england autumn

Arriving in City C, as soon as I got off the plane, I experienced the famous strong wind in the area. I dragged my luggage and bumped all the way to the residence, and the blowing was already messy.However, the heart is warm. Perhaps the most beautiful place in a city is where your beloved lives.

The next day, I went to the school and met my doctoral student who had been in contact with me by email. He enthusiastically showed me around the entire campus.Although the history of University C is not too long, the Gothic buildings that can be seen everywhere seem to make people feel like they are in Oxbridge, which adds a sense of familiarity out of thin air. In contrast, IC looks like a new type of university in an emerging country. up.

Here, every time I go, I wonder if Faey has been here before.

Pretend to ask him casually, when can I see the teachers and classmates of the research group.He pondered for a moment, and said, the main person in charge of the research team, Dr. Ren, has been visiting Australia for the past few months, and may come back in the next few days, but other members can be seen today, specifically...

My thoughts drifted away to nine days, the last few days, yes, how many days?

I quickly devoted myself to study and research. The teachers and classmates are very friendly. The relaxed and casual American environment is somewhat different from that in the UK, but they are all comfortable and pleasant, and my daily life is full and busy.

One afternoon, after struggling with a formula for a long time without any result, I got up and went to the tea room to make tea with a cup.

Add hot water, pour in milk, and enjoy the instant silky beauty of your favorite milk blended into black tea.

Suddenly, I felt as if someone was watching me from behind.

Instinctively look back.

Fei.

She was holding a white bone china cup in one hand, and her long black hair was tied loosely behind her head.She was wearing a black tube top dress, covered with a long white silk cardigan, and a thin belt outlined her beautiful waist. Her face was still delicate, except for a trace of exhaustion, time had not left any traces on her face.

She stood blankly at the door.

I stared blankly at her.

It seems like a century has passed.

Ruirui, really, is that you?She opened her mouth with difficulty, her voice hoarse.

I wanted to answer, but found that I couldn't speak at all. Five years of longing, five years of grievances, and this moment of surprise, all pressed to my chest. As soon as I opened my mouth, tears were streaming down my face.

He just held the cup in his hand tightly and nodded.

I walked towards her step by step.

Walking to her side and putting down the cup, he realized that the backs of his fingers had been burned red.Gently pressed her shoulders with both hands, word for word, Faey, why, leave me?

Her tears flowed down silently, she didn't answer, she just caressed my face with one hand, whispering, my Ruirui, why is she so thin.

Unable to bear it anymore, he lay on her thin shoulders, sobbing and hugging her tightly, wanting to embed her into his body.

I'm sorry...Ruirui...I'm sorry...it's all my fault...she rubbed my back with her hands, repeating it over and over again, it's all my fault...

Under the dim light, teardrops glistened on her long eyelashes, her pale face was flushed with a touch of pink because of her emotions, her big lake-like eyes were full of sadness and heartache, and her delicate nose , sparkling lips...

Suddenly, an uncontrollable desire surged in his body.

I don't know where the strength came from, I grabbed her waist, picked her up, closed the door smoothly, pressed her against the door, and kissed her.

Her bun was scattered and intertwined with my long hair. Between the strands of hair, in the dim light, her big eyes stared at me in surprise, and I looked straight at her without avoiding it.Under my passionate kiss, she began to respond, and I was like a greedy child, wantonly sucking the most delicious candy in the world.

That wonderful fragrance that only belonged to her, that taste that has been lingering in countless dreams, finally came true at this moment.

I put my hand into her gown and stroked her back, the cold skin, the bony skinny bones, my heart ached so much, I really wanted to guard her for the rest of my life, I really wanted to take good care of her for the rest of my life.

After an unknown amount of time, both of us were exhausted. I hugged her, leaning against the door, and slumped on the ground.

There are so many things I want to say in my heart, but I don't know where to start, I just keep rubbing my face against her face, holding her hand tightly, for fear that she will disappear suddenly.

She let me hug and rub her, her eyes full of pampering.

Ruirui, tell me, the past few years... have you been living a hard life... She kissed my cheek affectionately. She used to have a duck egg face, but now she is more awl than me. There was a little baby fat on her face before. Now... her heart ached.

I smiled and shook my head, it's all over, I'm fine and happy now, that's enough, really, Faey, I'm very happy now...

Her fingers drew circles back and forth on the back of my hand, bowed her head, and said softly, Rui, at the beginning, I left without saying goodbye because... I knew your life experience... Don't blame your mother, she only has you... If I am her, maybe I will choose this way... I cut off all contact with you, just want to let you give up... I thought, you are still young, all things can pass away with time...

My face was pressed against her cheek, Faey, you are the person I love for the first time, the person I love the most, you are the starting point and the end point, nothing can change...including time...life and death... …

Silly child... She sighed softly, why should she be so self-sufficient...

Faey, pull yourself together, hold her face in your hands, and ask the question that your heart is most eager to know, but also most afraid of knowing the answer, are you married?Or, do you have a lover?

She lowered her head and chuckled, Ruirui, you and I are the same...

He hugged her into his arms, buried his head in her long hair, and said to her with the last of his strength, Faey, please, don't leave again, no matter how big the storm is, let's face it together, shall we?I don't know if I should keep pestering you like this, I just can't help it... I really love you...

She touched my head and replied softly, then let's be entangled for a lifetime.