revolving light

Cheng Xuan heard the voice, walked in from outside the bedroom, looked at Gu Nan's naked body covered with hickey marks, his Adam's apple moved, walked over to hold him in his arms, kissed his lips, and said: "Good morning ,my darling."

Gu Nan faced Cheng Xuan awake, recalled everything last night, his body was shyly covered with red, "It's getting late..."

Cheng Xuan laughed softly, "I slept late last night, you were too tired, it's still early. Are you hungry? I'll take you to wash up first."

Gu Nan bravely said: "I can go by myself."

As soon as he finished speaking, his legs softened and he almost fell to his knees on the carpet.

Cheng Xuan picked him up, "Nannan, your body is very honest."

Gu Nan simply buried his head in his arms and pretended to be an ostrich.After tidying up, Cheng Xuan carried him to the dining table, put a cushion on the chair, and challenged Gu Nan's shy bottom line.

As newlyweds, the two spent a few sweet days in the villa. A week later, the two boarded the plane to Sweden.

After receiving the certificate, looking at the two marriage certificates, Gu Nan rolled his eyes with a smile, and kissed Cheng Xuan on the streets of Sweden.

The two stayed in Sweden for a month and visited all the beautiful and interesting places. On the night before the return trip, Gu Nan was hugged by Cheng Xuan, feeling that life was really perfect.

...

In the early morning, on the third floor of the hospital, the attending physician's office was pushed away vigorously, "Dr. Jiang! The patients in Ward 312 are awake!"

Jiang Mu stood up suddenly, and the glass water glass on the table that was too violent fell to the ground and shattered. "Who...who is awake?" Listening carefully, there was still a slight tremor in the cold voice.

The nurse said puzzledly: "Gu Nan, Ward 312, he's awake. Doctor Jiang, please go and have a look, something's wrong."

Jiang Mu was almost in a hurry and ran out of the office.

When Gu Nan opened his eyes, his eyes were pale. He reacted for a few seconds before realizing that this is the hospital, his ward.

Gu Nan's mind went blank, he was a little confused about the current situation, what about Cheng Xuan?Why would he come back to this place?The details of being with Cheng Xuan are extremely clear in my mind, what is going on?

Someone opened the door and came in, "Mr. Gu, are you awake? Mr. Gu? Mr. Gu!"

The voice seemed to come from a distant place, Gu Nan stared blankly at the ceiling, unable to respond to anything outside.

There was a person in his gaze, in a familiar white coat, with anxious eyes in the usual cold eyes, examining him, opening and closing his mouth, as if calling his name.

Gu Nan's eyes gradually focused, and he shouted hesitantly, "Doctor Jiang...?"

Jiang Mu breathed a sigh of relief, and touched his forehead, "Xiao Nan, is there anything uncomfortable?"

Gu Nan shook his head slowly, and asked, "What's going on?"

Jiang Mu said: "You have been in a coma for more than a month."

lethargy?more than a month?Gu Nan slowly digested the information of this sentence, he slept for more than a month?He and Cheng Xuan have been together for such a long time, they got married and got a certificate, is it a big dream?His Cheng Xuan, his brother...

Gu Nan's eyes turned red instantly, he closed his eyes, trying to get himself back to sleep.

Seeing his reddened eyes, Jiang Mu was taken aback for a moment, but still said responsibly, "Xiao Nan, we have to do a checkup first. If you are very tired, can you go to bed after finishing?"

Gu Nan opened his eyes, eyes filled with sadness and pain, and said hoarsely: "Don't disturb me, please."

...

"The time is now 7:00 in the morning, the weather is sunny, and the current temperature is 15°C."

Cheng Xuan moved his eyelashes, opened his eyes, his arms were empty, curled his fingers, picked up the phone, looked at the sleeping face of the person on the screen, smiled, and didn't know who he was talking to, "Good morning. "

Packed up and came out of the cloakroom, poured myself a glass of milk, sat at the dining table and watched today's financial news, the phone rang suddenly, Cheng Xuan answered the phone, "What's the matter?"

"Boss, he's awake."

Cheng Xuan's pupils shrank slightly, "When?"

"Yesterday morning."

The person on the other end of the phone didn't get a response for a long time, and asked in confusion: "Boss?"

Cheng Xuan came back to his senses, and said in a deep voice, "Today's meetings are all cancelled."

"Yes."

...

At 10:00 in the morning, on the 3rd floor of the hospital, in Ward 312, Wang Xue was sitting in front of the bed, holding Gu Nan's hand and weeping silently. These days when Gu Nan was ill, she had been worrying too much. Also more wrinkles.

Gu Nan smiled at her, "Mom, why are you crying? Am I awake?"

After Gu Nan tried to fall asleep last night, he woke up again, still in the hospital, and his rationality told him that he had indeed had a dream of going back to the past.

Gu Zheng went to Jiang Mu's office to discuss about Gu Nan's condition. Wang Xue kissed his forehead lightly in front of his bed, and said: "The doctor said you are still very weak. Mom will cook porridge for you when you come home. Rest, okay?"

Gu Nan responded with a smile.

In addition to the ward, Wang Xue closed the door and bumped into Cheng Xuan who was walking towards him at the corner. When they met suddenly, she yelled out "Xiao Xuan" before her brain could react.

