ID number 019

I don't know what's going on, but the person on the other end of the video is clearly Chao Jian's attending doctor, but Chen Yang feels shy and cramped when he sees his parents.

The parents seem to be unfriendly, thinking that he abducted their children...? ? ?I have been dissatisfied with resenting him for a long time, and my impression is negative. I wish I could write him a check anytime to tell him to leave.

But I couldn't do anything, so I was very angry.

Chen Yang was stimulated by the information in his brain, and his face was red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple in embarrassment. He wanted to scratch his forehead, but he didn't lift his hand. Only then did he realize that Chao Jian had been holding his hand the whole time. The seams are staggered, and the fingers are interlocked.

"Know each other?" Chao Jian asked.

Chen Yang nodded, the man in the video seemed to twitch his lips, like a vampire duke from the last century, mysterious, dignified and dangerous.

"Hung up." Chao Jian turned off the video and threw the phone on the bed, still clasping Chen Yang.

The room was so quiet that a needle could be heard.Chen Yang looked left and right for a moment, then suddenly said: "Your attending doctor can understand Chinese?"

Look at Jane's nails that are still not smooth.

When Chen Yang got the answer, he frowned slightly, and dared to say that German was the part that he didn't want him to know.

"My flight the morning after tomorrow."

There was a voice in his ear, Chen Yang's mind was blank, he raised his head slowly: "What did you say?"

"Go early so you can come back early." Chao Jianjian swiped his mobile phone screen, as if he was busy with something, he was too busy to look at Chen Yang.

However, none of the words on the screen fell into his eyes.

Chen Yang's empty mind began to flutter and become messy. Chao Jian's condition is very serious, and he really should receive treatment as soon as possible, the sooner the better, this is what he has always hoped for.

but……

Chen Yang looked down at the clasped hands, the person who set fire in his heart was about to leave before he could take care of the aftermath, so what should he do?Burned to death?

"Okay." Chen Yang heard his own voice say, "It's fine if you make up your mind, and the journey will be smooth..." He changed his words when he thought about flying, "Safe journey."

He used to hear that you can't wish good luck on a plane, he thought it was funny, and now he has become that funny person.

His hands hurt, Chen Yang heard Chao Jian's nervous laughter: "I haven't left yet, you even said goodbye, so you want me to leave?"

"...By the way." Chen Yang moved his clenched hands, "Can you let go?"

Chao Jian: "No."

Chen Yang choked, he and Chao Jian are now... what?

The result of boiling frogs in warm water is that the frogs are already cooked when they come to their senses.No chance of jumping out of the pot at all.

If the emotional level is divided according to physical contact, they live together, share the same bed, occasionally have limbs entangled in the bed, and indirect kisses, life and death depend on each other...

Chen Yang is like waking up from a dream, his whole body is both clear and in a trance, he finds that he can't find a suitable area to define the current situation of him and Chao Jian.

Chen Frog sat on his back in a daze, was he too dull, or was Chao Jian too shrewd?It seems that he has figured out his temperament and strengths and weaknesses, will he even count the hesitation and struggle he wants to hide?

"You..." Chen Yang's fingertips were rubbed, and he immediately forgot what he said, and asked an irrelevant question, "Is your family all in Germany?"

Looking down at Jane: "Dead."

Chen Yang was full of surprise and bewilderment that could not be concealed: "All..."

Chao Jian slightly paused: "Yes."

Chen Yang didn't notice Chao Jian's subtle pause for a second or two, but was thinking sadly that his family members were gone too.

—they met as one and became two.

The incense in the censer ran out, and Chao Jian got up to change it, but kept holding Chen Yang's finger with the other hand.

Chen Yang had no choice but to follow Chao Jian step by step, wherever he went, he went by himself.

"What do you like about me?" "When did you start liking it?" "What are your future plans?" "Can you share your secret with me?" "Why do you hate me?" "Why are you in so much pain" and all other questions Condensed into a spot of light, embedded in the clasped hands, with every friction between the fingers, it becomes hot and hot.

