Takei Ayanokoji's Tool Man Guide
Chapter 38 I'll be fine
I used to call him Fei Jia, but I didn't know that this "name" could not be called by people at the distance between me and him. Later, I called him "Tuosi".So he has a problem.
He asked, why should I change my name?
I said, I don't know you well.
He laughed for a long time at this sentence, the laughter was like water bubbles bubbling up after reaching the boiling point, and he didn't know how to stop.
"But I don't think so." Tuosi said, "Mr. Qinglong."
I said, "That's why you think too much." We just used each other's relationship, and with a few clever words, this can be whitewashed.If there are really flowers blooming from it, I don't mind stepping on it and smashing it into the mud.
This is how I feel about Tuo Si, and I don't mind telling him this feeling.
"For Qinglong-kun, is the so-called "feeling" nothing more than that?We don't need to "approach", "understand" and "accept" at all, do we?I originally thought that "feeling" would be one of the things Kiyotaka-kun wanted to learn.Therefore, I have been spending time as Qinglong-kun's partner. "
However, Tosi is not the kind of person who likes to repeatedly test the bottom line in other people's minefields.We rarely had such "heart-to-heart" conversations before, and most of the time we spent discussing the current progress of things.
Now, the chronological order is roughly like this.
From the beginning to the end of the internship in Fuyuki City, there is one week in it.This week, I will win the Holy Grail War, reduce the impact of the timeline jump, and pave the way for me to enter the detective agency.
From the time I came back to the death of Nobuko Sasaki, there was roughly a week in the middle, and I successfully entered the detective agency.
But in the week starting from the death of Nobuko Sasaki, it was supposed to be the mouse of the dead house who started to act and designed the president of the detective agency into the game. As a result, I never waited for the contact from Tosi.And so, that week became a transitional period for remembering the dead.
Thinking about the night I was just about to move into the apartment, the unexpected did happen.
It is nothing special that Osamu Dazai was targeted by Hong Kong gangsters, but I was taken to the office by Osamu Dazai to investigate the whole story of the "Human Tiger" incident. This is reasonable, but it is also unexpected.Now add what Tosi said "the port mafia is suddenly pursuing it tightly", I am afraid that when that day passed, Osamu Dazai was testing my reaction.
Osamu Dazai told me, what I said, he
will remember.
I'm afraid that "three weeks" is also remembered in his mind.
The investigation of my identity and origin mentioned last time should not be done by him, but by other people in the detective agency.So he may already be doubting "whether I am one of the members of the House of Death" to the extent that he has found out, so he repeatedly asked me about the "Human Tiger" that night.
But their "purpose" for us can only be traced back to the bureau of "wanting to attract North American supernatural organizations into Yokohama".After all, no matter how much Osamu Dazai investigates Nobuko Sasaki as an entry point, he can only know that "Kyotaka Ayanokōji is indeed connected with the North American supernatural organization."
Maybe they guessed again that——
First, we want to get the "book".
Second, my purpose of joining the detective agency is to get "Renhu".
In this case, I have to think about how to operate so that the detective agency will not suspect me, but put it on Dazai Osamu of Hong Kong.
……
Seeing that I hadn't replied, Tuo Si asked, "When do you plan to leave the detective agency?"
Combinations and detective agencies will not agree.In the following time, until it is completely defeated, or until a "peaceful consensus is reached", the detective agency should be full of disasters.Staying in the detective agency, there is a high probability that you will just suffer along with it.
I asked back, "What are you going to do?"
When I went to the tea shop to pick tea, I suddenly thought, is it okay to talk about such a topic in such a daily situation?
However, Tuosi was not aware of it, and continued: "Is our current goal still the same?"
The goals mentioned here are actually two - Tuo Si wants to "combine" funds; I want the life of the "Hong Kong black leader".
"Fukuzawa Yukichi had an accident" was meant to provoke the relationship between Hong Kong gangsters and the detective agency, but after I joined, Fukuzawa Yukichi had an accident, which was more difficult.So let's put that aside for now.
