Takei Ayanokoji's Tool Man Guide

How would you describe the feeling of confusion?

Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that the best way to describe the feeling was when a glass of water was suddenly overturned.

After He Lantang ended, Nakahara Chuya suddenly discovered that Ayanokoji had not been far away.Nakahara Chu also hadn't finished digesting the information that he was the container of "Rage God", so he met Ayanokoji's eyes, which made him feel flustered.Before seeing Ayanokouji's expression clearly, Zhongyuan subconsciously looked away.And Osamu Dazai suddenly found the right opportunity to stuff a piece of paper into his hand.

"..."

Zhong Yuan had no chance to open the paper at all, and a large number of strange memories flooded into his mind like a raging tide.At this moment, it was as if he was thrown over his shoulder to the ground, and he didn't realize anything until he was lying on the ground.

Dazai Osamu's eyes revealed the meaning of "don't say it", and he directly pushed Nakahara in the direction of Ayanokouji.Zhongyuan stopped unsteadily in front of Ling Xiaolu who was poking his head at the door, and he was completely stunned by Ling Xiaolu's surprised eyes.

Nakahara looked down at Ayanokouji with a blank head, and stammered, "...you, hello."

"Ah." Ling Xiaolu was also confused by Zhongyuan's greeting that his soul had already left.

Therefore, in Osamu Dazai's eyes, the two people looked at him blankly at the same time, as if the answer was all in him.Osamu Dazai felt both funny and annoyed.

"Aren't these two idiots?"

Few people in the Central Plains have a knot in their heart when they make friends because of "barbarian spit" and "sheep".His own identity as a barbarian made him unable to communicate with others thoroughly, for fear of revealing his secrets so that others would stay away.His cautiousness will make people feel that the Central Plains is cold and alienated, aloof and unpredictable.Only when he gets acquainted with Zhong Yuan will he know that he is not someone who wants to put on airs.In the same way, "sheep" is also the lingering shadow of the Central Plains.He always thought that he couldn't do enough.

If Ayanokōji really wants to push Zhongyuan to the top, what he can do is to build up Zhongyuan's confidence again.But now that Osamu Dazai restores Nakahara Chuya's memory, it's hard to say what will happen.But there is no way, after all, Ayanokōji might leave this timeline today.

And according to Osamu Dazai's memory, Nakahara Nakahara was also the person with the lowest defense against Ayanokouji.The only one who can untie Ayanokouji's knot now is Nakahara Chuya.

Osamu Dazai had a hunch that if they miss this opportunity, they will be back to the original place.

At the starting point, they will still not untie the tightest and most inhumane knot in their hearts.

"Today, Ayanokōji is going back." Osamu Dazai once again brought Nakahara back to the status quo.

That sticky note is the switch that restores the memory of the person you meet.

If Ayanokouji had been destroyed from the beginning, and would not have been preserved because it was written by Edogawa, maybe Ayanokouji, and the memories related to Ayanokouji would have passed away with "time".

Although I don't know how the 22-year-old himself and Ayanokouji are not familiar with each other, how he just said such an appropriate sentence, but Osamu Dazai really thinks that Ayanokouji belongs to the kind of thinking ability that is different from ordinary people, and because he is ignorant of world affairs, he is prone to twitches. Stay away from your own feelings and deal with things as quickly as possible with the best law.

The difficulty of getting along with Ayanokouji is that he seems to understand feelings.When you think he understands, he suddenly disappears without a trace, forgets to respond, doesn't know how to respond, and doesn't know how to respond; when you think he doesn't understand, you should give up this cold-blooded person completely , he suddenly came to touch people's hearts, making people feel overwhelmed and flustered.

Also, Ayanokoji is very passive.Not only did he not take the initiative, but occasionally he couldn't even detect his own thoughts.

……

And now is just the right time, place and people.

Osamu Dazai hoped that they could have a good chat.

Nakahara also read his meaning from Dazai Osamu's eyes, as if he had made a lot of determination, he said to Ayanokouji with an unquestionable attitude: "Please lend me 10 minutes."

"Three 10 minutes!" Dazai Osamu helped the two of them add time, and said, "Hurry up and come back."

Nakahara also understood that Osamu Dazai was helping him, and although he didn't thank him in his direction, he also waved in Osamu Dazai's direction.

Zhongyuan looked firmly at Ayanokouji with his blue pupils.

"is it okay?"

Ayanokōji felt that there was a subtle change in Nakahara's attitude, but there was still no trace of it, and when he was about to look at Osamu Dazai, Osamu Dazai turned his back to check Lantang's situation.

Regarding Zhongyuan's request, Ayanokoji had no reason to refuse.

"it is good.

Ayanokouji agreed.

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When Nakahara met Ayanokoji, Ayanokoji told him that he was a member of "Sheep" recruited by Shirase, and that he joined Hong Kong Heroes for him.During that time, Nakahara thought for a long time, and felt that there were loopholes in Ayanokouji's words, but a good lie is like a candy lover with chocolate in front of him.

The power is the same, people can't help but be tempted.

Nakahara Chuya himself thought that if Ayanokōji didn't want to be unfavorable to Hong Kong gangsters, then he could also convey his unfinished regrets and debts to the "sheep" in this way full of lies.This is also an opportunity to make up for your shortcomings.

