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Recommended BGM: "WhiteBlood" - OhWonder

The beach is illuminated by the sun like fine-grained golden sand. Even though it is the end of winter in the southern hemisphere, it does not feel cold. The humid air is mixed with the salty taste of sea salt.A few Muggles wearing only shorts whistled to us several times. Hermione coughed loudly to prevent the two boys from taking out the wands stuck in the big pants. Shirt jacket.

"You said you wouldn't stand out that way!" yelled Ron, "but those Muggles kept staring in your direction - well, that one turned back to look at Alice after all this distance! "

"The girls on the beach here are all dressed like this, and they don't wear coats!" Hermione, who was tiptoeing one by one to check whether her parents were under the umbrellas, replied a little grumpily, "You might as well ask yourself, why do men only want one coat?" Seeing a pretty girl—whether she's wearing a sack or something—can't walk!"

"Does that look like Mr. Granger?" Harry, who had taken my coconut shell, pointed wittily at the beach in the other direction. "He was with a lady with brown hair—"

"No, Daddy doesn't grow such a ridiculous moustache." Hermione denied for the 130th time. Three days after our trip to Australia, she still couldn't find it on the crowded and lively beach. Parents who go to memory.

"Our skin is getting darker and darker, and she is getting closer to Hermione before the final exam every day." Ron muttered after visiting the beach.

"No one forced you to come with me!" Hermione suddenly turned her head, took off her sunglasses and kicked Ron. Fortunately, she put her long hair into a bun. If I put it into a ponytail, my face would definitely be hot and hurt now.

"I just want you not to worry too much, come drink some of this magical drink!" Ron immediately raised his hand in surrender, squeezed his girlfriend's shoulder, and then thumped her neck, "Merlin, Muggle How on earth did they concoct something so cool?"

"Maybe they just don't want to go out these days." I comforted, "It's safe here. Didn't Kingsley say that when we went to the Ministry of Magic to go through the formalities? .”

"I know, that's why I put them here." Hermione replied wringing her fingers, and I have to admit that Ron was actually right, this is what she used to do the night before the exam, "I just hope It can be confirmed sooner, and the steps to reverse the Oblivion Curse are very complicated, I am really afraid of making mistakes halfway, and after all, the Ministry of Magic has actually been shut down for half a year—”

"We will definitely find them." Harry patted Hermione on the shoulder, "They must also hope that you can find them and let them retrieve those memories about you."

"I know he wants to make me happy, but I always think of these words - exams or something, books have been memorized, and so on. Tallus said it before." Hermione looked at it and ran to buy "hemp" She shook her head and put back on the sunglasses that covered most of her face, "How do you say... I used to plan what I would do the next day every day, how could I live until the next day? How can I ensure that everyone around me lives until the next day, believing that everything has passed in my heart, but in fact, my mind is so full that I don't have time to think about it—”

"I don't think I should say this to you!" She looked at me in panic as if she suddenly remembered something in the middle of her speech.

"Those who survive must always look forward." Even though I was wearing Muggle sunglasses like her, I instinctively avoided her gaze, "Instead of forcing myself not to think about it, it is better to admit the fact Existence, what has happened cannot be changed, get used to the existence of guilt, and muster up the courage to move forward with regret—my mother kept whispering these words in my ear.”

"I'll tell you, she'll convince you to take the job," Hermione said softly. "Aunt Lily doesn't want you to be tied down to anything, including herself."

"Well, Mr. Smith later wrote to say that he would submit my permanent entry application to the U.S. Department of Magic as soon as possible after I started working, so that I could Apparate directly without waiting for the Portkey to be approved by the Ministry of Magic when I go back and forth on weekends." Nodded, "Mr. Kingsley also said that the Ministry of Magic will activate their whitelist system as soon as possible after it reopens. Hurry home."

"Change to a different place and change your mood." Hermione took a deep breath, "I always think that I must re-read the seventh grade and get the certificate for the test to be at ease, otherwise I want to go out for a while."

"Ron is still going to help the Weasley joke shop?" I continued trying to find the brunette couple on the beach.

"Yeah, he said 'I don't want to go back and study for the exam'." Although she was wearing sunglasses, I think Hermione rolled her eyes, "Of course, the joke shop is not busy at all right now. Barely fulfilling orders for 'whoosh-boom' fireworks from across the country, but Mr Weasley is going back to work at the Ministry anyway."

