[Comprehensive] Living in a daze every day

What the hell are you thinking? !ten years?Only ten years?No, if you really want to count it, it must be less than ten years!After all, he was already 13 years old when he escaped, so it's impossible to fall in love immediately, right?How on earth did you do it!The number of ex-boyfriends exceeds double digits?And there are not a dozen of them, eh?You already have thirty or forty of them, huh?Even if I count you for ten years, on average there are three or four in a year, each of which is probably less than three or four months!The most exaggerated thing is that some of them have been talking for a long time, so how often do they change boyfriends later on!Are you a stallion?What kind of dissatisfaction is this? !Or are you actually collecting stamps?Speaking of which, you are actually so boring that you tell others all this, you are afraid that you are not idle.

The above are the mental activities of the 12-year-old Riko whose heart is almost broken.

In any case, thirty or forty is really beyond the acceptable range of Lizi, let alone thirty or forty, even if there are only ten, she feels that she can't bear it.This, if you put in true feelings, you won't be able to get out of the shadow of broken love so quickly, right?What's more, if you have real feelings, you have failed so many times, and you don't have to be disheartened all of a sudden.

Ten years later, what will happen to me to become this kind of garbage and scum?Riko looked up to the sky and sighed.

"Well, don't worry about it so much, Lizi." Anticarai patted Lizi's shoulder with a smile, "After all, for you, the vast majority of people don't have any secrets, and even a little bit of dishonesty will be punished." You find that it’s hard to find someone you want, and there’s nothing you can do about it.”

Riko raised her eyes and glanced at her, then silently turned her empty eyes to the unknown distance.

Of course she knows this kind of thing, so she has always held a dispensable attitude towards love. Who knows why she is so obsessed with this matter in the future, can't she really be a love brain?Did she think too much?In fact, ten years later, I have no other intentions, just want to have a good relationship, right?No, no, this should still be impossible, then it's not just a simple love brain, but no brain at all.

"Okay," Anticarai raised his hand and crossed out most of the names on the paper, "Basically, you don't pay much attention to these little things, and you are just ordinary people, you can completely ignore them. , let’s take a look at the more important ones.”

What else could Riko do? In the future, she would not be responsible for her own death, so she could only listen to Anticarai with tears of pain in her eyes.

"First of all, the first one~student canned pineapple." Anticarai said that this kind of aesthetics is really unbearable, "I really can't understand, Xiao Lizi, why did you choose a person with such a wonderful aesthetic, obviously Xiao Lizi Your aesthetics are very good."

Now that the other party already knew that she had amnesia, Riko didn't bother to hide it, so she simply started complaining along with her: "To be honest, I don't know why I did this at that time. Really, you said this pineapple head, Was I blind back then? And this guy has a pretty bad temper." He almost killed her the first time we met, or twice, this kind of man is absolutely unqualified!Why did she choose such a person to date in the first place? Didn't she get cheated?

"Ah, actually I know, after all, Xiao Lizi was rescued from the laboratory by this guy." However, Anticarai, her words made people feel a little embarrassed, "So, it should be regarded as a fledgling plot. Well, you followed him to kill the Mafia for several years."

Riko: Now that you know what to complain about!I'm so embarrassed by you!

"Then, my relationship with him shouldn't be bad. Ah, not necessarily." Lizi thought for a while, she didn't think that she would fall in love with someone just because of the frivolous reason of saving her life and the fledgling plot. The only thing that makes her associate with him is that, with such a foundation, the relationship will always be a bit more secure.But looking at the other party's performance, hmph, there is no explanation for the negative score.

"Huh? Because I remember Xiao Lizi saying that you broke up with him very badly, and it was super sad." Anticarai turned in a circle, "Since then, Xiao Lizi has become different Well~ Not to mention giving up using illusion, I don’t even want my past anymore~”

Riko: Okay, this guy can get out with negative points!Of course, she was also a fool at that time.

How stupid it is for a person to abandon his past, without your past, no matter it is good or bad, joy or sorrow, but it is a part of your life after all, you are irrefutable, undeniable, if you abandon Without this past, are you still you?The end of your hopes, clings, and expectations is all gone, and in that case, you're not who you are anymore.

That's why Riko felt that it was unreasonable for him to make such a choice.

