[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

Because, I care about it very much, so in fact, Lizi's operation is not much different from that of ordinary people, that is, a beating.

"What does Riko want me to say?" Osamu Dazai asked.

Riko blinked her eyes, well, in fact, she didn't know what she wanted to hear from Osamu Dazai, and it seemed that there was no need to apologize. Guessed it, and since she guessed it, it was her own problem to accept it.The latter one was cheated, so that can't be regarded as it, it can only be said to be one of his fancy calls for help.

Thinking about it this way, Riko was a little discouraged, but she still felt unhappy, unhappy, and a little irritable, but she couldn't tell why she was unhappy.

Logically speaking, this matter should be turned over at this point, but Lizi is not happy, she doesn't want to turn over, not at all, she can't accept it and just turn over like this, I don't know why, she is very unhappy, extremely unhappy.

Driven by such emotions, she slammed the table and stood up, and said without thinking: "You, don't you want to explain anything?!"

After saying these words, the scene suddenly became very quiet, as if the air was frozen, no one spoke, and both of them held their breath involuntarily.

Riko finally understood why she was so unhappy, why she was so anxious, because Dazai ruled him, and didn't mean to explain at all, not at all.

"What's the point?" Osamu Dazai tilted his head, as if he didn't understand. No, he really didn't understand.

Riko became even more angry: "It's totally different in nature."

Indeed, she knows everything, and understands everything very well. She knows the cause and effect, and the meaning of explanation is not very great, but the interest in explaining by herself and not saying a word is completely different. This attitude makes Riko feel anxious.

He didn't seem to care at all, what would happen if she withdrew her hand like this.

No, he probably just doesn't care.

Osamu Dazai is a very strange person. Riko doesn't understand what he is afraid of, but he can know that he has been asking for help. Constantly calling for help.

At the very beginning, Riko seemed to be asking for something from him, so she reached out her hand.

However, Osamu Dazai is different from ordinary people, and his calls for help are also different from ordinary people. He is obviously calling for help, and he is clearly sending out the distress signal repeatedly and in different ways, but the hand he reaches is not willing. Hold it tight and leave it there.

This made Riko feel distressed.

At first, Riko just wanted to use Osamu Dazai's ability to invalidate it, but since she wants to use this, she will inevitably get close to him, get close to him, and understand him.

Therefore, after Lizi arrived, she was indeed tempted, but she didn't like it to the point where she couldn't help herself, but that was also, she was tempted.

That's why I care so much, that's why I try to hold each other's hand,

But, Riko is not the kind of person who will do her best to help someone. At least, when facing Osamu Dazai, she has not reached that point. She just stretched out her hand and held it. The opponent's hand also tried to pull him up when the opponent was struggling, but she would never take the initiative to use force.

After all, Riko feels that it is useless to save a guy who does not actively want to live.

But which type does Osamu Dazai belong to?It can't be said that he doesn't want to live at all, but it would be too nonsense to say that he is actively saving himself.

So Riko herself was very hesitant. She couldn't decide whether she should save Osamu Dazai, that is, take another step forward and enter the other party's world.

It was what she wanted to do.

However, Osamu Dazai disappeared the next day.

The impulse at that time passed, and Riko became extra hesitant. After all, the guy's world, heart, and thinking all exuded a fearsome atmosphere. Riko felt that she was not very normal anymore. Be careful, instead of pulling people out, what if you sink yourself in?

In particular, recalling the leader Osamu Dazai whom she met in the parallel world, Riko felt that it was too scary, although she didn't know what that guy was doing, in short, alas.

So Riko is a little unhappy now because of Osamu Dazai's behavior of giving up on herself and not wanting to strengthen the bond with the real world at all, no, to be honest, she is very unhappy, but she just has this kind of mood, and has no specific actions.

Ah, of course, if she plans to do something specific, I'm afraid she doesn't know what to do. She can't accompany Osamu Dazai to play a game of death for love, right?

No, this kind of thing is impossible. Besides, it's fine to die for love. The person who dies for love is an ex-boyfriend or something. Isn't it a bit too miserable?