The answer is not important, the facts are already in front of us.It's like Chen Yang didn't worry about why he couldn't resist Chaojian deep in his soul, and it's like he still hasn't figured out where his blind trust in Chaojian came from on the boat to Xiaoyin Island.

After all, his life is full of doubts, as many as a cow's hair, so the relationship can be as simple as possible.

What Chen Yang cares about is that my partner likes me, he has a pure heart, but also has a sick psychology that cannot be controlled by drugs.

But he never said he liked me.

Chen Yang looked at Chao Jian's side face and thought, I'm the elder brother, so let me do it...

The person lighting the incense suddenly said, "I want to kiss you."

Chen Yang's eyes widened.

"I want to kiss you." Chao Jian put the lighter on the cabinet, stood up and faced Chen Yang, and repeated every word.

Chen Yang looked at Chao Jian's pale lips, and his Adam's apple rolled: "Then... come on."

There was silence all around.

Chao Jian seemed to be stupid, she looked down at Chen Yang in a daze.

Chen Yang was taken aback by Chao Jian's reaction, why, shouldn't he agree so straightforwardly?Should he hesitate and give in?He would, but he wasn't like that.

Now that he has taken that step, he will stride forward, and it is impossible to stop and dawdle in place.

After waiting and waiting, Chen Yang became a little impatient: "You don't want to kiss again?" If Chao Jian is still standing stupidly, he will fuck himself, and if he continues to wait like this, his nervousness will turn up uncontrollably.

Chen Yang asked again, and issued an ultimatum to Chao Jian: "Do you still want to kiss?"

Chao Jian: "Think."

The final sound of this word fell gently on Chen Yang's lips.

Chen Yang hadn't recovered from the feeling of "the first kiss is coming to an end", when Chao Jian touched his neck and heartbeat.

"Calm down." Chao Jian's cheeks tightened and she gritted her teeth.

"I'm very calm," Chen Yang looked at Chao Jian's nervousness, so he forgot even the soft touch on his lips.

Pull him to the bathroom toward Jane: "Wash your face."

Chen Yang subconsciously followed suit, the cold water soaked the passion on his face, and the agitation in his body slowly subsided.He couldn't help guessing wildly. Could it be that there is a chip installed in his brain, the adrenaline can't be too high, and the heartbeat frequency is also limited, otherwise it will be short-circuited and burned?

That's why Chao Jian adopted the mode of "quantitative change leads to qualitative change" towards him, causing them to skip the stage of passion and go directly to the old couple?

The corner of Chen Yang's mouth twitched, this fantastic idea was comparable to the past and present.

Every time he was frightened by a ghost while doing a task, or found a clue to escape from a dangerous situation, his heart would beat faster, and he didn't see Chao Jian so concerned.

Chen Yang stopped washing his face, so why did Chao Jian check his temperature and heartbeat first after kissing him, and bring him here to wash his face to cool down?Shouldn't it be gentle under normal circumstances?

"What will happen if I don't calm down?" Chen Yang turned off the faucet and turned to look at Chao Jian with probing eyes.

"It's nothing." Chao Jian wiped the water from his eyes.

Chen Yang blinked: "Then why are you so..."

"I don't want you to get too excited." Chao Jian took his hand, "You can't get too excited."

"I've been too excited..."

"Not in this matter," Chao Jian interrupted Chen Yang, and said two words expressionlessly, "threshold value."

Chen Yang took a deep breath, even though Chao Jian had no expression on his face, and his tone of voice was flat without fluctuations, he could still hear the gnashing of hatred and hatred.

Chen Yang knew the word threshold, but this was the first time he heard Chao Jian say it. He seemed to have touched some barrier, and when it was uncovered, it was a new world.

Chao Jian squeezed Chen Yang's knuckles: "Wait a little longer."

Chen Yang endured the pain and asked, "What are you waiting for?"

"Wait for me to come back." Chao Jian closed her eyes and said hoarsely, "When I come back, the time has come. It's time for you to listen. I'll tell you everything."

