live happily ever after

He and Lu Li hadn't been in touch for a long time. Lu's family had a big change. During this time, Qi Yixuan squeezed everything together in order to arrange time to prepare for the wedding. The cooperation of the new project signed Qi's, and the implementation of the project was very difficult. It went well, the media rushed to report that the father and son of the Qi family broke the ice and reconciled, and the father and son fought in battle, making headlines for a few days.Qi Yixuan didn't have time to verify what Lu Lidao had heard.

When he received Mother Lu's call, he was about to have dinner with Shen Chen.

Mother Lu spoke anxiously, and Qi Yixuan realized the seriousness of the matter.

Xu Han is dead.On the day of Lu Li's wedding, he jumped into the sea at the beach in the Marina Square.The body was picked up that afternoon, Qi Yixuan was discharged from the hospital that day, and met them in the hospital.Lu Li's wedding failed, he left his bride and ran to the hospital.

Lu Li was dressed in a groom's outfit and stood at the door of the morgue. After some inspection, Xu Han's body was covered with a white cloth and pushed in.Lu Li didn't approach either, and just stood upright at the door, with an almost numb expression on his face.Qi Yixuan was a little angry at the moment, he couldn't understand why someone would still look calm when facing the death of a person who had been with him for seven years.

Xu Han stayed by Lu Li's side the longest. Even though he always heard about Lu Li's affairs, Qi Yixuan always felt that Xu Han would be the one who was always by his side.

Later, when Lu Li sent a wedding invitation, Qi Yixuan thought, even if he got married, that poor man would probably not be able to bear it and chose to leave. He was good to each other, and Xu Han should have another life of his own. Contrary to others, the one who gave the most ended up in such a tragic end.

Qi Yixuan was not worth it for him.During this time, he didn't want to get involved with Lu Li's matter.

Lu's mother called, probably because the Lu family had a cooperative relationship with Xingchen, and Lu Li was Zhou Xingyang's senior, so Qi Yixuan couldn't just leave Zhou Xingyang looking around like a headless chicken.

Lu Li disappeared.Some time ago, he was sent to the hospital due to insanity. Qi Yixuan thought it was groundless, but he didn't expect it to be true.

Qi Yixuan and Zhou Xingyang rushed to the apartment where Xu Han and Lu Li lived, and as expected, Lu Li was really there.

The door was not closed. Zhou Xingyang pushed the door open and kicked the paper boxes piled behind the door. It was already evening when they came, but the lights at home were not turned on. The dark blue curtains blocked the light outside, and the whole room was silently plunged into darkness and darkness. Dead silence.And Lu Li was sitting on the podium in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, curled up into a ball, staring straight out of the window, his eyes were empty, his whole body was like a walking corpse infested by insects and ants, lifeless.

Zhou Xingyang approached step by step. The floor was covered with a thick and soft carpet. Zhou Xingyang's leather shoes didn't make too much noise when he stepped on the carpet, but Zhou Xingyang walked next to Lu Li, and he still didn't notice it.Zhou Xingyang raised his hand to put on his shoulder, Lu Li's whole body suddenly trembled, and he turned his head slowly and slowly.

"Ah! It's you guys who are here." Lu Li twitched his lips stiffly, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

"I thought Hanhan was back." Lu Li raised his finger and pointed out the window. "There must be a traffic jam outside. It's so late and Hanhan hasn't come back yet. I'll send him another message."

Wrapped in a gray blanket, Lu Li took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his pajamas. Lu Li opened WeChat very skillfully. The dialog box on the top was filled with green text boxes sent by Lu Li. The person on the other side didn't reply a single message. , that person he will never respond again.

Zhou Xingyang turned his head and looked at Qi Yixuan. Only then did they believe that Lu Li was really sick.

Lu Li lost a lot of weight, and Zhou Xingyang could only see his face clearly when he raised his head.

Lu Li has a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes. Peach blossoms are the most affectionate and charming. When he is not smiling, he is hazy and drunk, not to mention smiling is even more exciting.But now his eyes are dull, because his face is extremely thin and his jawbones are protruding, making his facial features even more severe, his eyes are sunken in the darkened eye sockets, and there is no hope in them.

Zhou Xingyang froze for a moment, startled by his change.

"How... did you become like this?"

"What's the matter?" Lu Li touched his cheek, and smiled slightly as if he was embarrassed. "Did it become ugly... Let me tell you, why didn't Hanhan come back? It turned out that he thought I was ugly."

Zhou Xingyang was annoyed by his yelling.

"Lu Li, wake up, Xu Han won't come back, he's dead."

"Shut up!" Lu Li seemed to have been hit by someone, his whole body trembling with anger, he put one leg down from the seat, leaned forward, and yelled at Zhou Xing.

