die without a problem

Chen Chen felt scared, more than the deep lake, endless darkness, and vague loneliness.Afraid of Yu Cong, afraid of that light kiss like an illusion.He understands kisses, but not what goes beyond the action itself.

Yu Cong never came to look for him again.

Chen Chen threw stones into the river all day long, wondering why.Gradually think that the other party is angry and feel that they have done something wrong.Maybe doing nothing is wrong in itself.Then, in the boundless conjecture, he also sulked.If you don't come, don't even think about me going.

The anger of young people seems to last a lifetime, and the motive behind it is always natural and just.

Chen Chen thought, not only now, next summer vacation, next summer vacation, don't even think about me.At the same time, he also refused to admit that Yu Cong's disappearing life had obviously lost its color, and it was so boring to go back to his previous life.

Old Chen scolded him, "I don't know where I've been all day. If you don't watch two episodes of cartoons, if you can't get a piece with others, you'll be dead. Hey!"

Chen Chen rarely wanted to be stubborn.Only teenagers think what is important to teenagers.

Yu Cong reappeared on the penultimate day before leaving.If there are always a few scenes in life that will never be forgotten, this is probably one of them.The magnificent sunset glows across the sky, stretching for hundreds of miles.Yu Cong walked slowly from the small road, with tall and straight ginkgo forests on both sides, and Putao ran towards each other. Chen Chen felt that was his mood at the moment.However, he just stood behind the hut, watching the people approaching him all the time.

Face to face, but silent.

Yu Cong rubbed his hands, "Chen Chen, I'll be home the day after tomorrow."

Chen Chen's heart clenched, suddenly this anger and reconciliation became annoying, and the happiness also had a heavy taste.All he could say was 'oh'.

"Have you eaten yet? I'll take you to a fun place."

Chen Chen thought to himself, I don't know what's interesting here, and I want you to bring it back.

Yu Cong took him to the threshing field, pointing to the haystacks one by one, "Let's lie down and watch the sunset."

He can't laugh or cry.And there are unknown bugs in the haystack, which will make his whole body itchy.Glancing at the other party, those peach blossom eyes smiled, blurred and gorgeous.This evening began to be filled with dizziness.

Chen Chen and Yu Cong lay side by side, inexplicably nervous, they didn't know where to put their hands and feet.There seemed to be a slot between the body and the haystack, and it had to fit perfectly.

Yu Cong put his arms behind his head and stared at the sky, "Chen Chen, you must come to me."

Eyes flooded with uncontrollable heat.Chen Chen pretended to look at the sunset, so as not to let him find out.

"We went to high school together, went to college, and worked in the same city."

Chen Chen controlled his emotions, turned his head to the right, nodded solemnly to Yu Cong, and said 'yes'.

Yu Cong stared at his eyes, then quietly moved to his lips.

Chen Chen just glanced away and felt what he wanted to do.I wish I could not understand.Because it cannot be ignored.

"I want to kiss you."

Recourse to words made Chen Chen even more frightened, but once he spoke, Yu Cong was fearless.

"Why?" He didn't want to know the reason, nor did he refuse.God knows what he wants to say, what to say.And Yu Cong was answering something.

"I don't know." The real answer is looking for an exit in the spider thread in my mind. "I just want to." "I know you are willing to kiss me."

Chen Chen closed his eyes.I said yes, I would.This kind of decision came through the fog, but it was so clear.

The stalks pricked her neck, and the exposed skin itched a little, though the sweetness of the kiss couldn't take it away.Chen Chen didn't know where he went, whether what he perceived now was still reality.He was terrified, afraid.Countless pink bubbles still appeared in front of my eyes, bursting one after another.The heart was hoisted on a hydrogen balloon, and flew from the horizon to the end of the inaccessible.

None of them are very good at it.After calming down, it is like returning from a battlefield filled with gunpowder.

Yu Cong muttered, 'hungry'.An indescribable feeling.I don't know where the hunger comes from, and I don't know how to completely relieve it.He remembered that Chen Chen had held a ripe and fallen papaya and let him smell it.It contains a profound aroma of sweet and sour, which can not be smelled.Chen Chen deliberately retreated when he approached, making him look like a puppy.Now it's the same endless feeling.

They didn't say anything, they just stayed together quietly.

The day before Yu Cong left.Overcast, not hot, low pressure, with heavy rain in the evening.

Chen Chen was sitting at the top of the gravel pile in the cement factory next to Xutou's house, facing the silver gate.Yu Cong should be packing up.As time passed, the teenager began to tire of himself, always doing sad and ineffective things.If you are reluctant, you should tell him, even if he wants to leave.

A group of dragonflies flew low and circled, and Kankan was right at hand.Makes people more upset.

The silver door made a sound, and Yu Cong walked out from behind the closed door, just as expected.He crossed the pile of stones and didn't notice Chen Chen who was curled up at a height of three meters.

Chen Chen called out behind him, "Yu Cong."

did not hear.

Chen Chen shouted at the top of his voice, "Yu Cong!"

The other party finally turned around, approached, and looked up at him.

"What are you doing here?"

"No reason. You come up."

Yu Cong ran, rushed up a few steps, and sat beside him.Still didn't have much to say, but today he couldn't calm down, with an anxious breath.

"It's going to rain heavily, the dragonfly is flying so low."

"Ah."

Yu Cong stood up, "Chen Chen, I'll give you one."

Chen Chen blankly agreed, "Oh, good."

