night snow full of clear branches

Due to repeated failures, adding up and down, I swept the ground for a total of [-] days. After [-] days, I always felt that I had peeled off a layer of skin. I had never practiced so hard when I was a child.

"You've lost weight." When she saw Wei Xue fifteen days later, this was the first thing she said.

"Go and try sweeping for more than ten days, it's no wonder you're not thin."

"It's really difficult for us to clear the branches. I wanted to help you, but I'm busy with political affairs, so I can't get away." Wei Xue said it very seriously, which made me feel cold.

"Do you know how I've spent the past fifteen days?" I didn't have time to complain, so I went to complain, and poured out all the pain I couldn't eat or sleep these days.

Wei Xue just smiled, patted me on the back, and said: "In the future, you must be measured."

"Oh."

I wanted to comfort me, but instead I was lectured, and I felt very unhappy.

Although I was not happy, but being able to lie on the comfortable big bed I hadn't slept in for a long time, I temporarily put aside this unpleasant feeling.

As if to make up for the sleep I lost in the past half month, I lay in bed for two days, and didn't bother to get out of bed except to eat, and Wei Xue didn't force me to get up like before, letting me sleep until the end of time.

I've had enough rest, and when I calmed down, I remembered what happened in Qizhou City again. I don't need to ask, and I knew that the Qizhou faction should have been taken over by a pot long ago.

"What are you thinking about?" Wei Xue hit me on the head with a notebook.

I looked up, and saw Wei Xue was looking down at me beside the bed, the morning sun didn't fully shine into the room, showing half of the shadow on her face, a bit elusive.

"I was thinking of a story someone told me."

"Oh? What a story, let's hear it."

"No." I turned my head, closed my eyes, and ignored her.

Actually, as a courtier, I shouldn't have asked what Wei Xue did, but it happened that my relationship with her was neither embarrassing nor embarrassing, so I couldn't ignore many things she did.

Qizhou and his party made a gap in my heart bigger, and sometimes I even dare not be honest with Wei Xue.

"You don't want to say it, and I won't force you, but sooner or later I will know."

So what if we know?I can't control my thoughts, I can't even control my heart, I always have to think about what I have and what I don't have.

Later, Wei Xue told me that all the people in Qizhou were killed.

I, who clearly guessed the possible outcome, was still stunned for a long time when I heard the facts. I grabbed Weixue's hand and uttered a sentence in my throat for a long time before uttering it.

I wanted to say, can we kill fewer people in the future?

But in the end, we have different positions. Our two growth environments determine our attitudes in dealing with things. I am not wrong, and she is also understandable.

It was this kind of entanglement that made me uncomfortable for a long time.

"Qingzhi, I really need to consider making you just a court lady."

"Alright." I was silent for a long time, and only uttered these two words. Perhaps only in this way can I truly stay away from the court.

Since then, I have been waiting for the decree about changing positions, but the decree has not come down for a long time, but then I thought about it, whether it is a maid or a guard, as long as it is still by Wei Xue's side, what difference does it make?

And when I completely become a court lady, I'm afraid I won't be as happy and carefree as I am now, because there are still female officials above the court lady, and now there is Weixue doting on me, so I can continue to be proud of being doted on.

At night, Wei Xue hugged me from behind, and said softly: "Qing Zhi, you have been very silent recently, it's not like you."

"is it?"

"I know what you're thinking, but I also want to tell you, as long as you stay with me, don't worry about anything else."

"Oh." The promise was perfunctory, but if that's the case, what's the difference between me and a fool?But I didn't say that.

On the first day Si Yong came back from Fenzhou, I asked Wei Xue to let me out of the palace.

Perhaps it was a happy reunion for the rest of the life after the catastrophe. In the Xie Mansion immersed in harmony, everything seemed so pleasing to the eye.

I told Si Yong the doubts and entanglements in my heart, but after talking for a long time, I couldn't fully express my thoughts clearly.

"Needless to say, I understand." Si Yong told me to stop, and if I continued, she would be stunned.

"Okay, what do you think I should do now?"

"Leave? Or else, just like what Sister Huang said, don't ask any questions, just like those concubines who were not involved in government affairs in the past." Si Yong's second sentence deeply stimulated me.

"Hello? How are you going?" Si Yong wanted to come up to hold me back, but I jumped over the wall and left Xie's mansion.

How dare you compare me to a concubine!Hearing this made me furious, but Si Yong really explained the situation I was facing.

Sure enough, the truth has never been so difficult to accept.

To be honest, I am reluctant to leave Weixue. After so many years, I am used to it. Although many times I am dissatisfied with her sex, but most of the time, she treats me very well, except for things like the Su Family Miemen who affect the court. I have been pampered for the big things and other things...