Zhou Xingyang was upset at seeing him like this, but when he was yelled at, his anger rose.

"Lu Li, what the hell are you pretending to be affectionate for? What did you do when Xu Han was alive! You only pretended to be hypocritical after he died. Do you think Xu Han will be moved by you in the sky like you? Let me tell you! Xu Han, he I hate you so much!"

Qi Yixuan gave Zhou Xingyang a hand. "enough."

Zhou Xingyang uttered the words in his heart in one breath.

Lu Li was still a lion with bristling hair just now, Zhou Xingyang's words were like a knife, mercilessly crushing his self-deception.Plunging into his already broken heart, bloody forcing him to face the truth.

"You're right, he hates me...he hates me...that's why he doesn't want to come back..."

He suddenly felt so painful that his whole body ached.Lu Li hugged himself with both hands, his body hunched over and trembling slightly.

His body was sore and cold, as if he had followed that person, falling into the depths of the icy deep sea, and he couldn't find salvation around him.His breathing and sound were all immersed in the deep sea, so that all senses became numb and gradually focused on one point. It turned out that his stomach was hurting, like a saw stirring in his stomach, and the sharp edge scraped the inner wall. He was bruised and bruised, with no good place to live.

"Lu... Lu Li, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? What's wrong?" Zhou Xingyang followed Lu Li's prone position and squatted down to look at him.

Lu Li could no longer hear the voices of Zhou Xingyang and Qi Yixuan.Cold sweat broke out all over his body, and the pain in his stomach occupied all his body perception.

He even saw Xu Han. Lu Li raised his head slightly, his eyes were red and his lips were trembling. He kept looking at the door. Xu Han was looking at him and smiling, waving to him with a smile.

Lu Li was muttering something all the time, his body fell off the platform, and he kept crawling forward.Qi Yixuan supported him and heard him calling "Han Han."

Turning his head to look at the direction Lu Li had been looking at, there was clearly no one there.

"Xing Yang, hurry to the hospital."

At the door of the operating room, two big men sat on chairs with sad expressions on their faces.The warning light was still on during the surgery above, and it had been two hours since Lu Li was sent in for emergency treatment.

"Blame me, I shouldn't provoke him."

When Lu Li was sent to the hospital, the doctor gave him a preliminary diagnosis, frowned, and gave Qi Yixuan and Zhou Xingyang a list of Lu Li's illnesses on a page.

The most serious thing was Lu Li's stomach, which was completely useless. A critical illness notice came out during the operation. Two-thirds of Lu Li's stomach was cut off, and more than half of it was ulcerated. They couldn't imagine it, in just half a month. How did Lu Li get here?

He didn't want to live anymore, so he ruined himself like this.

Qi Yixuan lowered his head, holding a string of Buddhist beads that Lu Li took off his wrist before the operation.

At first, he didn't feel sympathy for seeing Lu Li's lost soul like this. He should also taste the pain of getting what he wanted. It's not easy to treat someone with sincerity. That person passed away so embarrassingly.

Both Qi Yixuan and Zhou Xingyang couldn't get used to it, but now that Lu Li had been punished, he finally realized that he fell in love with someone he could never get back, and he would always live in guilt and remorse in the future. It hurts, and the loss of Xu Han's life makes Lu Lisheng even more hopeless.

Lu Li's appearance was quite regrettable and distressing.

In the empty and quiet hospital corridor, there were few people walking around, so Zhou Xingyang glanced at his watch. "Daxuan, you go back, Lu Li, I'll watch over him, after a while, someone will probably come to his house."

"Wait a little longer." Qi Yixuan squeezed the string of Buddhist beads in his hand.

At this time, hurried footsteps approached, Qi Yixuan heard the sound and looked over to see who was coming. The person who came was tall and straight, holding a vacuum flask, walking straight towards them.

Zhou Xingyang was the first to look back. When he saw the person, Qi Yixuan could clearly hear Zhou Xingyang's deep sigh of relief.

It seemed that everything that happened tonight could be temporarily relieved in front of this person.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Xingyang stood up and took the thermos from the man's hand.

"Come and see, I'll bring you something along the way." The man stared at Zhou Xingyang for a while. "You have a bad complexion. I have pork rib soup in it. I boiled it tonight."

"Okay." Zhou Xingyang smiled for the first time tonight, and turned to ask Qi Yixuan.

"Drink?"

"No, you drink." Qi Yixuan raised his head and nodded to the man as a greeting.Qi Yixuan looked ahead and couldn't help but chuckled, just after coming here for a while, the man's eyes were always on Zhou Xingyang, and the tenderness and affection in his eyes could be seen at a glance.Qi Yixuan sighed in his heart, after all these years, Zhou Xingyang can be regarded as keeping the clouds open to see the moonlight.