What do you mean I am suitable to listen to?I am not suitable now?Chao Jian in Chen Yang's field of vision trembled all over, the corners of his eyes were scarlet, and his brows were filled with forbearance and restraint. As he watched, his heart twitched, and a bold guess involuntarily popped up in the back of his mind.

"It's me……"

Forgot about you?Chen Yang suddenly woke up covered in cold sweat, he swallowed those four words in a panic, not daring to let them out.

If he really forgot a memory, then he didn't know how to face the self who had forgotten Chao Jian, it was too pitiful and too hateful.

I hope that he thinks too much, and that fate will not treat him like this.

Zhao Jian looked at him: "What is it?"

"It's nothing." Chen Yang avoided his gaze, "Let's sleep."

Chao Jian's expression changed in an instant: "No!" He searched Chen Yang's backpack for milk tablets, peeled off a handful and stuffed it into his mouth, biting finely, "Not yet, take your time, don't be in a hurry."

"I have to wait, I need to wait, don't be impulsive, restrain, restrain." Chao Jianjian took a deep breath covering his face with his hands, his throat kept moving, as if he was in self-hypnosis, he repeated the word "restraint" over and over again.

Chen Yang: "..."

He couldn't help but blushed and reprimanded: "What are you thinking, I said sleep is sleep!"

Zhao Jian blinked slowly: "Oh."

Chao Jian gave time, and Chen Yang had expectations.Even if the date of Chao Jane's return has not been set.

The two single beds were pushed together, Chao Jian fell into a deep sleep, Chen Yang held one hand in his arms, and put a cigarette in the other hand beside the bed.

The smoke is burning, and the incense is also burning, and the two flavors are intimately intertwined, as if celebrating that this long flow of water has entered another stage.

Chen Yang stared at the harmless young man who was sleeping soundly, and said from his heart that he only secreted a lot of dopamine when he was kissed, and other times he was fine.

This is all due to the long-planned premeditation of the young man, who has been working every step of the way around the central idea of ​​"moisturizing things silently".

Chen Yang licked his lips, Zhao Jian was very concerned about the fluctuation of his threshold, and usually worried about this and that, it seemed reasonable to remind him to let nature take its course.

Forget it, don't bother, Chao Jian said that he will tell him, and then he can experience the feeling of being thrown away by the teacher.

The mobile phone on the cabinet vibrated, Chen Yang held the cigarette between his lips, and when he reached the mobile phone, he looked at the caller ID, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers.

Chen Yang connected: "Which one?"

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone: "It's me."

Chen Yang paused, his teeth sank into the cigarette butt, he said excitedly: "Doctor Sun, are you back?"

Sun Wenjun smiled: "Yes, I'm back."

Chen Yang sat up, and lowered his voice to test: "Didn't you say that you will come back after a month's business trip, why have you been there for so long? It's not going well?"

"Things are more difficult than I imagined." Sun Wenjun was in the corridor, and his words echoed.

"Is that done?" Chen Yang thought it should be done, but he heard him say, "No."

Chen Yang didn't react: "Huh?"

"It didn't work out, it failed." Sun Wenjun said with a smile, "Xiao Yangyang, your brother Xiao Wen failed."

Hearing Sun Wenjun's laughter, Chen Yang felt an inexplicable sense of heaviness, which made his breathing difficult. He subconsciously comforted him, "Then next time we have a chance..."

"There will be no next time," Sun Wenjun said, then paused for a moment and then said, "It doesn't matter." He smiled, "Walk one step at a time, watch one step at a time, maybe turn around as you go."

There is despair and powerlessness behind these words.Sun Wenjun has entered a dead end.

Chen Yang's breathing became even more difficult. He took a deep breath to let the smell of nicotine rush into his lungs. With his friendship with Sun Wenjun, he was really far away from being in love.Now his worry and sullenness seemed out of place.

"Then when are you coming to get your potted plants?" Chen Yang changed the subject.

"The day after tomorrow." Sun Wenjun answered him without thinking.

Chen Yang frowned and spewed out a cloud of white mist, how could it be the day after tomorrow...

"A friend of mine is in Zone C of the rehabilitation center." Chen Yang said, "He went in yesterday morning and hasn't woken up."

