The choice of love

The next day was the weekend, Xu Qian woke up early in the morning and made something for Chen Wen, and the two had a full meal.

After dinner, Chen Wen said to Xu Qian, "Are you planning to talk to him today?" Xu Qian nodded.

"Then do I need to avoid it?"

"Just stay in the bedroom and don't come out later."

"How do you know he will definitely come?" Chen Wen asked curiously.

"Intuition. After all, I didn't say anything clearly last time."

After Chen Wen finished his meal, he went into the bedroom to watch TV.After a while, Zheng Qiuchen really came.

Zheng Qiuchen took out the key and skillfully opened the door of Xu Qian's house.

"What do you want to talk about? I have a meeting this afternoon."

"So urgent? I gave you six years, but you are stingy with me even this moment?"

Zheng Qiuchen was a little embarrassed, looked down at his own slippers that were still in the original position, then raised his head, walked to the sofa in the living room, and sat down.

"Why did you separate from me? Just because I made a mistake that time?" Xu Qian was calm like never before, so calm that he himself found it incredible. Chen Wen, who was in the bedroom, listened quietly, he was afraid that something would happen to Xu Qian thing.

Zheng Qiuchen didn't answer, because he didn't know how to answer.Xu Qian continued to ask, as if he was not asking at all, but directly convicting Zheng Qiuchen.

"You refused to contact me for so long, are you really going to forget me? Together with the memories of these six years."

"Why were you indifferent that day. Wouldn't your heart really hurt seeing me being beaten?"

The more Xu Qian spoke, the more uncomfortable he became. He choked with sobs, "Zheng Qiuchen, do you really plan to forget me? Do you think that Song Yunxi is better than me?"

"Xu Qian." Zheng Qiuchen finally interrupted Xu Qian's soliloquy, "I can't get a divorce."

"I never told you to divorce!" Xu Qian yelled, and then the tears flowed out uncontrollably. "Although I have been thinking about it all the time, I never asked for it."

"Zheng Qiuchen, do you know? I have already decided from the beginning, even if you never divorce in this life, I will not destroy your family, I just want to stay by your side... I just want you to be with me Me, even if you only use me as a pastime in your spare time. I admit it too. I know I'm cheap, but what can I do? I can't let you go, I love you."

"Xu Qian! It's not fair to you. You don't have to do this."

"Zheng Qiuchen!!!" Xu Qian raised his voice suddenly, interrupting Zheng Qiuchen, "Do you know what love is? Do you know? Have you ever tried to love someone with all your strength?"

Zheng Qiuchen felt that his heart was about to explode.Xu Qian's tone of voice without any room left pressed him step by step, making him breathless.He was like an ant on a hot pot, restless, but he had nowhere to escape.

"I tried, I tried for six years, I tried my best to love you in these six years, everything in my life is you. I just ask you to give me a little bit of yourself, a little bit is enough, I Is it too much?" Xu Qian shouted at Zheng Qiuchen with his red eyes, Zheng Qiuchen knew that Xu Qian was just venting, so he could only stare at him silently.

Xu Qian gradually calmed down, looking at Zheng Qiuchen's face, he felt indescribably sad.That face is the face I miss day and night.He suddenly felt that Zheng Qiuchen was much haggard, lost a few circles of weight, and his expression was not as cool and serious as before, but a little more tired.

Seeing Xu Qian calm down, Zheng Qiuchen said firmly, "Xu Qian, I'm sorry for delaying you for six years. I really loved you. I loved you so much that I thought I would never love like that again in my life. But... "

"No but, Chen, this is enough, I don't want but."

"No, Xu Qian. I have to make it clear." Zheng Qiuchen said firmly again, "But Song Yunxi was not wrong, he was not wrong from the beginning to the end, we can't hurt other people just because of love, especially, they are me relatives."

"She is not wrong? Then am I wrong? Is it wrong to love someone?!" Xu Qian growled.

Zheng Qiuchen turned his head away, stopped looking at Xu Qian, and was ruthless, "Yes, it's your fault. You fell in love with me and got me."

"Oh...that's fine, Zheng Qiuchen." Xu Qian suddenly felt that he was exhausted, his heart was beating wildly, that feeling was anger.He felt that it was ridiculous to stand there at a loss.

"Xu Qian, I love you too, but we can't be so selfish."

"No, Zheng Qiuchen, you don't love me at all, and you don't know what love is. Let me tell you, if you love someone, you can't control it, you can't give it up, and it will hurt."

Zheng Qiuchen let out a long breath and stood up, "Then just pretend that I have never loved before." After finishing speaking, Zheng Qiuchen was about to leave.

"Zheng Qiuchen!" Xu Qian panicked immediately, all his pride and dignity disappeared the moment Zheng Qiuchen got up.

"Don't go, Zheng Qiuchen, don't go." He rushed up and grabbed Zheng Qiuchen's sleeve. "Zheng Qiuchen, can we get along well? Let's not separate, okay? I'm really, really sad..." Xu Qian said while crying.

"Xu Qian, find a girlfriend. I really hope you are well."

"No, no, without you, I'm not good, I can't live, Zheng Qiuchen, I don't want anything, okay? I won't cause you any trouble, and I don't want you to get a divorce. Don't go."

Zheng Qiuchen clenched his hands tightly, as if he wanted to put his nails into his palms.He gritted his teeth and stuck to his principles.

"Xu Qian, let me go."

"Don't leave me, please... my husband... You said you would always be good to me, you said so." Xu Qian suddenly felt his stomach churning, and then vomited it out, with his mouth full The smell of blood made him realize that he had spit out a mouthful of blood.He squatted on the ground clutching his stomach, but with the other hand he still refused to let go of Zheng Qiuchen's sleeve.

"Husband... don't... don't go, okay?"

Looking at Xu Qian, who still had blood on the corner of his mouth, he felt that his breath was trembling. "What should I do?" Zheng Qiuchen thought over and over again in his heart.

In the end, he still decided to choose to refuse, he could only do this, and he had to do it.

"This should be the last time I hurt him..." Zheng Qiuchen thought while suppressing his distress.

Zheng Qiuchen looked down at Xu Qian, then turned to look at the half-closed door of the bedroom.Gritting his teeth, he shook off Xu Qian and left.

Before going out, he hesitated for a while, and left Xu Qian's house key on the shoe rack.

"Xu Qian, I'm sorry. We have to end it."

After finishing speaking, Zheng Qiuchen left Xu Qian again and fled the scene without looking back.