I thought of Kotomine Kirei who was eating together in Chinatown, and said: "Don't do unnecessary things now. The plan is in progress, if Kotomine Kirei succeeds in the assassination, find a chance to deal with him, and that's fine. "
Tuosi nodded slightly, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "The only thing I don't understand is that you have already succeeded once before, why do you want to try a new method and do it again?"
"If you get the book, you can realize your wish. Why do you want to toss one by one, one organization by one organization?"
Tuo Si tilted his head, made a leisurely gesture of enjoying it, and said:
"Life is not just for a "result", but a "process".If you only pursue one result, happiness is short-lived, and there is only a "process".Only then can the joy never stop. "
"is it?"
"Everything is just drawing a circle. Once the end is reached, the beginning is ushered in again. If you are only pursuing the result, wouldn't it be like standing still?"
This is true if things are viewed from another dimension.
When I reviewed what he said, there was nothing nutritious or worthwhile about it.So, I said directly: "Did you just come to me to talk about this?"
"do you have time at night?"
"No."
In the evening to cook, watch TV and sleep.
I have a very full schedule.
"What if it's about Hong Kong gangsters?"
"Can't you tell now?"
"No."
"Where will we meet then?"
Tosi left an address for me.
After searching the store online, I don't know what he thinks.It was still a top-notch restaurant, and I always felt that this restaurant would not only be eaten by the overlord, but also bombed all over.
While I was still picking tea leaves, Quan Jinghua came out from the door of the store. Her hair accessories were two cloth rabbits, and she still had a mobile phone hanging around her neck.When it came out, the rabbit hair ornament and the phone swung at the same time, flashing light and shadow.Sometimes, I have to say that I pay too much attention to such trivial details.On the contrary, it seems that everything is in a hurry, and he is too cautious about everything.
Because I didn't want to greet her directly, I glanced at the phone hanging around her neck.I heard that her ability is controlled through a mobile phone, so as long as it is an electronic signal, can she control the half-spirit doll that confronted Kotomine Kirei that day?
Izumi Jinghua greeted me first: "Mr. Ayanokoji, Ms. Haruno said that the guests will arrive 15 minutes earlier. Have you bought it yet?"
Mainly considering most of the situations, the tea will still be drunk by Edogawa, is it better to choose healthy tea?
"Well, it's more difficult to choose."
I chose hojicha in the end. Even after it is cold, there will be a roasted aroma. In addition, it is less bitter than ordinary green tea, and it is also suitable for cold weather.
When I was paying, Quan Jinghua watched me the whole time.In fact, probably from the time she joined the detective agency, I realized that she was always looking at me.But because of her quiet personality, she never took the initiative to say a word to me.Except for the sentence "Mr. Ayanokouji, are you jealous" taught by Osamu Dazai that day, Izumi Kyoka's basic actions are
It is like a marionette, giving a command to do one thing.
I asked, is there any refreshment recommended by the owner of the tea shop?
After the owner of the tea shop introduced the famous teas nearby, I went straight to buy them.Quan Jinghua followed me quietly all the way.Probably because she was a killer, she basically made no sound when she walked, and she was good at hiding her breath.If I hadn't looked back, I might not have noticed the existence of this person.
Stopping in front of the traffic light, I thought about a question and said, "Izumi, who is better than Kotomine Kirei?"
Quan Jinghua heard my question and looked up at me in surprise.After all, after joining the detective agency, no one would take the initiative to talk to her about gangsters in Hong Kong.According to Atsushi Nakajima, she was coerced to kill, and talking about gangsters in Hong Kong is like exposing her scars.
Honestly, I don't care if she's being coerced or not.
To kill is to kill.If killing was so painful to her, why didn't she kill herself?Or do you hope to get your own salvation from this killing?
In any case, I'm not interested in "protecting the other person's mind".
I said, "What's the answer?"
Of course she didn't want to answer, and I didn't care.
Doth said that I can always intimidate people unconsciously, but I don't know what this means.