Could it be that I am too dissatisfied?

"It's terrible, I would have such an idea?" I almost gave myself a slap in the face, what is contentment, in my opinion, is definitely an idea that only a concubine who is favored in the harem should have.

I muttered my own terrible thoughts all the way, and walked back to the palace, but Ran Zhi stopped me with her hand. "What are you talking to yourself about?"

"Um, nothing?"

"Qing Zhi, you've been acting strange recently."

"Just treat it as if I've taken the wrong medicine." I ignored Ranzhi, and continued walking forward.

"Hey - I don't think you have taken your medicine."

After walking a few steps, I encountered light rain again, "What's the matter? You look like you've fallen out of favor."

Out of favor?This word irritated me again, I turned away from Wei Yu with a bad look on my face, what happened today, everyone is irritating me.

"What's the matter? An irritated expression." In the end, Wei Xue understood me, and she could see that Miss Ben was irritated.

"Your Majesty, hey." I hesitated to speak, and could only throw myself into Weixue's arms to slowly settle the mania in my heart.

"It's not like you. Usually, if anyone provokes you, they can't afford to go around. Today, did you meet your nemesis?"

"You are the only nemesis! Where can someone else come from?"

"Really? Why do I think you are more like my nemesis."

Well, anyway, you are the emperor, whoever you say is the nemesis is the one, Weixue has the ability to quickly calm my restless heart, and soon I fell asleep in her arms.

I woke up after a while, because I had another nightmare. The story I heard in Qizhou before became a scene in my dream, and I was so oppressed that I couldn't breathe.

"Nightmare again?" Weixue frowned and looked at me. She didn't know that I never had nightmares before, and I seldom even dreamed. Until I followed her for a long time, I would have nightmares from time to time.

I took a deep look at her and nodded.

The knot in my heart became more and more dead, hey, sighed again, what should I do?

"I'll take you out of the palace some other day to have some fun and relax. It's not a solution if you can't sleep well."

"It's okay, I'll ask the imperial doctor to prescribe some tranquilizing medicine."

"It's up to you." Wei Xue looked at me meaningfully as if she knew something, but she didn't say anything after all.

Recently, I have always been absent-minded, so that when I saw Cong Ri again, I shouted: "You have grown taller again."

"Qing Zhi, we just met yesterday, how can anyone grow taller overnight?" Cong Ri looked at me helplessly with his mouth pursed.

"Oh? Really? Haha." I patted his head, and he shook off my hand, saying, "Qing Zhi, how long has it been since you taught me Kung Fu? I haven't been able to find you lately."

If Jing Congri hadn't said this, I would have almost forgotten that I was Congri's master, even though he always only called me by my first name.

"Okay, let's go, let's practice now."

"No, I have other homework to do today." After saying that, he ran from Ri to Wei Xue.

I followed him too, always feeling that this kid is really good at everything, but he works too hard. When Xunyang came to Beijing to visit him last year, he didn't stay with Xunyang for long, he just went to study his books.

When he walked to Wei Xue's place, he saw Wei Xue was teaching him the art of war.

"Such a big kid, what kind of art of war does he know?"

Cong Ri glared at me, very unhappy. I said he was young, and retorted: "I'm already eight years old."

Wei Xue also helped Cong Ri to speak, "I see, these eight-year-olds are smarter than some people who are 28 years old."

"You can run on me as hard as you can, and I will be as good as you from now on."

"What's wrong with being as virtuous as me?"

"Yes! What's wrong?" Cong Ri added, the two were fighting against each other, I couldn't stand it, and retreated.

I taught all the basic kung fu of Fuyu Mountain Villa from now on, and when I went back to Fuyu Mountain Villa, I found that Jianmin's daughter would run away.

She'd come calling for Auntie, and I, an older maiden, felt old again.

Only the mother said from the side, Qing Zhi, you are already such a big man, why are you still acting like a little girl.

"Is the same ignorant?" I asked, my mother smiled and said nothing, and Jianmin answered, "Mother means that my sister is as young as a little girl."

"You're the only one who can talk." Remembering this, I had time to take a mirror and look at my face carefully, as if I hadn't really changed much over the years, just as naive as when I was a child.

Looking at the women of my age, most of them are in groups of sons and daughters, and their eyebrows and eyes are more mature and stable than mine.

I told my mother that in the coming year, I will arrange for a brother or sister to go to the palace to be my master from now on.

"It's fine, why do you suddenly want to change your master?"

"It's just that I'm tired of being a job and don't want to be a job anymore, just promise me." I was still like when I was young, dragging my mother's sleeves and acting coquettishly.

"Good good-"