[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

"Huh, ha... ha..." Riko sat up abruptly, tears streaming down her face, she was so emotional that she was almost out of breath, curled up into a ball and began to tremble uncontrollably.

It's terrible, why...

Riko can't even think now, the endless fear overwhelms her like sea water, making her breathless.Holding tightly to the front of his chest with his hands, his heart was beating like it would explode in the next second, and countless fragments flashed in his mind one by one.

Riko thought she shouldn't be afraid anymore, she had already escaped, she had escaped a long time ago, and those days should have been left behind by her, but she was still afraid, still afraid, even more afraid than before, just Just such a plausible scene, just a memory she didn't know, could make her so scared that she couldn't even breathe.

why?Why is this?

"Ah, I woke up..." Someone opened the door and came in, but at this moment Riko was not in the mood to look up, and the other party slammed the door and rushed out, "It's not good, Mr. Dazai, your girlfriend Cried……"

"Well, Riko, what's wrong with you?" A few minutes later, Dazai opened the door and came in, and was a little surprised to see Riko who was crying, "Have you been bullied?"

"Crack" Dazai stretched out his hand, and Riko swung it away heavily, leaving a clear red mark on his hand.

Riko raised her head, and there was an obvious fierce light in her tear-filled eyes, like a disturbed brown bear in hibernation: "Don't, touch, me! Stay away from me!" Fear breeds anger, and Dazai's appearance intensifies With the emergence of fear, many scenes that Riko didn't want to recall became clear, "Get out, get out!"

This scene made the people who followed to watch the gossip quiet for a moment.

Dazai didn't react too much, he calmly withdrew his hand and put it in his pocket, nodded: "Okay, but remember to call me if you feel uncomfortable." After speaking, he turned his head and smiled, not a gentle smile, He told the people watching the gossip to retreat, and then he also left, and thoughtfully closed the door behind him.

However, Lizi couldn't feel this kind of thoughtfulness at all at this time, she still shrunk herself into a ball, and even covered her body with a quilt.The appearance of Dazai made the memories in her mind turn a corner, and deviated in a more terrifying direction.

Dazai is very similar to Usher, who was once an experimental subject like Riko. It has nothing to do with personality, but the terrible ability to use resourcefulness to drag people into hell.

The beginning is, okay.

"Then, Riko, please give me some advice." [If the partner is her, it's surprisingly good. 】

"As expected of Riko, then leave the rest to me." [It's great, the plans that have been made can be perfectly completed. 】

Whether it's words or heart sounds, it's all right.

Then there is the opposition.

"The opponent this time is Riko." [I didn't expect it at all. 】

"I don't want to be rivals with Riko at all." [But I see Riko as a friend. 】

Even that is fine.

Next up, deception.

"Hey, Riko, if we work together, maybe we can resist, why don't you try it." [It's not that there is no chance of winning, if it is me and Riko. 】

"If we don't resist, we will die forever, and I don't want to do that at all." [I don't want to be rivals with Riko. 】

She believed it and regarded the other party as her friend, even if the other party was indeed a dangerous person.

Finally, defeat.

"Riko, you are so naive, do you believe it so easily?" [What, I was worried that I would be found out, so I made more preparations, but I didn't expect it to be useless at all. 】

"That's why I said, Riko, you really rely too much on your own abilities. So, goodbye, loser." [Heart sound and so on are really troublesome, but it can be solved by self-hypnosis, well, who is the other party, So stupid? 】

That was the first time Lizi knew that the most brilliant liar did not just deceive others, but also deceived himself.

If it wasn't because Lizi's supernatural ability was too representative, and there was no similar product or substitute at all, then Lizi would have been discarded as a failed experiment at that time.Even if she hadn't been discarded, what would happen to her after losing would not be considered good. She was imprisoned in the laboratory for a longer period of time, and of course her treatment was worse, and she was even almost included in the scope of body modification.

In fact, Riko couldn't remember how desperate she was at that time. She only knew that at that time, she didn't even have time to generate hatred, and she had already tried her best to survive.

If there is anything more unacceptable than hatred, it is probably that there is not even a chance for hatred to arise.

