ID number 019

Chen Yang lay on the balcony watching Chao Jian leave in the car.

Before the car left the community, the mobile phone in Chen Yang's hand rang. It was not a phone call, but a message.

-Take care of the potted plants and don't let the little white dog go to bed.

- When I'm not here, don't send me a message or call me, I won't see it.

-I will cooperate with the treatment and try to make the medicine work for me.

-wait me back.

Chen Yang read all the information, his eyes stopped on the last word, his mind was a little dazed, he still wanted to make more calls and play videos.

Can you even touch your phone during treatment?

Chen Yang called quickly, and the reminder on the other end was turned off, and the cold mechanical sound rang in his ears, and his heart was stuffed like a big sponge soaked in water, dripping wet and blocked.

Chen Yang checked the information on the Internet before, and the personality disorder mainly revolves around psychotherapy, while Chao Jian will make aggressive behaviors due to violence and mania, and he needs antipsychotic drugs to suppress it.Chao Jian was taking that kind of medicine, but it was useless later, and his attending doctor wanted to make a new treatment plan for him.

Chen Yang didn't expect Chao Jian to cut off contact with him directly, and so quickly, he looked at the car at the gate of the community and smiled wryly.

Chao Jian seemed to want to completely seal herself off as quickly as possible, for fear that she would give up later and not leave.

Chen Yang couldn't imagine how Chao Jian in the car turned off his phone after sending him a message, and he didn't even want to think about why he would be like an animal during the treatment... and how hard he had to make his body accept the medicine.

The morning light in summer is very bright, today is a good day, but Chen Yang's heart is raining heavily, the crackling made him feel a little ringing in the ears, he wiped his face, many patients do not admit that they are sick, but Chao Jian does, even though he The first time I said not to take medicine and I didn't want to take medicine anymore, but I finally chose to go back for treatment.It will get better, it will, as long as you don't give up, there will be hope.

Chen Yang reached into the pocket of his pajama pants, pinched the white card and twirled it between his fingers, and my partner left.

"Come back soon..." Chen Yang frowned as soon as he finished chanting, if prolonging the treatment period can relieve the pain, it doesn't matter if it is slower.

Chen Yang glanced at Chao Jian's potted plant, and he walked over and knelt down to touch the ugly flowerpot: "Will it really sprout?"

Chao Jian mentioned it twice when he left, and he couldn't forget that he was very concerned. Chen Yang pinched the back of his neck. He thought it was a gift from Chao Jian's girlfriend.

Now that the relationship between Chen Yang and Chao Jian had a new definition, he denied that guess.Chao Jian would not bring the former's belongings into the door, but also told him to take care of the current one.

Chen Yang recalled looking at the potted plants in the eyes of Jane, and thought sourly, even if he is not a girlfriend, he is still a very important person.He glanced at the pot, it was ugly.

However, Chao Jian hoped that the seeds would germinate...

Chen Yang leaned closer to the flower pot, and the smell of the soil hit his face, he sighed, if the seeds germinated, he would be very happy to come back to Jane.

"Sprout quickly." Chen Yang said softly.

Back in March, Chen Yang entered the mission world the night he came back from the hospital, and Chao Jian came to see him the next evening. After dinner, they entered the mission world again, and lived together when they came out.So Chen Yang didn't really appreciate the desertedness of the old house. Now that he walked towards Jian, the smoke and fire in the house disappeared.

Chen Yang didn't even bother to burn the rice. He ordered takeaway and then collapsed on the sofa watching TV. His mind flew to the blue sky, wanting to catch up with the plane departing from Qingcheng and ending in Germany.

As soon as the takeaway was delivered, Sun Wenjun's phone rang. Chen Yang put the phone aside and turned on the external voice. He casually lifted the cover of the takeaway, and a hot and sour smell rushed out and touched his fingertips.

Sun Wenjun seemed to have smelled it too: "Are you eating?"

Chen Yang: "Yes."

"Then you eat first." Sun Wenjun said thoughtfully, "Let's make an appointment for afternoon tea."

Chen Yang paused: "Haven't you eaten yet?"

"No." Sun Wenjun joked, "My surgery in the morning was over in the early ten o'clock, and I have been waiting for your call."