My words are not a knife on their necks.So this is nothing to put pressure on them.
However, as soon as I said this, the expression of the usually calm and mouthless girl Quan Jinghua froze at a speed visible to the naked eye, and said, "I don't know."
"Then, how dare you confront him then?"
I was a little disappointed by her answer.
Personally, I hope that her ability is higher than that of Kotomine Kirei.After all, Kotomine Kirei is not easy to be influenced by others, but Izumi Kyoka is still a piece of white paper that is easy to be written by others.
Quan Jinghua said: "I am not confronting him, I am just doing what I should do."
Her answer is just to show that her newborn calf is not afraid of tigers.
On the contrary, the elder Kotomine Kirei thought too much, so he retreated in front of her.
Feeling that the atmosphere was about to become awkward, I said, "Thank you that night."
Quan Jinghua probably didn't expect that I would thank her suddenly, and her originally stiff expression also took on a touch of softness.
"No, don't thank me."
"Do you like the current detective agency?"
"Ah."
"Do you also like Atsushi Nakajima?"
Because of Dazai Osamu's suggestion, the current Nakajima Atsushi and Izumi Kyoka live together.
To make this decision, Osamu Dazai also considered many factors, one of which is "Compared with other people in the detective agency, Izumi Kyoka is more psychologically dependent on Atsushi Nakajima."
"Ah."
Quan Jinghua didn't twitch either.
"Do you know Shakespeare's Venus and Adonis?"
"????"
"There is a sentence in it: "The brilliant light at night is to light up the world by exhausting my fuel consumption." I looked deeply into Quan Jinghua's eyes and said, "If you like it, It is necessary to understand the importance of "self-dedication".Preserve your own current life at all costs. "
Izumi Jinghua looked at me with trembling blue eyes, as if my words were like a cold sharp knife piercing her heart directly, which made her tremble as if she couldn't stand the cold.
She nodded finally.
"I understand, and I'll be ready."
So how should she lead her thoughts to "work for me" now?
I haven't spoken yet, but Quan Jinghua's voice rang out.
"Mr. Lingkoulu, everyone said that you are a person who is cold outside and hot inside. I only know this is true now. I thought you would hate me for arresting you that night, but I didn't expect you to treat me so heartily."
"..."
I wondered if the others had brainwashed her before I even spoke to her.
Her pupils trembled just now, so she was shocked?
I was about to talk to her when the traffic lights just turned on.When I stepped off the zebra crossing, there was a flash of light in my line of sight.At this moment, I felt like I was hit by a gun unexpectedly, the blood in my whole body was cold, and I didn't know how to move at all.
Quan Jinghua realized that something was wrong with me, and looked around reflexively to check if there was any abnormality around her.However, I pulled her back to the intersection of the traffic lights and walked the other way.
"Mr. Ayanokōji, what's wrong?"
"I figured we'd go this way a little faster."
I didn't look back, I just repeated the scene of "that person walked to the leader's position" repeatedly in my mind.
He had a gloomy face, and his originally blue eyes were gloomy.
He said, "If you are better at following orders, Ayanokouji, then I order you in the name of the leader—don't appear in front of me again, and don't let me see you again."
This sentence is submerged in the long river of time that is constantly rushing forward.
No one can find this point in time, or even if they can find it, no one will take care of it.
But I still remember, I remember the order.
"I see."
I don't know why, I obviously won, but I didn't feel like I won, but I felt like I lost.I couldn't figure out what was wrong with it. I proved my worth and ability, and I gave him the best things.And he also grew up in a violent group, why can't he accept it after knowing that I am planning and calculating.
Obviously no harm to him.
so it is--
Would it be so unacceptable to know the truth?
Or, as Tuosi said, "No one will accept the real me. People in the world prefer hypocrisy and illusions, and if you expose them, you are just asking for trouble"?
Emotional things, really nothing more than that.
It can't be said that this is the fault of deceiving each other, but the relationship is too fragile to withstand a little scrutiny.
