dream

Yun Shao couldn't tell what it felt like.

His father has always been a modest gentleman. Although he has only been educated in the Dayu royal family for more than ten years, the demeanor and demeanor of the royal grandson have been deeply rooted in his bones. Even if he left there, he still has nobility and education in his bones Yes, even if he betrayed his former best friend Qin Chujun so shamelessly, he never spoke ill of him in the end.

But those upbringing and demeanor were all in vain in front of Bai Yin.

Until now, Yunshao still can't help feeling shame and anger when recalling all the things she experienced before January.

What Bai Yin did to him was completely beyond his tolerance.

He once tied him naked to the head of the bed with an immortal rope, blindfolded him, placed a buzzing and vibrating bell somewhere, fed him the love potion and left him coldly, leaving him to struggle sadly , If you can't live, you can't die.

When Yunshao was so hot that he couldn't relieve it, and couldn't bear the humiliation, and bumped his forehead against the head of the bed just to get relief, the hair tie in front of him was suddenly pulled away.

Those who thought they had already left had actually been watching coldly.

Blood trickled down his forehead.

Yun Shao opened his eyes, and saw Bai Yin's ugly face looking down at him with tears in his eyes, and suddenly asked him mockingly, "How? I used to respect you like a god, but now, you look like a prostitute."

Also, after a quarrel, Bai Yin was finally irritated and slapped Yun Shao unbearably, and then walked away.On the second day, he was still the same, doing whatever he wanted, completely ignoring Yun Shao's feelings.

There are also all kinds of utensils that Yunshao can't name, and I never get tired of it.

Yun Shao was tortured unspeakably, and quickly lost weight.

But even so, Bai Yin still insisted on holding him to sleep every night.

During countless late nights in Bai Yin's arms, Yun Shao hardly had a peaceful night's sleep, and the people around her still had that familiar face, but they had lost all affection.

His father had such a fate, and now it's his turn. I don't know if their lineage should be so unlucky, and deserve all the humiliation?But his father barely survived for so many years so that he could have no worries in Tianfang, so why did he want to live?

Is it for his father's painstaking efforts to preserve his life, or for Zhaoyuan's sacrifice back then?This seems to be a dead end.

But when his father did that, even out of affection, he never thought about whether Yun Shao would want to live if he knew what he bought his life and decades of comfort one day?

From master to apprentice, the two of them have turned into the most unbearable and embarrassing relationship, Yun Shao finally can no longer regard him as his former disciple.

For countless nights, Yun Shao stayed up all night, staying motionless in Bai Yin's arms, but only thinking about these things with his eyes open.

Bai Yin no longer expects him to treat each other with all his heart, and he no longer hopes that Bai Yin will show mercy because of his past affection.

Every day is like being immersed in ice water in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and every inch of skin is soaked in chill.

This kind of life passed for a whole month, until Bai Yin found out that as soon as he got close to Yun Shao, Yun Shao would tremble uncontrollably, use all means to attack, hurt others and himself, and reacted extremely.It was only when Bai Yin came to his senses that he stopped touching him, and the relationship between the two of them eased slightly.

However, Yun Shao became even more silent, as if he didn't see or hear the person in front of him.Later, when Bai Yin brought Yun Gui to the fairy world, Yun Shao opened his mouth.

Now he begged him so.

If he hadn't experienced all kinds of unbearable things before, Yun Shao almost thought that he was the one who wanted to say sorry.

If the person holding him in a half-kneeling posture is someone else, Yun Shao can sneer and brush him away, or even strike him with a sword, but this person is Bai Yin, not anyone.

Yun Shao let out a long sigh, and pushed Bai Yin away.

"Bai Yin, I'm not a saint. I can't forgive you for what happened in the past."

Bai Yin's eyelashes drooped down quickly.

"Stay for another three days, what can I change? It's too late. I don't want to stay in this place for a moment. If I stay for another moment, every corner and every object in this place can remind me of what happened here."

This was the first time Yunshao saw Bai Yin crying. When this person rarely showed such emotions, Yunshao was taken aback for a moment. It turned out that the warm touch on his shoulder just now was not his illusion, so he stretched out subconsciously. Pulled out his sleeves and wiped Bai Yin's face.

I couldn't help feeling sorry for him.Maybe Yun Shao is the only one left in this world who can pity him, because other people will never see this side of Bai Yin.

In the end, it was nothing more than asking for nothing, and Yun Shao felt sore in his heart.

The Buddhists say that there are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness and death, parting from love, resentment and hatred, and not being able to get what one wants. He has experienced them all one by one, and he has also suffered too much.

At this point, it is difficult for Yun Shao to say any vicious words, nor can he say words of comfort. Seeing the disciple he loved the most in front of him in this way, the tip of his heart seemed to be pinched severely by an unknown hand , pinched him so that he could not speak a word.

Because saying anything is useless.