However, with the change of time, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that things had changed a lot.Ayanokōji may be an undercover agent sent by the Supernatural Secret Service Division, he may leave Hong Kong and Hei, and he may be detrimental to Hong Kong and Hei, so many conclusive conjectures gradually surfaced from Mori Ogai's mouth.

At the same time, Nakahara also learned about Ayanokoji's life experience - the experimental body of WhiteRoom from the black market news.Nakahara didn't think that he could empathize with Ayanokouji because he was also an experimental vessel, and could understand the pain, loneliness and bewilderment in Ayanokouji's heart.Perhaps, it was precisely because he saw the flaws in Lingkoulu that he also saw the radiance of humanity in him—no matter what happened, he would not kill with his own hands.

There is a difference between "not being cruel" and "not being cruel".A person who is capable but chooses not to be cruel is more human than a person who is not capable of doing cruel things.

Once a person who is incapable of doing cruel things gives him the ability, it is like a weak person suddenly giving him power, and he will not restrain himself.But he has the ability but chooses not to be cruel, which shows that he always has a ruler in his heart, and it is not anyone who can maintain the measure in his heart.

Zhongyuan got all the memories including "in reality" and "in the book" from the sticky notes.Among them, the relationship between Nakahara and Ayanokoji broke because of "Ayanokōji's unscrupulous efforts to push herself into the gang leader of Hong Kong".

This is the most complicated paragraph in memory.

In that memory, Nakahara and Ayanokouji did not have much emotional basis.In Zhongyuan's eyes, Ling Xiaolu is just a junior, a subordinate, and his behavior of overstepping his authority is contrary to the morality and principles that Zhongyuan himself follows.Zhongyuan didn't understand what Ayanokouji did, and with the fanning by other people, now that Zhongyuan recalled everything, he felt that he really hurt Ayanokouji's heart.

But Ayanokoji did ask himself if he wanted to be a leader within less than a month of knowing him when he was 15 years old, and he always wanted to be the leader of Hong Kong gangsters.If he was really given a chance, with Ayanokouji's personality, he would indeed do such a thing.

Up to now, regarding Ayanokoji, he has been insisting on pushing him to Hong Kong black

The leader's intentions are still somewhat ignorant in the Central Plains.

Is it because Ayanokōji cares too much about the scars left by "sheep" on Nakahara?Or is it because Ayanokōji just thinks that he will be a good leader, even better than Mori Ogai?Or is it both?

People's minds are too difficult to guess.

……

Because of the long silence, Ayanokōji began to wonder if it was because he had heard the story of "Central China is also barbaric vomit", so that Zhongyuan didn't know how to speak.

"I think the Central Plains is still the Central Plains, so what if you are a barren bully, you are a good person."

Inexplicably comforted by Ayanokoji, Chuya Nakahara was brought back to reality.

"Your heart is beating like a normal person, and your blood has a warm temperature. You are more upright and kind than many people. This is the Zhongyuan I know."

Nakahara also found that if he didn't speak again, Ling Xiaolu would keep boasting, opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time, and didn't know what to say.It turns out that 10 minutes is really not enough for two people.When they walked to Yokohama Station, there was only the last farewell left.And Zhong Yuan found that the first sentence he spoke was actually "I'm really happy that you can come and see me."

Sometimes, saying the simplest "thank you" and "sorry" is harder than walking a tightrope.It's like using a small scale to balance the right point. It's wrong to have more, or less. You have to be too careful, and you have to be too nervous.

Now, it is really meaningless for them to talk about the past, even if they are grateful, even if they are sorry, there is no need to explain every step clearly like solving a math problem.Because this "past" is completely past.

All they have left is "now" and "future".

"I actually learned something after you left."

Zhongyuan refers to the time after Ayanokoji went to Academy City, and it was also at that time that he heard about Ayanokoji from the black market channels.At that time, he was thinking about how to comfort or support Ayanokoji, and prepared a lot—reading books, checking online posts, and even imagining that Ayanokoji would make suitable music, but he always felt nondescript, and in the end he would just repeat Say something like "it will be nice to him".

"Yeah." Ling Xiaolu was waiting for Zhong Yuan to continue.

Zhong Yuan is inexplicably ashamed to learn to speak the words of celebrities, as if he suddenly came to the stage to perform a show.

"Said the bard Leonard Corder, 'it's okay to be less than perfect, for everything is

cracks, that's where the light gets in."You are better than you think.so--"

Nakahara handed his blue bracelet to Ayanokouji.

"Please continue to meet me in the future, I want to see you."

Just as Ayanokōji was about to speak, Nakahara continued as if rushing to answer.

"This is just the leader's request, but I hope you can listen."

"Okay, I see."

Ling Xiaolu took Zhongyuan's blue bracelet, which had both Zhongyuan's name and Zhongyuan's temperature on it.

Ling Xiaolu paused, and continued: "Also, I like your words."

"That must be kept in mind." Zhongyuan raised his little finger, stretched it towards Ling Xiaolu, and said, "Let's work hard together! Promised?"

"I will listen to you."

As soon as Ayanokouji's hand was stretched out, Nakahara took the initiative to hook Ayanokouji's little finger, and took advantage of the opportunity to change a poke with his thumb.It's not a lot of strength, but it has a sense of security that makes people feel grounded.Ayanokōji's pupils shone like a lake under the sun.

That light was also submerged in the sun of the sun.

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