we are not friends anymore

In the following shooting, anyone who watched the shooting from the sidelines could tell that Ji Yan was a little distracted.

The part with the same difficulty can be passed in the previous one, but this day more or less ng appeared. Although it is not too much, it is still far better than other young actors, but for Ji Yan, he is already in a bad state.

Xu Xixi sat watching the filming, her expression became more and more serious: "What's wrong with Brother Yan? This is not his strength at all."

The manager didn't want to talk to her, but he still said: "It's normal, if you don't click five or six times, you won't be able to pass."

"Not at all." Xu Xixi said stubbornly, "It's impossible for him to ng so frequently, something must have affected him."

The agent had nothing to say, and gave her a look of "you are happy".

When it was the break time for dinner, Xu Xixi ate a few green vegetables and got up with the script to look for Ji Yan. After looking around, she didn't see him.

"Brother Yan? Have you gone outside?" the passing staff replied.

So Xu Xixi went outside, and when she reached the door, she even cut her hair, pulled her large coat back to her shoulders, and went out with a gentle smile.

After walking around again, I found Ji Yan and his assistant standing in an empty corner. The assistant took out the lighter and lit a cigarette. Ji Yan glanced at him, and suddenly said, "Give me one."

The assistant was stunned, and said, "Brother, haven't you quit smoking?"

Ji Yan didn't speak, the assistant only thought that he was too stressed just now, so he took out a cigarette and handed it to him.Ji Yan leaned over to borrow the fire, and leaned his back against the wall, looking a little cold and lonely amidst the smoke.

Xu Xixi was taken aback when she saw this scene, wondering when did Ji Yan start smoking?She paused, but walked up with a smile on her face.

"Brother Yan."

Ji Yan had just taken a few puffs of a cigarette, and when he saw Xu Xixi coming, although he didn't like this woman very much, he politely smashed the cigarette out.

"Brother Yan." Xu Xixi called out again, with a worried and hesitant look on her face, "Are you not in a good mood? Did something happen to you?"

"Thank you." Ji Yan thanked lightly, turned sideways and threw the cigarette into the trash can, "I'm fine."

"But I feel that you were not in a good state just now." Xu Xixi said, "If there is anything, maybe I can help you..."

She showed a concerned expression, but also carried some feminine softness and cautiousness, which made people feel affectionate and could not bear to refuse her kindness.However, Ji Yan didn't put his eyes on her face, but just looked up at the direction of the gate, his voice was polite and flat.

"The old man is calling for someone, let's go in." After speaking, he nodded to her, and walked sideways past her into the room.

Xu Xixi stood there in a daze, Ji Yan's assistant was a little puzzled by her sudden enthusiasm, glanced at her and hurried away.

When the two of them entered the room and disappeared from sight, Xu Xixi's face suddenly sank, and the tenderness and concern just now disappeared in an instant.

Xu Xixi stood there for a long time, many pictures popped up in her mind, and she didn't know what she thought of. Her complexion became more and more ugly, and her breathing became heavier. Her eyes were fixed on the direction of the door nervously.

Looking at it, she suddenly turned around and walked out.

She took out her mobile phone as she walked, and fumbled through Ji Yan and Ji Yan's related Weibo homepages.Then he dug out the phone photo album, which contained a first draft of the dress design.

It was the first draft of a first-class clothing brand's new winter next year that she obtained through internal means. Since signing "Frost Sugar", she has been imagining the scene of participating in next year's Golden Crane Awards with Ji Yan every day, even starting early in the morning Look at the dress.

After looking at the photos of the first draft for a long time, she re-entered Weibo, poked Qiao Mingxi's profile picture vigorously with her finger, and clicked into the other's Weibo homepage.

She walked forward while looking down, remembering something she saw a long time ago, and the hatred in her eyes grew stronger.

Why, why does your sense of existence affect Brother Yan so strongly.

That person is the one who should go to the top of the pyramid step by step. He should be the only one who can match me. Why do you influence his path.

