The choice of love

Zheng Qiuchen was drunk as usual, he entered the house, before he had time to take off his clothes, he stumbled into the bedroom and fell on the bed.

Song Yunxi got up and dragged Zheng Qiuchen onto the bed, and then helped him take off his clothes.

She had forgotten how long she hadn't helped Zheng Qiuchen undress like this.Looking at the drunk and unconscious man in front of him, I couldn't help feeling sad.

"Xu Qian...Xu...Xu Qian..." Zheng Qiuchen kept saying.

Song Yunxi felt her heart was stabbed by something, she lowered her head and kissed Zheng Qiuchen's mouth, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay." She gently touched Zheng Qiuchen's head, feeling that this man was so far away from her. So close, yet so far away.

She untied Zheng Qiuchen's belt and helped him take off his pants.Seeing this man's robust figure fully displayed in front of his eyes, Song Yunxi suddenly had some thoughts.

She lowered her head and kissed Zheng Qiuchen's mouth deeply.Zheng Qiuchen responded clumsily through his drunkenness.Song Yunxi's hands wandered around Zheng Qiuchen's body, and soon the man had the reaction a man should have.

Zheng Qiuchen turned over and pressed Song Yunxi under him. He actively and frantically kissed Song Yunxi.When his hand touched Song Yunxi's chest, he suddenly opened his eyes.Looking at Song Yunxi below him, he suddenly became sober.

He got up immediately and rushed to the toilet.

Song Yunxi was left alone, lying there in embarrassment.Song Yunxi raised his hand to cover his eyes. Hearing the sound of the shower coming from the bathroom, he suddenly understood a lot of things.

Zheng Qiuchen took a shower and walked out of the bathroom. He sat by the bed and said softly, "I'm sorry, Yunxi."

"Are you apologizing because you almost fucked me, or because you didn't?" Song Yunxi's mocking tone made Zheng Qiuchen shudder.

"Yunxi, I..."

"Zheng Qiuchen, I won't divorce you. Remember, no matter what, I don't agree to divorce." I don't know if Song Yunxi said this because he was very angry at the moment, but it doesn't matter , because Zheng Qiuchen already had a plan in mind.

"I see, I'm going to sleep in the guest room." Zheng Qiuchen said weakly, and went to sleep in the guest room.

Song Yunxi stared at the ceiling without closing his eyes all night.

Xu Qian and Chen Wen were sitting in the coffee shop, Chen Wen asked, "Are you really planning to go to France?" Xu Qian nodded.

A little sadness suddenly appeared in Chen Wen's eyes, "Then you,,, will you come back?"

"Wouldn't it be nice for you to find me over there? You can travel by the way." Xu Qian joked, even though he knew it wasn't funny.

Chen Wen thought for a while, and then asked the most inappropriate question, "Zheng Qiuchen, you two, is it really impossible?"

"It's been impossible for a long time."

"He seems to have changed a lot recently, and I think you might give him a chance."

"Chen Wen, for some things, it's over when it's over. I won't fall into the same pit twice." Xu Qian said firmly.

"But you still love him, right?" Chen Wen looked at Xu Qian with eyes that could see through everything, Xu Qian lowered his head and didn't speak.

"So many people are chasing you, but you don't even look at it, because you can't let him go, right?"

"I will let it go, one day, I will let it go." Xu Qian's attitude seemed to express his determination to himself.

"Xu Qian, don't be so stubborn, okay? If he can really get a divorce, are you willing to give him a chance?" Chen Wen asked.

Xu Qian smiled, "Don't make such assumptions, it's impossible for him to get a divorce."

"What if?"

"There will be no such event, and I dare not think about this event." Xu Qian's decisive tone made it difficult for Chen Wen to ask any more questions.

"So, you've already decided? When will you leave?"

"Four months later." Xu Qian responded simply and neatly.

Chen Wen lowered his head sadly, not knowing what to say.Xu Qian said, "Chen Wen, actually, I think Shi Ningchuan is more suitable for you than Ji Dongnian. Why don't you give it a try?"

"Don't be funny, we are not from the same world at all. How can I have that blessing?"

"You're not bad." Xu Qian seemed to be encouraging Chen Wen.

"I've never thought about such a life in my life. I'm on good terms with Ji Dongnian now, and I'm already very content."

"But you could have a better life, why didn't you choose?"

"Because I can't let go." Chen Wen's words stabbed Xu Qian's heart steadily.Xu Qian knew that he didn't have that kind of talent, and he could let go of someone completely if he wanted to. The only thing he could do was to hide away, never see each other again, and stop being cheap.

Every time Xu Qian sees Zheng Qiuchen, he feels that Zheng Qiuchen has a magnetic field that can attract him fiercely. He doesn't know how long he can hold on not being attracted by him. Such persistence is really tiring. so tired.

Therefore, when the school told him that he could have the opportunity to leave Zheng Qiuchen far away, he was both happy and sad.

He suddenly remembered that night, Zheng Qiuchen cried and told him that he couldn't live without him, that he would prove to himself how much he loved himself.

He hated himself who had such expectations, and he was afraid of Zheng Qiuchen who was so magnetic, so he had no choice but to leave.Escaping may be the most effective and only way at this time.

Chen Wen asked him if he would come back, but he didn't have an answer himself, he didn't know the situation over there, and he didn't know if he could live alone in a place where there were no memories of the two of them.Therefore, he himself didn't know whether he would come back or not.

As for the what if and what if Chen Wen said, he didn't even dare to think about it.For Xu Qian, it was a dream he had for six years, or maybe it was a dream he never wanted to wake up in his life.

The author has something to say:

If you were Zheng Qiuchen, what would you do?

If you were Xu Qian, what would you do?

If you were the victim, Song Yunxi or Zheng Tingting, what would you like them to do?

If you are a passerby, a bystander, what do you want them to do?

So many ifs, so many conditions.

How to choose?How can we choose? ...