"We have to celebrate." I took a big heavy coconut that Harry was going to hug, "My mother also secretly ordered a few while my father was returning to Hogwarts to repair the castle, and I will accompany her to put them in the yard." It took a long time and almost burned a tree."

"George said we didn't get too many complaints and the owls from the Ministry of Magic are nothing short of a miracle." Ron, who heard our chat, shrugged, "He and Fred felt that we should let everyone celebrate wildly and keep all the fireworks going." The duration of the explosion has been doubled, and the side effect is that they will explode higher and farther, which has attracted the attention of many Muggles."

"The Ministry of Magic also thinks that everyone should be allowed to relax," Harry continued. "Plus they are now one of five people, so they really can't manage these small things. Kingsley and I talked for a few hours that day. -"

"He's bound to say in the end that he understands," I said.

"Yes, but I still can't hide my disappointment." Harry took off his glasses and wiped them. "I told him that I will go back as soon as possible, and I promise to pass all the Auror related assessments once."

As the places on the list were crossed off one by one, Hermione's temper became worse and worse. She refused to drink any drinks and only wolfed down a little lunch. Convinced her to sit in a Muggle-owned ice cream parlor before evening.

"Are you really going to travel around the world in a Muggle way?" Ron grinned and wiped the sweat from his brow with a napkin, slumped on the chair to relieve the exhaustion from running for another whole day, "I never thought of living without a wand It's going to be that hard, and all Muggles deserve a big gold badge for what they've suffered."

"They know how to cool without magic, and they know how to travel without magic." Harry looked thoughtfully at the slender cabinet in the corner that was blowing out air-conditioning, and there were all kinds of ice cream in it, "I think It won't be boring."

"Remember to write to us then," muttered Ron. "If Fred and George are really going to treat me like a house-elf—a house-elf of old, I'll come to you."

The door of the ice cream shop made a clanging sound as it was being pushed, and we subconsciously turned our heads to look—Hermione almost jumped up, almost knocking over our table, and Ron quickly stood up and stretched out his arms Hold her by the shoulders to prevent her from falling over due to overexcitement.For a moment I thought she was going to jump straight at the mild-looking middle-aged couple who seemed to be whispering to each other, but Hermione only took two or three steps forward, then turned around and sat back abruptly.

"What are you doing?" We were all confused by her. "That's Mr. and Mrs. Granger!"

"I—I don't know what to say to them." Hermione's lips were trembling, "They've completely forgotten me...I let them forget me completely, what should I say now when I go up? Say 'hello' to my own parents and see them look at me with blank, stranger-looking eyes?"

"If you think about it, they will regain their memory soon." Ron comforted her in a low voice, "As long as we find a way to get them back to the hotel. You don't want to say hello, I can follow them secretly later And then Apparate them after-”

"Hi, hello." When the four of us leaned our heads together and whispered, we didn't notice that someone came to our table.Hermione stared at the tanned Mr. Granger standing in front of us with his arms around Mrs. Granger. The former greeted us with a shy smile, while the latter kept staring at Hermione. "Uh... Excuse me, are you also from the UK? Please don't worry too much, we just want to come over—"

"She looks exactly like the girl in my dream!" Mrs. Granger said hoarsely, she pointed at Hermione by the hem of her husband's shirt and said, "You always say I'm crazy, but she appeared, I Just to tell you that there's a voice that's been saying to me—"

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Mr. Granger stretched out a hand to block his wife, "My wife is not in a good mood recently, no matter how I see a doctor, it won't help—"

"Mom, Mom... I'm sorry." Hermione's tears rolled down her cheeks, and the standing woman almost hugged her when she heard her whisper, and looked up and down while holding her face with sobs.

"I know I should have a daughter, that's what it should look like, with unruly hair and eyes that look exactly like mine...but they don't remember. I searched like crazy, looking for old group photos, looking for her I looked for her old clothes, but there was nothing, as if someone had ripped her out of my life... Only my heart still vaguely remembers this, I used to have a daughter Yes, I raised her from a little girl to a smart girl... These are not dreams, what mother would forget to separate from herself... what mother would get it wrong..." Mrs. Granger Weeping incoherently, I noticed that Mr. Granger's eyes also slowly changed. When Mrs. Granger hugged Hermione tightly, his eyes seemed to be suddenly polished by a cloth. He walked over He supported his wife with one hand, and took Hermione into his arms with the other.