Why is he not like him anymore because of you.

Ji Yan must be perfect, must be...

Xu Xixi thought, walking faster and faster.She lowered her head and didn't pay attention to the person in front of her, and suddenly bumped into the person who came out of the corner.

The phone slipped out of his hand, and jumped a few times to the opponent's feet.

Xu Xixi held back the swear words that blurted out, steadied her steps and straightened her hair. She looked up at the other party, but she was a middle-aged woman in her 50s and [-]s, wearing outdated brand-name clothes. old and tired.

"Sorry." The woman got up from the ground, bent down to pick up the phone and wanted to give it to her.

Xu Xixi stretched out her hand to get the phone, but when she saw the woman accidentally glanced at the lit screen, her outstretched hand stopped suddenly.

"Auntie?" Xu Xixi frowned.

But the woman suddenly raised her head and looked at her. With such eyes, Xu Xixi felt that the other party seemed to be a lost person who had been wandering in the desert for a long time, and had caught a camel that could take him out.

A sudden burst of excitement.

It was already early morning when Ji Yan came home from work.

He drank a glass of wine alone, and for the first time felt that his thoughts were a little chaotic, unable to maintain his previous sobriety and rationality.

He sat cross-legged on the carpet, and it took him a long time to let himself go before he felt familiar with this habit and posture.

Qiao Mingxi likes not to sit on a chair. The carpet is his favorite place. He always sits cross-legged in the corner, sometimes playing games attentively, and sometimes reading letters from fans tirelessly. letter; sometimes I sit by the short coffee table and read the script, frowning slightly, puzzled.

I don't know who said that when you miss someone, you subconsciously become him.

In Ji Yan's mind, there seemed to be a TV with infinite playback, playing Yin Yi's words over and over again.

He has long understood the principle of the cycle of cause and effect, and he has long known that he should bear the consequences of his choices, but Qiao Mingxi's resistance appeared again and again in his memories, which made him unable to calmly deal with the current consequences.

It turns out that in Ji Yan's life, there will be times of regret.

He was in a daze for a long time, and suddenly remembered something. He reached out and took the tablet computer on the bedside, and clicked into the mailbox that he had to check every day during this time.

No one will send emails to this abandoned work-only account, and the inbox is still full of Qiao Mingxi's dozens of emails that continue every day, but suddenly end on a certain day.

He pulled back to the bottom, starting from the first email.

"Hello, I'm Ji Yan's old mailbox."

"That's his only home, Ash."

"Go to sleep, he is not worth your insomnia for him."

"You have done well enough, even better than most people, believe in yourself."

"You can say it outright if you hate anyone, it doesn't matter."

"When I replied to your letter, you were already able to comprehend the character perfectly by yourself. You are fine, and there is nothing wrong with it. In fact, he also misses the days when he read the script with you."

"That's different, no one feels sick to a loved one. You're fine, you're fine."

"Well, come on."

"She's not, don't be afraid."

"Sorry, he misses you too."

"It's not a dream, he has a lot of regrets, but what you like and what he gives you are all real."

"Okay, then we won't cooperate."

"Jaen won't blame you, there is nothing wrong with you."

"sorry."

"He knows, but he wants to tell you it's okay."

"sorry."

"Ash, you're fine."

"He knows you won't believe it, but he wants to tell you that it's really not a habit."

"No one likes someone who hasn't been shining for so long, and they will be sad when you say that."

"I can."

"You're not such a bad person, you're far better than you think. Go ahead, he's got it. But don't say goodbye, Ash."

Ji Yan sent the last email. The room was too dark, and the light from the computer screen hurt his eyes a little.

He has always been a man of few words. It was the first time he wrote so many words, but in fact there were very few, and he could only reply "I'm sorry" several times.

He didn't know if Qiao Mingxi would discover these emails after a long time like himself, but it seemed that he could only give the other party a belated response in this way.To say these words in front of Qiao Mingxi, even he himself felt that it would be too selfish.

