[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

Sitting on the sofa at this moment and looking at the smiling Dazai who seems to have small petals floating all over, Riko couldn't help but start to reflect on whether her decision just now was wrong.Ah, it was her illusion that she felt that this guy might commit suicide in the next second, so why did she feel that she couldn't leave this guy alone!Riko couldn't help thinking seriously about the feasibility of throwing people out.

Dazai looked at the distressed Riko in front of him, his eyes couldn't help softening a lot, he always felt that the current Riko was completely different from before, and felt softer.

"Are we dating now?" Lizi wanted to ask too many things, but she didn't want to reveal her amnesia, so she had to carefully choose the most confusing things to ask.After all, as a woman, apart from knowing that she seemed to be the one who confessed first, she didn't even know whether the other party answered or not, when she agreed, and what happened in between.Not to mention that the one in front of me is not the only one who claims to be her boyfriend.Ah, what kind of relationship is this, Schrödinger?By the way, who is Schrödinger?

Dazai nodded with a matter of course: "Of course, although I disappeared for a while, we didn't break up."

Wait a minute, don't you think there are a lot of holes in this sentence?Lizi almost choked on the tea she drank, what do you mean you disappeared for a while!That is to say, you have been missing for a while, right?And it seems that this disappearance is not a simple matter.If you disappear, it can be regarded as a default breakup, right?OK?

The moment Riko wanted to say this conclusion, she saw the expression on Dazai's face as if the whole world was destroyed, forcing her to swallow the words that had reached her throat.

what's up!What's the matter with this guy!Riko was screaming hoarsely in her heart, but she didn't have much expression on her face: "Just from this point alone, this relationship makes me feel quite unreliable." Sorry, she doesn't want to take over such a man at all. What kind of mentality are you going to commit suicide at any time? Are you a new breed of sick girl, "Besides, Mr. Dazai, do you like me?" Don't want to marry this guy at all, so no no no no!

"Huh? Yes, you like it?" Dazai tilted his head, as if to be cute.Although Lizi didn't feel his cuteness at all, he only felt his illness, thank you.

You still say "right", you still ask questions, what do you mean, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, if you don't like me, I won't hit you.Wanting a clear answer, Riko, who was even prepared to get an answer more terrifying than "I like you" than "I don't like you", exploded in such an ambiguous answer.

She was about to slap the table: "I'm serious, Mr. Dazai, please don't give me such ambiguous answers." She looked at Dazai's eyes that were fixed like amber, and a pair of emerald eyes seemed to have a firelight Burning, "I don't like you that much," in fact, she really wanted to say "I don't like you," but when she met the eyes of the other party, as if a drowning person grasped the last straw, she said, She couldn't speak anymore, "So, please give me an accurate answer."

Riko didn't know that she was so soft-hearted, and it wasn't that she didn't kill someone, and she didn't intend to pretend to be an angel Bai Lianhua, so she couldn't do anything when she met this guy's eyes begging for help.Yes, Riko genuinely felt that Dazai would most likely kill himself if she showed such an obvious attitude of refusal.

Is it because she really likes each other?No no no, this is terrible, don't think about it.Riko forced herself to forget this strange thought.

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Dazai looked at Lizi very seriously, those eyes were the green of life, and seemed to be full of vitality: "That is liking." He looked into Lizi's eyes, as if he had found the hope of life, "I don't want , I lost my mind."

Riko moved mechanically and sat back in her original position. In short, in short, calm down and look for the time machine!

Calm down!Can't calm down!It's obviously a mourning disease, why are you so provocative!Riko pressed her chest, feeling her frantic heartbeat, she couldn't resist the other party uttering such words in front of her beauty!

"Then, then you should like it." Lizi's head was dizzy, and she was a little confused about what she was talking about. No, Lizi, you have to stand firm, you want to break up Ah, "Otherwise, I will break up with you at any time." To cover up, she added this sentence.

When she said it, Riko was ready for the other party to show the attitude of suicidal, and she even made up her mind to never mind this time, but unexpectedly the other party showed a very childish smile, very, happy.He held Lizi's hand, a woman's hand was small and soft, white and tender like a piece of tofu, he kissed the main artery on the inside of Lizi's wrist: "Okay." The words fell into the dust like light feathers.

Riko: Should I just say no?