Sun Wenjun asked what his name was, which ward he was in, and what the cause of the disease was.

Chen Yang replied one by one: "Do you want to go there?"

"I'll make a run later." Sun Wenjun was opening the door, the sound of leather shoes stepping on the ground was smooth and loose.

Chen Yang intentionally or unintentionally said: "At the beginning I was also unconscious, and seeing her like that reminded me of myself at that time, she wouldn't have to lie down for more than two years before waking up."

Sun Wenjun: "Your friend has trauma?"

"Yes, the head." Chen Yang said, "But it's not fatal."

"So, your situation is different. At that time you..." Sun Wenjun fell into memory, "The injury was very serious."

Chen Yang didn't remember it at all. He dug out that piece of memory like treating rotten flesh and cancer. Now it's empty, it's clean, it's nothing but nothing.

This is the so-called traumatic complication, the indirect amnesia caused by the body's defense function.

"Xiao Yangyang, how are you doing now?" Sun Wenjun asked suddenly, his tone was like an old friend's greeting.

Chen Yang's clenched hands were pressed against the boy's chest, as if he could touch the boy's heart with a slight movement.

"Very good." Chen Yang said.

"That's good." Sun Wenjun smiled, "That's good."

The phone fell silent.

After only chatting for a short while, Chen Yang clearly felt the change in Sun Wenjun, not on the surface, but in his mood.

After several months of no contact, the handsome and gentle Sun Wenjun, who is in his prime, seems to have become old and vicissitudes.

Chen Yang bit his cigarette and forgot to smoke. At this moment, Li Yue in his memory became blurred, and Sun Wenjun gradually became clearer.

This gave Chen Yang the illusion that his doctor in charge was Sun Wenjun and has always been Sun Wenjun, and Li Yue did not exist at all.

Chen Yang ended the call hastily and leaned against the head of the bed in a daze, until a hand stretched out to catch the cigarette ash that was about to fall on his body, and then he regained his sanity.

"Is it too hot?" Chen Yang hurriedly slapped the soot off Chao Jian's palm.

"No." Chao Jian pulled Chen Yang's arm away, rubbed her body over, and buried her head in his neck.

This series of movements is done in one go, natural and skilled, as if they have done it countless times.

Chen Yang was stunned for a long time: "I will meet Sun Wenjun the day after tomorrow."

His answer was even breathing.

Chen Yang's expression was very strange. The person holding him used to dislike Sun Wenjun and hated to see the other party's potted plants, but now he was so calm, he didn't get emotional, and he didn't even ask the reason for the meeting.

Everyone around me is changing, only I am still the same... Chen Yang shook his head, I am also changing.

It's like something is pushing everyone.If the whole world is a movie, then the current progress bar is moving forward, getting closer and closer to the end.

When Chen Yang fell asleep, Chao Jian suddenly opened his eyes.

"Why..." As soon as Chen Yang opened his head, he was suppressed by a strong force. Chao Jian lay on top of him, touching his neck with trembling hands.

Chen Yang finished the rest of the sentence: "Why did you wake up?"

"I had a nightmare." Chao Jian pressed her face to his throbbing arteries.

The young man's hair scratched Chen Yang very itchy, his neck was still bound, and he couldn't dodge it: "Dreamed that my head was gone?"

"It's gone." The person lying on him was silent for a while, "It's all blood, a lot of blood, you smiled at me, I asked you why you laughed, and you started crying again."

Chen Yang said: "It's just a nightmare, you haven't recovered from the mission just now."

This comforting words are untenable, the people on the body will never be affected by the bloody cruelty of the mission world.

Chao Jian turned over and lay down back to the original place, without taking his hands off Chen Yang's neck, he just fell asleep like that, with no blood on his face and cold sweat on his forehead.

When Chen Yang moved a little, the hands on his neck would tighten. He had no choice but to maintain this position to brew sleep.

When Xiang Dong knocked on the door, Chen Yang and Chao Jian were still sleeping.

