night snow full of clear branches

Recently, old illnesses often recur. When I asked the imperial doctor, the imperial doctor hesitated and said very euphemistically. I probably understood the meaning. My early chronic illness caused by martial arts practice has become more and more serious with age, and it has nothing to do with longevity. Missed.

When I was a princess, I was busy with revenge, and after I succeeded to the throne, I was busy with bringing down Anguo. It seems that many things I wanted to do have been done, and I don’t care too much about longevity.It's just that whenever I think of that person, I still hope that I can live longer.

The first time I saw that person was in Fuyu Mountain Villa. At that time, she was playing with a group of children and didn't notice my existence at all. In fact, many times since then, even after I have lived in Fuyu Mountain Villa, she still didn't notice. my existence.

At that time, I felt that she was very arrogant, she could do whatever she wanted, like a spoiled child, who knew that there was actually a trace of envy in my heart.

Later, she entered the palace as the guard of my imperial sister, Princess Rongchang, and when I saw her in the palace, not only did she not restrain herself, her behavior was still the same as before. You don't need to think about it, if there were no Concubine Min and Princess Rongchang If she is used to it, she won't be like this.Thinking of this, the envy in my heart seems to have deepened a few more.

That person's name is Mu Qingzhi, and the name has always caught my attention, I can't tell if it's jealousy or what.I always feel that her life has been too smooth, loved by thousands of people, and even acted recklessly, without respect for etiquette.

Maybe it's because I don't want to see her live too well, and I always have to trip her up intentionally or unintentionally.And every time she was cheated by me, she was like a crayfish with teeth and claws, and she wanted to get revenge, but it was always too naive.

Her existence sometimes makes me faintly feel that I am too bloody and dark. Of course I feel that I will not change anything because of her.

She is very different from me.

For example, even seeing a bloody head turns pale with fright, another example is that the martial arts are powerful, but they have never even killed anyone, or they can be bullying and fearful and stupid... All these kinds of things really make me unable to appreciate them.

I don't know when it started, embarrassing her has become my pleasure, the palace is really boring, she can be regarded as a new person, and occasionally it can make me feel that life is still a little bit interesting.

But occasionally, the darkness in my heart will cause trouble, always wanting to destroy her, like jealousy and love, she lives too brightly, at least I haven't found any dark places, such a person, it seems that this kind of person shouldn't exist of the world.

It wasn't until one night when she was drunk and kissed me in a daze that I felt that it was good for such a person to exist, but if they wanted to exist, they could only exist in my world.

"You say you, it's not true that people will kill you, and it's not true if you don't kill them." I looked at her drunk-eyed expression and said this softly, but she probably didn't hear it.

Kill it, I'm a bit reluctant, don't kill it, I'm a bit disgusted, especially not seeing her as close to everyone as a family.

After I succeeded to the throne, she went wandering in the rivers and lakes for two years, and when she came back, she looked even more elegant, and the radiance made my eyes shine.But after all, I let her stay with me according to the original plan, perhaps because of loneliness.

I know that she doesn't like life in the palace at all. After finally waiting for Princess Rongchang to marry, she was able to leave, but I was tied to the capital again.Unfortunately, I don't feel guilty about it at all, I just feel that I am really smart.

There is a saying called long-term love. It is probably because of this that I have been with her for a long time. I found that she is actually a person who cannot resist temptation. Whether it is money, beauty, freedom or anything, as long as she wants , I use a little tricks, she can be hooked.

This kind of person who writes everything about herself is the best for me to deal with. It is her, so occasionally I will encounter difficulties. First, I don’t want her tail to be too high, and second, I don’t want to restrict her too much.

People like birds, isn't it because the bird can fly, if its wings are folded, there is nothing to like, of course it is better to keep it in a cage, and occasionally let it out fly fly.

Qingzhi will never know my thoughts and concepts, not because she is stupid, but also because she is lazy, too lazy to think too much.

I used to hate her being doted on by thousands of people, but unexpectedly I became one of these ten million people. People, the more you don't want something to happen, the more you want something to happen.

By chance, I discovered that Cong Ri liked her very much, and that Cong Ri's child was considered smart, so I decided to cultivate Cong Ri to be the heir apparent.It's a coincidence, and I just hope that if I take a step first in the future, she can still be covered by someone.

After growing up, I took him to the palace, and when I accidentally mentioned his name, I realized that it was Qing Zhi who took him.

"I can't see it, you still have some ink in your stomach." I taunted her, knowing that the reason why this name has a good meaning is probably because she hit it by mistake.

"This is mainly thanks to you, the emperor. If it weren't for your name, I wouldn't have been inspired."

