Ayanokouji always wants me to confess

After Kushida said that, I immediately closed the elevator door.

Kushida, I have something to tell you.

Probably because I closed the elevator directly, and the other party's reaction was too blunt.Before I spoke, Kushida asked me directly if I hated Ayanokouji.Perhaps because he was used to my often slow answering method, Kushida began to introduce the advantages of Ayanokouji to me, and it seemed that he and I were matched.

So I asked back, "Do you want me to be with him?"

Kushida couldn't see how I was feeling, so he said cautiously: "That's not true, I just thought that if you could like him too, it would be a happy event. Even if you don't like him... I didn't mean to let you annoying."

"Did he come to you for help?"

Kushida didn't say it directly, but I could still read her expression.

"sorry."

"Kushida, it's okay. We're friends, and I won't be mad at you."

I have always been doting and pampering my friends.I've always been like this, it doesn't matter if I go too far, as long as we're friends.Among thousands of friends, like washing sand in the waves, one person is willing to give me his sincerity, and that is enough.Besides, it's just a trivial matter.

I patted her on the shoulder casually, smiling.

After the elevator door opened, several girls from other classes saw us and greeted us with a smile: "Morning, Guangxi, Kikyo."

I never knew what my shortcomings were in making friends.From childhood to adulthood, my friends have always been too many to count. As long as I stand in one place, someone will always come towards me.Even when surrounded, my reaction is always sharpest when someone leaves.Just like at this time, I was surrounded by girls from other classes, and when I was about to walk towards the exit of the dormitory building, I felt a cool sight behind me, and that familiar feeling made my back stiff.However, as soon as I turned my head, my companions grabbed my hand, and their faces blocked my sight.

Before going back to the classroom, I went to see my senior from the Archery Club.I enrolled in Kyudo.After all, since elementary school, I have always joined the archery club, so far, I have never thought about changing it.So it's the same in this high school, I don't want to change.

Learning this kind of thing in school, there are thousands of ways to achieve this goal, you can work hard, and you can take shortcuts.After all, this study is for people other than yourself.

"Sister Asakura, do you have any previous test papers?"

"It's impossible to give it to you." Asami Asakura is a sophomore in the Kyudo Department who is very close to me. She raised her finger to tell me to speak softly, and said in a low voice, "The school is not There are rules, if it spreads, I will be punished."

"I'm just studying for reference, and the school doesn't give the exact same questions." I put my hands on the railing and said, "And I've searched all the school rules. If there was such a rule, I wouldn't come here to ask. So this shows that One problem, the school is acquiescing to such behavior,"

Asakura-senpai looked at me suspiciously: "You are notoriously not fond of studying, you will go over school rules, isn't that just trying to trick me?"

"Learning and reviewing school rules are two different things." I continued, "Our class is in a lot of trouble right now, and Kushida is busy and thankless. If my senior sister can't help, is there anyone I can introduce? I still have a little points. Yes." I turned on the phone and showed her the number on the phone - 57 points, this is a fixed interface I made with a discarded phone, just imagine it as a moving picture.It doesn't do me any good to expose too much at once.

Asakura-senpai looked around as if looking at the scenery, and when she was sure that there was no one, she quickly said, "Money is a little tight recently, and I have been afraid to buy a set of cosmetics that I wanted to buy. The boyfriend I made last time borrowed mine. Points haven't been paid yet..."

"By the way, senior sister's birthday has passed long ago. Senior sister takes care of me so much, so let me make up for you."

Asakura coughed lightly and said, "Then you come to me to study after school this afternoon, do you have time?"

"Of course, we'll see you this afternoon." I nodded, intending to end this morning's meeting.

Asakura suddenly asked: "Well, Ayano, how do you have so many points?"

The personal points of Class D are zero in the second month, and it is fixed at [-] per person when enrolling. Even if I use the free route for all my expenses, it is impossible for it to be higher than [-].

"I made a good boyfriend." I said without thinking.

"A sophomore." Asakura-senpai seemed to have some ideas, "It's probably Nagumo Masa from the student union, don't be fooled by his sugar-coated cannonballs. As far as I know, he's having an affair with four or five girls I don't know, but recently I have taken a fancy to your first-year student council members."

The girl from the first-year student council is probably Ichinose Hoonami from Class B.

I have some impression of her, class B leader girl, she is a rare girl who will be welcomed by the whole grade girl circle, cheerful and generous, and very hardworking.I have yet to meet anyone who has a negative attitude towards her.

"I see."

When I returned to the classroom, I first looked at Kushida's seat, and then found that her seat was empty, and then I realized that I was sitting in my seat, chatting enthusiastically with that Ayanokouji.This made me wonder whether what happened on the balcony yesterday was a dream or real.However, the recordings stored on my phone were not fake.

I……

How should I say it?

I actually don't fully believe in the existence of friends, and maybe that's why I'll never find true friends.But I have been hurt too much, and I have to prepare in advance to retreat when I make friends.

When I was very young, I heard a very funny story about two turtles.

They made an appointment to climb to the top of the mountain to eat instant noodles together.But after the two arrived, a turtle said that he could not find water to make instant noodles, so he proposed to go down the mountain to fetch water.Another tortoise said that it would definitely wait for its friend to come back to eat instant noodles.Then 50 years later, the tortoise who was waiting for his friends on the top of the mountain couldn't stand the wait, and opened the lid of the instant noodles.At this time, the tortoise who proposed to go down the mountain to fetch water jumped out and said, I knew you would betray me, so I have been waiting here.

When I finished watching it, I was speechless except for being ridiculous.Not to mention the rationality of this story, but it does tell a person the truth.

I also began to know that friendship cannot stand the test, and it cannot withstand unnecessary fuss.

I never deliberately set up difficult problems in order to get the so-called true friends, wanting to know what they think.Even though people's thoughts are always unpredictable, I have never given up and shied away from the pursuit of friendship.

Even if it is a stone, I can cover it with heat.

"Kushida, can you come with me after school?" I left the classroom on the grounds of going outside the teaching building to fetch water, so now I'm also carrying the water bottle and walking to my seat in a manner that fits my reason.

Kushida showed a sorry smile on his face, put his hands together and said, "I have an appointment with Ayanokōji-san after school this afternoon."

"...That's good." I nodded.

I want to say it again, Kushida said with a smile: "Mitsuki, you can play with other friends."

"Hmm." I didn't think too much about it, nor did I refuse.

Thinking about it later, I seem to lose friends unconsciously like this.

Because of the midterm exam, the teachers mainly focus on the review level, and will also send some small exercises to the students.When I was passing the exercise paper to the back, I felt my wrist was being pulled. I tried to struggle, and finally had to turn around and face the direction of the window.

Ayanokōji said, "When school was over yesterday, you heard the conversation between Kushida and me on the balcony, right?"

There was too much information in Ayanokōji's words, and it exploded from my head all of a sudden, and I was momentarily stunned.

Then I heard my voice say, "Let's talk after class."

"Ah."