[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

Riko suddenly sat up from the bed, only feeling her heart pounding, wait, wait a minute, do I still have such a memory?Mr. Nakaya, don't get so close!She reached out and put her hand on her heart, it was really, too exciting, oh, Mr. Ya looks even better when you look at it up close.

To be honest, among all the people I saw after amnesia, Riko has the best sense of Chuya Nakahara. If I want to talk about the reason, it’s because this guy has never dated before. The future self has been harmed before, so getting along will not be embarrassing.

However, it's a bit embarrassing now. For example, Riko has just discovered that the other party seems to be interested in her, which makes her a little embarrassed.However, she quickly put this matter behind her, and it was natural for the boat to reach the bridge.

(No, she was just cowardly)

Then, Riko soon found herself in the hospital, feeling a little unhappy in her heart. After all, she hated the hospital. The environment of the hospital was too similar to that of the laboratory, so she didn't like it.However, when I saw the information before, I thought about checking it out.

The memory before the coma passed is not very clear, and Riko doesn't know who sent her here.

However, since she lost her memory, she always seems to faint at every turn. How many times is this the first time?It's a headache, eh, but every time she faints she recalls something, so maybe she should faint a few more times?

What the hell, I can only remember such a small fragment every time, what good is it for, if she goes on like this for hundreds of thousands of times, she may not be able to recover her memory, so she still has to find another way.

In fact, Riko was not that persistent in restoring her memory. At the beginning, she just wanted to know what happened to her inexplicably extra boyfriend and fiance. After that, she encountered all kinds of strange things and wanted to understand herself. However, it is a pity that her memory has not been recovered, and she does not know whether it is because the memory is fragmented. Although she could understand her mood at that moment, this mood was not recognized afterwards. inherited.Otherwise, since Riko was able to tolerate Osamu Dazai's actions at the beginning, he wouldn't have punched him in retrospect.

Uh, Cao Cao Cao Cao will be here, Riko was thinking about it, when Dazai Osamu came in, there was still a mark on her pretty face, um, her, did she act so hard?No, shouldn't it?It all went to the hospital and he didn't go to a doctor to deal with it?

Riko shrank back a little guilty, but quickly realized, no, why should I be guilty, it was this guy who did something bad, why should I be guilty!Thinking of this, she straightened her back again, as if she would rather die than surrender.

Well, this looks like a cute fur ball, with all the fur on its body standing up, it looks scary, but the fur is soft and has no attack power.Osamu Dazai thought about it, and walked to the bedside: "Do you feel all right, Riko?"

Riko nodded, and didn't say much. In fact, she felt that she was not well, and her heart was aching. However, it is better to say a few words less than to say more.What's more, to be honest, Riko doesn't trust Osamu Dazai very much.

It should be said that she trusted her at the beginning. After all, the other party was a boyfriend when she came up. He looked very good and helped a lot. Even Riko was only angry for a while when she found out that the other party had lied to her, but The newly recalled memory made Riko start to reject him.

However, Riko must also admit that she really wants to see Dazai Osamu and needs Dazai Osamu very much. After all, this guy is the only one who can not be affected by her ability.

When she was in the laboratory, Riko was not responsible for killing people. Her biggest task was to influence powerful people and seek benefits for the laboratory, nothing else.So when she suddenly realized that she had killed so many people in the lost memory, she couldn't accept it all at once.

In particular, her method of killing people is quite extreme, relying on the effect of supernatural powers to plant a very strong idea of ​​suicide in the opponent's mind, so as to achieve the goal, it does not need how long the idea lasts, how reasonable it appears, just need At that moment, this kind of thought was strong enough, and subconscious actions were enough. Even if he quickly realized that there was a problem, but he had already taken the act of suicide, even if he realized the problem, it was nothing. It can't be changed, it's such a cruel fact.

This kind of power is so dangerous that even Riko herself is afraid.

Riko has always known that her ability is cheating and can affect people's emotions and thinking, but she never thought that her ability can even do this kind of thing, even if she knew her ability a long time ago, she would have been prepared for it It's hard not to be affected by someone who is a real person. In other words, no matter who the opponent is, if Riko wants to kill him, it often only needs one thought.

It's too dangerous, even Riko feels that she is dangerous, she seems to understand why she liked Dazai Osamu back then, if she didn't find out that Dazai Osamu did such a shitty thing now, she would fall in love with him, no, you Calm down, Riko, is Mr. Nakaya alright?If you must like someone, consider Mr. Chuya!

