rewind

For Lin Jing and Gao Jinshen's breakup, Yu Hang was not too surprised.And among the few accidents, the majority of them were not the reason for their breakup. After all, the Gao Jinshen he knew was GAY, and it was normal that he couldn't accept being with a woman.But what puzzled him was, what was the purpose of Gao Jinshen agreeing to try dating with Lin Jing two months ago?Furthermore, if the present Gao Jinshen really wanted to try whether he could be with a woman, but the result of the experiment was not, then what is the point of God's arrangement of this short-term relationship between these two?

Do not understand, very do not understand.Yu Hang couldn't understand the significance of going back to the point in time before he got to know Gao Jinshen, and all the subsequent contacts between him and Gao Jinshen.In this incident that seems to be God's will but may be mixed with human factors, will the ending of myself and Gao Jinshen be the same as before?Yu Hang was not sure.However, one thing is certain, regardless of the outcome, at least the process has changed.For example, this time I met Ling Junlu and Lin Jing.Even if the fact that Gao Jinshen was disabled because of himself could not be changed in the end, at least, there were two more important people in his originally lonely life.Especially, he - his own brother Jun Lu.

Many things have undergone subtle changes in seemingly unchanged situations.But it's good to have a change.It is not in vain that God gave himself a chance to start over.

"I said son, you are working now, shouldn't it be time to find a girlfriend and have a relationship?" Mother Yu suddenly asked her absent-minded son with dumplings in her hand.

Yu Hang's hand that had stopped moved again.Now he is very familiar with making dumplings: "Mom, didn't I tell you that I..."

"Mom." Although Ling Junlu on the side didn't participate in the labor, he still seized the opportunity to speak: "I know you care about Hang Hang and want him to find a companion so that we can take care of each other when we get old so that we won't be lonely. Don't worry , if he really can't find a girlfriend, then I will be wronged to be his girlfriend and take care of him for you for the rest of his life."

……

It forced Yu Hang to stop making dumplings again.For Ling Junlu's astonishing words, he already has a certain resistance, but he is afraid that his mother does not have this ability.

However, the truth is always so unexpected.

"Let me just say that Xiao Lu is a sensible child who can understand our feelings as mothers. Unlike Xiao Hang, every time I bring up this topic, he always uses 'I don't like women' as a perfunctory excuse, which is nothing new. Mother Yu glanced at Yu Hang: "But, after all, isn't getting married just to find someone to accompany you? Although it may not be the end with that person."

Probably thinking of her own marriage, Yu's mother lowered her eyes: "So, I don't expect anything extravagantly, I just want Xiao Hang to be happy when he gets old, not lonely alone."

"Mom~" Although Yu Hang was extremely moved, he still tried his best not to show it. After all, it's the Chinese New Year, and it's only suitable to be in high spirits.Sad spring hurts autumn, not suitable for Spring Festival.

"However, with what you said just now, I feel relieved." Mother Yu's painting style changed suddenly, she didn't care that her hands were full of flour, and grabbed Ling Junlu's hand: "If Xiao Hang really doesn't have a girl, then I will I handed him over to you. But I can't wrong you, he is the one who wants to be a girlfriend, don't worry, my mother is not partial, she always tells the truth."

……

Sure enough, I still underestimated my mother.The development of this plot is obviously more outrageous than last night, more exciting, and more... in line with my own wishes.

Ling Junlu was also quite surprised by this, his eyes lit up immediately, he held Mama Yu's hand tightly, trembling uncontrollably: "Thank you Mama."

very good.How could such a wonderful play lack my cooperation?Yu Hang smiled and waved to Ling Junlu: "I said, won't this boyfriend who has upgraded his status come to help? Those who don't work don't get food."

"Your girlfriend has a life, how dare you refuse?" Ling Junlu walked up to Yu Hang without saying a word.

Mother Yu looked at the two of them and smiled happily: "These two are big kids."

Yu Hang knows that this is just a joke between the three of them, but this kind of intimacy that only exists among relatives is indeed the most real and the most cherished.

The future cannot be predicted; grasping the present is the best policy.The past cannot be admonished, but the coming can still be pursued.

A good time always flies by.Yu Hang and Ling Junlu also bid farewell to Mama Yu and set foot on the way back to the city.Mother Yu politely sent a lot of special products to Ling Junlu, and Ling Junlu finally gave them to Yu Hang and put them in the refrigerator of Yu Hang's house.

At noon on the first day of work, Yu Hang went to find Lin Jing.

"Tell me about the reason for breaking up." Yu Hang said.

Lin Jing was not haggard over a broken relationship as Yu Hang imagined, except for a little smile on her face, everything was fine.This reassured Yu Hang a lot.

"Actually, it's nothing. In the two months I've been with him, I've already felt that he doesn't care about me. Breaking up is an inevitable result, and I'm not too surprised." Lin Jing sighed and said quietly.

It turned out that such a cute girl would sigh.

"It's his loss that he doesn't want you. Don't be sad. You can't get it now not because you don't deserve it, but because there are better people waiting for you in your future." Yu Hang said.

Lin Jing gave Yu Hang a gentle smile: "Thank you, Yu Hang. In fact, I'm not very sad. Maybe it's because I didn't move too much when I was in love, so I won't be too sad when I separated. Or maybe, from In the beginning, I didn't like him as much as I imagined." Lin Jing paused, her dark eyes staring straight at the man in front of her: "After being with him, I feel happier with you, no need to pretend , you don’t need to be brave, just be a completely real me. So, probably, you are the most important person in my heart, right?”

Yu Hang couldn't see a trace of joking in Lin Jing's eyes.The girl in front of her is very innocent, maybe she can't tell the difference between love and liking, that's why she instinctively declares that she likes Gao Jinshen, and also expresses that she likes herself more after getting along.But no matter whether she can tell the difference, at least she can't wake up from the illusion again.

"Thank you for your recognition of me. I am very glad that you regard my existence as important. I am very grateful to God for allowing me to meet you. Like you, you are also a very, very important person to me. However, there is a sentence, I have to say it now." Facing Lin Jing's gaze, Yu Hang didn't back down in the slightest.

"Please take me to heart, but not on the tip of your heart." Yu Hang said.

I'm sorry, because I'm not a straight man, I can't fall in love with you, and I can't give you the happiness you want.So, I can only say sorry.

"I understand what you mean, you don't need to apologize." Lin Jing's reaction was very calm, which surprised Yu Hang.Although it was difficult to hide the disappointment in the corners of his eyes, he still said in an almost calm tone: "Don't worry, I'm not trying to put any pressure on you, I'm still me, we'll always be best friends."

"Well, best friend." Yu Hang repeated, grateful in his heart.

"However, there is something, as a friend, I still want to ask you." Lin Jing said.

"What's the matter?" Yu Hang was curious.

Lin Jing hesitated for a moment, and said, "Gao Jinshen, do you like you?"

This question was like a thorn, piercing Yu Hang's nerves.Yu Hang's head suddenly "wowed", and all his thoughts were instantly confused: "Why do you ask that?"

"Because when we were dating him, he often asked about you intentionally or unintentionally. If he didn't like you, how could he care about you so much? You said everything, you are not familiar with each other." Lin Jing stopped the rather depressed atmosphere just now, Restored to the way it used to be.

……

To Lin Jing's question, Yu Hang only answered four words: "I don't know."

This is the truth.

Since coming back, Yu Hang found that there are many things that he can't explain.

Cut constantly, the rationale is still chaotic.