But, no matter what, it's me, no matter how stupid I am, I can't call myself stupid, so Riko vented her anger without hesitation, so all this is the fault of that Liu Dao Mu!Whether he is or not, anyway, I say yes!

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"Well, that's right, men are big pigs." Anticarai nodded again and again, a sly light flashed in his eyes. Riko has many boyfriends, but none of them are good ones. Now that Riko has lost her memory , then naturally it is better to throw away all these guys and start a new life, so, oh hehehe, she can take this opportunity to lower the impression points of those people in her heart, besides, she didn't say a word A lie, although not telling the whole truth.

Only people like Anticarai dare to play this trick in front of Lizi. After all, Lizi's mind reading is not just talk, and her own particularity is blessed on it, making this ability even stronger, so powerful that Can easily change other people's minds, and can play with people to do whatever they want.

But, no matter what, she and Anticarai can be regarded as friends. Although they will play tricks on each other, they are friends after all, so she will never watch those stinky men bully her!

Riko looked at Anticarai who was excited for some reason, did she take some wrong medicine?

She seems to be able to understand why the future self can become friends with the other party. No conflict of interest is the bottom cornerstone, but the more important thing is that this kind of wantonness has attracted her attention. After all, even if it looks a little crazy Yes, but not everyone can do whatever they want, for example, Riko herself, being cautious has become a habit, even if you ask her to do it, she can't do it.

"And then there's the second one~" Anticarai suddenly showed hesitation, "Xiao Lizi, this man is trash, so..."

Wow, it seems that she has a bad vision in the future. After falling in love with a scumbag, she immediately falls in love with another scumbag?Riko's face was cold, and her tone was terrible: "You said," she provoked a sneer, which turned out to be very similar to her a few years later, "I have lost all my memories, and I have no feelings for these people at all," A cold light flashed in the beautiful blue eyes, "Of course not, I feel sad for them."

"Yeah!" Antikale nodded happily, alas, Xiao Lizi's brain, who lost her memory, seems to have become sober, and she is no longer the kind of love brain that makes her speechless, but, unfortunately Now, it’s not as ruthless as before, "The second one is from the port mafia, Osamu Dazai~ But he has defected now."

Riko:? ? ?

No, Riko actually guessed that her next boyfriend must be someone from the gangsters. After all, she gave up chasing the mafia and went to the gangsters, but she didn't expect it to be Dazai!She was still wondering who it was.To be honest, at first she thought it belonged to Mr. Chuya, after all, the other party obviously had a very high affection for her.However, after Antikale said that "men are all trash", she was not so sure. After all, she felt that Mr. Chuya was a good person, so he shouldn't be trash.But this matter is also uncertain, after all, the other party is so loyal to Hong Kong and black, if there is a conflict between the two, it is not impossible.

However, she had done so much psychological construction for herself, but she never thought that that person was Osamu Dazai.

Although she also knew that she had chased Dazai back then, no, sure enough, there was a problem no matter how she thought about it, that guy Dazai was definitely misleading her on purpose!Riko gradually calmed down and figured things out. Because of memory loss, she didn't care much about the occasional fragments, so she was accidentally misled by Dazai. The other party blurred the timeline and told her to make a mistake. In other words, the other party's disappearance took much longer than she imagined, and the time was much earlier.

So, men are big pigs!Dazai that trash!Get out with negative points!

Wow, it seems that this guy, what else did he do after Xiaolizi lost his memory? Looking at the raging flames behind Lizi that were about to materialize, Anticarai felt a little excitement, um, to be honest, she , of all Riko's boyfriends, Dazai is the least optimistic. After all, such a guy with black mud is completely, not suitable for Riko. If it is not because of his special ability, he should not appear in Riko friends list.

Thinking of this, Anticarai couldn't help but sigh deeply: "Xiao Lizi, why didn't you choose Chuya, the Central Plains?"

Riko turned her eyes silently: "I also really want to know about this question!" So, the tears she shed afterwards were actually the water that got into her head back then!In contrast, Mr. Chuya is so kind!

The author has something to say:

I think Chuya's superior position probably depends on the foil of others, such as Dazai, Dazai, Dazai.

Dazai misled Riko, and the two of them never met after he defected.

Keriko thought they dated after the other party defected, and it has continued, and the disappearance was before the date.