The choice of love

He rushed into Zheng Qiuchen's ward, forgetting to knock on the door.

Seeing Zheng Qiuchen lying quietly on the bed with a haggard face, he suddenly wanted to cry.

"Are you here?" Zheng Qiuchen made a weak voice.

Xu Qian nodded, found a stool and sat beside Zheng Qiuchen.

"Thank you for coming to see me."

Xu Qian lowered his head and said nothing.

"Xu Qian, don't go, okay? Don't leave me. Give me some time, I have confessed to everyone, I hope you can accompany me and face it together." Zheng Qiuchen frowned, resisting the pain, slowly Talk slowly.

"Stop it, Zheng Qiuchen." Xu Qian's nose soured and he almost cried.

Zheng Qiuchen looked at Xu Qian tenderly, "Silly boy, I'm fine, scissors can't kill people, I knew it before."

"Zheng Qiuchen, are you sick? Is your head abnormal? What are you doing... why are you hurting yourself like this? Why? You don't have to do this, you don't have to." Xu Qian finally couldn't hold back his tears and distressed.

"I'm just too afraid of losing you. I just want to, like a man, do something for you and for us."

"Zheng Qiuchen, you are really sick. You are sick."

"Okay, okay, I'm sick, please stop crying, okay? Xu Qian, I love you, I really love you very much. Don't leave, okay?" Zheng Qiuchen's tone was almost pleading.

Xu Qian lowered his head and said with a little shame, "You really made me wonder what to do. You shouldn't have done this."

"But I don't know what to do! I don't know what else I can do. I can't just watch you leave me, Xu Qian."

"So you used such an extreme method? You were not like this before, this is not like you at all." Xu Qian's complaint made Zheng Qiuchen at a loss.

He pulled Xu Qian's hand nervously, but because of his excessive movements, he stretched the wound sorely.

"Xu Qian, Xu Qian. Without you, I really can't live. At that moment, I really want to die. If they don't agree, then I will really die. Without you, my life is meaningless."

Xu Qian silently felt Zheng Qiuchen's big cold hands, it felt so real. "Zheng Qiuchen, what should I do with you?"

Zheng Qiuchen's tears flowed out again, "I was wrong before, I shouldn't be so cowardly, blindly evading and procrastinating. Now I want to use everything I have to make up for you. I don't want anything, just you. Okay? Xu Qian, don't leave me...don't leave me..."

Xu Qian wiped away his tears, and nodded vigorously, "I promise you, I promise you, I won't leave you behind."

"Really? Xu Qian. Really? Are you really not leaving?" Zheng Qiuchen was so happy that he wanted to jump up, and then grinned from the pain in his abdomen.

"Oh, that's fine, don't move. Does it hurt?" Xu Qian's concerned eyes made Zheng Qiuchen feel that everything he did was worth it.

A week later, Zheng Qiuchen was discharged from the hospital, and as he wished, he moved to Xu Qian's house, the home the two of them used to have.

"Wow, it's better to be at home." Zheng Qiuchen lay on Xu Qian's bed.

"Hey, take off your clothes. It's so dirty." Xu Qian disliked it.

Zheng Qiuchen stood in front of Xu Qian covering his wound, "Hey, you and that Jiang Di..."

"Zheng Qiuchen!" Xu Qian immediately became serious, "You don't believe me that much?"

"Okay, okay, I surrender, I believe in you, okay?" Zheng Qiuchen was a little helpless, but he didn't dare to say anything.

In fact, no one can believe it when they see that moment.This has nothing to do with trust. After all, to love someone is to think wildly.The more you are afraid, the more you think about it. This may be human instinct.The trust between people is simply so fragile.

Xu Qian saw Zheng Qiuchen's entanglement, he took a step closer, and hugged Zheng Qiuchen, "Husband, I don't. I really don't."

Xu Qian's words were simple and firm.Convincing people.But he was fortunate that Jiang Di was full of reason that day, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.

Xu Qian thought about it, if Jiang Di really accepted him that day, would he continue to follow him to the last step.He didn't dare to think about it anymore, because at this moment, he had already embraced the whole world that he had gained through all kinds of hardships.

Zheng Qiuchen lowered his head and kissed Xu Qian deeply. This kiss was so hard-won.