Anyway, I need to do it all over again.If you regret, or are unwilling, or uncomfortable for what you have done, I think this is the real failure.
Do it all over again.
I'll be fine.
He asked, why should I change my name?
I said, I don't know you well.
He laughed for a long time at this sentence, the laughter was like water bubbles bubbling up after reaching the boiling point, and he didn't know how to stop.
"But I don't think so." Tuosi said, "Mr. Qinglong."
I said, "That's why you think too much." We just used each other's relationship, and with a few clever words, this can be whitewashed.If there are really flowers blooming from it, I don't mind stepping on it and smashing it into the mud.
This is how I feel about Tuo Si, and I don't mind telling him this feeling.
"For Qinglong-kun, is the so-called "feeling" nothing more than that?We don't need to "approach", "understand" and "accept" at all, do we?I originally thought that "feeling" would be one of the things Kiyotaka-kun wanted to learn.Therefore, I have been spending time as Qinglong-kun's partner. "
However, Tosi is not the kind of person who likes to repeatedly test the bottom line in other people's minefields.We rarely had such "heart-to-heart" conversations before, and most of the time we spent discussing the current progress of things.
Now, the chronological order is roughly like this.
From the beginning to the end of the internship in Fuyuki City, there is one week in it.This week, I will win the Holy Grail War, reduce the impact of the timeline jump, and pave the way for me to enter the detective agency.
From the time I came back to the death of Nobuko Sasaki, there was roughly a week in the middle, and I successfully entered the detective agency.
But in the week starting from the death of Nobuko Sasaki, it was supposed to be the mouse of the dead house who started to act and designed the president of the detective agency into the game. As a result, I never waited for the contact from Tosi.And so, that week became a transitional period for remembering the dead.
Thinking about the night I was just about to move into the apartment, the unexpected did happen.
It is nothing special that Osamu Dazai was targeted by Hong Kong gangsters, but I was taken to the office by Osamu Dazai to investigate the whole story of the "Human Tiger" incident. This is reasonable, but it is also unexpected.Now add what Tosi said "the port mafia is suddenly pursuing it tightly", I am afraid that when that day passed, Osamu Dazai was testing my reaction.
Osamu Dazai told me, what I said, he
will remember.
I'm afraid that "three weeks" is also remembered in his mind.
The investigation of my identity and origin mentioned last time should not be done by him, but by other people in the detective agency.So he may already be doubting "whether I am one of the members of the House of Death" to the extent that he has found out, so he repeatedly asked me about the "Human Tiger" that night.
But their "purpose" for us can only be traced back to the bureau of "wanting to attract North American supernatural organizations into Yokohama".After all, no matter how much Osamu Dazai investigates Nobuko Sasaki as an entry point, he can only know that "Kyotaka Ayanokōji is indeed connected with the North American supernatural organization."
Maybe they guessed again that——
First, we want to get the "book".
Second, my purpose of joining the detective agency is to get "Renhu".
In this case, I have to think about how to operate so that the detective agency will not suspect me, but put it on Dazai Osamu of Hong Kong.
……
Seeing that I hadn't replied, Tuo Si asked, "When do you plan to leave the detective agency?"
Combinations and detective agencies will not agree.In the following time, until it is completely defeated, or until a "peaceful consensus is reached", the detective agency should be full of disasters.Staying in the detective agency, there is a high probability that you will just suffer along with it.
I asked back, "What are you going to do?"
When I went to the tea shop to pick tea, I suddenly thought, is it okay to talk about such a topic in such a daily situation?
However, Tuosi was not aware of it, and continued: "Is our current goal still the same?"
The goals mentioned here are actually two - Tuo Si wants to "combine" funds; I want the life of the "Hong Kong black leader".
"Fukuzawa Yukichi had an accident" was meant to provoke the relationship between Hong Kong gangsters and the detective agency, but after I joined, Fukuzawa Yukichi had an accident, which was more difficult.So let's put that aside for now.