Chen Yang looked at his phone. It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon. He spent his lunch time in his sleep. He yawned and got off the bed with his hands on his waist. Before his feet were tucked into his slippers, a pair of eyes stared at him from behind. .

"Get up too." Chen Yang scratched his head, the roundness was a little better, no matter how he slept, he put on his slippers, stood up and stretched himself.

Tilting her head towards Jane, her chestnut hair was messy on her forehead, one arm was pressed on the quilt, and her two fingers were tugging at the corner of his clothes.

Chen Yang let him listen to the growl in his stomach.

Chao Jian's face twitched a few times, he let go of the hand that was holding the corner of Chen Yang's clothes and got up, squatting on the bed in a daze.

Chen Yang's eyes flickered, he seemed to have seen this scene before, he supported the edge of the bed and shouted: "Chao Jian?"

Turning his dark eyes towards Jane: "Yes." He stroked his fluffy half-length hair, staring straight at Chen Yang.

"Are you hungry?" Chen Yang looked at him.

Chao Jane approached slowly.Chen Yang turned his head to the side, the breathing on his face suddenly became heavier, and his jaw was pinched vigorously.

"Why do you hide?" Chao Jian's fingers pinching Chen Yang's chin trembled slightly, his jaw was trembling faintly, trying to restrain something, he growled, "Why are you hiding? Dislike me? Or are you regretting it? Ah, elder brother."

"No, it's not what you think, I'm just a little itchy." Knowing that Chao Jian was thinking too much, Chen Yang explained in a gentle voice, "I'm ticklish, you know."

Chao Jian suddenly laughed strangely: "Yes, I know."

He touched the place where Chen Yang's jaw was pinched red, his lips turned white: "I'll go for treatment the day after tomorrow."

Chen Yang felt the restlessness from Chao Jian's body, and he was also a little anxious.I don't know how to comfort this patient who hurt him but was shaking with fear.

Unable to organize words, Chen Yang simply gave Chao Jian a hug and patted his cold and stiff back.

Chao Jian slowly stopped trembling, and lay docilely on Chen Yang's shoulder, with satisfaction pouring out of his half-opened and half-closed eyes, he leaned on his own harbor like a wandering traveler.

Chen Yang felt that the way he got along with Chao Jian was still the same as usual, there was not much difference, this was just what he thought, he didn't know that in the eyes of outsiders, there were sweet bubbles between them.

For example, in the eyes of outsiders looking east.

Xiang Dong wanted to take a picture of the deep bite mark on the back of Chen Yang's neck and paste it on his face, he growled and asked him if he was stupid, he didn't even notice when he bit like that?

However, Xiangdong only let out a gasping gasp with liver pain.

"You just did one task yesterday morning, and you did another one today. It's still your misfortune." Xiang Dong tut-tsk.

"It's fine if you can come back alive." Chen Yang called out to Jane, pulled out the card in the room and closed the door, "Where's the pineapple cake?"

"I'm still sleeping. It's the first time I entered the mission world. I'm exhausted. I can't bear it and I can't get used to it. It can't compare with us." Xiangdong lazily walked towards the elevator. Mental trauma can't be done without smoking.

Not long after, the three sat in a restaurant eating noodles, with Chen Yang and Chao Jian on the east side.

Chen Yang ordered an egg and meatloaf soup for Chao Jian alone.The soup is very fragrant, and the small jars containing the soup are very unique, and you can enjoy the sight and smell.

Chao Jian drank the soup silently, and there was no darkness or coldness in her breath.

Chao Jian's mood is good for a while and bad for a while. When he is good, he is indifferent and peaceful, just like now, but when he is not good, he is sensitive, suspicious, vulnerable and vicious. This phenomenon happens more and more frequently after the medicine is useless.He faces the darkness and his back to the sun.

I don't know how long it will take to turn around.

The phone in Chen Yang's pocket rang, he stopped fishing for noodles, took out the phone and opened it, Uncle Wu sent him a photo.

The photo was taken in the ward. Wu Yu lay quietly on the bed as if asleep, while Sun Wenjun next to him was wearing a white coat, holding a medical record in one hand, and resting one hand on the rimless glasses. Someone called him to face the camera, and he turned his face slightly.