The boy stood up.Looking at it from a low place, there is a taste of being indomitable.From the highest point of the stone, it swoops down, like an eagle spreading its wings.He picked up the big bamboo broom set up behind the house, lifted it up, and carefully maintained his balance.Tiptoing close to the group of dragonflies, they solemnly pounced down, but missed.The more impatient, the more repeated failures.

Chen Chen looked at his exertion from above, and felt sad.

Yu Cong smiled at him suddenly, with his right hand on his hips and his left holding the broom, "Come down and help me."

Chen Chen stood upright and walked down steadily step by step.

The haystack is not a particularly fun place, and catching dragonflies is just a bit of fun.But because there are people next to it, it becomes very interesting.

Chen Chen held the dragonfly's wings and handed them to him.

Yu Cong took it lightly, then handed it back, "Here you are."

"Thank you." Gently, the same as the thank you when they first met, with a shy and timid taste.

Thunder roared from the sky, and raindrops quickly hit him.

"It's raining, let's go home." Yu Cong raised his hand to support Chen Chen's head.

Chen Chen didn't move.

Neither did Yu Cong.

"Let's go, Chen Chen."

Chen Chen agreed, "Okay." Obediently walked to the fish pond.

The corner is about to disappear from sight.Yu Cong roared, "Chen Chen!"

Chen Chen looked back at him.

"You must come to me."

He nodded, water drops fell from the ends of his hair and eyelashes, remembering that the other party might not see it, he shouted loudly, "Okay."

They stood in place, the rain was getting heavier, and they couldn't even see each other clearly, only knowing that they were still there.

"Don't forget my slam dunk!" Chen Chen shouted, turned and ran away.He wanted to see him more.

Yu Cong was taken aback for a moment, turned around and went home, forgetting what he was going to do.

Putao squatted under the eaves to hide from the rain, her white hair was wet.Seeing him coming back, she was very happy, and threw herself on her ankles to rub and circle around.Maybe he just smelled of Yu Cong.He took a big black umbrella and ran out again.Putao followed two steps, and many dents were smashed into his body.It stood on the spot, barked twice in the direction Chen Chen left, and went back to the hut.

Of course Yu Cong was no longer where he was.

The dragonfly didn't know where it went.

Chen Chen returned to sit at the top of the stone pile.The black umbrella was opened, and the umbrella was shortened, completely covering him, like a big mushroom growing in the rain.

The lower gravel pit has been filled with rainwater, enough that the color is clear.Everywhere is green, poplar, ginkgo, wisteria, rose, hawthorn, reed leaves, rice fields, the whole world is filled with the smell of vegetation and rain.Chen Chen took off his shoes, the water was cool, and the pebbles hurt his feet.He was like when he was a child, wading back and forth, the time passed quickly, and he was no longer thinking about anything.

The taste of loneliness, but he didn't feel it.

On the day Yu Cong left, Chen Chen didn't go to see him off.The electrician said a black sedan was coming to pick him up—probably the same one they'd first met.

Chen Chen later imagined the scene of their parting.It was nothing more than that Yu Cong sat in the car and said through the rolled down window, "Chen Chen, I'm leaving."

But he himself was full of thoughts, but the only thing he could say was, "Yu Cong, goodbye."

Chen Chen studied harder.In the coldest week of winter, he went to the city to participate in the Mathematical Olympiad, and won the prize and got extra points in the senior high school entrance examination.Except for the childhood when he had no memory, this was the first time he really went to the city.After the exam, the teacher took them out to play, very happy.

Old people tend to die in the cold winter, Xu Tou is like this.When he came back, the old man had already buried himself in the ground.

"Has Yu Cong come back?"

Old Chen wrapped himself in a padded jacket and put his hands together to keep warm, "Of course, why don't my grandsons come?"

Chen Chen wants to ask, will Yu Cong still come for summer vacation?Old Chen must have scolded him, how could he know!

"Sue Yingzi has a conscience, and took her mother to take care of her."

Chen Chen's heart immediately froze, "Grandma Xu has left too?"

Old Chen nodded.

"Grandpa, do you have Yu Cong's phone number or address?"

Old Chen scolded him, "Why are you crazy? How could I have their phone number and return their address!"

It is so difficult to get close to a person, but it is so easy to lose his track.Chen Chen thought, it would be fine if he didn't participate in that competition.Winning prizes and extra points, after all, it can be regarded as giving up everything.

After several days, Old Chen remembered, "This, Yu Cong gave it to you."

Slam Dunk disc.

A kid's toy.But Lao Chen didn't understand that it was more important than the whole world at that time.

Chen Chen kept it carefully.It wasn't until I went to the city to study in the summer vacation of my first year of high school, and went over the wall to an Internet cafe at night with the dormitory people, that I didn't know how Xiangbei entered the national competition together with the affiliated Hainan University as No.2 in Kanagawa County.Xiangbei took their dream of dominating the country and let the story end in a brilliant summer.

Chen Chen cried.When I went back to school, I was stopped by the dean, and I kept crying, which made the other party very at a loss and did not dare to punish.

Good boy can't do bad things.

Three years ago, he wanted to know the answer, but he couldn't ask, and he couldn't even ask the question clearly.When it was still too late, I was only concerned about fear and joy, but after many years, I realized that I liked it later.However, it was too late.Just like the ending of Slam Dunk, they should have known it the summer they met.It may not be possible to say what impact it will have if you come late, but you will miss it after all.

Chen Chen will always remember that someone gave him a dragonfly.Let yourself go to him.But he couldn't find him.