The choice of love

"Zheng Qiuchen, I have been waiting for you for six years, and I have never asked you for anything, but this time, may I ask you, don't go."

"Xu Qian, do you know how much harm your willfulness has caused Tingting? She almost died! She is very fragile now, and she needs me very much!"

"Does she need you, or Song Yunxi needs you?" Xu Qian finally said the last thing he should have said.

"Heh." Zheng Qiuchen sneered, "I'm leaving."

"Zheng Qiuchen! How could you leave me behind! I have waited for you for six years, and this is the result?"

"I don't know, we will end up like this today, I'm sorry, Xu Qian."

"I don't want your sorry, you can't go, you just can't go!"

"Why, Xu Qian, let me go."

"Because, because I love you!"

"Then don't love me anymore." Zheng Qiuchen finished in a low voice, turned and left Xu Qian's house.He was very fortunate that Xu Qian didn't rush to hug him, and he didn't burst into tears, because that kind of scene might really make him doomed.

Zheng Qiuchen walked out the door and immediately dialed Chen Wen's number, which he remembered when Xu Qian called Chen Wen.

"Chen Wen, I'm Zheng Qiuchen, I'm separated from Xu Qian, you can come home to accompany him. Thank you." Before Chen Wen could say anything, Zheng Qiuchen hung up the phone.

When Chen Wen came to Xu Qian's house, he found that the door of Xu Qian's house was unlocked. He rushed in immediately and saw Xu Qian cooking in the kitchen alone.

"Yo, here you are, are you hungry? Let me cook for you." Xu Qian said with a smile.

"You, you, are you okay?" Chen Wen panted heavily while looking into Xu Qian's eyes.

Xu Qian still smiled, "What can I do?"

Xu Qian's calmness made Chen Wen feel very scared, but he could only stare at Xu Qian silently, watching Xu Qian skillfully wielding a spatula in the kitchen, frying out one dish after another.

After a tense time, finally Xu Qian came out of the kitchen with the last dish in his hand, "Sit there, what are you looking at, eat!"

"Oh, oh, ok, ok." Chen Wen sat down tremblingly, almost slipping from the stool.

Xu Qian sat down steadily, picked up a bowl full of rice, only to realize that all the dishes cooked for the table were Zheng Qiuchen's favorite.He recalled the conversation just now, but he couldn't remember what he said, let alone his expression.

But there was always a sentence that echoed clearly in his ears.

"Because, because I love you!"

"Then you, don't love me."

Xu Qian, who was holding the rice, picked up a few grains of rice with his chopsticks and put them in his mouth. Only then did he realize that tears had flowed down his cheeks one by one, and then fell into the bowl.

Chen Wen looked at him, but didn't speak, because he knew that at this moment, it was useless for him to say anything. He was eating vegetables, but he didn't know where to start, and he started crying along with Xu Qian.

The two of them were like this, one of them was holding a bowl full of rice, crying while eating such delicious food on the table.But the two of them didn't cry out, they just let the tears drip down into the bowl, and then mixed with the rice, they ate it in big mouthfuls.

After eating, the two sat together and watched TV, but no one knew what was playing on the TV, maybe it was a legal program, maybe it was the animal world, or maybe it was just a replay of commercials over and over again.But the two had a tacit understanding and neither of them mentioned Zheng Qiuchen.

"I'll be staying here tonight." Chen Wen walked into Xu Qian's bedroom while taking off his shirt.

"Hey, shameless, can you sleep in the guest room?" Xu Qian said bluntly to Chen Wen's back.

"That's not okay, I can't fall asleep without holding something in my arms."

"Damn, whoever got used to you is not allowed to touch me at night."

"Eh? That's not sure. I want to see what it feels like to be hugged by other men except Ji Dongnian. Haha..." Chen Wen smiled shamelessly and walked into the bathroom.

Xu Qian lowered his head and smiled slightly.He thanked Chen Wen from the bottom of his heart. He had known him for so long, and it was Chen Wen who had always coaxed and let him go.This love may be the only warmth he can feel in this cold world.He had Zheng Qiuchen before, but in the future, he may only have Chen Wen left.

When Xu Qian came out of the shower, he saw that Chen Wen was already lying in bed, so he was only wearing a pair of underwear.

"Hey, can you wear pajamas?"

"Where do I get pajamas?"

"You won't ask me to find it for you?" Xu Qian said disgustedly.

"Oh, I can't sleep with my clothes on. It's not like we haven't slept like this before. Why should we be ashamed?"

"Damn, that time was outside, okay? It's because I slept that I asked you to wear pajamas."

"Farewell, Qianqian... I'm really uncomfortable. I won't hug you, hug you, or kick you, okay?" Chen Wen said coquettishly.

Xu Qian glared at him and got into bed.

Chen Wen has been controlling himself, not letting himself fall asleep, he wants to wait for Xu Qian to fall asleep, and then sleep by himself, because he knows that night is often the moment that can destroy all the strength of a person.

Sure enough, Xu Qian's breathing changed. He hugged Xu Qian tightly from behind, but didn't say anything.Xu Qian turned around and buried his head on Chen Wen's chest, "Chen Wen, will he come back to find me?"

Chen Wen didn't answer, but hugged Xu Qian even tighter.

Xu Qian hugged Chen Wen tightly, and burst into tears, the voice pierced the originally peaceful night.Although Chen Wen already felt that he was holding Xu Qian with all his strength, he could still feel Xu Qian's helplessness. He was crying hysterically in Chen Wen's arms like a child, as if he had lost the whole world .

Yeah, he lost his whole world.