"Then let's make an appointment for lunch." Chen Yang now really wants someone to talk to him, the house is full of traces of Chao Jian, he needs to leave for a while, and divert his attention for a while.

Sun Wenjun didn't ask any more questions, and only asked Chen Yang to decide the address.

After hanging up the phone, Chen Yang covered the sauerkraut fish and put it in the refrigerator. When he closed the refrigerator door, he paused and glanced inside. The yogurt was gone. Remember to buy a board when he came back.

Chen Yang's expression changed subconsciously after thinking about it, he closed the refrigerator door, and went to the bedroom to change his clothes in silence.His ankle was a little itchy, and a ball of fur was rubbing against him, as if trying to cheer him up.

"He walked for less than four hours, and I still can't get used to it." Chen Yang put on a white T-shirt, "What about you?"

The snow-white puppy was lying on top of Chen Yang's shoes, its small amber eyes were half-closed, and its tail was wagging comfortably.

Chen Yang laughed helplessly, Chao Jian didn't care much about other aspects except not letting 03 go to bed or kiss him, let alone throwing a cane at it.

Relatively speaking, 03 got more patience and tolerance from Chao Jian than many people.

Chen Yang tore two pieces of bread into small pieces, soaked them in milk, and pushed them in front of the puppy.

"Take a nap after eating, don't make trouble, I'll be back in the afternoon." When Chen Yang went out with Sun Wenjun's potted plants, the opposite door was closed, and there were several cardboard boxes and foam piled up at the door, as if he had just moved in.

Chen Yang's footsteps walking towards the stairs suddenly stopped, he seemed to hear a dog barking, usually he was very quiet when he went out 03, what's wrong this time?

Just as Chen Yang was about to turn his head, another barking sound came to his ears.

"Wang! Wang Wang!"

Chen Yang raised his eyebrows. It's not a small milk dog like 03, but a large adult dog. The new neighbor also has a dog.He glanced at the opposite door and went downstairs.

At half past twelve, Chen Yang and Sun Wenjun met. The place to eat was between the rehabilitation center and Sanlianqiao, neither of which was too far away.

Sun Wenjun was wearing a blue striped shirt and trousers. He had a capable and elegant demeanor, exuding the charm of a mature man from head to toe. A few white-collar workers at the next table frequently looked sideways.

Chen Yang looked like a younger brother in front of Sun Wenjun, well, he was indeed a younger brother.

Sun Wenjun's condition was better than when he called the day before yesterday. He let Chen Yang look at him and ordered a few dishes slowly.

When the dishes were served, Chen Yang felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

All the dishes are what he likes to eat!

Chen Yang looked at the man who washed the dishes for him calmly, and the message from Uncle Wu that day sounded in his mind - early on, Director Sun said he was your eldest brother.

This sentence has a strange psychological suggestion ability.Because Chen Yang suddenly realized that he had a trace of trust in Sun Wenjun, and there was a faint familiarity in that trace of trust.

Sun Wenjun put the washed bowls and chopsticks in front of Chen Yang: "Eat."

Chen Yang glanced at the bowl that had been washed by the tea, then looked at the dishes on the table, and said in a surprised tone: "Why are these dishes my favorite?"

"Of course." Sun Wenjun said with a smile, "I ordered it for you."

"How do you know what I like to eat?" Chen Yang looked at him, "Did I tell you?"

Sun Wenjun smiled without saying a word.

Chen Yang felt that this meal was unbearable, every dish seemed to be full of suspicious spots, eating would cause indigestion, he thought so, the man at the door opened his mouth: "Yes, you told me. "

Just say it.Chen Yang breathed a sigh of relief one second, but he was blocked the next second. He didn't have the memory of getting along with Sun Wenjun, and whether he said his personal preferences were all Sun Wenjun's one-sided words, so there is no way to verify.

But if he hadn't said it himself, how would Sun Wenjun know?

Sun Wenjun didn't move his chopsticks, he opened the plastic bag containing the flower pot, and carefully stroked the small leaves on the branches.

That expression was very familiar to Chen Yang, he had seen it when he was looking at potted plants at Jane, it was exactly the same.

Sun Wenjun smiled and said, "Thanks to Xiao Yangyang."