Yun Shao stretched out his hand to touch the top of Bai Yin's head, he had developed this habit for a long time, it was as natural as getting used to the time when the little apprentice was by his side.

Many years ago, he had imagined the future, maybe Zhaoyuan would take his Taoist companions to travel around, maybe he would stay in Tianfang with peace of mind, and bring new vitality to this great sect of cultivating immortals as he predicted .

In short, before the change of the imperial capital, Yunshao subconsciously brought Zhao Yuan with him in the few times he imagined.It's not because of the love of children, but because Yun Shao feels that he is already a part of her life, no matter what form it is, the two of them should always be inseparable.

It is a fetter that goes deep into the flesh and blood.

He never thought that there would be a day when both of them were alive, but they could only look at each other in blank dismay, silent.Even at the cost of one person's departure, the injury needs to be healed.

"Master..." Bai Yin was silent, he somewhat understood Yun Shao's unfinished words.

In fact, it's not that Yun Shao has no feelings for Bai Yin, on the contrary, perhaps Bai Yin is more important to him than anyone else in the world.This feeling was first revealed during the Zhaoyuan Blood Sacrifice, and afterward Yunshao searched for it in the world, went down to Huangquan but couldn't find it, it turned into anxiety and regret and was suppressed.

It is not without reason that Mang Chuan came from Minghui and was cited by Yun Shao as his lifelong confidant.Even if Yun Shao didn't realize it himself, Mang Chuan once asked him on the Naihe Bridge, whether he was so reckless, was it because of regret or because of other reasons that he couldn't tell?

Yun Shao didn't answer at the time, but in the end he chose Ascension with the answer in his heart.

Yet by now, whatever it was, there was only lingering weariness.Obviously there could be a better solution, but Bai Yin chose the most extreme one.

Why is the love?

"Bai Yin, frankly speaking, love and the like have never been rewarded as much as you give. What's more, since the first time you saw me ascending to the fairy world, you just held a little bit of unwillingness in your previous life, and you have repeatedly reciprocated in the dream. Sneaking in, all you ask for is love, and what you get in return is only unwilling carnal desire."

"After that, when I was with Lingyun, what angered you was only the anger that your property was coveted by others. You disregarded my wishes and forcibly imprisoned me, and what you got was still only a little bit of unwilling flesh. Desire." Yun Shao raised his eyebrows slightly, his tone trembling.

"Up to that point, if you haven't paid, how can you get anything in return?"

Bai Yin shook his head in pain, wanting to argue without words.

Yun Shao said, "Later, you discovered that the curiosity brought about by Zhao Yuan's memory had a deeper and deeper influence on you, and you wanted more, not just the moment of tenderness in front of you, but a consensual one. I agree, maybe you have indeed conceived a lifetime, but from the beginning to the end, you have imposed your own wishes on others, without respect."

Yun Shao smiled softly, "On the surface, you were extremely considerate during those days, but you couldn't change the essence of imprisonment and coercion. Why do others have to cooperate no matter what you want? Bai Yin, how can I make you Taught like this?"

"Not to mention...the days after I used Dong Jun to escape and was captured by you. Even today, you have indeed lowered your profile and delivered wholeheartedly. I have no doubts about one point, but why should I want to?" Accept it gratefully?"

Bai Yin's face turned even paler, "It's not like this, Master. I didn't..."

Yun Shao shook his head and stopped his next words, "But the fate between you and me is over, you can't force it, you... just do it for yourself. You have lived for thousands of years, these truths should be clearer than me."

He once said that if he regains his freedom one day, he will definitely fight Bai Yin to his death, but Yun Shao understands that as long as that person is Bai Yin, he will not be like this.

He kept telling Zhaoqi that he treated the two apprentices equally, but Yun Shao knew in his heart at this moment that it was definitely not the case.

Bai Yin watched Yun Shao stand up and push open the door of the cave.Outside the Immortal Mansion, it was covered with snow, and the snow reflected the sky brightly. His master's clothes were fluttering, as if he would ride the wind away in the next moment.

"Master!" Bai Yin called to stop him.

As expected, the leaving figure paused. Although he didn't turn around, his ears turned slightly to the side.

A look of joy appeared in Bai Yin's eyes, as if a drowning man grabbed the last piece of driftwood and threatened to give up everything, "Master...Master, I only need three days, even if you want to cut off the relationship, you must give me some Time to get used to it? Since Master really has a clear conscience, why should he run away in such a hurry, are you afraid?"

Bai Yin knew that what he said at the moment was tantamount to threatening, and might cut off the last trace of warmth that Yun Shao kept, but he ran out of time.

Yun Shao's departure means that he will never see her again in this life, how can he bear it?

Sure enough, Yun Shao's face was livid, and he walked back decisively, "Three days."

"Okay." Bai Yin stood up, and took Yun Shao's hand hanging by his side flatteringly, but was thrown away angrily.