I thought of Kotomine Kirei who was eating together in Chinatown, and said: "Don't do unnecessary things now. The plan is in progress, if Kotomine Kirei succeeds in the assassination, find a chance to deal with him, and that's fine. "
Tuosi nodded slightly, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "The only thing I don't understand is that you have already succeeded once before, why do you want to try a new method and do it again?"
"If you get the book, you can realize your wish. Why do you want to toss one by one, one organization by one organization?"
Tuo Si tilted his head, made a leisurely gesture of enjoying it, and said:
"Life is not just for a "result", but a "process".If you only pursue one result, happiness is short-lived, and there is only a "process".Only then can the joy never stop. "
"is it?"
"Everything is just drawing a circle. Once the end is reached, the beginning is ushered in again. If you are only pursuing the result, wouldn't it be like standing still?"
This is true if things are viewed from another dimension.
When I reviewed what he said, there was nothing nutritious or worthwhile about it.So, I said directly: "Did you just come to me to talk about this?"
"do you have time at night?"
"No."
In the evening to cook, watch TV and sleep.
I have a very full schedule.
"What if it's about Hong Kong gangsters?"
"Can't you tell now?"
"No."
"Where will we meet then?"
Tosi left an address for me.
After searching the store online, I don't know what he thinks.It was still a top-notch restaurant, and I always felt that this restaurant would not only be eaten by the overlord, but also bombed all over.
While I was still picking tea leaves, Quan Jinghua came out from the door of the store. Her hair accessories were two cloth rabbits, and she still had a mobile phone hanging around her neck.When it came out, the rabbit hair ornament and the phone swung at the same time, flashing light and shadow.Sometimes, I have to say that I pay too much attention to such trivial details.On the contrary, it seems that everything is in a hurry, and he is too cautious about everything.
Because I didn't want to greet her directly, I glanced at the phone hanging around her neck.I heard that her ability is controlled through a mobile phone, so as long as it is an electronic signal, can she control the half-spirit doll that confronted Kotomine Kirei that day?
Izumi Jinghua greeted me first: "Mr. Ayanokoji, Ms. Haruno said that the guests will arrive 15 minutes earlier. Have you bought it yet?"
Mainly considering most of the situations, the tea will still be drunk by Edogawa, is it better to choose healthy tea?
"Well, it's more difficult to choose."
I chose hojicha in the end. Even after it is cold, there will be a roasted aroma. In addition, it is less bitter than ordinary green tea, and it is also suitable for cold weather.
When I was paying, Quan Jinghua watched me the whole time.In fact, probably from the time she joined the detective agency, I realized that she was always looking at me.But because of her quiet personality, she never took the initiative to say a word to me.Except for the sentence "Mr. Ayanokouji, are you jealous" taught by Osamu Dazai that day, Izumi Kyoka's basic actions are
It is like a marionette, giving a command to do one thing.
I asked, is there any refreshment recommended by the owner of the tea shop?
After the owner of the tea shop introduced the famous teas nearby, I went straight to buy them.Quan Jinghua followed me quietly all the way.Probably because she was a killer, she basically made no sound when she walked, and she was good at hiding her breath.If I hadn't looked back, I might not have noticed the existence of this person.
Stopping in front of the traffic light, I thought about a question and said, "Izumi, who is better than Kotomine Kirei?"
Quan Jinghua heard my question and looked up at me in surprise.After all, after joining the detective agency, no one would take the initiative to talk to her about gangsters in Hong Kong.According to Atsushi Nakajima, she was coerced to kill, and talking about gangsters in Hong Kong is like exposing her scars.
Honestly, I don't care if she's being coerced or not.
To kill is to kill.If killing was so painful to her, why didn't she kill herself?Or do you hope to get your own salvation from this killing?
In any case, I'm not interested in "protecting the other person's mind".
I said, "What's the answer?"
Of course she didn't want to answer, and I didn't care.
Doth said that I can always intimidate people unconsciously, but I don't know what this means.
My words are not a knife on their necks.So this is nothing to put pressure on them.
