The choice of love

The next morning, Chen Wen dragged the spiritless Xu Qian to the school.When they came, they took a look at the class schedule, there was no class for Song Yunxi, so the two came to class together.

But what they didn't expect was that the teacher of the first two classes in the morning asked for leave and didn't come, so, unfortunately, it happened to be Song Yunxi's class instead.

Song Yunxi walked into the classroom with that familiar smile on his face.Chen Wen became more nervous than Xu Qian. "Xu Qian, let's go."

"It's all here, I'm fine." Xu Qian said expressionlessly.

Xu Qian raised his head and looked at Song Yunxi who was standing in front of him in a graceful manner. He felt that she had a smile that a winner should have on her face, and that smile was full of sarcasm.But Xu Qian felt that he was a defeated one and was downcast.He felt that his heart began to ache again, as if a big hand was holding it tightly, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he refused to relax at all.

After class was over, Xu Qian stood up, walked out of the door ahead of Song Yunxi, and Chen Wen chased him out.

"Chen Wen, I want to go for a run." The expression on Chen Wen's face suddenly froze, because he knew that Xu Qian was used to running when he was sad, and that kind of running was different from ordinary running. Chen Wen taught him.

Chen Wen said, when the heart is so uncomfortable that you can't bear it, you should go for a run and keep running until you can't stand and lie on the ground.This will distract you from distress.

Chen Wen remembered that the last time Xu Qian used this trick was when Xu Qian's mother died.That day Xu Qian ran for a long time with tears in his eyes.In the end, he collapsed to the ground, Chen Wen dragged him home with all his strength, and then Xu Qian had a high fever for a week.

But this time, Chen Wen still had no way to dissuade him, he could only silently watch him running round and round, falling down again and again, getting up again and again and continuing to run.

Suddenly, a car that Xu Qian was very familiar with stopped in front of the school gate. That's right, it was Zheng Qiuchen's car.As soon as the car stopped, Xu Qian watched from afar as Song Yunxi got into the car and sat in the co-pilot seat where he had sat countless times.

Suddenly, the image of Zheng Qiuchen holding his hand tightly flashed in his mind.He wondered if Zheng Qiuchen would hold Song Yunxi's hand so tightly, would he also look at Song Yunxi with the same affectionate eyes he looked at him.He ran again, picking up speed.

Xu Qian suddenly felt that no matter how fast he ran, it was useless. He felt like a child who fell into the water and struggled desperately, while Zheng Qiuchen was the one who stood on the shore and watched him almost drowned. Instead of saving him, the look in his eyes made Xu Qian give up struggling.

Xu Qian's despair was like the knife stuck in his chest, Zheng Qiuchen pulled it out mercilessly. He ignored the blood sprayed from Xu Qian's chest, but licked the blood on the knife, then turned his head Absolutely leave.

When Xu Qian and Zheng Qiuchen's eyes met, he clearly saw that Zheng Qiuchen avoided his gaze, then got into the car and disappeared at the school gate.

Xu Qian couldn't hold on any longer, and spread out on the playground.Chen Wen walked towards Xu Qian slowly, squatted down, looked at Xu Qian's face covered with sweat and tears, and couldn't help sighing, "Why bother? Let him go, let yourself go too."

"I can't do it, Chen Wen, you know, I can't do it, I feel like I'm going to die."

"Then call him and tell him you can't live without him."

"I can't do it either. He threw me away like trash. I'm afraid that if I go to him again, he won't even be as good as trash."

Chen Wen sighed, not knowing what to say.

Xu Qian continued, "Chen Wen, I really hate myself now. I hate myself for not daring to die. I'm really cowardly."

"Xu Qian!" Chen Wen raised his voice. "Don't be like this, okay? I feel bad."

"Chen Wen, tell me, if I die, will he be sad? Will he blame himself?"

"What are you thinking? Crazy? Get up, I'll take you home." Chen Wen lifted up Xu Qian who was paralyzed on the ground.Xu Qian's tears kept flowing.

"Chen Wen, I'm so sad... really sad. I miss him, miss him so much, I can't control it..."

"I know, Xu Qian, I know." Chen Wen choked up looking at Xu Qian, and helped him wipe away the tears on his face. "It's going to get better, it's going to pass. Really."

Xu Qian bit his lip hard, but he couldn't stop the tears on his face.

Song Yunxi got into the car unexpectedly, "Why are you free to pick me up today?"

"Oh, the doctor said that Tingting can be discharged from the hospital today. My company is fine, so I just dropped by."

Song Yunxi smiled lightly, "It's been a long time since you picked me up." Zheng Qiuchen didn't speak, and continued to drive seriously.

Zheng Qiuchen came home and lay on the bed, Xu Qian's figure appeared again and again in front of his eyes, Xu Qian's smile, Xu Qian's eyes, Xu Qian's tears.And that day when he said to leave, Xu Qian's suddenly dark expression.

He even thought about their first meeting.

At that time, Zheng Qiuchen was a qualified husband and a competent father.Because Song Yunxi has to teach Xu Qian every night, and Tingting is afraid of strangers, so Zheng Qiuchen can only let her accompany her.

And Xu Qian would be fascinated every time he saw Zheng Qiuchen looking at Tingting and smiling.But Zheng Qiuchen never showed that kind of expression towards him.He vowed silently in his heart that one day, he would make this man look at me with gentle eyes, and then make him fall in love with me.