"Don't we need those complicated steps?" Seeing the family of three crying because of the reunion, Ron asked us in a low voice, "They seem to have recovered their memories."

"It's hard to say." I shook my head, "I think it's just an instinct that cannot be cleared by magic."

"Love, since love can resist the most vicious spell in the world, it can also resist forced forgetting." Harry looked at the Grangers and said softly. took his hand.

We stayed in Australia for two more days, and the Grangers, who had successfully recovered all their memories, invited us to their beach house to listen to us tell what happened for more than a year-naturally, most of the time. Min snuggled between them and chatted quickly and quietly, she skipped some content, and we often found excuses to go to the balcony and watch the waves in a daze.

Then it was finally time to say goodbye. In order not to repeat the extremely complicated transnational application, Harry and I chose to go directly to the next destination. My port key was already in my pocket and waiting to take effect. The Grangers Enthusiastically drove the four of us to the Muggle "airport" in a car. My mother seemed to have told me before that Muggles would centrally park the tools needed for long-distance travel. Tool away.

"It will take time for Mom and Dad to move back to the UK, but Hogwarts is about to start, I can only go back first, and think about how to buy back the old house." Hermione wrote a thick notebook Stuffing it into Harry's hand, he muttered, "I've sorted it all out for you, how to take the plane, how to take the train, how to use the phone to find out the route and the hotel, this is the new entry and exit notice for British wizards issued by the Ministry of Magic, I put it in You must remember to apply in advance."

"Okay, okay." Ron tugged on Hermione's sleeve, "Leave me a little time - can we also accompany Harry to visit the tin can transportation center?"

"I'll be writing a lot," Harry told me, I could hear Hedwig cooing softly over his suitcase covered by the Invisibility Cloak.

"You must have been included in his original plan to travel around the world." I stretched out my hand to straighten his unruly hair, "If he can know that you will fulfill his long-cherished dream for him, he will be very happy of."

"Selfishly speaking, I really wish you could go with me." Harry put his arms around me and put his chin on my shoulder lightly, "But I know you have to go through as much pain as I do, you Need a space of complete freedom and undisturbed, so if you don't want to hear from me—”

"Send at least one every month." I interrupted him, "You are not allowed to drink with Muggle girls in Muggle bars, Hedwig will watch over you for me."

He laughed, the hot breath from his lips was near my ears, and some Muggles dragged the suitcases and walked past us, turned around and hugged and kissed the people who saw us off, we were never different , just relying on different ways to live a good and happy life in this world, wave goodbye to the past, and welcome the unknown tomorrow with confusion and disappointment.

"He'll be fine." We waved goodbye to Harry who walked into the security checkpoint with a few Muggles, and he looked a little flustered, and Hermione took my arm. "We'll all be fine...everything...will be fine someday."

"I know." I said softly.

I wanted to end here, but the editor kept begging me to write some more "calm bliss" to end the column with some consolation for readers who have been reading this column, but I honestly don't think people who have read this column are okay I am very interested in marriage and love.However, I intend to briefly describe my three years in the United States, but there is really not much to say.Some readers are very curious about the "Deathly Hallows" part, I have to explain that the deletion and blurring are not at the request of the Ministry of Magic, but my husband and I agreed after discussing with Neville that it is inappropriate to say Very detailed, and if you read this column from the beginning to the end, you will understand that the so-called "Hallows that can defeat death" are just bait to lure people into the trap of death, and they have been properly disposed of .

The days when I worked in the International Association of Magical Apothecaries were peaceful, under the care of Mr. and Mrs. Smith. People there only knew that I was from England, which had just quelled a chaos, and didn't know what role I played in it.I was able to play with the potions I was interested in in front of my potion table every day, and received innovative ideas for potions from wizards from all over the world from owls flying from all over the world, although most of the things that claimed to be cross-generational innovations turned out to be mere potions in the end. It is an accidental phenomenon mixed with impurities and has no practical value, but we have also identified many excellent inspirations and creations from it.

