hey do you know i like you

The next day, there was no work.

Qin Xiaohuan, who doesn't need to get up early, sleeps until 7 o'clock.I want to work harder to sleep more, but the biological clock is not something you can sleep when you want to.

Qin Xiaohuan, who rolled on her bed countless times, was finally defeated.

Sitting up dejectedly, I felt even more unhappy.

Jin Moyu is not there.

There is nothing to do when I get up.

On weekdays, I can still make breakfast for Jin Moyu as a motivation to make my whole day full of vigor, but now, there is nothing.

Before, I thought that my working time was well arranged, 24 hours a day, rest after get off work, normal work, rest, and then 24 hours a day.Four days a rotation.When Jin Moyu was around, he was looking forward to this day's rest.

We can go out together for a walk, go shopping in the supermarket, buy clothes, watch a movie, even if we don’t want to go out, we can just stay at home and feel good about ourselves.Qin Xiaohuan, who was used to Jin Moyu's side, suddenly had to face loneliness again, and she seemed lonelier than when Jin Moyu was not there.Also, I feel lonely.

Qin Xiaohuan held her cheeks in both hands, and told herself that it was impossible to go on like this.After all, Her Lady Queen will return to her own life path one day, so she shouldn't be so obsessed.These are things that come sooner or later, don't they?

Anyway, find something to do.

Qin Xiaohuan encouraged herself.

Wash your face, brush your teeth, apply skin care products.I looked at myself in the mirror carefully, and it was fine. Apart from the dark circles, there were no fine lines around the eyes, and the skin was still delicate, not to the point where it could be broken, but if I pinched it hard, it could still leave fingerprints.Qin Xiaohuan pinched her own teeth and grinned, and then was amused by herself, she couldn't be more stupid, no wonder Her Lady Queen always thinks that she is stupid, she is quite stupid.

yell west.Forever 2b, always with tears in my eyes.Qin Xiaohuan said to herself in the mirror.

He took two spoonfuls of ground coffee and threw it into the coffee machine, then pressed the automatic button.Qin Xiaohuan took the watering can and started to catch the water. When it was full, she poured it on the flowers and plants she grew. Recently, there are more and more flowers. Jin Moyu likes to buy flowers, but she can't keep them alive. Now she lives with Qin Xiaohuan We got together, but someone helped take care of the flowers and plants, so I took Qin Xiaohuan to the flower market from time to time.So much so that the boss of the flower market was deeply impressed by these two girls.Often the taller girls would point out and pay the money without haggling, while the shorter girls would squat down and pick up the flower pots.For such excellent customers, the flower market bosses are all smiles.Sometimes, when Qin Xiaohuan couldn't carry it, he would take the initiative to help Qin Xiaohuan carry it into the car.

Fortunately, the room is big enough, and there is Jin Moyu's house to put it in.Otherwise, it will almost become a greenhouse.From pothos to rare orchids, the home has everything you need.Maybe someday there will be a garden show.Qin Xiaohuan resigned herself to fertilizing these flowers and plants, turning the soil, watering, and turning the pots so that each pot of flowers could face the sun evenly.Jin Moyu only cares about buying, not caring, no wonder raising a wave of death, what kind of flower can absorb the essence of the sun and the moon and grow up alone?That's a fairy, okay?

Potted plants will not grow naturally without proper care.

Regarding Jin Moyu's irresponsibility, Qin Xiaohuan of course did not dare to have any opinions, and could only stop the task of taking care of Hua on her own, as if it was to raise her character and make her happy.

After tossing the flowers in the two rooms, Qin Xiaohuan rubbed her sore waist.

I went to fetch a dish of water again, took a rag, squatted on the ground, and wiped the floor inch by inch.Qin Xiaohuan doesn't like to use a mop to wipe the floor. She always feels that it's not clean enough. She probably has a cleanliness habit as a medical student. She likes to squat on the floor to wipe the floor and exercise while she's doing nothing.

After two hours of cleaning the floor of the opposite room, Qin Xiaohuan was covered in sweat.

After drinking the cold coffee, Qin Xiaohuan watched with satisfaction the dazzling light reflected in the sun on the ground of her house, like a mirror, before she went into the bathroom and took off her sweat-drenched clothes.

