love and compensation

Since that day, I have been in a state of intense unease.Before, I never thought about this problem, and just got together with him in a daze.Fang Yikun always gives me the feeling of being in control of everything, and he always tells me not to worry, he is there for everything, but after all, he is just a mortal, with parents, family, and family.He and I are as different as heaven and earth.If I knew that this was destined to be an encounter without an end, then wouldn't it be better for me not to meet.Or, wrap it up early.

I called Fang Yikun's phone, but it kept busy and no one answered.He doesn't answer my phone, does this imply something?

I roughly packed my luggage and went back to the small house I bought. My mother and younger brother were shocked when they saw me coming, especially my younger brother.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Why are you holding your luggage?"

"It's not good to stay at someone else's house all the time. It's not like we don't have a home. Why, your brother is not welcome?"

"No, how dare I, you go in, I have something to do, go out for a while."

I haven't been back here for a long time, and a lot of new furniture has been added to the house, which looks a little strange.Suddenly, I felt like an outsider.

My mother took my hand and said, "Big baby, you have worked so hard for so many years! Sanya is dead, and now I only have you and Erba. Both of you must be well, both of you must be well."

I smiled and said, "We're both going to be fine, mom, don't worry!"

The mother hesitated to speak: "The second baby came back that day, and his body was covered in blood. It really scared me to death..."

I was startled, "When did it happen? Why didn't I know?"

"Just a few days ago! Erwa said that she accidentally fell while playing ball, and she didn't want me to tell you, lest you worry, but I thought, you are Erwa's brother after all, so I have to let you know if it is not. "

"En" I didn't ask further, I was afraid that I would find out what worried my mother. For such a thing, it is better to ask Dezai directly.

De Zai didn't come back until evening, but with De Zai, there was Fang Yikun, who was obviously dusty.

Fang Yikun greeted his mother and was about to pick me up. After thinking about it, I really needed a break, so I got into his car.

"Why did you go home suddenly? Did I not stay there well? Or are you angry that I haven't come back for too long?"

"Fang Yikun, I want to talk to you."

"Go home first. That's your home, not mine."

"Dali, what's the matter with you? Who made you angry? Or what do you want, tell me? Or I promise you that I won't go on business at all, okay?"

"Fang Yikun, I feel like I'm in love with you."

Fang Yikun slammed on the brakes, looked up at me in disbelief, the car was silent.

"You, you say it again?" Fang Yikun said in a stumbling manner, completely inconsistent with his usual image.

"I think, myself, I seem to like you. Although..." Before I could say what happened next, I was hugged into his arms by him.

"Do you know, how long have I been waiting for this sentence? I can't tell the reason, I just like you like this, no, I love you, so much that I will involuntarily do everything for you willingly, you don't know, I How careful I am every day, for fear of making you even a little bit unhappy. Really, Dali, I have never felt this way. The luckiest thing in the world is that the person you love just happens to love you. I have never felt this way before. I sneered at the words, but when I heard you say that sentence just now, I almost cried. I finally understood the author's mood when he wrote this sentence. Really, really, really, love you very much, thank you for loving me, really, thank you, thank you for loving me too, otherwise, I really don’t know how to live..."

Looking at Fang Yikun like this, like a child, or he who is more embarrassed than a child, I feel that I can't say anything, so I can only slowly put my hand on his back, and then wait for him to return even tighter. hug.

We were doing it in the car in the dark, and it was even more unbelievable that I was so imaginary that he could still cook me a table of dishes as if nothing had happened.Taste it slowly... Well, the craftsmanship is not bad...

The days passed like this, and our relationship seemed to be better. We were obviously a man, but sometimes, we acted like a baby and acted cute, just like a girl.Thinking of the deep fear I felt towards him when I first met him, now that I think about it, I feel really incredible, look, he is such a warm and lovely big boy!