"Hey, hooligan, what are you doing?" Xu Qian felt the changes in Zheng Qiuchen's body.

"What do you think?" Zheng Qiuchen whispered in Xu Qian's ear, successfully igniting the flame in Xu Qian's heart.

Xu Qian blushed and said shyly, "Stop making trouble, you are already like this, can't you be more honest?"

"Hey, I pierced my legs and stomach, not there. How can you be honest?"

"Okay, let me get some water to wipe your body, you won't be able to take a shower like this." Xu Qian helped Zheng Qiuchen to sit down.

"Then you have to be careful and wipe every corner clean."

"Zheng Qiuchen, look in the mirror and see that your saliva is about to flow out." Xu Qian gave him a hard look, turned and went to the bathroom.

When Xu Qian came out, he found that Zheng Qiuchen had already stripped himself naked.

"Hey, you're not going to be so exaggerated, are you? You don't even wear a pair of underwear?" Xu Qian blushed in surprise.

Zheng Qiuchen displayed his shameless spirit, "Oh, it's not like you haven't seen it. Come on, come on, I can't take it anymore."

"Why? I want to wipe your body, what can't you bear?"

"Honey, do you know that we have been separated for more than four months, and I have guarded myself for you for more than four months, I am so pitiful." Zheng Qiuchen grabbed the quilt and pretended to be pitiful. "If you don't help me solve it, I will be sexually impotent and I will tell you. It will be you who will suffer then, your sexual blessing for the rest of your life."

"Smelly shameless, who said that I will be with you for the rest of my life? Don't move!" Xu Qian took a warm towel and gently wiped the familiar body in front of him.

Zheng Qiuchen tenderly looked at the boy in front of him who was seriously cleaning his body, and his heart was full of sweetness. The happiness he understood should be like this.

"Xu Qian, you are so pretty." Zheng Qiuchen's eyes seemed to eat Xu Qian

"Zheng Qiuchen, you beast, can you control it?" Xu Qian's ears turned red as he watched Zheng Qiuchen's physical changes.

"Yoyo, are you still shy? My dear, what should I do?"

"How do I know what to do? I can solve it myself." Xu Qian said viciously.

"Oh, with you here, why should I solve it by myself. Hurry up..."

"Just once." Xu Qian raised a finger and said to Zheng Qiuchen in a warning tone.

"three times!"

"Get out!" Xu Qian turned his head and was about to leave.

Zheng Qiuchen grabbed Xu Qian, "Okay, okay, just one time at a time."

Xu Qian bowed his head and gently kissed Zheng Qiuchen's nose tip, "Husband, have we achieved the right result?"

"It's still close, and it will be a positive result after reaching the top."

"Not a serious word!" Xu Qian gently hammered Zheng Qiuchen's chest with his small fist, then kissed Zheng Qiuchen's lips deeply, and kissed all the way down.

"How is it? Satisfied?" Xu Qian said while lying beside Zheng Qiuchen, looking at the panting Zheng Qiuchen.

Zheng Qiuchen turned his head and kissed Xu Qian's mouth tightly.

"Hey, rascal, it's only once if we agree." Xu Qian moaned while pushing Zheng Qiuchen lightly. "Stop messing around, it's over if you touch the wound. The doctor said...uh..."

Zheng Qiuchen tightly blocked Xu Qian's mouth with a kiss again.He kissed Xu Qian fiercely, as if to suck his last breath.Then he turned sideways and stripped Xu Qian clean.

Then, with all his strength, he pulled Xu Qian's leg to the other side of his body, allowing Xu Qian to ride on him.

"Zheng Qiuchen, you're crazy!" Xu Qian struggled, but he didn't dare to use force, he was afraid of touching Zheng Qiuchen's wound.

Zheng Qiuchen pushed hard, and pushed Xu Qian above him, "How can I only care about my own pleasure, I'm buying one and getting one free, my baby."

"You...you pervert...you rascal, you don't count what you say, beast...ah..."

Just like that, the room that had been deserted for a while became lively again.The moonlight outside the window shines on the warm bed through the window, but nothing is as gentle as Zheng Qiuchen's eyes...

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Uh... The novel is not over yet, everyone don't want to...

There are three or four chapters left.It is expected to finish tomorrow.