Chen Yang, the killer of flowers and plants, deserves it. He is afraid that the leaves will die or be blocked, so he usually gives a little water for ten and a half months, and doesn't care much.

"If it wasn't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to keep this little leaf." Sun Wenjun saw Chen Yang's thoughts, and the smile on his lips became even more grateful.

"Did someone give you this?" Chen Yang asked casually.

Sun Wenjun shook his head: "My mother bought it."

Chen Yang was stunned.

"It has been placed on the window sill of my room. I am usually too busy to water it. When I found out, it is now like this. It is half dead. It is difficult to heal if it hurts the root. It is good to save its life. You have to take care of it slowly. "Sun Wenjun took off his glasses, pinched the base of his nose, "Xiao Yangyang, why don't you eat?"

Chen Yang picked up the chopsticks to pick up the peas, and his voice was vague: "I want to ask you something, I can't get in touch with Brother Qi, do you know what's going on with him?"

"Go back to my hometown." Sun Wenjun put back his glasses.

Chen Yang looked up in surprise.

Sun Wenjun poured half a cup of tea and drank a few sips: "It is said that the old man in the family is sick, and he asked for leave to go back for a while."

"I can't get through the phone." Chen Yang said, "It's not in the service area every time."

"The signal is poor in the mountainous area." Sun Wenjun pretended to be angry, "Why didn't you call me? As your attending doctor, I'm not as good as a security guard?"

Chen Yang swallowed the food in his mouth: "I also beat it."

"Did I call during my business trip?" Sun Wenjun said, "That's why I didn't receive it."

The table was quiet for a while, and Chen Yang mentioned Xiangyue: "There is a strange thing. A few days ago, I went to Area C to see my friend. I went to Area A by the way. I wanted to see Brother Qi, but he didn't come back. Thinking of Nurse Xiangyue who used to help me keep my diary, I thought it would be better to treat him to a meal, and guess what, I asked his colleague, but the other party said that there is no such person as Xiangyue."

Sun Wenjun lowered his head to remove the small thorns from the fish.

Chen Yang's upper body leaned in front of the table, his voice was very low: "Do you think it's strange?"

Sun Wenjun raised his eyes.

Chen Yang and Sun Wenjun looked at each other, inexplicably felt a bit of connivance and helplessness in his eyes.Just when Chen Yang was about to realize how he felt, Sun Wenjun chuckled: "Maybe that kid's colleague is new here."

"It's not impossible." Chen Yang looked at the fine lines in the corner of his eyes, subconsciously let go, and didn't try to examine it again.

In fact, Sun Wenjun answered Chen Yang without being surprised by saying "Who is Xiangyue?" He is a tasker and has been a teammate with Xiangyue.He couldn't say any more now.

Chen Yang didn't have much appetite, he put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls, and glanced at the mobile phone on the table from time to time.

Sun Wenjun suddenly asked, "Why didn't Chao Jian come over?"

Chen Yang's back tensed.

"Your Uncle Wu mentioned him to me." Sun Wenjun dug a spoonful of fried corn and shrimp into the bowl, "He said he lived with you, he was handsome, he had a strange temper, and he wasn't very close, but he I can't live without you, like a child who hasn't been weaned." At the end, he clarified very subtly, "This is what your Uncle Wu described, and it has nothing to do with me."

"I thought that if you came out to eat with me, he would follow." Sun Wenjun smiled in his eyes behind the lens, very easy-going, like a big brother next door.

Many thoughts flashed through Chen Yang's mind, and finally he said a half-truth: "He has something to do when he goes home."

Sun Wenjun's hand holding the spoon paused almost imperceptibly for a second, and he really left... That means it's almost time, he ate some corn, "Xiao Yangyang, don't forget to read the book."

Chen Yang's expression froze for a moment. Sun Wenjun's position in his world had always been delicate. Now he felt that the other party made him familiar and knew that the other party was a tasker. The relationship seemed to be even more subtle.

He almost tore through that book, and found nothing abnormal. Why did Sun Wenjun always remind him to read it?

Or, the point is not the content of the book, but that he should remember to read it, not to forget those thoughts and ideas, and not to forget that he still has this book?