Did Osamu Dazai really not know what Riko was thinking?No, he knows.How could such a shrewd person not know, even, he might have noticed it before Riko, otherwise, after discovering Riko's amnesia, his reaction would not be that way.

It was just a joke at the beginning, but he showed weakness because he sensed Riko's thoughts.

Perhaps, he also wanted to know if it was possible for Riko to pull him harder.Because he knew that Riko, who had a memory, would never do this because of his own experience, so he wanted to try to see if Riko would do this without memory.

But unfortunately, without memory and experience, Riko can't understand Osamu Dazai at all. She may not be hard-hearted enough, so as long as he shows weakness, she will soften her heart, but she can't understand Osamu Dazai. It's pointless.

Riko, who was in a state of amnesia, couldn't find that Osamu Dazai was really calling for help. Maybe there were a few moments when she felt this way, but she would ignore it as an illusion.

Therefore, Osamu Dazai failed to get what he wanted after all.

However, he was not too disappointed, because he had expected the difficulty of this matter.

She is incapable of saving Osamu Dazai, and Riko has never been so clearly aware of this.

The word “rescue” sounds awesome, but who doesn’t have a little secondary school, right? Even if Riko is 22, she has already passed the age of secondary school, but this does not prevent her from fantasizing occasionally.

After reaching this conclusion, Riko breathed a sigh of relief, not at all unhappy. In fact, she was quite happy, really happy, and felt relaxed all over.

As the so-called lightness of nothing, after Lizi realized that it was impossible for him to do this, it was as if he had thrown the heavy burden he was carrying with his backhand, and felt that the world had become a better place.

Riko is a person who is easy to get into the horns, but most people don't feel it, because even if she gets into the horns, she can bring people into her own logical thinking, making people feel that every word she says is very correct, but it also covers up It can't be the fact that she's always cornered.

In the case of Liu Dao Mukuro, she was on the tip of the horns, in the matter of supernatural powers, she was in the crux of the matter, and in the case of Osamu Dazai, she was also on the tip of the horns.

In fact, she wasn't really upset because of Osamu Dazai's disappearance at the beginning, but she felt that normal people would be upset, so she should be upset too!So thinking about it, I feel that Dazai Osamu cannot be easily forgiven.So she thought she should beat up Osamu Dazai, and she actually did, and hit him twice, not to mention, it was cool.

As for trying to pull Osamu Dazai out, it was actually just a means by Riko at the beginning. After all, she wanted to fall in love with Osamu Dazai at first, so of course she couldn't let him sink like this. In that case, it was impossible for her To get what she wants, at the same time, Riko is also thinking, if she can pull the person out, then the favorability should increase biubiu.

In the end, she got into a dead end.

Riko was not such a helpful guy at first, she always felt that "God helps those who help themselves", people who are not willing to work hard to save themselves, there is no hope, and Osamu Dazai, he didn't work so hard, even if Riko was willing to reach out to him , Riko didn't think she could save him either.

But she has not been clearly aware of this, so she has always carried this matter on her back, and later, it seems to be a responsibility.

So, the moment she realized that it was impossible and gave up completely, Riko felt relieved.

To be honest, it was very relaxing, this was really tiring, even the matter of supernatural powers didn't make Riko feel so stressed.After all, it is Osamu Dazai, his heart is like a vast ocean, but unfortunately it is not pure sea water but pure black mud, after jumping in, you disappear within minutes.

In this way, Riko felt that her mentality was very good, she was not angry at all, and could face Osamu Dazai normally. Although she didn't really want to get close to him, after all, the other party's abilities were there, so good Yeah, wouldn't it be nice to touch him when she gets tired?

So, it's better to be friends, of course, forget about the ones that are too close, she can't bear it, just be more ordinary, if not, then it's better to run far away.

However, Riko rubbed her chin, feeling like she had forgotten something.

Riko forgot, but Osamu Dazai did not. He smiled and said: "I remember, Riko said that as long as I don't stop asking for help, I won't leave me alone, right?"

Riko: I'm not, I haven't, I didn't say that!

The author has something to say:

I think Dazai and Riko are very difficult to get together, but Dazai is not so easy to handle.