england autumn

No one slept all night.

Kary was sobbing all the time, Xiaoxin was crying and laughing, Cathy couldn't figure out why people who were clearly in love couldn't be together, Xiaoya scolded this one and that one, and I nestled on the sofa drinking.

Xiaoya abided by our agreement before leaving and did not tell anyone about me, so except for her, everyone thought that I drank only because I had never drank before, and they were curious, so they stopped paying attention to my abnormal behavior.

Wine is really a good thing. I shook the glass and watched the amber whiskey flow between the ice cubes, sip by sip. It was really a fusion of ice and fire.

I drank by myself, I finished a bottle of 400ml wine by myself, got up, ha, this world is really shaking.

An intoxicating pleasure like never before.

Couldn't help humming.

It was the song Faey hummed on the train that day.

When they came back from the amusement park, everyone closed their eyes and rested in exhaustion.

She closed her eyes slightly and tapped the beat lightly.

I asked, what are you humming?

Girl in the flower house~ Cui Jian's~ She smiled.

Later, I listened to this song repeatedly on my mobile phone, and every time, her appearance appeared in my mind.

You take me into your flower room, I can't escape the scent of flowers,

I somehow forgot, oh... the direction,

It's just that it's you who is going to go far away.

Always surprised, it's me.

I want to go back to the old place, I want to walk on the old road

But I can't live without you.

I hum repeatedly, but I can't live without you...

I smiled and told everyone, don't cry, it's a big festival, let's sing!

good!Xiaoya was the first to respond.Sing loudly, under the bridge in front of the door, a group of ducks swim by, come and count, two four six seven eight!

Except for Cathy, the three of us laughed and translated to Cathy. She shook her head helplessly, and then sang a British nursery rhyme, adding movements of her hands and feet, deliberately clumsy and cute.

Turn off the lights, look at the stars in the sky, and everyone sings while looking for the constellations.

Until dawn, head directly to the Highlands and Loch Ness with your bags on your back.

After two years in the UK, this is the first time I have come to the Highlands.

The continuous wilderness, the lakes and streams scattered among the mountains, and the gorgeous and strange colors are shocking.In addition, it is winter, everything looks wild and uninhibited.

Being in this kind of environment, you can't help being open-minded. Compared with the magnificent nature, the troubles in the world are nothing.

I don't want you anymore, I don't want you anymore.

It was evening when I arrived at the shore of Loch Ness. I asked the hotel owner if there were any lake monsters.

OK!I immediately ordered a large glass of whiskey and sat on the bank to drink it.

As night fell, the turbulent lake was like a huge black whirlpool. For some reason, after staring at it for a long time, I had a strong desire to jump down, as if some power was driving me again.

Rui!What are you doing!

Xiaoya's voice came from far, far away.

I'm fine, I said to myself, just moving on, oh, Faey, is that you?Why can't I see your face clearly, why are so many stars so dizzy, I really want to fall asleep... Faey, don't go...I stretched out my hand to grab her...

When I woke up again, I found myself lying on the hospital bed.

Xiaoya who was sitting beside me held my hand.

She woke up, Xiaoya shouted happily.

What's wrong with me?I asked suspiciously.

Splitting headache.

The doctor said that you drank too much alcohol, combined with a bad heart and lack of sleep, multiple factors led to coma... Cathy said worriedly, "Rui, you can't drink anymore, your heart can't bear the burden.

Hmm... I answered softly, no more.

You, scared me to death, we are... Xiaoya's voice was crying, stop torturing yourself, Rui, everything will be fine...

Hmm... what about Kary and Xiaoxin?I asked.

They went back to pick up the luggage. When you can be discharged from the hospital, we will go home directly, Xiaoya replied.

They, no, what's the matter?Every time I say a word, I feel like my head is going to explode.

Xiaoxin decided to let go. It would be better for them to be good friends, otherwise they would torture each other... Xiaoya saw my pain and said softly to me, stop talking and have a good rest.

I obediently closed my eyes, but what appeared in my mind was the last person I saw before I fell into a coma.

I still can't let go, I can't let her go at all.

Faey, I miss you so much.