The world is moving at an astonishing speed, and this work has made me deeply aware of this, especially when I look at the Muggle-built mansions in the distance through the office window in between work, almost every month. There will be new landmarks rising from the ground and piercing the skyline. If I huddle in the pharmacy and stay away for half a month to verify my conjecture, the Muggle streets will change their appearance.

The letters at home are basically written by my mother. Occasionally, when I talk about some doubts about work in the letter, the person who answers the letter will become my father, but he never directly expresses the solution. I named the new owl I bought. Vivienne, although it looks nothing like my old little owl.

Hedwig brings a letter every two weeks, and always knocks on my window at dusk on Thursday, clicks twice and then jumps away. Claw, then drink from my water glass and take a break while I unpack and feed him a packet of owl nuts from a drawer.There was always a letter in those packages, and most of the time there were postcards, or still pictures taken by Muggle cameras, showing scenes I had never seen before: endless frozen land and plains, small streets Dirty but sweet-looking mango milkshake in a large iron bucket, densely carved with unfamiliar characters... Most of the original letter was about how he almost messed up, especially when he lost Hermione After "Muggle World Travel Guide" ("I have kept this from her for half my life, do you have to write it here?" My husband couldn't help but said while reading the manuscript for me), when he gradually adapted to Muggle After seeing melon’s way of life, he spent more time talking about his experience, telling me which places with red circles on the map he wanted to take me again (“It turned out that we were all too busy, 20 There are only three red circles that have been completed so far." I shook my head and said to him while writing).

My reply was shorter in comparison, plus a few vials of potions commonly used to treat wounds and typhoid fever for Hedwig to bring back for him, kiss Hedwig on the head and ask her to say hello to Harry for me, just like she always does. Every time I remember biting my earlobe lightly to express how much Harry misses me, and watching the snow-white owl spread its wings and gradually disappear into a small black dot in the city's radiant evening.

I once wrote to tell Harry that I had thought of a brilliant way of dealing with the various parties and outings that enthusiastic single men invited me to, and bought a simple I put metal rings on my fingers and lied to them that I was engaged--I was really proud of the brilliant idea I had when I wrote this, until the next week Hedwig brought a package with a There was a photo of Harry wearing a similar ring on his right hand, and on the back it was written: "Now you are not lying." So I foolishly arranged a marriage contract for myself.

After graduating, Hermione entered the Ministry of Magic with a full honors certificate and became Kingsley's right-hand man. She probably wrote me a letter every month because she was so busy, she told me The Wizengamot unanimously decided not to pursue the past of the Malfoys serving Voldemort during the trial of the Death Eaters. Glass's Relief of Indiscriminate Wizards provided a large start-up capital.

Neville became Professor Sprout's assistant, and in his words, "It's great to be back in the shed and fiddle with the herbs, and to be able to avoid those reporters who are as numerous as mosquitoes, and I have summer vacation, So I can accompany Luna to find her horned snorkel and go for a walk with my mother outside."

All of us maintain a deliberate busyness, an unspoken tacit understanding, as if a lot of things never happened, we are now seriously normal life, in order to maintain this normality we almost exhausted With all his strength, the mercy of time finally began to descend slowly.

When I wrote to Hermione to tell Hermione that I would be able to sleep well without the sleep potion, she finally started asking me if I had considered going back home, and I felt a little hesitation holding the quill.I have been working here for three years, and although the people here are very kind to me, I have begun to miss the continuous rainy days even in midsummer, the sound of drizzle hitting the window lattices, and falling from the eaves of the shop The curtain of rain became a curtain of water, but I have been unable to make up my mind.

Week after week, time slipped through our fingers, and Harry told me in his last letter that there was only one last destination left on his round-the-world trip, without telling me which country, as usual.On another Thursday, I extinguished the cauldron on the pharmacy table, put the notepad full of notes into the cabinet, put the unused medicinal materials into the medicine cabinet, and watched the sky outside the window gradually darken.It seems to be snowing, I looked at the heavy clouds and thought, this is the city's first snow this winter.Then I remembered what was missing today. It was past sunset, but Hedwig never came to knock on my window.