It was already the next afternoon when Lu Li woke up.He closed his eyes, and the sounds around him were a little noisy, coming from far and approaching, reaching Lu Li's ears, leaving only the sound of the ventilator beeping.

He seemed to have had a long, long dream, so beautiful that he didn't want to wake up.

It's a pity that the sweet dream is short-lived, and even Xu Han in the dream is still unwilling to be with him in the end.

Xu Han came back in the dream.When standing at the door, he was holding a large bag of ingredients brought back from the supermarket.Lu Li hurried over to take the things from him. They huddled together in the kitchen to cook and watch movies together after dinner. Xu Han always smiled at him happily, as if he had never been hurt.But in the end he still left. He cried and said to Lu Li, in the next life, I don't want to meet you again.

Lu Li cried heart-rendingly in his dream. The moment he woke up, the pain in the dream extended to reality. There was a sudden dull pain in his chest, and he almost couldn't catch his breath. A strong smell of blood rose from his throat. Lu Li Reluctantly suppressed it, but he still didn't dare to open his eyes. He understood that he didn't let him go even in the dream. Xu Han had already left him no matter in the dream or in reality, and he didn't want to see him again. It's his time.

Zhou Xingyang stayed by his bed all night.I saw Lu Li move his fingers just now, and knew that he had woken up.Zhou Xingyang stood up and looked at the drip bottle, waiting patiently for Lu Li to open his eyes.

Lu Li's mind has never been clearer than it is now.During this period of time, he lived in a muddle. After he came out of the hospital that day, he drove alone to the apartment where he and Xu Han lived together.

As he walked back to the room, he took off his groom's clothes, and dropped a square box from his pocket, which he picked up again.When he opened it, he realized that it was a string of Buddhist beads. Lu Li lay on his side on the bed, rubbing the string of Buddhist beads in his hands. Several small words were engraved on the beads.

"Everything is going well, safe and sound."

The little eight words carried Xu Han's love for him all the time, he wished him well, even the gift he prepared when he was going to get married was so pious.

Lu Li closed his eyes. For some reason, he was obviously sad but couldn't shed tears.Lu Li curled up into a ball, lay on his side on the bed, put the prayer beads on his right wrist, and fell asleep like that.

When he woke up, it was already the afternoon of the second day, and he didn't expect that he could sleep for so long.

Probably because he slept for too long, his head was numb, and his body was shaking involuntarily. He walked out of the room and stood there for a long time. He remembered that when Xu Han first moved in, his luggage was still unpacked. , he pressed Xu Han on the sofa and kissed him until he couldn't breathe. When Xu Han was cooking in the kitchen, he hugged his waist behind him and didn't let go. The oily lips went to kiss Xu Han's reddish cheek, and then Xu Han blamed him with a smile, and drove him out of the kitchen.After dinner, they would watch TV together, lie on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and embrace the afternoon sun.

He should have known then.

He loves Xu Han.

But looking back now, apart from the time spent together day and night that is the deepest part of my memory, there are very few good memories of Lu Li being by Xu Han's side.

What would Xu Han do at home alone?He eats alone, watches TV alone, sleeps alone, the seat next to him is always empty, he can't wait for anyone to come home, and in the end he just waits for a wedding between him and someone else.

The sun was still shining in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the pots and pans in the kitchen were still the same as when he left. What Lu Li owed him was only seven years of youth.

He no longer always looked at himself with affectionate eyes, but was swollen and pale from blisters, without a trace of blood, cold, lifeless body lying in front of Lu Li.

This cognition was delayed, causing Lu Li's heart to feel a tight pain.

Lu Li stayed in the apartment for a week, staring at the string of prayer beads in a daze all day long. This was the last thing Xu Han left for him. The hospital called him.

Xu Han's family members came and wanted to take Xu Han back.When Lu Li rushed to the hospital, he went crazy and held on to Xu Han's urn. Father Lu sent someone to lock him up at home. What was easy to eat was completely vomited out again.There are always hallucinations in front of his eyes, and Xu Han stands in front of him and smiles at him.

As long as he got up and wanted to walk towards Xu Han, he would be pinned down on the bed. Lu Li kept resisting, with tears all over his face unknowingly.

Why does everyone say that Xu Han is dead?Xu Han is obviously by his side, Xu Han loves him so much, how could he be willing to leave him?

After a long time, Lu Li still didn't open his eyes, but the touch at the corners of his eyes betrayed him. Two lines of tears flowed down from the corners of his eyes, soaking his temples and flowing into his ears, making it itchy.

Zhou Xingyang sighed, and put the string of Buddhist beads left by Qi Yixuan in Lu Li's palm, and Lu Li immediately clenched it tightly.

"I'm in so much pain, I'm in so much pain, why doesn't Hanhan come back to see me?"