Riko lives in an ordinary apartment building. She must have chosen a neighborhood far away from Hong Kong Hei on purpose. When Dazai walked downstairs, he could still see the light coming from his room when he looked up. It wasn't very bright, but Shimmer only.

Today's weather is not bad, it is a good day for a reunion, the bright moonlight dispels the darkness, and it seems to dispel the denseness hidden under the night.

"Sure enough, something happened." Dazai sighed slightly, and the exhaled breath condensed into white mist in the cold.Even if Riko refused to speak, her abnormality was obvious, and that clumsy cover-up only exacerbated the problem.

But for Dazai who has not met Riko for several years, it is impossible to deduce what exactly happened.

The relationship between Riko and Dazai is quite delicate.As colleagues, we are also on guard against each other, and there are various reasons for interacting with each other.If you really want to count, the time they spend together as a couple is only one day.

Riko joined Gang Hei at the age of 16 because she wanted to pursue Dazai.Of course, no one believes this kind of reason, but Riko is telling the truth, not to mention that her ability is quite good. Of course, Mori Ogai will not push a person who can cooperate Go up to the opposite position.

At that time, Riko really liked Dazai. Although the way of pursuing was clumsy, there was no doubt that she was quite serious. The reason was as she said, she liked Dazai's abilities and his questioning of life.

The 16-year-old Riko is completely different from the 12-year-old Riko, and she is closer to the 22-year-old Riko.At this time, Riko has escaped from the laboratory. The terrible breakup with her ex-boyfriend made her hate her abilities. After she came out of the laboratory, she has been following her ex-boyfriend for the first time. what should be done.Therefore, it is not completely inexplicable that Dazai, who is immune to her abilities and has his own unique views on life, will be favored by her, but perhaps part of the reason for this is that she wants to use this method to To heal the wounds of the heart.

As for how Dazai sees Riko, it should be said that he is a bit reluctant even as a friend.Although Riko relies on supernatural powers to make arrangements most of the time, the methods of the two of them are so similar that they are somewhat repulsive. Even Riko who likes Dazai cannot completely let go of her defense against Dazai.

If I really want to say that I have a very soft feeling for Riko, it is the day when I agree to date.It was after the mimic incident, and the day before he decided to leave Hong Kong, Dazai suddenly wanted to know what it was about the love that made countless people choose to stay in this world, and also made countless people choose to leave this world.

This kind of behavior is quite excessive, but he said to Li Ziming beforehand, "I want to know what love feels like, if you don't mind, I can try dating", that's roughly what he said, and then that The girl smiled and agreed.

"Okay." When she laughed, she couldn't see that there were so many lives in her hands, "I have always been looking for things in Mr. Dazai, and it is rare that Mr. Dazai will also look for you in me. What do you want?" She stood on tiptoe and dropped a kiss, Dazai hesitated and didn't dodge, so she smiled even brighter, "However, Mr. Dazai, if you become addicted to this, can you stay?"

He didn't answer at the time, and the unspoken answer was that he didn't think he would be addicted at all.

Osamu Dazai, who is very wise and close to a demon, guessed wrong only on this point, he is indeed addicted.A short day of dating and communication does not bring you a sweetness like candy, but just a bit of sweetness like licorice that can be tasted with difficulty.

That was the first time he realized so clearly that he was liked, tenderly liked.

Dazai is not a person who is so easy to change, he can leave the next day after turning around, but out of some kind of selfishness, he didn't say the word of breaking up.Who is love? Once you get it, you don't want to let it go.

Of course, he was prepared to be beaten up when he met again. To be precise, he should be surrounded by people controlled by Riko, but in fact it didn't happen.In addition, no matter what, I didn't want to lose to Chuya, and Dazai at that time just passed by.

Those showing weakness are half sincere and half intentional. However, since Riko accepts his showing weakness, rounding it up means accepting him as a boyfriend. (Riko: I'm not, I don't, don't talk nonsense!)

So, to celebrate, let's throw a river next!

The author has something to say:

Da Zai, it’s not that he likes Riko, but that Riko likes him and feels that the world is beautiful for a moment. He is simply attached to this point. Part of the so-called suicide is a deliberate performance. The 22-year-old Riko will definitely not Take care, 12-year-olds are more likely to soften their hearts.

If Dazai really likes Lizi so much, then he will take the initiative to reach out, stalk and never let go, he has top-notch scheming and routines, he uses his life to ask for help, and with Lizi's original emotional bonus, others can only come out as a wheel Be a spare tire.