rewind

That night, Yu Hang had a dream, a dream he hadn't had for many years.But it's not so much a dream as it is a past, a past when Yu Hang and Ling Junlu were young, a past that I have been entangled with until now.

Why bother?Because Yu Hang was just not sure, did Ling Junlu choose to play that "game" with him back then, was it true that he had just started a young love affair and couldn't help it, or did he just find someone to "practice" after watching adult TV?

Yu Hang didn't know why he didn't push away the person on him under the circumstances at that time.Why do you let things happen when you clearly feel that 1 things are wrong?Why, since he cared so much, he begged his mother to move next door without telling her afterwards.

Hang Hang, let's play a game.

game?what game?

You go first and close the door.

Brother Jun Ling, what are you doing?

Hang Hang, are you comfortable?

Brother Jun Ling, let's stop playing, shall we?It feels so strange.

Don't worry, you will feel comfortable after a while.

……

Yu Hang is not GAY.To be precise, not before playing the so-called "game" with Ling Junlu.But even though he always knew that he liked girls, he was surprised to find pleasure from the unexpected antipathy while being touched by Ling Junlu.This awareness was enough to shock Yu Hang's young mind at that time.Afterwards, he hesitated for a long time whether to tell his mother.But in the end, he still couldn't speak.As a result, he chose to escape.

When they don't know how to face it, fleeing is the first choice of many people.

After that, Yu Hang's mother took her to live with her grandparents.After graduating from high school, before leaving home to study in university here, Yu Hang finally mustered up the courage to confess to his mother that he had only confirmed his sexuality after several years, but his mother laughed out loud and stroked his head Said; My Xiaohang must be No.1 for making this kind of joke with my mother before going to college.

Well, Yu Hang admitted that he didn't want to "confess" Ling Junlu. Since the perpetrator could not be made public, it is only natural that the result of the incident was not convincing.Since my mother doesn't believe it, it's fine, and I'll talk about it slowly after finishing college. Anyway, the future is long, so there is no rush.

On some roads, you have to walk slowly, and if you walk in a hurry, you will fall.Yu Hang understood this truth.

In these years, Yu Hang would occasionally think of that night in the dead of night, and every time he thought of it, his face would blush and his heart would beat.Forcibly suppressing his shyness, Yu Hang couldn't help but curse the name Ling Junlu several times.

On this day, Yu Hang was awakened by the ringtone of his mobile phone in the whole realistic dream.

Ling Junlu.

When Yu Hang saw the number on the caller ID, he woke up from the daze that had just woken up.Really, what kind of dream come to who!Yu Hang pressed the answer button, and said in a tone that had never been shown before Ling Junlu: "The store manager, do you know how the subordinates usually feel when they receive a phone call from the leader on a weekend morning? The heat surged into my heart, and I almost felt sick."

"How much?" asked the other end of the phone, completely ignoring Yu Hang's poor language.

"Ah?" Yu Hang wanted to continue complaining, but was blocked by Ling Junlu's question.

"What time do you live?" The other end of the phone continued to ask, and this time he added, "I'm downstairs from you."

"Oh. Ah?" Yu Hang suddenly raised his upper body when he heard the last sentence, hung up the phone without saying a word, and shouted: "Fuck, Ling Junlu, why don't you always play cards according to the routine!"

Get out of bed, ran to the balcony, Yu Hang poked his head out.Sure enough, I saw the dear store manager standing on the roadside on the first floor.

Yu Hang retracted his head with lightning speed.

"I didn't see it, I didn't see it..." Yu Hang chanted a spell in his mouth, and went back to his room to put on his pajamas.However, the moment he put on his pajamas, the doorbell of the room rang unhurriedly.

No way?I couldn't escape his thieves with such agility just now?Yu Hang dubiously walked to the door with a zombie-like pace, and turned the handle.

When Ling Junlu's face appeared in front of his eyes, Yu Hang knew that he refused.It is shown that Yu Hang firmly blocks the man outside the door with his thin and small body.

"Shop manager, why are you here? What's the matter?" Yu Hang habitually unfolded that hypocritical smile that he would only pull out when he saw Ling Junlu.

"Two things." Without further ado, Ling Junlu stretched out two fingers and showed them in front of Yu Hang: "One, put away your fake smile; two, let me in."