[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

In the end, Riko was the first to realize that this kind of behavior is a bit mentally retarded, and if the two of them don't want to talk about it later, will there be another big cycle?This is too embarrassing!That is simply a fool!So she chose to look away first: "Then tell me."

Facing Liu Dao Mu as if he had won, with a slightly smug expression on his face, Riko was ashamed to look at it, and silently drew a big cross in his heart, needless to say, it was hopeless. The poisoning is too deep, so give up the treatment.You said, how can a good person be so stupid?Why do you want to be a comedian if you are not a decent person?

Liudao Mu didn't know what Riko was thinking, he didn't even notice Riko's extremely sympathetic eyes.

However, in fact, Liu Dao Mu couldn't say anything, which was why Riko was reluctant to speak up at first. Although both parties felt that they needed to talk, they really didn't know what to talk about.

Neither of them wanted to mention the past, and that experience was obviously not good, but it happened to be an unavoidable hurdle between the two of them, so after the two of them said a few words, they resumed your relationship. Look at me, I see your status.

In this regard, Riko said that she couldn't take it anymore, her eyes would dry up!Hmph, it's just because of this, it's definitely not because she is jealous when she sees a man whose eyes look bigger than her own, absolutely not!

"Speaking of which, is your injury healed?" Lizi suddenly thought of this and asked casually.

Well, she really didn't expect that she in the parallel world would hate Liudaomu so much, wishing to stab someone to death, and the kind who had to stab someone to vent her anger even though she knew it wasn't the Liudaomu she knew.

Although she was also hurt by what Liu Dao Mukuo did at the beginning, it was not that serious!

Riko couldn't imagine what kind of outrageous things the Liudao Mukuro in that parallel world had done.

"Kufufufu, I'm fine." Compared with the wound left by the knife at that time, the mental impact was still a bit greater. After all, the mental shock full of resentment and persecution at that time made him almost unable to think normally. The other party's thoughts go, the other party wants him to feel pain, he will feel pain, if he wants him to feel guilty, he will feel guilty, and he has no way to control his emotions at all.

With her abilities getting stronger, can she reach that level?This made Liu Dao Mu could not help but become alert.

"Really." Riko nodded, touched her pocket, and managed to find a fruit knife, "Then, can I have another knife?"

Liu Dao's face turned dark: "No!" What are you thinking about?Does he look like a fool?

Riko: I really didn't think you were stupid before. On the contrary, I thought you were smart back then, but now I do think you are stupid.

"Tsk." Lizi turned away, showing a disgusted expression, "Can't you?"

"Of course not, what are you pitying?" Liu Dao Mu had a strong desire to complain.

"Hmph." Lizi snorted unhappily, and put away the fruit knife in her hand, "Obviously, I want to hit you." Ignoring Liudaokuku's face of complaints, she continued, "Who told you Do you know that when you said that kind of thing at the beginning, it was too much!"

Riko's accusation made Liu Daomu at a loss for words for a moment, which made him miss the opportunity to interrupt Riko, and Riko continued very smoothly: "It's all Mr. Muku's fault! If it wasn't because of what you said at the time In other words, I wouldn't be so obsessed with that ability."

Riko is very clear that her words are irrational. Her entanglement and concern are indeed rooted in Liu Dao Mu's behavior, but that is definitely not the main reason.

However, Lizi would not ask this question at such a time!She said that it was Liu Dao Mu's fault, so at this time, it is necessary to magnify and emphasize Liu Dao Mu's fault, which is the negotiation that is beneficial to her. Although the current situation is no longer serious, what should be fought for is still strive for.

For some reason, at this moment, Liu Dao Mu looked at Riko who was scolding him in front of him, feeling a little dazed.Riko's current attitude is quite rascal, on the contrary, she is not like her usual, if it is the case of amnesia, it is not a big deal, but if she can say such a thing, it is completely wrong to regard her as her amnesia.

But this is secondary.

He just thought of Riko from that parallel world.She looked so indifferent and desperate, like a ship sinking in the bottom of the sea, unable to find a way to escape in the dark bottom of the sea, because of despair, she sank completely indulgently, and then in that deep sea, she seemed to find something The same, paranoid, knowing that there is nothing to be done, but insisting on sinking there.