However, as soon as I said this, the expression of the usually calm and mouthless girl Quan Jinghua froze at a speed visible to the naked eye, and said, "I don't know."
"Then, how dare you confront him then?"
I was a little disappointed by her answer.
Personally, I hope that her ability is higher than that of Kotomine Kirei.After all, Kotomine Kirei is not easy to be influenced by others, but Izumi Kyoka is still a piece of white paper that is easy to be written by others.
Quan Jinghua said: "I am not confronting him, I am just doing what I should do."
Her answer is just to show that her newborn calf is not afraid of tigers.
On the contrary, the elder Kotomine Kirei thought too much, so he retreated in front of her.
Feeling that the atmosphere was about to become awkward, I said, "Thank you that night."
Quan Jinghua probably didn't expect that I would thank her suddenly, and her originally stiff expression also took on a touch of softness.
"No, don't thank me."
"Do you like the current detective agency?"
"Ah."
"Do you also like Atsushi Nakajima?"
Because of Dazai Osamu's suggestion, the current Nakajima Atsushi and Izumi Kyoka live together.
To make this decision, Osamu Dazai also considered many factors, one of which is "Compared with other people in the detective agency, Izumi Kyoka is more psychologically dependent on Atsushi Nakajima."
"Ah."
Quan Jinghua didn't twitch either.
"Do you know Shakespeare's Venus and Adonis?"
"????"
"There is a sentence in it: "The brilliant light at night is to light up the world by exhausting my fuel consumption." I looked deeply into Quan Jinghua's eyes and said, "If you like it, It is necessary to understand the importance of "self-dedication".Preserve your own current life at all costs. "
Izumi Jinghua looked at me with trembling blue eyes, as if my words were like a cold sharp knife piercing her heart directly, which made her tremble as if she couldn't stand the cold.
She nodded finally.
"I understand, and I'll be ready."
So how should she lead her thoughts to "work for me" now?
I haven't spoken yet, but Quan Jinghua's voice rang out.
"Mr. Lingkoulu, everyone said that you are a person who is cold outside and hot inside. I only know this is true now. I thought you would hate me for arresting you that night, but I didn't expect you to treat me so heartily."
"..."
I wondered if the others had brainwashed her before I even spoke to her.
Her pupils trembled just now, so she was shocked?
I was about to talk to her when the traffic lights just turned on.When I stepped off the zebra crossing, there was a flash of light in my line of sight.At this moment, I felt like I was hit by a gun unexpectedly, the blood in my whole body was cold, and I didn't know how to move at all.
Quan Jinghua realized that something was wrong with me, and looked around reflexively to check if there was any abnormality around her.However, I pulled her back to the intersection of the traffic lights and walked the other way.
"Mr. Ayanokōji, what's wrong?"
"I figured we'd go this way a little faster."
I didn't look back, I just repeated the scene of "that person walked to the leader's position" repeatedly in my mind.
He had a gloomy face, and his originally blue eyes were gloomy.
He said, "If you are better at following orders, Ayanokouji, then I order you in the name of the leader—don't appear in front of me again, and don't let me see you again."
This sentence is submerged in the long river of time that is constantly rushing forward.
No one can find this point in time, or even if they can find it, no one will take care of it.
But I still remember, I remember the order.
"I see."
I don't know why, I obviously won, but I didn't feel like I won, but I felt like I lost.I couldn't figure out what was wrong with it. I proved my worth and ability, and I gave him the best things.And he also grew up in a violent group, why can't he accept it after knowing that I am planning and calculating.
Obviously no harm to him.
so it is--
Would it be so unacceptable to know the truth?
Or, as Tuosi said, "No one will accept the real me. People in the world prefer hypocrisy and illusions, and if you expose them, you are just asking for trouble"?
Emotional things, really nothing more than that.
It can't be said that this is the fault of deceiving each other, but the relationship is too fragile to withstand a little scrutiny.
Anyway, I need to do it all over again.If you regret, or are unwilling, or uncomfortable for what you have done, I think this is the real failure.
Do it all over again.
I'll be fine.
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