Throw the dirty laundry in the washing machine and start showering yourself.

While taking a bath, Qin Xiaohuan thought shamelessly, she is really virtuous, able to go to the hall, to go to the kitchen, the income can not only support the family, but also occasionally extravagant, she is really a master of murder and arson when traveling at home.Well, it’s fine to kill and set fire, that’s illegal.

I'm pretty good, why can't I find someone to spend my life with?

If it is possible, even if they are not really together, even if it is like now, it would be great to be able to live with Jin Moyu until the end of their lives.

Qin Xiaohuan felt that she was greedy again.

Well, another wish.She still hopes that Jin Moyu can have a better choice, a happier choice than being with herself.

The road of Les is too easy to attract criticism, and it is too difficult to walk.Besides, Jin Moyu has no feelings for women.Why bother to drag people onto the pirate ship?She didn't think she had any ability to break Jin Moyu.Maybe Jin Moyu, as a married woman, scoffed at Les.Two women play house, what can be the result?

Not all les are like Jing Bao and May, who have the courage to face their own orientation, and then work hard to fight for their rights, and finally have a happy ending.

Most of them drifted with the tide, and of course a larger part, such as myself, has not found a way to happiness so far.

In fact, the same as heterosexuality.When it comes to choosing a partner, you face the same uncertainty—you don’t know whether this person will accompany you to the end, and you don’t know whether you will be able to accompany the other person to the end.

Even if the objective factors of birth, old age, sickness and death are excluded, it may not be a good result.

Heterosexuals still have the guarantee of a marriage certificate, which makes those who want to separate somewhat worried, while homosexuals don't even have that paper.One second they were still in love, and the next second they might part ways.

For example, myself, that failed second love.

The reason why it is said to be a second love is naturally because of the first love. Qin Xiaohuan thinks that the object is Jin Moyu. Although he has never expressed it and has been secretly in love, his feelings for Jin Moyu are always the same.

As for second love.

At that time, Qin Xiaohuan felt as if she had met a suitable marriage partner.I also want to stick to it and give it to that person for the first kiss and first night.But the other party clearly didn't give him a chance.It only took Qin Xiaohuan three years to realize that her love was no match for those coquettish sluts outside.

In the days when the two of them got along with each other becoming numb, they were easily hooked and ran away.

Who says men are unreliable?Women are also unreliable.Human nature is the same.There is no high or low, human beings like to make mistakes, regardless of gender.

For that person, Qin Xiaohuan had already thought about it.In fact, there is no such hatred as mentioned on TV.It may also be that I have not been wholehearted enough, and there are always traces of Jin Moyu in my heart.So when the other party left, I was more at a loss.

It will be sad, because after all, the relationship of more than three years ended abruptly in this way.Naturally, I will also be sad, because I always remember a very ordinary afternoon on a certain day, not an anniversary or Valentine's Day, when the other party suddenly knelt down on one knee, holding a ring, and proposed to me, saying that he would take care of me for the rest of his life.At that time, I was so touched that I cried so much that I thought it would last forever.However, when the ending slapped her in the face, Qin Xiaohuan was still hurt by the routine. No matter how deep the relationship was, it was not as deep as the routine.The other party can express his love for himself while having sex with others, but he has not noticed it until the other party wants to break up with himself, and he doesn't know that he has been cheated for so long.

Later, after that person left, Qin Xiaohuan felt that she was powerless in love.I look down on everything and don't want to provoke new emotions.I don't want to believe it, and I don't dare to believe it anymore.

Anyway, by myself, I don't feel lonely.Anyway, in case one day, if something happens to me, the other party can't sign my consent form for surgery, can't she?So, it doesn't matter if you have a partner or not.Qin Xiaohuan felt that she didn't need to be taken care of, and she didn't want to take care of others.After going through such a period, Qin Xiaohuan really felt that she was timid and saw through.

How did Faye Wong sing that song?

Yes, there is no attachment if the back is real or the person is fake. 100 years ago you were not you and I was not me. Sadness is real and tears are fake. There is no cause and effect in the first place, and there will be no you and me in 100 years.