I turned to think about that line of the poem, it does have my name, and I laughed dumbfounded, Qingzhi, Qingzhi, you know, this Weixue is not that Weixue.

Although Zhang Guanli and Dai searched for the source of the name, I didn't intend to correct her. If in her heart, I have a bright image for the time being, that's fine.But I will eventually break Qingzhi's imagination layer by layer, from murder to frame, and she will always have nightmares because of this, I also pretend not to know.

"Don't ask what you shouldn't ask, and don't worry about what you shouldn't care about." I don't know how many times I told her this sentence, but she didn't fully listen to it, and sometimes I had to throw her in a prison for a while. It will be more restrained.

Time flies, if it wasn't for the occasion of Wei Yu's birthday, I would not have realized that Xiao Qingzhi had passed her [-]th birthday, and people of her age would have been married long ago.

I asked her if she had anyone she liked, and she said that she didn't have one for the time being, so I asked her to choose one, in a beautiful name, and I didn't want to be said that I was delaying her lifelong event.

In three days, I knew that she might not be able to find her. As for why I only gave it three days, I couldn't tell at that time. I hoped that she would find someone to marry, but it seemed that I didn't.

Sure enough, she immediately replied that she couldn't find it, and it would take three days. It seemed that she didn't care about getting married at all. Presumably, she never did things according to common sense.

Lifetime events are pushed back and forth until both of us forget about them, and then the days when we are really together.

Until a long time later, I was still a little puzzled, Qing Zhi did not object or express any other opinions, just let the flow take its course, and what should happen happened.

I have lied to Qingzhi many times, big and small, and she will not learn a lot from a fall, and she is still deceived every time. I think it is very funny, but Wei Yu said: "It's not because I believe too much. The emperor."

That made me startled, didn't it?Too convinced?The so-called caring leads to chaos, and that's about it. I know that there may be fraud, but I still can't believe it when I think about what happens to the other party.

Wei Yu said, Qing Zhi and I are actually each other's nemesis, although it seems that I am on the top, "oppressing" her, but in fact, I cannot avoid her influence.

"Qing Zhi's life is too smooth, but Your Majesty's life is too rough, she is too simple, does not think about everything, and you are too deep, thinking about everything... All of these must be mutually reinforcing." Wei Yu said. Like a monk in a temple.

The imperial doctor said that if I was lucky, I could live past fifty, but if I was unlucky, I would have more than ten years to live.

I'm not too sentimental, nothing more than a causal loop.Just looking at Qing Zhi's still childlike character, I feel a little worried, and even start to worry whether there will be someone like me in the future who will pamper her as before.I feel a little ridiculous for myself worrying about this.

who is she?She has no shortage of friends and no one who loves Mu Qingzhi. Although it may be a blind worry, I still worry about it.

As for the imperial doctor, I am going to keep it hidden from Qing Zhi, such a bad thing, there is no need to cause her troubles, not to mention that everyone is living happily now, without any regrets.

Although I have no regrets, I still spent more time with her, so much that she felt disgusted, and even asked me jokingly: "Are you a fake emperor? I'm really not used to being so clingy all of a sudden. "

"When the false is true, the true is false."

"What the hell?" She didn't understand, and looked at me with a frown.

"It's not a ghost, it's a human." I said with a smile.

"The answer is not what you asked." Qingzhi gave me a blank look, but didn't ask any further questions. She has always disliked people who talk to her about words.

Before I felt like I was about to leave, I asked Qingzhi, if there was an afterlife, would we still know each other?Qing Zhi came casually: "I don't want to know you, you are hard-hearted, domineering and cold-blooded."

Seeing that my complexion was not very good after speaking, Qing Zhi hurriedly comforted me: "I'm joking, you don't have to be angry like this." I'm used to bickering like this.

I said, "I'm not angry."

"Look, you still say you're not angry, and your face turns pale." In fact, it was caused by my illness.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to know me, as long as I know you in the next life." Speaking of this kind of words, I don't need to make any effort at all, and it's also one of my strengths.

"In the next life, maybe I will be different. How do I know each other? Maybe I will become something in the next life. Maybe it will be the cat in Wei Yu's family." Qing Zhi has always liked the cat in Wei Yu's family, but I don't like it, so I always Maybe she can raise it.

She helped me to lie down and rest. I watched her expertly cover me with the quilt, and thought, even if you become a tree, I should still recognize you.

Who let you be, in my eyes, you are the most special existence in this world.

In fact, I don't believe in any next life, but I still want to look forward to it.Because of the appearance of Qingzhi, I saved me and let me see a ray of light in the darkness.

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