england autumn

Back in London, I declined Xiaoya and Kary's offer to live together temporarily, and decided to live alone, but I promised to keep in touch every day so that they wouldn't worry.

I just want to be alone.

In those days of drinking before I went to Scotland, I made up my mind every day to forget about Faey and leave this doomed relationship.However, a long trip did not extinguish my feelings for her, but intensified them.

I really want to see her, but now is not the right time.

She should be with him now, having a merry Christmas.

There was a burst of sourness.

It's okay, Lin Rui, cheer up, I cheer myself up, as long as I live well, all good things will appear inadvertently.

Get up early every day, go for a morning jog in Hyde Park, and use the power of the sun to wash away the filth of your body and mind; stop drinking, drink only white water or black tea, and sit on the terrace in the afternoon to review books or draw sketches; watch movies and listen to music at night, and have a drink Take a hot bath and fall asleep peacefully.

Only by loving yourself can you have the strength to love others.

Every day there are always some things that I want to say to her, so I write them all down in a notebook, or a few words, or long thoughts, but they all end at the same end, I miss you very much, best wishes.

If you are lucky in the future, read it to her face to face.

He Dang altogether cuts the candles at the west window, but talks about the rain in Bashan.

In a blink of an eye, the Christmas holiday is over, and the new semester is no longer counting gold numbers, and the only bond between me and Faey is broken.At the same time, for some reason, her WeChat circle of friends has not been updated since Christmas, and we have completely lost contact.Life returned to the past, eating with Xiaoya every day, shopping or watching movies on weekends.We maintained a tacit understanding, and no one mentioned her again, as if there had never been such a person.

At the same time, in order to exercise my body, I joined the school fencing team. Weekly training and regular competitions made my life more busy and fulfilling.

It's just a habit to write something to her every day before going to bed, only in this way can I fall asleep with peace of mind.

She came and never left.

It was a month later when I saw her again.

That afternoon, I went to the office to find the teacher, and accidentally saw two people pulling in the corridor.

Faey, please, give me another chance, she and I are really just foronenight, we are the ones who will be together forever, right?A tall boy with a crying voice was pulling a girl's sleeve firmly.

The girl struggled to break free, but her tone was very calm, Wei, we're done, I've already said what I need to say, don't make trouble anymore.

is her.

I just stood there, watching from afar.

Fei, please, we have known each other for more than ten years, and we have been together for three years, I really can't lose you... Our parents have already agreed to us... I will do whatever you want me to do... The boy's voice was hoarse.

Wei, this is the office area, if you continue to make trouble like this, I will call security, Fei's tone is very cold.

Why!The boy cried out, why can you just walk away without saying hello, and run around the world without saying hello!And me!Do I fucking have a girlfriend? !When did you ever care about me!Other girls will pester their boyfriends, but I'm pestering you like a dog every day!

People have already come out to watch the fun.

Wei, that's enough, I'm going to class, please don't pester me anymore, we, it's over.

Faey turned and left.

Boys still have to pull and get pulled by some teachers.

Faey didn't see me standing in the corner, so she left straight away, and I couldn't help but chase after her.