Takei Ayanokoji's Tool Man Guide

I didn't feel the strong killing intent from Accelerator.Thinking about it, he didn't dislike number one too much, so up to now, even though he was in such a bad mood, Accelerator hadn't hit anyone.This is not the same as the impression I heard of "Accelerator's tyrannical personality".

When we met for the first time, when he escorted me out of Academy City, I felt that this person's personality was not as difficult to talk as I imagined, and his personality was extreme and unpredictable.At the time, I thought it was just empathy.Yifang Accelerator has a good relationship with other clones, so his attitude towards me is not bad.

Now that they met three years earlier, perhaps Accelerator's personality was not that extreme.

And, I also found a cat in the crook of his arm.

Is it a sadistic person or a cat lover?Are you a person who pursues "contrast cuteness"?This small detail of adding people is actually unnecessary.

As soon as I met the eyes of the cat, the cats on my body stood up, as if I was going to eat it.I pride myself on my animal karma, but this time the cat's reaction hit a wall.

"Didn't you go back? You changed into a new dress so quickly?" Yifang Accelerator frowned, with a flash of clarity in his pupils, and said, "Or, are you another clone? A clone that can share memories? "

I didn't appear in front of him to deprive him of the bond and relationship with No. [-], but to collect information.

So I took advantage of the situation and asked, "You know, where did No. [-] go?"

Accelerator reacted quickly. Knowing who I was referring to, he said in a flat tone, "Didn't he go back to the research institute? The experimental subjects are all equipped with positioning chips, so even the researchers can't find them?"

When I was 12 years old, I was basically in WhiteRoom, and I was not particularly clear about outside information.At that time, after the incident, I was put into different experiments immediately, but I didn't have much chance to contact the researchers at that time.By the time the outside information can be grasped, the research institute has long since undergone a major change, and there are not many clues and traces to be found.

In addition, because of the lack of memory, I am more inclined to investigate what happened that day, but the conclusions are all objective facts that I know.

Thinking about it now, I have never cared about the experimental subject, so what I should know is not very clear.

Implanting biochips for positioning on experimental subjects is not a novelty.This kind of chip sounds like a lot of money to make, but in fact, two or three thousand yen is enough.

To buy hands.Generally speaking, the tracker is connected to the computer software, and the person in charge of the control in front of the computer screen can freely set how often to update the long position of the subject, and the accuracy will be controlled to three digits after the decimal point.

Plus, there are cameras everywhere in Academy City.

It should be clear at a glance where No. [-] left the laboratory, who he met, and what he did.I think the researchers should already know that Number One has seen Accelerator by now.

I began to think, what is the purpose of seeing Fang Accelerator on the [-]st.It is expected that everyone will not believe that he can persuade Accelerator, or he simply does not care about his whereabouts being known.

Probably because I haven't spoken for a long time, Accelerator said, "Why did you suddenly say "I'm sorry" to me?Did you know what No. [-] did and came over to apologize?Are there still so many changes in personality among replicants? "

He looked calm, but he was not. He talked a lot about how he met No. [-], and emphasized the behavior of "No. [-] forced him to buy and sell him".This already shows that he doesn't really care about number one at all, otherwise the kitten can just find a place to throw it away.

And the number one goal is to "make friends".

"Do you believe what he said?" I asked lightly.

Accelerator hugged the cat, made an attitude of "how could I be taken away by a stranger", and said loudly, "Of course I don't believe it."

I nodded slightly, thinking of his relationship with the replicant later, I said instead: "Then I advise you, it's best to keep this attitude—"Don't believe it". "After speaking, I plan to leave the scene.

However, Accelerator called out to me: "On the one hand, he apologized for him, and on the other hand, he said not to trust the clone who saw me. What are you doing?"

His red pupils glowed with no warmth, and he said: "Are you all uniting to fool me? Or are you duplicating talents born not long ago, because you have inherited the "element body" thinking mode, and the sense of competition has been carved into your bones. Intrigue all day long. "

His mood dropped to freezing point.

Given that he and No. [-] have just met, I don't think he is defending No. [-] now, but more just expressing a kind of disgust, resentment and rejection.He didn't want to be fooled, and found the pattern of intrigue annoying.

Hearing his words, I feel that I am the same as Accelerator.

Both he and I are good at analyzing things from the perspective of "human nature is evil".Not to mention far away, just from me

It’s the same as living in the world in the book. Whether it’s Matou Kariya who was rescued by me once, or Dazai Osamu’s analysis of Sasaki Nobuko’s psychology later, I am intuitively and straightforwardly based on "they are treacherous, they Selfishness" this point, get along with them.

To be honest, if anyone knew what I thought about them in my heart, I would say with [-]% confidence that I am a gloomy, twisted person.

However, it is precisely because I do not believe in people, but only in facts and evidence that I can remain invincible.Otherwise, at this time, it was me, not Tuosi, who was trapped in the book and deprived of memory.

However, at this moment, looking at Accelerator, I felt as if I suddenly saw another "self"—the self who was prone to fall into various self-speculations and tried to protect himself.

I'm just taking advantage of the "rebellious psychology" that is unique to teenagers in their youth.The more you say not to do something, the more you want to do it.

But it was the first time that I suddenly changed my mind and rethought this matter from the perspective of others.It turned out that in the eyes of those in the know, it was such a naive and ridiculous thing.

This kind of consciousness is like a huge hole in the sky, but a roaring beast-like flood pours out, sweeping myself into this flood.This feeling is more violent and rough than enlightenment, and I can even comprehend on the spot how Dazai Osamu and Ranpo will feel when they look at me occasionally.

At this time, I realized more clearly that my behavior of too much speculation and planning sometimes tends to be a kind of "stupid" that has no effect.

Bonhoeffer, the theologian who assassinated Hitler, once said this in "Letters from Prison"-"Stupidity is a moral defect, not an intellectual defect."Because stupidity will cause people's psychological blind spots, and they cannot see their own defects and deficiencies.Because of this, they always think that they are the winners.

This kind of epiphany came too fast, like an electric shock. At first glance, it looked as bright as a star, and it was too beautiful to behold, but the ground that was hit was scorched.

Goethe said, "It is easier for us to admit mistakes, faults and shortcomings in our actions than we are to admit mistakes, mistakes and shortcomings in our thinking."

Since I rarely let things get out of hand, maybe the consequentialist me can still be complacent about my performance.But I was inexplicably ashamed.I don't want to admit that I am in front of the annoying Osamu Dazai, or in front of Ranpo who I think is too naive. Many times, I am regarded as "childish" and "ridiculous".

……

This sudden epiphany made me uncomfortable.

I raised my eyes to Accelerator who was waiting for a reply, and said, "Don't look at me with such a clever expression."

Probably because of the change in my expression, Accelerator's red pupils flashed, and he frowned and asked, "Why are you angry? What do you mean by 'pretending to be smart'?"Did I misunderstand your relationship with number one? "

"..."

My brainwaves and his were not on the same page at all.

"fine."

I calmed down and said.

People always have a dark history.

Let it go.

I continued to say with a sullen face, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first. You should pretend you haven't seen me."

Anyway, Accelerator finished provoking one party.But after walking a few steps, I found that Accelerator was following me all the way with the cat in his arms.

"..."

Is this reverse psychology used too much?

The author has something to say: Go to bed early.What is my plan?

The matter on the [-]st needs to be dealt with + the matter of Zhongye needs to be dealt with, and then it will be over.Hopefully it will be finished by August.come on! ! ! !