"I will." Chen Yang replied to Sun Wenjun, seeing him stretching out his hand to grab a tissue, with calluses on his tiger's mouth, "You spent so long on business trips but failed to get it done, why didn't you take a break and went to work when you came back?"

"Life must pass." Sun Wenjun responded briefly.

This was the last conversation between Chen Yang and Sun Wenjun at the same table. Afterwards, they ate together and swiped their phones together, but the atmosphere was not at all awkward.

After leaving the restaurant, Sun Wenjun walked beside Chen Yang with a potted plant: "Xiao Yangyang, you can call me if you're bored these days. I'm not satisfied with the surgery schedule and I'm free."

Chen Yang responded casually, and wouldn't ask you for a dinner appointment.As he walked, he found that Sun Wenjun slowed down and walked behind him a few steps away.

Sun Wenjun was looking at Chen Yang for an unknown amount of time, his gaze was like that of an old father looking at his son, full of love and blessings.

Chen Yang was caught off guard by Sun Wenjun's gaze and was stunned.

Sun Wenjun pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and waved his hand: "Let's go." Go forward.Xiao Yangyang, let's go.

Chen Yang turned his head back unconsciously, and continued to walk forward. The car he called had already parked on the side of the road, and he left when he got up.

Just when Chen Yang was about to say goodbye to Sun Wenjun, he heard the other party calling him loudly: "Xiao Yangyang."

The man shouted again: "Call me Brother Xiaowen."

Chen Yang turned his head to look at Sun Wenjun who didn't approach, this is the real world but it's unrealistic, full of traffic and people, he felt an inexplicable sense of sadness and despair, which kept hitting his heart, prompting him to shout uncontrollably: " Brother Xiaowen!"

As soon as the words fell, Chen Yang's eyes burst into a fierce light, but it disappeared after a moment, and his eyes also became dazed.

Sun Wenjun smiled very gently. He stood in place and watched Chen Yang get into the car. There was a white card between his fingers in the pocket of his trousers.

- 012.

After Chen Yang and Sun Wenjun parted ways, he went to see a psychiatrist, and he still didn't even have mental weakness, which is unreasonable. Is his condition so good?

Is it because it has been smoked for a long time...

Chen Yang not only didn't solve the problem, but added another doubt point. He searched the Internet for information about emotional counseling, went to an institution according to the address, and downloaded the app to take a class for free.

"One hundred years of practice can make you cross the same boat, ten years of practice can make you sleep together. When a husband and wife encounter problems and have conflicts, the first thing to do is to communicate..." The consultant talked eloquently on the podium.

Chen Yang glanced around, and suddenly found that this class was about husband and wife, he resisted the urge to withdraw and listened carefully.

After the consultant talked for a while, everyone dared to speak up. No one said anything, and the family ugliness should not be publicized. It is embarrassing. They just want to take public classes, and if they think it is good, they can spend money one-on-one.

Sitting among several couples, Chen Yang looked very awkward. When the counselor walked towards him, the hairs on his back stood up, as if he was about to be called by the math teacher to answer the question in a panic.

The consultant stopped in front of Chen Yang, with a professional smile on his face: "Handsome guy, you..."

"I came alone, my partner didn't follow me, and we're not married yet." Chen Yangfei said quickly.

The counselor's tone was full of affinity, like a friend: "Then did something unpleasant happen during your wedding?"

"No, no, we just started talking." Chen Yang scratched his head.

"Just started talking, this time is still within the life cycle of a relationship," the consultant said, "It's normal to quarrel during the passionate love period. Two people must figure out whether they have decided to go down together. If so, then Just take a step back and understand each other..."

Chen Yang: "We didn't quarrel."

The consultant is speechless.

The other people next to him exuded depression: "..."

They all stared at him, then what are you doing here? ! ! !

Chen Yang slipped away silently, and it was only when he went out that he realized that he came to consult how to manage a long-distance relationship, hey.

It is said that it is a long-distance relationship, but it is actually not counted, and they have lost contact.

Chen Yang took out his mobile phone to check the time, Zhao Jian was still in the sky, and he didn't get off the plane until after seven o'clock, so he absent-mindedly tore a piece of milk to eat.It's only been a long time since we separated, and the milk chips are no longer fragrant.