I lost a lot of weight.

Uncle Wu: Early on, Director Sun said that he is your elder brother.

Chen Yang: He was my former attending doctor.

Uncle Wu: Then he has no airs at all. He was very kind when he talked to me about you, so I thought you were brothers.

Chen Yang's brain was shocked by the word "harmony", he typed "not a brother", and canceled each word, and the content sent was something else.

Chen Yang: Uncle, do you know someone from Wuqing?

Uncle Wu: I haven't heard of it, I don't know it, what's the matter?

Chen Yang: I look a bit like you.

Uncle Wu: That’s okay, there are unrelated but similar people.

Chen Yang stuffed his mobile phone back into his pocket and found that the atmosphere on the table was very harmonious. He glanced at Xiang Dong who was eating noodles in a hurry, and at Chao Jian who was eating soup slowly.

"Hello, may I ask how to get to Yanglin Bathing Beach?" A female voice sounded from behind.

Chen Yang looked back, she was a young woman in cool clothes, and there were two friends outside, he raised his eyebrows, wanting to know the location of the bathing place, just search the map and get it done.

Before Chen Yang could figure out which of the three of them the woman was coming for, Xiang Dong on the opposite side threw away his chopsticks in vain.

"I'm going to the bathroom!" Xiang Dong strode away after leaving, his slightly hunchbacked tall figure seemed to be running away.

Chen Yang observed the young woman, her reaction didn't look like she had something to do with Xiang Dong, that was... Chen Yang looked at the two companions outside her, they were both men, one of them was slender and cold, like a martial artist In the novel, the talented and hard-to-approach junior brother is full of arrogance and demeanor.

The man looked at Chen Yang slowly and then withdrew his gaze, but turned back to look at him the next second, with unconcealable hostility emerging.

The fish coming out of the ice is like a fish, and the whole person is alive a lot.

Chen Yang rubbed the tip of his nose twice with his index finger: "I heard from Pineapple Cake that Xiang Dong had an old friend, when he was eighteen or nineteen..."

Chao Jian dug out an egg and put it in his bowl.

Chen Yang forgot what else he wanted to say, he picked up the egg with chopsticks and took a bite, it was very fresh and soft.

The person beside him said coldly: "It's been five hours and seven minutes since I kissed you, why don't you ask me for a title?"

Chen Yang choked, he coughed and drank a few sips of tea to calm down, and tentatively asked: "Then I want one?"

Glancing at Chao Jian's expression from the corner of the eye, Chen Yang changed the temptation to firmness: "I want one."

Chao Jian: "Hand."

Chen Yang stretched out his hand in front of him, completely unaware of what he was going to do.

Chao Jian dipped some tea and wrote a number... 3 in Chen Yang's palm.

Chen Yang tried to do reading comprehension, and usually said to give a title, which means "I am yours"?That's how he understood it, then the number in his palm...he said knowingly: "Are you the third child in the family?"

"This is me." Chao Jian only said.

Chen Yang didn't understand, if it wasn't the third child, what else could be linked to this number?

"The water is dry," Chao Jian frowned dissatisfied, "Carve one?"

Chen Yang: "..." He withdrew his hand, "Please explain to me the meaning of the numbers first."

"If you make it clear, you will carve me on your hand?" Chao Jian pulled the corner of her lips and said in a low voice, "It hurts too much, forget it."

Chen Yang looked at him, so 3 why you?

Chao Jian forgot about this and continued to drink the soup without raising her eyelids, "I'll bring you a piece of jade when I come back."

"3 engraved on it?" Chen Yang said.

Chao Jian swallowed a mouthful of soup, looked up and said, "Are you dissatisfied with this title?"

Seeing that he was showing signs of getting sick, Chen Yang hurriedly said, "Satisfied, I am very satisfied."

"Lie, I'm not satisfied with it." Chao Jian sneered.

Chen Yang helped his forehead.

"I'll give you another one." Chao Jian grabbed Chen Yang's finger and kissed his palm, "What about this one?"