[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

Riko's choice was to run away. Although she was obsessed with the so-called happiness, deep down she didn't believe that she could get this kind of thing. The fire of desire was ignited at the beginning, but the courage as fuel was extremely lacking, so at the beginning The two times have been exhausted.

All that remains is the ashes of the burnt out.

If it wasn't ignited, it would be impossible for Riko to move forward, she would just back up, back and forth, until there was nowhere to go.

Therefore, Dazai Osamu's judgment is not completely correct, even if it is, Riko will definitely run away if there is no way to explain it clearly.

The reason why she stubbornly wants to explain is that she wants to cut off this fetter, but she doesn't have the courage, and she is reluctant to do it herself, so she wants to use other people's hands to do this. This is her I always hoped that the reason why Zhong Yuan was angry.

However, Zhong Yuanzhong did not follow her train of thought at all.

"It's impossible for your ability to last for several years?" Even if they lasted for several years without meeting each other, Nakahara Zhong didn't feel that his feelings were fake, liking was liking, he couldn't understand Riko's entanglement.

"Well——" Riko was choked, what you can't deny is that what Nakahara Chuya said is actually very reasonable, something that ordinary people can understand when they think about it casually, but from the perspective of Riko who is stubborn .

Indeed, although Riko's ability is powerful, if you want to activate it, the most basic condition is distance, and this is a real-time ability that does not have a continuation function. Of course, you can use psychological hints, implant ideas and other means achieve a similar effect.But she obviously didn't do this kind of thing to Zhongyuan Zhongye, because her ability hadn't reached this level at that time.

However, even Zhongyuan Zhong said that Riko is still digging into the dead end: "But this is wrong from the beginning." False is false, and it is impossible to become true. "False things, there is no need to be persistent." ?” I didn’t realize that my entanglement had shifted from “Mr. Nakaya, why are you not angry” to “Mr. Nakaya, why do you still like me?” Riko was half talking to herself, and half talking to Nakahara also said in.

Nakahara couldn't understand Riko's entanglement, because it seemed to him such a simple matter, but Riko was struggling with something he couldn't understand: "Do you hate it?"

"What do you hate?" Lizi was a little confused, no, no, Mr. Nakaya, don't be so sad suddenly, making me look like a heinous scum, well, I am a heinous scum, please be okay, please Don't be so sad!You are sad and I am super sad too!

"Does my liking make you feel annoying?" Nakahara asked quite seriously.

Excuse me, Lizi couldn't think normally anymore, her first reaction was: Mr. Chuya, you are OOC!You are obviously not such a person!You are ruined!

Before he was fully awake, he blurted out the words: "Of course not! Not at all! Absolutely not! Rather, I'm quite happy! After all, I like you too!"

After she finished speaking, Riko wanted to bite her tongue off when she realized what she had just said.

What is she doing? !What are you doing? !What are you doing? !She just wanted to knock her head off, what did she just do!What the hell is she talking about!

No, it's already bad, the whole person is bad!Riko wanted to run away regardless.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also dumbfounded. If he talked about the first half, he had expected it, but the latter was really beyond his expectations.After all, in Nakahara Chuya's cognition, he has always defaulted that the person Riko likes is Osamu Dazai.

If Riko knew this, she would rush up and hit Nakahara Chuya on the head with a hundred times difference in force, wanting to see what was inside.Why!You can't think that she is hopeless just because she was once blind!Well, she used to be pretty blind.

Riko's first reaction was to erase Nakahara Chuya's memory of what he just said, but she didn't have this ability.Riko couldn't figure out what she was doing, what was she trying to do in the first place, didn't she want to talk about it?

Uh, the matter was discussed, but the subsequent development seems to be a little bit wrong?Lizi felt that she was not well, why did she blurt out such a suspected confession just now!Obviously explaining clearly should make the friendship between them collapse, right?Although following this trend, the friendship must have collapsed, but why do you feel that other things are starting to ferment?

Calm and calm, Riko patted her chest and suppressed her beating heart. She felt that she was doing something stupid and was about to leave. What was she really doing in the end?There is something wrong, why not marry her.No, tsk, that's what happened anyway.

