Ayanokouji always wants me to confess

I feel like I must be obsessed with Murphy's Law.

I feel that I have a little affection for Ayanokōji, not that kind of friend relationship, but just standing with him and I feel inexplicably happy, and he can start to tease me with any movement.

Because of the pinching of the ears, my whole body started to feel wrong.Taking a bath in cold water in the morning can't throw out my strange thoughts, but it's almost time to go out for the game. Senior sister Asakura came to call the door, so I didn't care much, so I had to go out of the bathroom first.

"What's wrong with you? You look so bad?" Asakura-senpai was shocked when she saw me like this.

I naturally lay on her back, found a fulcrum and half-closed my eyes to rest: "I didn't sleep well last night."

"If you are seen by the instructor like this, you must know that you have been out to play all night." Sister Asakura shared the room with me, and she woke up when I came back at night.

She suspected that my house lived nearby, so I sneaked out just to go home and have a look.But I didn't explain it.

"Lend me to lie down first." When I went out with her, I said coquettishly in a low voice.

Senior sister Asakura had no objection, she just smiled and said, "As soon as you posted it, I really feel that your breasts are quite big."

An E said that a B is quite big, you are sure you are not trying to comfort me.My figure is probably in the middle and lower reaches of class D, or the whole grade is below average.But I didn't pay much attention to it before, now I think about whether boys prefer a good figure.Like me up to now, I have never had any good luck, and the annoying rotten peach blossoms have not diminished.

I stared at Asakura-senpai's choppy breasts from my perspective, and asked, "Senior, what do you usually eat?"

Asakura-senpai said knowingly: "Milk, right? I will definitely drink three glasses of milk every day."

"But according to the analysis of the literature, milk doesn't have any expected effect. Could it be the effect of psychological suggestion?" I was still wondering.

"There are many ways to do diet therapy, and massage is also fine." Asakura-senpai said this, she suddenly whispered in my ear, "It's also okay to have a boyfriend, for example, together..."

She also wanted to tell me that the sound of "Morning" at this time scared the two of us into shivering. We didn't expect that there was someone behind, and it was a girl, it was a boy, and the key was Ayanokoji.I don't know how long he followed and how much he listened to. Senior sister Asakura pretended that we didn't talk about anything just now, and responded, "You're a junior from the basketball team?"

"Ah."

Ayanokouji just responded without saying much, as serious as the dean.

"Then let's go to the restaurant together."

Asakura-senpai bit the bullet and ended the conversation hastily, while I pretended to be dead the whole time, buried in her neck without even raising my head.

I felt like I was going to die, my whole face was burning with shame, and even when Ayanokouji just walked by my dining table, I subconsciously avoided it.Until Ayanokōji seized the opportunity that no one was paying attention, brought me a glass of lemonade and told me that there was a girl’s birthday in the class, and Kushida heard that he would be leaving school, so he entrusted him to buy things outside the school, and asked me if I had any recommendations .

I don't know why, after he finished talking to me in a straight line, I suddenly woke up from the hot head from last night to the present, and felt a little funny.

"I don't know." I resumed my usual attitude and started to say, "This is like an exam, how can I give you the answer? But seeing how hard you work, give me some hints, you can search the Internet for something The gifts that girls most want to receive."

"Are you angry?"

"Why do you say that?" I slowly planned to reason with him.

But here's the thing -- yeah, I'm pissed off.

If Ayanokōji really cared about me, he would know Kushida's attitude towards me and what he did to me. Tian's request, what is the difference between this and deviating from me.Am I no match for Kushida?

This is one point.

Another point, I am angry not because he did this, because maybe the whole class pressured him to do it, he didn't want to be isolated by the class, and it was also in line with his usual code of conduct.But I'm annoyed that he mentioned it to me.As the whole class, almost everyone knew that I was going to leave the school, but there was no news about me, but Kushida entrusted Ayanokōji to do it, which means that I have been isolated in the class under Kushida's operation.And Ayanokōji didn't think about discussing with me how I would deal with myself in the future, but asked me straight-up what to buy.

