Tolerance

When Xie Ronghe received Du Xuan's call, he and Xie Ronghe rushed back that night, and they didn't even have time to say goodbye to Fang Jiahui.

Mother Xie on the hospital bed was very quiet, her hands were covered with needles, and her eyes were closed tightly.

Xie Rongyu just finished serving Xie's mother, and quietly left the room.

The sunlight outside the window was a bit strong, shining into the corridor of the hospital through the window without curtains, and the air was filled with the smell of hospital-specific disinfectant.There was no one in the corridor, oh, more than that, even the whole building, every floor and every room was empty.This building is specially set up by the hospital as a ward for those suffering from infectious diseases. Although it is not very close to the main building of the hospital, it is not too far away. None of them can be transmitted to this building.

There are no nurses or doctors in this building. There are only patients suffering from infectious diseases who are near death and their family members who are distraught. In this whole building, there are only mother Xie and a patient on the same floor who is also suffering from diseases.It has been two or three days since Xie Rongyu came here, he only saw a nurse who came to change her dressing in tight clothes, and soon ran away as if there was a ghost chasing after her.

On the day he first came, Xie Ronghe followed him a little afraid to enter, she said, "Brother, is mom really here? Isn't this a hospital morgue or a haunted empty building?"

Yes, even though the sun is shining brightly, the building is slightly hot, but the inside of the building always seems to be enveloped by something unknown, and it is so cold that it is breathless. Maybe this building is indeed Be shrouded by death, there is a gloomy in the open and in the dark.Even the sunlight can't dispel the dead air here.

On the phone that day, Du Xuan told him that Xie's mother always felt back pain, but she was still very energetic. He applied some ointment to her, and she always thought that there was nothing serious and she didn't come to the hospital, but yesterday she The pain was so severe that he carried her to the newly opened hospital in the county. The doctor said that she had advanced lung cancer, and there was no cure for her. The only way to delay it was to use drugs to let the family members prepare psychologically. .

Xie Rongyu looked at the sunshine outside the window and sighed.

He saw a patient on the same floor wearing a hospital gown being taken out of the room by his family members, carrying a lot of luggage and about to leave towards the stairs.Because the stairs are near Xie's mother's ward, the family must walk towards Xie Rongyu's direction,

Xie Rongyu opened his mouth and asked the woman supporting the patient, "Sister, who are you?"

The woman supported her father, and looked at Xie Rongyu with a smile in her eyes, "Oh, my father has recovered, I will take him to go through the discharge procedures."

"What's the disease?"

"Lung cancer, but it's an early stage, so it can be cured."

Xie Rongyu lowered his eyebrows, "Congratulations!"

He watched the woman help the old man to leave. When he was about to go down the stairs, the man at the side gave the woman his luggage, knelt down to pick up the patient and left.

One patient left the building, and only Mother Xie was left.

"It's great, I found it in time, and I'm cured." Xie Rongyu looked through the window at the happy-faced men and women leaving the cold building and going to the main building of the hospital, "If I could It was already discovered."

Since entering the hospital, Xie's mother has been sleeping for a long time. Occasionally when she wakes up, it is difficult to speak because of the pain, but every time she can speak, she is a little confused. When she is awake, she is trying to communicate with Xie Rong and When talking, the bloodless lips opened and closed, and the voice was very small, as if they were repeating the same sentence.

Whenever Xie Rongyu was trying hard to speak, Xie Rong would gently pat through the quilt, trying to comfort his mother, "Mom, don't speak if it hurts, I will always be here with you."

Later, when Xie Ronghe took care of Xie Ronghe's mother and Xie Rongyu changed shifts, Xie Ronghe told him with red eyes that his mother had been telling them that she was sick, just find a nurse.

This is an infectious disease, and who is willing to take the risk to make this kind of money?

It seems to be sunny recently, and the sunlight outside the window has been very strong, but it just can't shine into this cold room.

When Fang Jiahui called, Xie Rongyugang and Xie Ronghe changed shifts and were standing under the sun basking in the sun. Fang Jiahui came over within a few minutes after asking where she was.

Xie Rongyu had been watching Fang Jiahui walking in front of him from the far away entrance of the hospital. It was very strange that although it was noon and there were many people at the entrance of the hospital, Xie Rongyu saw Fang Jiahui at a glance.