Qiao Mingxi was right, the matter between the two of them cannot be that he can come and leave whenever he wants.

Yin Yi is also right, the love that Qiao Mingxi cannot feel and believe in is just his self-righteousness.

Thinking of Qiao Mingxi's silent and pale appearance when facing him, and his shy but obviously cheerful and happier appearance in the crew, Ji Yan knew that he would no longer have the heart to influence him.

Qiao Mingxi is trying to be a good person, so let's change him to look at him this time, let him feel the mood of the other party chasing him.

After filming "Moon Moon and Clouds" in Q City, he went to H City. By the time Qiao Mingxi returned to D City and hurried back to Qiao's house, it was almost the Spring Festival.

I didn't realize that I was busy filming in the crew, but once back in City D, there was a bit of a New Year's atmosphere. Qiao Mingxi entered the door with a special gift, and was stunned when he saw a group of people on the first floor.

"Yeah, Ming Xi came back early?" Yan Shi who was closest to the door straightened up and walked in front of him with a smile.

"Sister Shi." Qiao Mingxi greeted, lowered her head and pinched the face of the little girl in her arms, "You're here too."

Lou Feng's youngest daughter looked at him with a smile, stretched out her hand and scratched his fingers.

Qiao Mingxi turned around and greeted Xie Zhen and Lou Feng one by one. A young woman with a very gentle temperament sat beside Xie Zhen and smiled at him. Qiao Mingxi knew her, but she was about to say hello when she suddenly stopped. After a pause, he changed his mouth and said, "Sister Xiyao."

He swallowed the "Sister Yao" that he almost blurted out, and glanced around the first floor, and Xing Yao was really not there.

"Is the shooting going well?" Everyone sat down on the sofa, Qiao Mingxi pulled a chair and sat next to Qiao Mingyue's wheelchair, and heard Lou Feng asking himself.

"It's pretty good." Qiao Mingxi said, "After the new year, go back and shoot a few scenes and it will be finished."

Lou Feng smiled and said, "The people at Huangyao praised you a few days ago, I mean you and Fang Xixi, you did a great job."

Qiao Mingxi smiled shyly, Yan Shi looked at him and said with a smile: "Ah Xi's energy is getting better and better recently. When the show airs, I will attract a lot of girlfriend fans."

After all, they are all acquaintances, Qiao Mingxi felt embarrassed, Qiao Mingyue smiled slightly and said: "You can accept the praise, keep working hard."

"Got it." Qiao Mingxi nodded.

"How many days off does the crew have?" Yan Shi asked again.

Qiao Mingxi said: "It's actually not released today. I'll come back when I find time. It will be released for two days on New Year's Eve."

"Ah Xi is too busy." Lou Feng said.

"Excuse me." Yan Shi patted him, "A big boss is hanging around at home all day, making his employees work overtime."

Lou Feng shouted his wish, and everyone laughed.Aunt Hui came out of the kitchen, just in time to hear: "Oh, the young master will only let it go for two days? This is for Chinese New Year..."

"There's no way, the crew is rushing to make progress." Qiao Mingxi explained, "I'll be right back after filming."

"It's okay, the rest were filmed locally, right?" Yan Shi asked.

Qiao Mingxi nodded: "It's all interior scenes."

"You guys are a bunch of bosses here, but Ming Xi is the busiest right now." Yan Shi laughed, "A few days ago, the kindergarten teachers were asking me for Ming Xi's autograph."

"Who told you to show off that you are someone else's sister-in-law?" Lou Feng said, and Yan Shi rolled his eyes and pinched him just after he finished speaking.

Qiao Mingyue smiled, turned to Qiao Mingxi and said, "It's fine if you can come back, let's spend the New Year with peace of mind."

Qiao Mingxi nodded and smiled at her: "I will, sister."

The few people who were most familiar and close chatted happily, making Qiao Mingxi feel happy.

However, when the Chinese New Year is approaching, I can no longer feel at ease.

The author has something to say: the second watch is coming, thank you girls for your thunder and nutrient solution~