I was originally a marginal person in Class D, especially under the surface that Kushida still pretended to greet me, I didn't get wind of it at all, and I was completely excluded.Now that Kushida dares to poach people one-sidedly, ignoring her previous entanglement with Ayanokouji, and strengthening her connection with Ayanokouji, I really have no status in Class D.

I treat Ayanokouji with all my heart and soul, are you going to treat me like this?

I endured the restlessness and aggrieved mood, and continued to wait for Ayanokōji to say anything about helping me next, but he didn't say anything.

I don't need help.

But don't you want to care about it when you see it?

That's right, after breakfast, I suddenly remembered that one night on the ship, he hugged Kushida. Although Kushida offered it, he didn't refuse.

I drank a large glass of water, and I knew I was too prone to overthinking, looking back, and getting myself into trouble.But I don't like the situation to be out of my hands.

The first thing I do when I get back to school, I have to change classes.

I forgive Ayanokouji, if I were a man, I would also like Kushida, she is happy and relaxed to get along with, and she is also kind and lovely.And I was fussy, sensitive, short-tempered, and unlovable.

After drinking the water, I threw the glass directly into the trash can, and the waiter on the side froze, not to mention accusations, not even daring to speak out.

I went to wash my hands afterwards, and I washed them for a long time, as if I was going to take off the skin.

I was very depressed and confused.I don't want to tear off my peaceful mask, but I really can't help being filled with annoyance.I thought that I really made a very good friend, smart, and I have a tacit understanding, and I can get on with anything, and I like it very much; but now, I find that his focus is on his own interests and another I'm not the person I'm dealing with, so I'll wait for the day when he thinks I won't be hurt at all, betrayed and used, like what Kikyo did to me back then, and then I still think about them changing their minds?I couldn't help but wonder, was Ayanokōji's purpose for coming out only for Kushida, and then brought me along?If he can win my trust, it will do no harm to him, will it?

If so, forget it!

Better not to.

Every time I try my best to understand their difficulties and their difficulties.But my requirements for my friends may be too high. I want them to treat me wholeheartedly and never betray me. I want them to be kind to me. They can respond one by one. I may be the extreme egoist.

I'm really lost.

The game in the stadium was not over, and I was outside in the rain.The rare rainy days these days have exactly matched my mood.I don't know how long it took, the rain stopped on my side, and a pair of black leather shoes stopped in front of me. I looked up and saw Amamiya standing under the umbrella, squatting down to follow my gaze.

"You're going to get sick."

"Talent is not that fragile."

"At least it seems to me that you are."

Yugong pulled me up, and I collapsed into his arms as if I had no bones, and hugged him.

"I miss my sister, I miss Hayasaka, and I also want to go home."

"Nobody said no."

"I want to relax, live a little easier, think about nothing, just care about my own happiness."

"Okay." Amamiya patted me on the back, "How about going to drink coffee? Sweets can restore your mood, and Futaba is here."

After Yu Gong went to college, he studied psychology, and he was quite suitable. His quiet personality sometimes exudes a reliable charm.

"it is good."

"Is it useful to take the mobile phone?"

"The ones I saw belonged to other people, and I never entered my own." Except for Ayanokoji, I have also entered four other people. There is Hasebe, who is not familiar with me, a girl who usually treats anyone. People are not fake, but they are full of emotions in their hearts; there are also those of Chabashira-sensei, Hirata and Horikita Ayane. □□ still come in handy, but somewhat exaggerated, what I do is □□...

Sakura still didn't go to school, and besides her adoptive father, she usually sees Amemiya more often.When she saw me, she didn't show a particularly happy expression on her face, she was still lazy, but she gave me the same AKG earphone that she likes to wear.

"I'm in a sad mood today." I lay down on the table dejectedly, "It doesn't matter if I get demerited." Although I don't care if I demerit or not.

"Didn't you play with your family on Qixi Festival yesterday?" Futaba heard that I went to play.

I told them the general ins and outs, except Amamiya and Futaba.I seldom speak directly from my heart. Only they understand my resentment, unwillingness, anger and frustration.Because they have already entered my inner world directly, so I don't hide it.