He walked towards him, wanting to give him a hug, Xie Rongyu took a few steps back, avoiding his open hand, "I just came out of it, don't touch me."

He was worried that he would catch the disease too.

Fang Jiahui hugged him involuntarily, "It's okay, after the matter is over, let's go for a checkup together."

In this way, day after day, day after day, Xie's mother's illness was delayed for more than a month because of the medicine.

Xie Ronghe would often tell him with tears all over his face, bro, are we really doing this for mom?Seeing her working so hard on medication every day, I often feel that maybe letting her go earlier would be a relief.

She said, brother, am I very cold-blooded? My mother has worked so hard to raise me up, yet I am looking forward to her like this. . .

Xie Rongyu was silent every time, and he also began to feel a little confused, what was the reason for such a half-hanging breath?Xie Rongyu had made sufficient psychological preparations early on. In the past few years, he watched Zhou Yongchang pass away and Zhan Woxue passed away. Seeing the god of death that could come at any time, he was actually a little numb.

In recent days, Xie's mother seems to be getting better, and her energy has returned to what it used to be. She will also talk to Xie Rong and them a few more times. These days, what she said the most is - let me be discharged from the hospital.But everyone knows that this is just a flashback.

Xie's mother always said that where you come from, you have to go back. Xie Rongyu had a fancy to a cemetery near his home very early on, and spent money to buy it. Because it is in the countryside, it is not too expensive to sell.

When Xie's mother is awake, she always talks to Xie Rong and their brothers and sisters. She knows her body and knows that her life is approaching, so she always talks too much. She is worried that she has a lot of things that she hasn't explained. Lest you leave with regrets.

Once, Xie's mother asked Xie Rongyu, "Where are Wo Xue and Xiao Chu?"

Xie Rongyu was stunned for a moment before lying to her, "They have always been worried about you, but they couldn't help you by taking care of you, so they didn't let them come."

Mother Xie just took a breath with difficulty, "It's fine if you don't come."

In his spare time, Xie Rongyu would always chat with Xie's mother, but it seemed that there was nothing to talk about. Since he got married, he rarely went home, and now he could only talk to Xie's mother about his childhood.

He told Xie’s mother that Xie Ronghe had just learned how to embroider with needles when he was a child, so he ran over excitedly and said that he wanted to teach him, but he made a mess; The puppy was crushed by him accidentally when he was fighting with Du Xuan. . .

Many, many, many small details are infinitely magnified at this moment. Xie Rongyu, who is in his thirties at the moment, thinks about it and suddenly realizes that the simplest and most beautiful time has been farther and farther away from him.

It seems that Xie Rongyu mentioned this, and Xie's mother also remembered it. She said that she had dreamed of the little boy whose leg was almost broken by him when she was a child. He has grown up and his eyebrows have deepened a lot. , but she was recognized at a glance.

Xie Rongyu was startled, remembering that Fang Jiahui had indeed visited Xie's mother a few days ago, thinking that Xie's mother was half asleep and half awake at that time, thinking that Fang Jiahui she saw was just a dream.

She said, "I dreamed that he came to see me, and he wanted to take you away..."

When she said this, she started to cry, "He is a good boy, but why is he with you? I don't want to see my son become a disgusting homosexual..."

She said, "Xiao Yu, I named you Rong Yu in the hope that you can be at ease, but once you are together, how can you be at ease... I don't want you to bear the title of pervert all your life... .”

Xie Rong and was silent for a long time.

Xie's mother walked very peacefully. It was Xie Rongyu who discovered it by accident. The sunlight outside the window was still very strong, but this time it finally shone into the room. Xie's mother has been sick for a long time, and she has not been able to see the sun for a long time. These few beams of sunshine at that time meant nothing to her anymore.

The road up the mountain was quite steep, Xie Ronghe carried the portrait and walked towards the lonely mountain where his mother was going to be buried after all.

Every time he went up the stairs, he patiently told his mother that it was a bit steep, so be careful when going up the hill.Fang Jiahui held an umbrella for him and supported him on steep places from time to time.Xie Rongyu thanked him lightly, but when he met his eyes full of tenderness, his heart felt a little sad.

Once again, he buried the ashes in the grave, declaring that he had lost his mother forever since then.

The author has something to say: The child wants to support but the relative does not wait.