She was never late, and I felt a little flustered and confused. Even in bad weather, when most of the package I brought was wet by heavy rain and sea water, and the table was covered with rainwater when it spread its wings and shook, it never Never been late.I took out the calendar in the cabinet and looked at it. The last time I received a letter was Thursday half a month ago, and I did not remember it wrong.So I canceled my previous appointment with my colleagues to go shopping in the newly opened witch clothing store after get off work. I rummaged through the bottom cabinet and found the two feathers that Hedwig had left behind. Take a sniff and set off to find her.

The night came early, and the street lamps on the street began to light up, illuminating the windows that had been foggy due to the temperature difference in a warm orange-red.When I was about to go out to the small hut where the owls roost, I suddenly heard a familiar knocking sound from the window, but Hedwig didn't squat there after I opened the window, and then I realized that it had started to snow, and there was a lot of snow. Snowflakes were falling from a sky dyed mauve by the light, and I looked down the trail of the falling snow, and saw Hedwig flapping her wings and perched on the outstretched arm of the man, wearing the same dress he left. The black-rimmed glasses raised his head and smiled at me, and the snow fell on my long dark red hair, and on his messy short black hair that seemed to never be smoothed out.

In the distance, children are cheering for the first snow this winter, and they walk away carefree and chaotically singing a song that is becoming popular recently.

I look into his eyes and know that every tomorrow will come peacefully.

For many years after that, everything was peaceful.

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Said you' dalways be my white blood,

Circulate the right love,

Giving me your white blood,

Ineed your right here with me.

—— "White Blood"

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There will be no accidents in the next day, and it will be released tomorrow. The originally scheduled extra episode is temporarily canceled due to space issues. I should prepare it when I have time in the near future.

Thank you for reading this far, and see you next time.

Song Xin 2020.8.2

"Circle" full series talk about the future

There are a lot of things I want to share, but I think of one of them for a while and it’s not a system. In order not to let this future talk become a wild horse and digress, I finally roughly divided the content into categories, but I still probably can’t escape the fate of where I think and where I say it. , I also take this opportunity to review my thoughts over the past year, and put a temporary semicolon on this huge project.

01Music

Many people ask me for song lists, but recently LOF’s Netease Cloud Jump mobile terminal has been 505, and many of them have become exclusive to VIPs. I think it’s just a simple list of song titles and authors. Search (then you will find that these are all messed up playlists, I have no taste in listening to songs).I will probably mark which ones I listened to when I was conceiving, which ones I listened to when I was typing, and which ones were specially composed as episodes of TV dramas.

Harry Potter & Alice Snape

Theme song-"WhiteBlood"-OhWonder: This was probably decided when the main line was conceived, so if you look at the introduction of the collection, you will find that the introduction is the lyrics of this song.I like the very quiet duet of male and female voices. There is a kind of gentleness of supporting each other after the wind and rain. It is placed at the end to set off the last winter snow. By the way, the scene at the end is actually inspired by the middle of the movie "Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone". The winter-to-spring cutscene where Leigh releases Hedwig in the middle of the Hogwarts grounds.After the showers in midsummer, it finally falls back to the snow that falls in winter. Snow always makes people feel a kind of stability and happiness that is exactly opposite to its temperature.

Interlude-"This World"-LenaFayre: The chapter "Mistletoe" is a very important chapter, which belongs to the category of "there should be BGM here", and in this chapter, the second set of tarot card system is actually completed Many people have noticed that Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter drew two tarot cards, and their first tarot card, like everyone else, indicated the final book of the fifth book. The position in the battle, the second card is the indicator line of emotion: Draco Malfoy's "Fool" is the first card in the Tarot card number, and Harry Potter's "World" is the last card in the Tarot card number One card represents the beginning and the end, and Alice Snape's card is established in both systems, and she is the "Wheel of Fortune" in the middle.In addition to echoing the "world" that Harry drew, I think the hazy melody fits well with the theme of fate in the Tarot.

Interlude - "Adore" -JasmineThompson: Admiration - a kiss that corresponds to the dusty emotional line is just right.

Brain Supplement-"Astronomical"-Svrcina: I listened to this song when I was writing the fifth volume of Shell House Reunion. After walking through their respective devastation, they hugged again on the ruins.

Draco Malfoy & Alice Snape

Theme song-"everytimeyoukissedme"-Emily Bindiger: Some people may think it is more suitable than this song "Dynasty", but in fact this song contains all the elements in this relationship line, summer, wind, rain, flowers, The darkness falls and waits for the dawn, because I listened to this song to complete this emotional line.