How are you going to live tomorrow?Chen Yang bit the milk tablet and couldn't laugh or cry, no, what should we do tonight?It's better to play the escape room, there are still seven levels waiting for him in the initial stage.

I don't know when the next mission will come.Chen Yang walked on the street with his hands in his pockets, the pedestrians and vehicles coming and going seemed fake, becoming more and more unreal.

At 35:[-], Chen Yang appeared in a dark alley, not far from a small dark clinic.He squeezed most of the bottle of iced jasmine tea in his hand, and walked over there.

The phone in his pocket rang suddenly, and Chen Yang was startled. He took out the phone and looked, his eyes widened suddenly.

"Hello!" Chen Yang leaned against the wall to answer.

There was a restrained breath on the other end of the phone, and Chen Yang called out in a low voice, "Chao Jian?"

"I'm getting off the plane." The boy's voice came from the other end of the phone, very hoarse and muddy, like a whisper in an old record.

"Did it go well? Is there anyone to pick you up? It's noon over there, how about lunch?" Chen Yang asked several questions in succession.

Chao Jian didn't answer a single question, he just said: "The phone is very hot."

Mosquitoes were flying around Chen Yang's ears, he didn't feel it, the only sound in the whole world was Chao Jian's voice.

"I've been holding my phone all the time today, shutting it off and turning it on again..." Chao Jian paused, "Brother, I will be in trouble this time."

Chen Yang's heart choked.

"I can't touch my phone later, or I can't help but call you and run back to China." Chao Jian said.

Chen Yang sighed softly: "Have you ever thought about it, if you don't contact me, what should I do if I miss you?"

There was no sound on the phone.

Chen Yang's toes rubbed against the bluestone slab. Could it be that Chao Jian didn't think about it, thinking that the word "missing" doesn't exist in his dictionary?

"I don't know." Chao Jian said innocently, "You can't use my method."

Chen Yang stopped holding the phone: "What will you do?"

"I don't want to tell you." Chao Jian snorted coldly.

Listening to Chao Jian's childish reply, Chen Yang felt distressed and powerless.

Zhao Jian bit the milk tablet and said vaguely: "When I go back, you come to the airport to pick me up."

Chen Yang said: "Yes."

Chao Jian made another request: "We hold hands like ordinary couples."

"...Okay." Chen Yang scratched at a bite mark on his collarbone through the fabric, "You can do whatever you want."

"You wait." Zhao Jian took a deep breath, murmured and repeated, "You wait."

This phone call is like a plea from a drug addict, let me take another puff, just take one puff, and I will quit if I take a little more.

Chao Jian didn't know what happened suddenly, Chen Yang heard his heavy breathing, like a dragon about to be forcibly pulled out of its scales, he was extremely angry, and there was a painful and ferocious gasp deep in his throat.

"What's wrong? Chao Jian?" Chen Yang asked hastily.

"Beep beep..."

Chen Yang called back sullenly, turned off the phone, and he called over and over anxiously.When the call was connected, he was already sweating coldly.

"That guy Lee is going to grab my cell phone. I haven't said goodbye to you yet. How can I let him snatch it away?" smashed."

Chen Yang's temples twitched. It seemed that Chao Jian and Lee were not in an ordinary doctor-patient relationship.

"He is your doctor, you..." Chen Yang thought of something, his voice changed, "Why did you still..."

"I became addicted to injecting too much, but after I quit the addiction, it didn't work for me anymore," said Chao Jian.

Chen Yang's conjecture was confirmed, he felt dizzy as if he had been hit with a stick.

"Don't stay out too late, go back early." Chao Jian said.

Chen Yang didn't respond.

Chao Jian grumpily said coldly: "Speak!"

Chen Yang still didn't respond.

"I'm dying, Chen Zaozao." Chao Jian laughed darkly, "You have to say goodbye to me, do you hear me?"

"I heard it." Chen Yang came back to his senses, "Treat yourself well, I'll wait for you to come back."

Chao Jian said paranoidly, "See you later."

"Goodbye."

Chen Yang hung up the phone and was shocked, there was no noise in the alley, how did Chao Jian know that he was outside?He stopped after taking a step.

