england autumn

Rui, I'm leaving, where are you?

Faey's voice seemed to come from far away.

My head was in a burning pain, my mind went blank, and I stared blankly at Xiaoya.

She chuckled, you go, goodbye.

She picked up the wine glass on the table with one hand, turned around gracefully, and left.

I walked blindly to the door.Fei, who had been waiting for a long time, saw that I looked confused, stepped forward and tugged on my sleeve, and asked with concern, what's wrong with you?

I shook my head, it's okay, I accidentally bumped into a wall just now, and the back of my head hurt a little.

is it serious?She pats my head.

Tears suddenly fell down.

I can't say why, I just feel very wronged.

She looked at me in surprise, was silent for a moment, and said, go home first, you will catch a cold if it is too cold outside.

Lead me away.

Accompany me back to the apartment, I sit on the sofa in a daze, she sits opposite me, watching me in a daze.

After a while, she asked softly, what happened?

Me, Xiaoya, her, her.I stutter.

Don't worry, she held my hand and said slowly.

She, she, she kissed me... I was crying, still... still mouth...

Tears started falling.

Ah, she whispered.

Surprised, she laughed again, wiped away my tears with her hands, and said gently, there is no need to cry so sadly, silly child.

I, I don't know... cry for... why... I sob.

This...she covered her mouth and asked me mischievously, because...was it...the first kiss...

I shook my head, nodded, and shook my head again.

It's nothing... I will lose it sooner or later... I gave it to a good friend... It's okay... She suppressed a smile and comforted me.

But I want to give it to my favorite person.

As soon as I said it, I suddenly understood why I was crying.

For a moment, both of them were silent.

It's getting late, I should go... She got up.

I send you!I also stood up in a hurry.

No, it's too late, and it's not safe for you to come back by yourself, she firmly refused.

It's not safe for you to go by yourself!Besides, you are so small, it is even more dangerous!I argue.

You are just a little... she spat.

Suddenly there is an idea.

Otherwise... I said coyly, otherwise you can stay with me tonight... I will sleep on the sofa!I hasten to add.

I'll go back... she insisted.

If you come back, I will definitely send you off. I will wrap her arms around her. Anyway, you can't beat me. I'm childish.

You... She looked up at me, bright eyes, shining in the light.

I stared at her stubbornly.

Well... She sighed helplessly.

Tears were thrown behind my head in an instant, and I happily started to clean up.

Do you prefer pajamas or nightdresses?Silk or cotton?Cartoon or mature... I asked her as I rummaged through my closet.

Are you selling pajamas... She asked helplessly.

Because I like to sleep... I am embarrassed to answer that it takes a lot longer to wear pajamas than outerwear...

A nightdress, that's convenient, she replied casually.

What's convenient?I answered the conversation carelessly while looking for a nightgown.

you!she yelled angrily.

What's wrong?I immediately turned around and asked inexplicably.

Her face was flushed.

Instantly understood.

His face also turned red.

It's embarrassing to smooth things over, uh, uh, it's convenient to wear, hey, I didn't think about it just now...

After making the bed and taking a shower, it was early morning.

When I was about to go to the sofa with the quilt in my arms, she grabbed me, hesitated for a moment, her voice was small, you, you should sleep on the bed, the sofa, I am too tired...

I blushed again, and said, I'm fine...I sleep well...I can sleep anywhere...

She didn't speak, just pulled me and shook her head.

Well then... I'll come back obediently.

Each person and one quilt covered themselves tightly.

In the darkness, I was tense like a salted fish, straight and stiff, not daring to breathe.

Her long hair spread out, and the hair was only a few centimeters away from my ears. The fragrance of shampoo mixed with her body fragrance lingered in my ears.

Faey, my throat is a bit dry and I can't help calling her.

Ok?

You...I...I don't know what I want to say at all, I just can't help but want to call her name, that...you...are you asleep...

Nonsense.

She laughed, and then said seriously, she fell asleep, and now she is talking in her sleep.

Uh... I really feel like an idiot.

Do you still have a headache?She turned slightly and turned to me.

Even in the darkness, I couldn't see her face, so I moved to the side nervously.

Fortunately, it doesn't hurt anymore... I whispered.

Then go to sleep, you are too tired today, take a good rest, she said gently.

Well... You can sleep too... Good night... I answered obediently.

Half asleep and half awake all night, it was inconceivable that Xiaoya had such feelings for me for a while, and it was inconceivable to think that Fei was lying beside me at this moment.

When I woke up again, the sky was already bright, and the beige curtains were soaked in sunlight.

Turning around, I found Faey looking at me with a smile.

I think of a popular lyric, wake up every morning, see you and the sun, that is the future I want.

What are you laughing at... I grabbed the quilt shyly and covered half of my face.

She said slowly, when you were sleeping, you curled up on one side, hugging the quilt tightly, like a little bear~ Suddenly found that her smile was very similar to Ha Ji Won who played Hwang Jin Yi, soft but hearty.

where...there is...

Seeing that she was still tightly wrapped in the quilt, I became playful for a moment, and pretended to say to her, "Mr. Fei, I suddenly remembered a math problem, and I couldn't figure it out. Can I ask you?"

oh?When it comes to study, she is immediately serious, habitually crossing her hands, please speak.

Well, that's the one...

I quickly grabbed her quilt and hugged her tightly.

you!She didn't expect me to be so bold, she sat up and grabbed my arm and said, what a brave boy, return it to me quickly!

If you don't give it or not, whoever told you that I am a little bear, I will show you the bear ~ I am proud.

Give me back... She pawed hard, but I hugged tightly.

She just sat on me, coquettishly, give it back to me!Otherwise, I will be angry!

I am stunned.

She was wearing one of my pink silk nightgowns, the straps on one side almost slipped off because of being too big.A head of slightly messy black hair scattered on the snow-white skin, his face was pretending to be fierce, but he couldn't hide a smile.In the bright morning sun, she was as beautiful as an oil painting.

I let go of the quilt and looked straight at her.

She also realizes our embarrassment now.

I lay upright and she straddled my stomach with her knees on her knees and her hands on either side of my head.

Her face was right in front of me.

Faey...I called her name with difficulty, I...I...you are...beautiful...I...so...happy...

Her eyes were shining like stars in the cold night.

Rui, she interrupted me gently, do you really, so, like me?

Sure and sure, I didn't speak, just nodded vigorously.

Okay, then I will teach you one thing.

Her lips came over.

My whole body seemed to be emptied in an instant, and I couldn't breathe.

Am I dreaming?Why is my eyes so blurry, why my ears seem to be playing hymns in the church, why the softness and sweetness between my lips almost makes me suffocate.

In just a few seconds, I seemed to experience life and death.

This is, the first kiss.

She whispered in my ear, with an undeniable majesty in her gentleness.