Futaba and Amamiya fell into deep thought at the same time.I didn't want to ask for an answer, and after sorting it out in my head, I said it calmly.

"Actually, miss, you think too much." Hayasaka's voice sounded from behind, she pulled off her sunglasses, and rolled her blue eyes, "You're just, purely jealous."

"Why should I be jealous?"

By the way, Hayasaka, you are too elusive, right?

"Because you like your back desk, if you don't like it, nothing he says will affect you, will it?"

"To be reasonable, I won't be friends with people I hate. Can't I be angry? Standing by and watching is also a kind of betrayal." What's more, if it was Sakura and Horikita who asked him to buy things, it would be better than Kushida, so I'm not jealous!

Hayasaka had no way to refute me.

I'm also not interested in winning this kind of debate, and then I'm tired of it.

"I'll have a good talk with him."

The biggest problem between me and Kikyo is that I didn't communicate well.And I actually have a part to test her, I never said that I know their tricks, I just want to know if Kikyo will stand by my side in the end, ignoring those boring instigation, but Kikyo took me to court .Too many people in my life have tried and tested, just like the turtle eating instant noodles I saw before, very boring.Of course I also think I'm bored.

"Hayasaka, I also want to see Kikyo, please find time to help me arrange it."

"Amiya and Futaba want to go together?"

Amamiya promised to go with me, but Futaba didn't want to go.I want to know what Kikyo thinks, I tend to over-interpret people, maybe I have a lot of problems that I haven't discovered?After all, I still don't believe that Kikyo has always hated me.

Before our school's basketball team reached the top eight, they met the basketball team of Luoshan University. Their captain and some of the main players didn't play, and they beat our school to nothing.I didn't remember it at first, but when I saw the red hair, I remembered that I had met the captain before - Akashi Seijuro, who was gentle and polite when he was a child, but now he always has a vicious and determined aura.We didn't even say hello and just walked away.Because of this failure, they are going back to school.

I did not meet Ayanokōji.

I originally planned a text message to send to him, and he can read it when he goes back to school.Thinking about it later, it seemed that I valued him so much that I made myself feel like today's ups and downs.

There is no need to be friends, just cooperate like this, and each takes what he needs.

When I went back to the hotel, the waiter at the counter told me that someone had given me a present.I took it and opened it. Inside was a music box and a piece of letter paper, full of words, more than a page.

Signed - "Ayano Koji Kiyotaka".

Basically, I predicted that I would return to school earlier than myself, and the entrustment counter was handed over to me on the afternoon of the day I left.Knowing that my (Ayaya Shinomiya) birthday has passed, I bought a present for me.

The second piece of paper is about today's events.He deliberately made me angry, and then gave me a birthday present, which played a reverse role, saying that he would deliberately set up this kind of plot when he saw many surprise gifts, and it succeeded.But after seeing me smashing the glass, he had a premonition that he seemed to be playing off, so he apologized to me here first, and went back to invite me to dinner.

I read the second piece of paper many times, especially when the last sentence honestly stated that even a loan would satisfy my requirements, I kept rolling on the bed.Asakura-senpai also smiled and asked me what happened to me.

I'm not happy, I'm just laughing because I thought of how to fix Ayanokoji.

"I want a French meal."

Ayanokouji has already returned to school, and his attitude is very sincere: "Okay."

"you made it yourself."

"..."

"I'll bring the materials with you, you can save a lot of points, let's see if I treat you well?"

"Will there be a problem if you fail the cooking?"

"There will be punishment programs."

"……I see."

I was proud of his helplessness towards me, and was about to hang up, when he asked me again: "How do you feel?"

Inexplicably, I felt my heart sore and numb.

"it is good."

"Thank you, that's good."

"You're welcome."

After hanging up the phone, I thought our conversation was utterly weird.Why did Ayanokōji say thank you to me, and I still said "you're welcome".

Maybe it's not the dialogue that's weird, it's just me.

There must be something wrong with me somewhere.

The author has something to say:

Ayano: There must be something wrong with me

Sato: Simply because I fell in love with Ayanokouji, there is no way out.