In the small dark clinic, a faint light came on at some point.

Chen Yang walked to the door of the small clinic, the door opened to him, and a tall woman came out from inside.She was as skinny as last time, her long hair was scattered in front of her body like withered grass, she was holding a long pipe, her lips were pale, and her finger bones were thin.

"Chao Jian told you that I would come over?" Chen Yang looked at the woman who was a little shorter than him and taller than [-]. Not only did she not gain weight in the past few months, but she became thinner.Is incense useless?

"Come in." The woman turned around and walked into the clinic, beckoning at Chen Yang, "There are mosquitoes, remember to close the door."

Chen Yang looked at the back of the woman, she was 20 years old, she was not a friend of Chao Jian, she could provide incense for rescuers.

Several messages appeared in Chen Yang's mind, and he stepped into the small clinic.

Chen Yang followed the woman to the back of the curtain, and sat beside the small wooden bed that Chao Jian had been lying on that time.

"Little brother." The woman still called her last time, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Chen Yang nodded: "I have eaten."

"Then I won't clean the pot." The woman sat down on the wooden chair opposite, and took a piece of cloth to wipe the long pipe.

"My surname is Ding, Ding Huichun."

Chen Yang was about to make an introduction politely, when she said, "No need."

"I know you," Ding Huichun said, "chaojian's life and soul."

Chen Yang stopped turning the lid of the jasmine tea.

"There are too many secrets about Chao Jian, you can't solve them, and he can't tell them all, and I am his old acquaintance, so you came to me." Ding Huichun put the cloth back to its original place.

Chen Yang's intentions were revealed in one word, and he sat without blushing.

Ding Huichun looked at him for a moment, then curled his bloodless lips: "I can indeed give you something."

Chen Yang remained unhurried: "What?"

Ding Huichun didn't make any moves.Walking towards Jane, the frog is still cooking.

Now she wants to add firewood for him temporarily. This is a heavy responsibility, and it concerns the person he values ​​more than his life, that is, the frog in the pot.

Things have progressed to the later stage, and everything is progressing smoothly. If an accidental accident happens to her, Chao Jian can eat her.Her responsibilities were too great, and she was so annoyed that a blister grew on her mouth.

Ding Huichun said: "Presumably Chao Jian has already promised you, just wait for that day to come slowly, why worry?"

"I'm not in a hurry, I just want to find something to do." Chen Yang smelled the smell of burning shredded tobacco. He didn't have a job and didn't enter the mission world, and he couldn't think about Chaojian. The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he would be.So he had to think of something else to consume his energy.

Ding Huichun took a puff of his pipe: "Do you know why Chao Jian didn't tell you everything at once, but let you accept it bit by bit?"

Chen Yang said "hmm", the threshold.

"He didn't dare to do that, he was worried about this and that, just because you were not ready." Ding Huichun supported his head, "To put it simply, your current ability is not enough."

Chen Yang was at a loss as to what the truth had to do with his ability.His pupils shrank and his lips tightened, unless his threshold reached a certain line, something would be triggered...

The background of the mission, the so-called rules, the purpose of binding the identity number, and the end of the mission, I am afraid that Zhao Jian knows all of these.

It's just that the condition for him to be puzzled is that he must be ready.

"What else?" Chen Yang asked Ding Huichun, she must have something to give him.

Ding Huichun said: "The black household doesn't need to do the task."

Chen Yang squeezed the drink bottle rattling, he guessed right.

"Unless you voluntarily follow the missionaries around you into the mission world, automatically bind them, and share the same identity number, black households will not be able to enter." Ding Huichun continued to add fire, she added small roots, for fear of causing fire up.

Chen Yang rolled his eyelids: "Voluntary?"

Impossible, when she was doing the task for the first time, Chao Jian didn't think about him that way, how could she voluntarily bind him?

He remembered saying to Jane that he was implicated in it.

"Is there any evidence?" Chen Yang's eyes were filled with doubt and caution.

"Yes." Ding Huichun pointed at himself with a pipe.

Chen Yang's mind was full of Chao Jian's voluntary binding with him, and he didn't quickly understand what the woman meant: "What?"

"Heihu." Ding Huichun leaned back in his chair and smiled hoarsely, "Me too."