The choice of love

After that day, there was an inexplicable emotion between Jiang Di and Xu Qian, but Xu Qian felt that it was not love.

Xu Qian drank a lot of wine every day.One day, Chen Wen found Xu Qian who was drunk at the gate of Xu Qian's residential area.

He grabbed Xu Qian, "Hey, why are you drinking so much?"

"Leave me alone." Xu Qian shook off Chen Wen's hand.

"Let's go, I'll take you back." When Chen Wen tried to pull Xu Qian up, he realized that Xu Qian couldn't stand up at all.

Xu Qian covered his stomach with one hand, his face was pale, and he was extremely uncomfortable.Chen Wen picked up Xu Qian, took a taxi, and went to the hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital, Xu Qian was still drunk, and the first thing he said when he was drunk was "Don't draw blood, okay?" Chen Wen knew that Xu Qian was dizzy with blood, but he didn't know the reason why Xu Qian didn't want to draw blood this time, Every time the blood is drawn, Zheng Qiuchen can be hugged, but this time, he is gone, and there may never be another in the future.

Fortunately, the doctor didn't ask him to draw blood. Unfortunately, Xu Qian had a stomach perforation. Although it wasn't very serious, Chen Wen couldn't bear to see Xu Qian suffering so much.

Xu Qian was given an injection in the ward and fell asleep.Chen Wen walked out of the ward and called Zheng Qiuchen.

Zheng Qiuchen was lying on the bed ready to go to sleep, when the phone rang suddenly, he glanced at it, it was Chen Wen's call, he hesitated, then answered "What's the matter?"

"Xu Qian has a perforated stomach and is in the hospital now, can you come and see him?"

"It's nothing, I'll hang up."

"Wait, if you can answer my call, it means you still care about Xu Qian, right? I really don't know what the two of you are doing. Xu Qian is like this, don't you really feel bad?"

Chen Wen heard Zheng Qiuchen sigh helplessly, "Thank you, Chen Wen." Then Zheng Qiuchen hung up the phone resolutely.

Chen Wen held his head and sat on the cold ground.The corridors of the hospital were pale and silent.An old woman with silver hair came over and said to Chen Wen, "Son, what's the matter? The family members are seriously ill?"

Chen Wen raised his head and looked at the old man with blank eyes, "Grandma, I'm fine."

"Oh, get up, it's cold on the ground. It's okay, it will get better." The old woman's words were full of warmth.

"Grandma, I have a heart disease, can it really be cured?"

"It will be fine, son. Young people should have full confidence in tomorrow." After finishing speaking, grandma left, and her back warmed the entire corridor.

After Xu Qian was discharged from the hospital, he still drank a lot of alcohol every day.

"Xu Qian, can you stop drinking like this?" Chen Wen grabbed the wine bottle in Xu Qian's hand.

Xu Qian raised his eyes, looked at Chen Wen, opened another bottle of wine without saying a word.

"Xu Qian! What are you doing? No one loves you, you know? Right now, I'm the only one who loves you. Who are you showing yourself by humiliating yourself like this?"

"Chen Wen, do you know?" Xu Qian said slowly, without any emotion, as if explaining a story about someone else, "I drink like this, not to make anyone feel bad. I just want to drink."

"But if you do this, you will die!"

"Then let me die." After saying that, Xu Qian raised his head and took a big gulp.

Chen Wen went crazy, rushed up, grabbed the wine bottle, and smashed it decisively, "Xu Qian, you are a fucking lunatic, for someone who doesn't care about you, are you worth it?"

"I said, I don't drink to show anyone!" Xu Qian suddenly felt something blocked his throat, and then he adjusted his mood, "Chen Wen, I can only miss him and feel pain if I drink too much." .do you understand? understand?"

"Is that so? You know it in your heart, is that so? Xu Qian, you can't hurt yourself like this. You have to come out. You can't always rely on alcohol to numb yourself. It's useless. Take a look at yourself." What is it like now?"

Xu Qian lowered his head, tears and snot flowing out together, "Chen Wen, I'm really dying, I really want to die. Help me, help me."

"Xu Qian, let go."

Xu Qian didn't seem to hear what Chen Wen said. He sat on the sofa, held Chen Wen's clothes with one hand, and cried bitterly with his head lowered. While crying, he kept chanting "Chen Wen, Help me, help me, Chen Wen..."

Chen Wen had no choice but to remain silent, allowing Xu Qian to wipe his snot and tears on his body.

After a while Xu Qian was tired, so Chen Wen picked up Xu Qian, gave him a bath, and then threw him to bed.

Chen Wen sat tiredly on the edge of the bed and was wearing rough clothes. Xu Qian seemed to be a little sober. He quietly looked at Chen Wen on the side and said, "Chen Wen, I want to have sex."

Chen Wen seemed to have been electrocuted, "Where the hell am I going to find someone for you?"

"I think you can too."

"go away!"

Xu Qian grabbed Chen Wen's arm and pressed him under him with all his strength, "Although I haven't tried it, I think I can do it."

Chen Wen suddenly panicked and struggled desperately, "Hey, are you crazy? Have you drunk enough?"

Regardless of Chen Wen's resistance, Xu Qian kissed him, and caressed wantonly on Chen Wen's smooth body.

"Ah...Xu Qian!!" Chen Wen pushed hard, hooked his feet to the side of the bed, and fell off the bed to the floor.

Looking at Xu Qian again, he laughed out loud at the embarrassed Chen Wen hugging his stomach. "I thought you were so powerful, haha, didn't you keep threatening to fuck me? You bastard!"

"Damn! I'm not interested in your Flammulina velutipes." Chen Wen climbed back onto the bed angrily, "Move over there, annoying!"

Xu Qian smiled, "Dare to come? Are you not afraid?"

"Just your Flammulina velutipes doesn't do much damage to me." Chen Wen mocked.

"Tch, then you were afraid of the ass just now?"

"I'm so afraid that if you set me on fire, you won't be able to put out my fire." Chen Wen turned around, planning to sleep.

"Chen Wen." Xu Qian said firmly, "I want to talk to Zheng Qiuchen for the last time."

Chen Wen didn't speak, because he knew that Xu Qian had already made a decision, so he just informed him.

After being separated for such a long time, no matter how uncomfortable Xu Qian was, no matter how hard he tossed himself, he never called or sent a message to Zheng Qiuchen.If he wants to talk this time, he must have a plan.

It may be a rational negotiation, or it may be a humble begging.But that's not important anymore, he just wants to see Zheng Qiuchen's decision again, so that he can give up completely...

Perhaps, so it is.