"Cough, anyway, I don't hate it." Lizi blinked her eyes and wanted to run away immediately, but she was a little embarrassed after all, "Mr. Chuya, you are a very nice person. I am the one who is not good." It's what it is. Putting the two together to see the conditions, Zhongyuan Zhong doesn't know how many times she can beat her, "I just think, Mr. Zhongya, you should find a better person." And that person is absolutely not It could be her.

Nakahara Zhongya suddenly stood up and came to Lizi, this action startled Lizi, she shrank back in a panic, but behind her was the back of the chair, and there was no place for her to hide: "Zhong, Zhongye gentlemen?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also put his hands on her shoulders, moved closer, pinched her chin and forced her to look into her eyes. There seemed to be a storm in the dark blue eyes: "Don't say such words."

"Oh." Lizi coaxed silently, she thought about it carefully, emmmmm, this is a bit rubbish, hypocritical, cheap, Zhong Yuanzhong didn't beat anyone, it really is because he has a good temper.

Silently in my heart, I sent another good person card to Zhongyuan Zhongye, and spurned myself one, two, three, four, five and six places with my backhand. The original slight charm disappeared immediately, and Lizi shrank silently.

In fact, Zhongyuan Zhong also came over on impulse, but right now this posture is very embarrassing, but he doesn't want to let go: "Hey, are you serious about what you just said?"

Upon hearing this, Lizi knew something was wrong, what's going on, why did you bring this up again?Isn't this thing over?Why bring it up again? !However, the matter has come to this point, it is useless to pretend to be stupid, Riko replied with a little fear, "Well, it is considered."

What kind of answer is this? Zhong Yuanzhong is also angry and funny, but in the end he is still a little more happy: "Hey, be serious."

Lizi really wanted to refute, saying that she was serious, but she didn't have the guts to say it, she was just afraid.

Because, she always feels that if this continues, the situation will completely get out of control.What is she here for?By the way, she wanted to make it clear before she left, but now, if she really made it clear, she would not want to leave even more.

At this time, she just wanted to sigh in a very literary and artistic way: Even though the love is deep, the relationship is shallow.

Even if she likes Mr. Chuya a little bit, she still has to sneak away!

"That's right, when I lost my memory before." Riko hesitated for a moment, didn't know what to think, and said slowly, "Because I didn't know anything, I was very flustered, and the situation was messy, so I always felt very uneasy, but , Mr. Nakaya is different." She raised her face and looked at Nakahara Chuya with light in her eyes, "It makes people feel super at ease!"

It’s the feeling like the sun, shining brightly and making people around you feel warm, you can rely on and indulge with peace of mind, as long as you are by his side, your own weakness will not become an obstacle, this is how people can feel A person who feels safe.

Like the ever-burning sun, she wants to get close to the ashes that can no longer burn, and when the distance is close enough, she may be ignited again.

But desire is not the same as action.

Well, Riko still acted. After all, she has had so many dating partners, and she is very aggressive when necessary.She put her arms around Nakahara Chuya's neck, and suddenly leaned forward and kissed his lips.

Nakahara Nakaya was stunned on the spot, unable to react, but Riko was quite sober. She bit Nakahara Nakaya's lower lip, rubbed it slightly, and with a dexterous tongue movement, she easily got into the opponent's mouth and pinpointed it. Touched the position of his tongue, sucked it neatly, and then licked along the inner wall of his mouth.

Zhong Yuanzhong is also an innocent boy!How can he beat Lizi, an old driver, after Lizi's operation, he has become stupid and can't react at all.

However, Riko can react, even after doing this kind of thing, her mind is still very clear, without any feeling of confusion, she is as calm as a scumbag, well, she admits that her behavior is a scumbag.

Running away after kissing is really exciting.

Riko slipped away so fast, if it weren't for special circumstances, she was really not sure if she could run away from Nakahara Nakaya.

However, she didn't kiss him because of this.

However, after running for a long time, Riko was already out of breath, she had to stop slowly, and she probably wouldn't catch up with the other party, so she started to walk slowly, she He took out the mobile phone in his pocket, rummaged to find out the number, and quickly edited the text message, but he hesitated for a while before finally pressing the button when sending it.

It's just that when I suddenly thought that I would never see each other again, I couldn't help being impulsive.

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Well, that's all, anyway, let's do things later, I can't handle it anymore, lie down, work hard to finish it!It's supposed to be fast, but I want to try to make the ending as smooth as possible.

This is on the 20th. I'm going to learn how to drive today, but I'm a little cowardly.