Both of them were stunned, Gu Zheng walked over, "Mr. Cheng?" Cheng Xuan nodded, "Mr. Gu." Gu Zheng introduced: "This is my wife Wang Xue, Xuexue, this is Dingfeng's." President, President Cheng."

Wang Xue suppressed her emotions, "Hello, Mr. Cheng."

Cheng Xuan nodded, "Hi, Mrs. Gu."

Gu Zhengdao: "Boss Cheng is feeling unwell?"

Cheng Xuan shook his head and said, "To see a friend."

When Cheng Xuan heard the sound of "Xiaoxuan", he looked at Wang Xue's sad and surprised eyes, and suddenly understood something, and the emotions in his eyes were extremely complicated.

After saying goodbye to Gu Zheng, the moment he passed by Wang Xue, with some tentativeness and uncertainty, he called softly in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Mom."

Wang Xue froze on the spot, her eyes suddenly turned red, as if she understood something, his voice was extremely soft and clear, and it went straight into her ears and into her brain.

Turning around suddenly, feeling a little weak in her body, Gu Zheng held her up and said anxiously: "Xuexue! What's wrong?"

Wang Xue didn't realize it, looked at the back of the man in front, and shouted in a trembling voice: "Xiaoxuan?"

Cheng Xuan turned around, "Yes."

Wang Xue's tears fell down unexpectedly, and she laughed again. Gu Zheng panicked for a moment, Wang Xue wiped away her tears, and asked, "Could I trouble Mr. Cheng to take me home?"

Gu Zheng asked doubtfully, "Xuexue?"

Cheng Xuan smiled and said, "Of course, it's my honor."

Wang Xue no longer had the heart to explain to Gu Zheng, her mind was in a mess, happiness and sadness occupied all his mind.

The two were silent all the way, when they arrived at Gu's house, Cheng Xuan and Wang Xue sat on the sofa, they were silent, not knowing what to say.

After a while, Cheng Xuan suddenly said: "This is the first time I have actually come to Nannan's home."

Wang Xue couldn't hold back her emotions suddenly, "I thought... I thought it was just because I missed Nan Nan so much that I dreamed that Nan Nan was fine. But...but you..."

Cheng Xuan said: "I love him, I love Nan Nan, whether it's a dream or not, I love him."

"You are in the dream, and I am also in the dream. We can talk, and Nannan is also in the dream. It must not be a coincidence. Mom, we just got married, and we have only been married for a month."

Cheng Xuan's voice trembled, and the calmness and self-restraint he had put on forcibly disappeared in the words just now. His eyes were red, painful and helpless.

He thought that Gu Nan was his dream. Gu Nan in the dream redeemed Cheng Xuan outside the dream, and pulled him out of the abyss. After that incident, he no longer believed in the feelings in this world. Gu Nan used himself to comfort him over and over again, every night he dreamed of himself a few years ago, the self after having Gu Nan.

He even began to look forward to the dream, to the night, because in the dream there was Gu Nan, a living Gu Nan who could jump and jump, not Gu Nan who was lying unconscious on the hospital bed with weak vital signs.

He remembered that the first time he saw Gu Nan, the young man who was injured, saw him, and then blushed and flustered, at that time, he was actually a little tempted.

The young man secretly inquired about his news and his preferences. He was conniving, and he took the initiative to spread his news to his friends so that the young man would know.

But the young man didn't seem to dare to do anything, like a timid rabbit, Cheng Xuan wanted to catch this little rabbit slowly and in a way that wouldn't scare him, but he didn't have time.

Later, everything that happened turned him into another person, indifferent, vicious, mean, full of malice towards everything, and full of aggression towards the world.

He didn't expect to see this little rabbit again in his dream.In the dream was Cheng Xuan from a few years ago, he was gentle and gentleman, probably under his subconscious, he finally had a life intersection with Gu Nan.

He suddenly wanted to see what would happen to Cheng Xuan and Gu Nan a few years ago.

Then, they got married.

His Gu Nan, suffering from illness, came to rescue him in his dream.

Wang Xue wept and murmured: "How did this happen... how did it become like this... I heard from the nurse that Xiao Nan woke up in the early morning and stared blankly at the ceiling, as if he was being haunted. Did Xiao Nan... yes? Not also..."

Cheng Xuan closed his eyes, "Probably, yes."

Wang Xue broke down in tears, "Then... Xiao Nan... how sad Xiao Nan is..."

Cheng Xuan walked over and hugged her, and said in a low voice: "Mom, can I ask you something? I want to live in Nan Nan's ward."

Wang Xue raised her head, "Do you want to tell him?"

Cheng Xuan shook his head, "No, I just want to be with him and tell him that it will make him sadder. I will go to Jiang Mu and ask him to forge a medical record."

Wang Xue asked: "Doctor Jiang? Will he help?"

Cheng Xuan said: "If we are, then there is a high probability that he is too."

At night, Jiang Mu sat in front of Gu Nan's hospital bed, holding a book in his hand, and read the story to him as if Gu Nan hadn't fallen asleep.

Gu Nan listened quietly, and suddenly asked: "Doctor Jiang, can people's experiences in dreams be regarded as real?"

Jiang Mu's fingers that turned the page paused, looked at him with a smile, and said: "If you think it is real, then at least for you, it is real."

Gu Nan smiled, "That's not bad."

Jiang Mu stroked his hair and said softly, "Go to sleep."