let him go.

After he adjusted, he turned around and met Fu Shenyan's lover at that time, Chen Xiqing, and the two came together again.

At that time, he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong. He just found the lover who should belong to him alone, until he discovered a ridiculous fact - Fu Shenyan was too greedy and lost his image. He lost half his life, lost the Chen Xiqing at that time, and dreamed back at midnight again.

A person's heart is so big, how can it hold two people, and one can ebb and flow, and the other can change freely.

Messy things can't be explained clearly, and all of them can be summed up in a sentence "no work, no death".After all, he is young and frivolous, and will always do some naive things, which will harm others and benefit himself.If it were placed now, maybe Fu Junzhuo's handling method would be different, but it has already happened, and it cannot be changed.

But now, Fu Shenyan is still so greedy, and said such words so easily-it is such a luxury to have someone by his side, why can Fu Shenyan make such a decision without hesitation A person who was with him kicked away from him?

Just like kicking yourself away with cold violence at the end?

In a word, when you come back, I will break up with him and crucify Fu Junzhuo on the pillar of shame.

Fu Junzhuo felt a deep sense of powerlessness in his heart. He always felt that his state of being neither a ghost nor a ghost was completely self-inflicted, and the reincarnation of heaven would bring retribution.But now, he almost gritted his teeth and discovered that the words "heaven, reincarnation, and reincarnation" on the opposite person who deserved more retribution have not been fulfilled in him at all.

"Where are you going?" Fu Shenyan grabbed Fu Junzhuo and pushed him back to the hospital bed, "You're not in good condition, it's best not to move now, your hands also need to stop the bleeding."

"Let go of me, I'll go home." Fu Junzhuo repeated.

"Well. I'll take you back."

"No, I'll go by myself now."

Fu Shenyan was silent, but he didn't have the slightest intention to let people go: "Where have you been these two years? Did you know that I was going to give a lecture and went to University A to wait for me?"

"No." Fu Junzhuo only gave some short answers, the sense of powerlessness spreading from the bottom of his heart made him no longer have the energy to explain, accuse, or be angry.

Fu Junzhuo looked so indifferent, in Fu Shenyan's eyes, he was still brooding, and he said: "Do you think I haven't thought about you in the past two years? I regret it. Regret is your last Leave you when you need me. But you know, I'm really good to you."

Indeed, it was really easy for Fu Shenyan to deal with Junzhuo, so at that time, he was able to break into a heart full of thorns.

Fu Junzhuo, he said he was worth money, but he was also worth money. After cleaning up, he looked like a dog and was talented, like a sharp knife; he said he was worthless, but he was also very worthless, because he was easy to deceive.As long as you treat him well, treat him well, he will leave with that person, such as Fu Shenyan.

"I miss you." Fu Shenyan said.