england autumn

Compared with bachelor's and master's students, the life of doctoral students is more busy and autonomous.In addition to preparing class materials every day, I spend most of my time reading papers, writing algorithms and doing simulations.Recently, my supervisor assigned a new topic and handed me a thick stack of papers, asking me to put forward my ideas based on the latest research results.

Sitting at the desk, holding a cup of black tea, quietly reading articles and taking notes.

The autumn afternoon sun shines on my face, quiet and warm.

Finally finished reading one article, and put the next one out.After reading papers for a long time, my mind is a little swollen and I feel sleepy.Rubbing her temples, she braced herself and began to read again.Title, Issue Number, Authors...

Fay Ren.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

Am I dreaming.

Rub your eyes vigorously.

That's right, Fay Ren.

With trembling hands, he quickly flipped to the author's profile on the last page.

Even though it was a black and white photo, even though the quality of the print was a bit rough, I could tell it was her at a glance.

Three-dimensional facial features, a faint smile, long straight hair, and even the pattern of the silk scarf around her neck can be vaguely discerned.

I bit my lip hard and covered my mouth tightly.

If I guessed right, it was the one I gave her back then.

Trembling all over, tears overflowing his eyes.

After five years, I finally saw her again.

I read the author's introduction word by word.

Four years ago, she completed her doctoral dissertation at Y University; three years ago, she completed her postdoctoral research at C University, and stayed there to teach and do research until now.At the age of 30, she is already an assistant professor.

At the end, there is her mailbox.

Try to use Google Scholar, fill in her name, lock the search criteria, one by one of her signed papers come into view.

Finally couldn't help it, and ran to the bathroom, the self in the mirror was already in tears.

In the past few years, it's not that she hasn't searched for her on the Internet, but she never uses various social software, and the information she searches is almost zero.How silly of me, why never thought of using Scholar?

Throughout the afternoon, I was searching for her information, trying to print out all her articles, carefully bind them, and put them into folders by category.After returning home, I closed the curtains and turned on only a dim desk lamp. While studying her articles, I imagined her life in five years.

The text is concise and smooth, and the logic of the argument is clear. Each paper represents her hard work and her time.

I can almost see her slightly frowning brows when deriving the formula, I can almost see her smile when she gets what she wants, and I can almost see her busy and thin back in the office late at night.

After reading all the articles and opening the curtains, I realized that the sky had already turned white.

Faey, I looked at the sky and said in my heart, even though you said, don't try to find you, but I really can't let you go.I'm sorry, I can't keep my promise, I want to find you, as long as you don't get married for a day, I don't give up for a day.

Forgive my waywardness.

In the afternoon, I made an appointment with my supervisor, clearly expressed my interest in this field, and put forward some opinions of my own.My supervisor appreciates my ideas and encourages me to continue to do research.

Before leaving, the tutor suddenly remembered one thing.

Rui, since you are very interested in this issue, I suggest you to read more articles by Dr. FayRen, the group she leads is currently dominant in this field.Speaking of which, she is also an IC graduate, do you know her?

I suppressed my inner excitement and smiled, she used to be my teaching assistant.

The tutor is very happy, that's great, if you can make some contributions in this field, I can apply to the college to send you to University C for a year of exchange in the next spring semester, and work in her group for a period of time, which is good for you would be of great help.

I suddenly felt that the white-bearded grandfather in front of me was simply Santa Claus.

Nodding calmly, he said softly, thank you, I will work hard.

Go back to the office and write a line on the sticky note.

Seeyousoon.

Then write down her email address and paste it on the computer.

Faey, here I come.

In the next few months, I refused all dinner parties, outings, or appointments. Except for a half-day rest every Sunday, I devoted myself to studying all valuable papers in this field, including Fei's articles, collecting data, and improving models.

Whenever I was exhausted, I looked at the blurry photos of her in the papers, and the email address I knew by heart but never sent an email.

You are the brightest star in my night sky.

Finally, before Christmas, a paper was submitted to an important journal.

The supervisor was very satisfied with my progress and helped me apply to the college as promised.

On the second day of the new year, I received an email from the college agreeing to communicate. I was not too excited, because all of this was within my expectations, and I tried my best to get closer to her. I believe that heaven pays off.

A few weeks later, Xiaoya and Kary went to Heathrow to see me off.

Rui, remember to find the goods for my sister, I will send you the list when the time comes~ Kary has been calculating, well, electronic products are cheap, cosmetics are also cheap, what should I bring...

And Xiaoya remained silent.

Before leaving the customs, I hugged Kary, and then I hugged Xiaoya.

She took the initiative to hug me, lay beside my ear, and said softly, if you can't find her, remember, I will always be here waiting for you.

I was shocked.

In fact, she always knew what I was thinking and what I was doing.

I don't know how to answer, but I just patted her on the back, Yaya, you have to be good.

The author has something to say:

Hey, your Dr. Fei is finally going to have a thick line (￣▽￣)