england autumn

After Thorpe Park came back, Fei and I became a little closer. Occasionally, I would ponder over my words and send a few greetings on WeChat, but her replies were usually polite, without showing too much emotion.

Just plain lately okay?

I am OK, you?

Classwork is busy...

Children have to work hard~ You can ask me if you don’t understand~

ok~

I don't know how to continue.

In her eyes I will always be a child.

Sometimes I hold my mobile phone in a daze, and I really want to say something to her, even if it’s just nonsense, as long as it is her reply, it will make me ecstatic; When I send some scenery or interesting sharing, I always fantasize that she can reply, but she never replied anything except to like my paintings; sometimes I feel like a fool, letting people in the world not want it, but why I like someone of the same sex who is so much older than me and has almost no intersection.

All the sorrows and joys are hidden in my mind, and I direct and act in one-man shows every day.

After a few autumn rains, London has entered winter.

Cathy has already booked a Christmas itinerary for us in advance. At that time, Xiaoya, Kary and I will start from London, and Xiaoxin will start from York. We will go to Edinburgh to watch the New Year's Eve party, and then visit the Scottish Highlands and Loch Ness.In fact, everyone knows in their hearts that it is a trip in name, but in fact it is still necessary to thoroughly sort out the entanglement between Kary and Xiaoxin.

It was another gloomy afternoon, and Xiaoya and I were reviewing our homework together in the library.Xiaoya, who was meditating while biting her pen, suddenly waved at my back and said hi silently. I turned around and saw that it was Fei, who was looking for a table with a few periodicals in her arms.

She looked haggard, with faint blue eyes.

Are you busy recently?Xiaoya asked in a low voice, you seem to be working hard.

Fortunately, she nodded, she was rushing to write a paper recently.

Pay attention to your body, Xiaoya advised, eat more good food~

She doesn't have time to cook, she has eaten sandwiches for almost a week, she smiles wryly, she probably will spend the night in the library again tonight.

The doctor is so hard... Xiaoya sighed, then you should be busy, we won't bother you.

Pull me away.

I didn't speak from the beginning to the end, I just nodded at her before leaving.

After solving the most important problem, I don't want to study.

Xiaoya, I whispered to her, I still have something to do, I'm going back first, you can continue.

Xiaoya was puzzled, what's the matter?You seem to be very preoccupied recently, come here, my dear sister is here.

No way...it's just the pressure of studying...I'm leaving, come on.

He walked out of the library calmly, and then rushed to Chinatown.

Staying up late...what to eat, I quickly filtered all kinds of information in my mind, bought a lot of ingredients in a Chinese supermarket, and carried them home with my straps.

Wash and slice the pork liver, add cooking wine and ginger powder to marinate, then cook a pot of white porridge, and mix the pine nuts and corn with condensed milk, egg white flour, fry it for a while, and then put it in the oven to bake into small cakes.After the pork liver is marinated, put it into the cooked porridge, boil for 6 minutes, add a little pepper and take it out of the pan.Stir-fry two more vegetables, make a pot of wolfberry chrysanthemum tea, and in less than an hour, two dishes, one porridge and one dessert, you're done.

After packing it carefully, I rushed to the library. It was getting late, and I hope she hasn't left yet.

Fortunately, she was still reading the information.

She was a little surprised when she saw me, and asked me in a low voice, when Xiaoya left just now, she greeted me and said that you had already left, why did you come back again?

Um... I... I haven't finished my homework... I'm going to stay up all night... I hesitate, um, I made dinner, do you want to eat together...

No need, she said politely, I'll just eat a sandwich~

Let's go together, I've done a lot... I lowered my head and insisted.

Well, she is a little helpless, thank you.

No……

We went to the restaurant downstairs together and borrowed tableware from the waiter.

I didn't prepare my own cutlery at all.

Ah, it smells so good, she took a sip of the porridge and said contentedly, it’s been a long time since I’ve eaten such a delicious thing~ oh, pine nut tortilla~ so crisp~ I smile, then you eat more.

Sitting by the window, it was raining outside again, the tall trees were dancing in the wind, and there were people I liked eating the meals I cooked with my own hands. This warm feeling is probably happiness.

Don't just serve it to me, eat it yourself, Fei stopped me from serving the porridge and said, look, you hardly eat much, don't serve it to me, eat more by yourself.

Hmm... well... I obediently filled it up for myself, not wanting to be too obvious, lest she might feel pressured.

With enough food and tea, she continued to read her materials, while I studied honestly by her side.

It turns out that it feels so good to study by the side of the person I like, and I will no longer think about it, and my mind is as calm as water, and I work silently for myself and for a possible common future.

Time passed by, it was three o'clock in the morning, I was so sleepy that I lost consciousness, she also yawned again and again, lying on the table from time to time in a daze for a while, and then got up to watch again.

Maybe it was because she was too tired, but she finally couldn't help it, she fell asleep lying on the table, I gently pushed her, Faey, get up and go to sleep on the sofa, it's not good for eyes like this.

She swayed and ignored me.

I push her again.

Continue to play dead.

Well, then don't blame me... I thought to myself, I didn't mean to take advantage of you...

Then I pulled her up from the table and hugged her horizontally. Half asleep and half awake, she hugged my neck tightly with her remaining consciousness.

It's not stupid... I feel helpless.

She is really light, with a height of a little over 1.6 meters, she feels up to 70 catties.

You can walk like flying.

Put her on the sofa, sit next to her, take off his coat and cover her, let her head rest on his lap, looking at her sleeping face like a baby, couldn't help but touch her hair and cheeks.

May this moment last forever.