Well, venting anger is really the same in that world, is it natural to push forward?But that two said.Liudao Mukuo actually wanted to know what happened in that world to make Riko become like that. No, to be more precise, he wanted to know whether it was possible for Riko before him to become like that.

He didn't want to see Riko turn into that crazy look.

After all, the love is still continuous, even if it is faint, it has never been cut off.

"Well," Lizi said all she wanted to say in one breath, and felt a lot better. "However, I don't want to stab you to death. Anyway," she said to Liudaokuo With a smile, Bi Cang's eyes sparkled, "I must thank you for what happened back then."

You never know what's going to happen to you in the next second of life, happy or sad, everyone always regrets after many years, sad for their actions, disappointed, sad, thinking if I didn't do it in the first place It would be fine, thinking that if I did that at the beginning, it would be fine, but the truth is, even if you choose another option, life may not be as good as you want.You will regret why you did it again.

The fact is that there are no ifs in life, and you may not be able to live better if you do it again. The best way is to look at everything you encounter rationally.

For Riko, meeting Liudao Mu is undoubtedly lucky.Otherwise, she doesn't know how long she will stay in that laboratory. No matter how long she stays there, her results will not be very good. She may never be able to leave, or she may be destroyed before she is a few years old. There is absolutely no way to fit into this society.

Therefore, it is definitely lucky for her to meet Liudao Mukuro.

As for everything that happened after that, no matter how much Riko argues, there is no way to say that it was all Liudaoku's fault, but the two of them refused to give in, and both were too stubborn, and then finally met each other's head and blood. , leaving sadness in vain.

Perhaps the reality is, use a little chance to decorate some coincidences, and then you and I meet, go around, and leave the same place.

It has been so many years, and she has been obsessed with this matter for too long. She circled herself and besieged in place. She said that she wanted to abandon the past, but she was actually the one who was most bound by the past. She hugged herself , weeping in a low voice.

However, Lizi doesn't want to do this now, it's meaningless to stay where she is, she has to make great strides forward!Men are big pigs, just eat once in a while!You are too stupid to stagnate because of a big pig's hoof!

After all, the memory loss had a great impact on Riko. Her overly lively and cheerful emotions when she was a child also aroused Riko's emotions and made her more optimistic.

However, the one with the greater influence is still her in the parallel world.

Riko is not her in the state of amnesia, she is also a big boss now, otherwise how could she be able to fight wits and courage with Dazai?Therefore, she was able to analyze many things about her in the parallel world with the little information she obtained.

Although it is not clear what exactly happened, there is no doubt that the other party is having a miserable life.

It's too miserable, it's really too miserable, it's come to the point where you use garbage like Osamu Dazai as your motivation to live, how miserable you are!Look at Akutagawa!Look at how miserable Akutagawa is now!Riko selectively forgot that she also entrusted the meaning of her existence to Osamu Dazai for a period of time, although she withdrew it soon.

Riko said that she absolutely should not live like this, especially that Dazai Osamu is more miserable than the Dazai Osamu in this world, more desperate, and has no desire to survive!

It's really sad to live to this point.

However, Riko is not completely incomprehensible. After all, her ability in the parallel world has been in a long-term runaway state. Even if she does not deliberately control others, under the influence of the runaway ability, the people around her will passively follow her. Whatever she thinks is right will be considered right by others, and what she thinks is wrong will also be considered wrong by others.

In such a day, maybe in just two or three days, you will feel very happy. Doing whatever you want is the same as the ancient emperors, even more enjoyable than the ancient emperors. After all, the emperor will have loyal ministers to advise, and the rights are not all in his own hands. on it.

But after a long time, you will feel that everyone around you is like a marionette, very boring.

What's more, what Lizi originally wanted was actually other people's true love. She thought that only in this way could she be considered happy.

Then open your eyes and look around, and you will know that it is all false, not real, and all the good things you get are false.Maybe some of them can be real, but you don’t know it, and you can’t see it. You can only know that it’s all fake.

In this way, it is too hopeless.

The author has something to say:

It's no good, Mr. Mu has become a comedian, and I can't imagine what he should be like as a hero.