"That's, what." Riko supported her head and slowly pulled off the quilt. Her mood was much better than before, but she still hadn't completely stabilized. What appeared in her memory was like a laboratory. The ordinary room, the people who looked like experimenters, and the scenes like experiments all terrified Riko.

Obviously, even when I was still in the laboratory before, I was not so scared. Obviously, I have already escaped from there. Why, just a similar scene made me so scared?Even more scared than before.Or, in fact, I've never, ever escaped?

Lizi, who has no memory of those ten years, doesn't know the answer, and the future she didn't leave the answer to her. Lizi doesn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional.But in fact, even if she left the answer ten years later, Riko would not believe it easily.Because of Riko, she no longer believed in others, and Usheri destroyed her courage to believe in others.

No one in this world is trustworthy, even if that person is my future self.

The answer is not clear, but from memory, Riko can still get some clues, for example, from the scene of kissing, the relationship between the blond man and her future, at least at that time, was definitely not normal.For example, I can't hear the heartbeat, but this person and Dazai-san have different reasons.

Riko let out a long breath, forcing herself to calm down gradually. Her ability is the most useless in one-on-one, and she herself lacks fighting power, so the best way is to hide in the crowd, That's the safest.

After thinking about this, Riko rubbed her eyes and got out of bed. Compared with that matter, it seemed that there was a more urgent situation in front of her now.She opened the door of the room. At that moment, all the hustle and bustle outside the door suddenly disappeared. Countless sights flew in this direction. When Riko looked back blankly with eyes still red and swollen from crying, all these All eyes turned away again, and there was loud chatter that was trying to cover up.

Lizi listened to these gossip-filled heart sounds, and felt even more sure that Dazai was not a good person. After all, what came out from the heart sounds, let's not talk about how they managed to make up so many weird scripts in their brains, but ah, Dazai in the script, without exception, is not too positive.

Well, anyway, this guy was originally a negative image in Lizi's mind, and now he is only dropping two or three points.

However, no one else seemed to know why she was here.Riko frowned, she didn't even know how she passed out, she could only judge that it was the problem with the cup she drank.Was it drugged?No, that's not reasonable either. After all, she just took it conveniently, and other people can't judge it in advance, so it's unreasonable to prescribe medicine.However, if it wasn't for the medicine, would she still faint because of drinking saliva?

No, that's impossible. No matter how she inferred, Riko firmly felt that she should have accidentally taken the medicine.Moreover, even if we take a step back and ignore this matter for now, there is still one thing that must be taken care of. Why was she taken away by Dazai after she passed out?Why not Mr. Chuya?Anyway, between the pepper-flavored pig's trotters and the cumin-flavored pig's trotters, of course I choose the latter!

Besides, generally speaking, the person who took her away should also be the one who administered the drug.

No matter how you look at it, Dazai is the most suspicious one.

Since this place looked like the other party's base camp, when she just woke up, she had a very bad attitude towards the other party because she lost control of her emotions, so Riko was ready for a tough battle to fight.

She was already prepared in her heart, with a classic expression of innocence and bewilderment on her face, Riko was ready to face the battle, but!She never expected that Dazai would not play cards according to common sense.

"Riko, are you awake?" said Dazai who was hanging from the beam.

Seeing the scene in front of her, Riko took a step back instinctively, wait a minute, who can tell me what happened?I just calmed down a bit, right?What kind of trouble is going to be caused by the déjà vu of missing a whole unit drama like this? !Although I have known for a long time that this guy is abnormal and difficult to deal with, but I never thought that this is the case, huh?Then again, how did I fall in love with such a guy ten years later?Are you blind?If you want me to choose, I choose Mr. Ye!It looks easier to bully.

"Ah." Riko responded indiscriminately, and asked a question that she was quite puzzled, "Well, Mr. Dazai, you are..." The stimulation was too great, and she couldn't help using honorifics.

"Huh? As you can see, he is committing suicide." Dazai laughed with an innocent look on his face.

Riko: No, I can tell, ah, something is wrong with this guy.Does this mean that in the future I will fall in love with this guy, and there is something wrong with it.

For some reason, there was a surge of sadness in my heart.

The author has something to say:

In fact, Lizi was thinking too much. She just couldn't drink too much, and she was drunk after one sip, and the alcohol in that glass was relatively high.