Riko frantically brushed in her mind for a while, "Osamu Dazai is a big pig's hoof, why not choose Mr. Nakaya", and pulled back the heart that she was almost fallen. Anyway, if a good horse never turns back, she doesn't want to Falling down on the same person twice, just kidding, she just doesn't trust Osamu Dazai.

Riko is afraid of her own abilities, hates her own abilities, but at the same time relies on her own abilities. For Osamu Dazai, who is completely immune to her own abilities, she probably depends on and rejects them. To put it simply, she loves and hates them After all, the existence of Osamu Dazai is like a safety plug. Riko doesn’t have to worry about hurting her important people if she goes berserk with supernatural powers, but if one day she becomes an enemy of Osamu Dazai—of course she thinks it’s best to No, he is such a dangerous person after all—the situation where the ability is invalid is really too unfavorable.

"That's good." Osamu Dazai nodded, sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at Riko while holding his chin, "Then, come with me to see Dr. Yosano when you have time."

Lizi became alert for a moment, what, she is a cyborg, of course, this is not the point, she will not be entangled with tossing and falling asleep because of this reason, as long as she is still alive, anyway, even if she has The biological parents, being sent to the laboratory is tantamount to saying that they don't want her.The point is, that something, unknown ingredients have been added to her body, and she doesn't know what it is, anyway, it is a kind of ability that can make her so buggy and has no side effects, but at the same time it also makes her Her ephemeral stuff.

Riko originally thought that if she was discovered by the hospital, she would use her abilities to erase this part of the content, but now it is Dazai Osamu who sent her to the hospital, but she believes in Dazai Osamu's ability to deal with the aftermath very much, no matter what he thinks Yes, this secret will be held in his hands alone.

Now that he knew about it and told her to see a doctor, it must be because he wanted to find out what it was?Riko thought uncertainly, mainly because she couldn't figure it out, so what if she found out what it was: "Why? I think I'm in good health."

Osamu Dazai was silent at that moment, because he found out that Riko was serious, and she really felt that she had a good body, which was completely fine (Riko: Of course, my body has added special ingredients, although it is short-lived, it is not sick ), probably because he completely forgot the fact that he was sick after amnesia. (Riko: I'm not sick, I'm really not sick!)

"It's impossible to have no feeling at all, Riko?" Osamu Dazai didn't intend to speak euphemistically, and revealed the fact very simply and straightforwardly, "All your organs are decaying, and if you don't think about it, there are still nine more at most. Happy Moon."

"Do you think I look like someone who is going to die soon?" Although Riko thinks that Osamu Dazai would not joke about such things, it is not necessarily true. After all, it is "Osamu Dazai". The key is the difference with Akiko Yosano. It's not that Noriko doesn't know, "I don't want to experience the feeling of dying. Besides, "Please Don't Die with Yosano Akiko can bring people back to life with full blood, but even if they return to their best condition, what can they do?" , "If the cause is unknown, even if it is cured, there is no guarantee that it will not happen again, right?" Her problem is that the power contained in that unknown substance is too large, even if it is repaired to the best state, after It will continue to decline.

Moreover, Riko didn't feel at all that she was about to die, she felt that she was alive and kicking, although she did feel some pain occasionally, but it wasn't that serious.

I didn't feel like I was going to die like this at all.

"This is indeed a problem. In fact, judging from the results, Riko should have found a solution." Osamu Dazai simply told Riko the information he got from the doctor, "But the main problem now is that Riko, you have forgotten the solution." There is a solution."

"What?" Nakahara Chuya who happened to hear the last sentence when he walked in.

Riko: Dead eyes.jpg Dazai Osamu, you did it on purpose, did you do it on purpose!

Well, here comes the question, how can Mr. Chuya prevent her from discovering her amnesia?

Although Mr. Nakaya seems naive compared to an overly shrewd guy like Osamu Dazai, he is not an idiot, is he? !

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Riko prevented the decline, and used illusion to maintain body functions by the way, but now she forgot how to use illusion, and she would not die, but if there is no illusion to maintain, she will often feel pain, and it is very serious. kind.Illusion is still quite necessary.

So the next chapter is about to come out, and the amnesia will be exposed in minutes.

Of course, Akiko’s ability can also be used, but this is only a temporary solution, not the root cause. Even if it recovers, it will continue to decline. In the case that Riko has taken measures to prevent the decline, there is a certain possibility that after receiving the treatment, it will start to decline again. , so Riko will not try.