Interlude-"Mermaid"-SKOTT: At that time, I deliberately suppressed the atmosphere of the first two chapters, so I chose this bright, high-spirited and fast-paced song in the official chapter of the dance. The more impressive the dance, the better. It can be said that the second volume The center of gravity of the novel is basically in those chapters, because the bright part of this emotional line reaches its peak here, and then it takes a sharp turn for the worse.

Interlude-"Dynasty"-Miia: I have used this song not only in this work, but it is one of my favorites, because it has tension and enough desolation, I think it is very suitable for the fireworks falling in that chapter .In fact, this chapter was conceived together with the Prom Chapter and Vivienne Chapter, and they were all considered as key plot points when the first volume was written, so I listened to several songs together, but this one Most of the time, I listened to it while playing the plot on the way back to the dormitory, so I didn’t listen to it for a long time afterwards.

Interlude-"HurtsLikeHell"-Fleurie: Strictly speaking, this song is not exactly the song of this emotional drama, because it appears in the Vivienne chapter of the third volume and the Draco memory chapter of the fifth volume.Some people in the comment area can see that some text descriptions of Vivienne chapter and 104 Screaming Shack chapter are completely consistent. In terms of plot structure, the former is an allusion to the latter. Vivienne is the heroine's first owl , Draco Malfoy is the heroine's first love. The same Whomping Willow and the same heavy rain form a ring from the beginning to the end, which also echoes the sentence "there is rain in your eyes" in Trelawney's prophecy.

Brain Song-"Eternal"-Xu Song: The strange and weird song finally came, "If the fragrance lasts through the ages, the one you love turns back; if you miss happiness, who cares for me."

Talus Black & Astoria Greengrass

Theme song-"Maybe Tomorrow"-Stereophonics: I heard this song for the first time in a very classic running group video. It is a song for a group of people looking forward to the end of the world when the ancient gods come. I thought it would end like this. As a result, it started all over again.I have always felt that this kind of rock song is suitable for Talus, and "Maybe tomorrow, I will find my way home", all the teenagers in this story died with longing for tomorrow.

Impression Song-"Blue Parachute"-Zhou Shen: This is the song that the pair of CP originally decided on.The ending of the pair of Talus and Astoria was not set at the beginning, and even the pair of deputy CPs did not exist at the beginning. "That young boy, who was so lonely in the years, suddenly jumped off the old swing, and walked away in flickering light and dark."

Interlude-"IMissYou"-Czarina: If the theme song is closer to the character of Talus, this weak and slender song is for Astoria.

Interlude-《Давайза…》-Lube: It breaks my original principle of "English songs must be used in the interludes in the text", I really like this song very much.

Other weird brain supplements

Character Death BGM-"Requiem"-Siren Records MSR (Tomorrow's Ark): Although, it is really suitable, I really don't have a filter for gamers, the lyrics of this song are Anna Akhmatova's poem of the same name, in Russian With the desolation of the Siberian permafrost (although the Ukrainian accent is a bit heavy), it helps to enhance the atmosphere when writing. "The land is full of sleepers, they will be released, and they will rejoice."

Voldemort & Death Eaters-"Cold Blood"-ZaydeWolf: Yes, they have BGM.

The end of the war-"Азориздесьтихие (The dawn here is quiet)"-Lube: Don't believe it, the silence is over, the dawn here is quiet, the layers of mist are like bandages, and the bloody glow is reflected on the lake.

Sirius Black-"Casablanca"-BertieHiggins: The ending is also determined by listening to the song.

"MyDemons", "Unbecoming", "Monster"-Starset: I just like to listen to it...

"Dancing With Your Ghost" - Sasha Sloan - almost used it as an episode

"Break the Cycle" -You+Me- was almost used as the theme song of the whole series, but NetEase Cloud's translation is too literary and it made me feel rebellious...

"Flower Crown" - Amano Tsuki: Write the fifth volume and listen often

"Unlasting"-LiSA: Same as above.

"youshouldseemeinacrown"-BillieEilish: Girls' Battle Highlight Song

"Castle"-Halsey: Girls' Battle Song + Volume [-] BGM against Umbridge

The other songs are basically what I like to listen to, nothing to do with the article