Ayanokouji always wants me to confess

I sat back on the floor with the feeling that Ayanokouji was going to trick me, and put the question I wanted to ask back in my stomach.Not all preemptive strikes can be counter-killed, otherwise, how could there be a word called "coming from behind".

This room is not big, and I sat on the floor with Ayanokōji, half of the room was occupied, and the knee of my left leg was still touching his knee.Ayanokōji seems to be very concerned about other people touching him, and he always looks at my face from time to time until I notice him.

Probably because I left him with a deep impression of boys’ honesty, so he kept thinking when I would move my knees away, because if a boy does this kind of thing, it will always look like he dislikes the other person. So if girls do it, it will be more natural.

So, when I noticed that he was looking at me, I immediately figured it out. Seeing that we had been silent for four or ten minutes, I stood up and said, "Do you want to drink some sparkling water and take a break?"

Plenty of free gourmet drinks are provided on the cruise.Personally, I am used to drinking natural gas-soaked water. The TDS concentration of my favorite sparkling water is generally around 1000mg/L, so when I opened the small refrigerator, it was full of this kind of sparkling water, and then I closed the refrigerator again. After all, for those who are not used to People who drink sparkling water will feel that the bubbles are too dense and rushing.

I thought for a while and said, "Why don't I go outside and get some other drinks." I remember that there was a drink vending machine at the end of the corridor, which was full of drinks and it was free.

"You're welcome."

"No problem, I'll just grab some tap water for you to drink."

I was speechless to Ayanokōji, and said, "Then you should be more polite."

"I'm seriously thinking about you." I said nonsense seriously, "Tap water is low-fat, sugar-free and zero-calorie. It's an excellent drink."

"We have other options for tea, don't we?"

"Have it?"

I purposely glance around, ignoring my tea and coffee bags on top of the mini fridge.

At this time, Ayanokoji stood up, took a pack of tea bags directly from behind me, and boiled hot water with a water heater to drink.

"...you can't sleep at night like this?"

I would like to remind you.

What about tea in the evening?

Ayanokouji glanced at me, watched the brown color slowly overflowing from the tea bag, and said, "I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight."

How to do?

I don't even know if I should pick it up or not?

I heard that I still said submissively, what's the matter.

Ayanokōji looked at me, as if he didn't expect me to say such a thing, paused, and said: "When I passed the bar just now, I heard our head teacher of class D and the head teachers of classes A and B drinking. Chatted, and also talked about the setting of the preferential student examination. Among the twelve groups, the dragon group has the most outstanding students, while other groups, such as the Sakura group, also tend to be weaker in academic ability. When I was chatting with Horikita, I naturally thought that the assignments were based on test scores, but in my group, the existence of Ichinose-san made me a little puzzled."

"So you think, it might be that our class teacher valued you, and the teacher of Class B noticed that he wanted Ichinose to spy on you? It seems quite tricky."

I took a sip of sparkling water pretending to have a heavy expression, and what I thought in my heart was—why can’t I fall asleep?It's normal to have doubts.In fact, this guy is not completely low-key in his work. The class knows that he is capable. Apart from Horikita, Kikyo, Kouenji and the class teacher, there are more than three people who know a secret, and this secret is no longer true. It's in a safe state.

I don't think he's telling the truth, but it's impossible to force him to say whether he is worried about something, so he can't sleep.

"Have you noticed that once you have a disagreement, you will get used to averting your eyes, not making eye contact with anyone, and you will put away all your expressions?" Ayanokōji said this suddenly.

"I know."

It's not the first time I've been told that, so generally, I can avoid not acting if I don't act.Kouenji Rokusuke was the first to discover my shortcoming. At the age of four, he pointed at my face and said, you won't lie.At that time, I felt that I was suddenly scolded, and I felt inexplicably flustered.Thinking about it now, I am mentally retarded.

"Because I'm not used to deceiving people. When I get used to it, it's a terrible thing. But I'm used to it, and I'm numb. I think it was a terrible affectation and hypocrisy to think about it before. Besides, I didn't You're smart, it's not normal that you can't change it."

I may have tended to talk a lot to myself before, so Ayanokoji asked me about the last sentence.

"...Why do you think so?"

The first time I met someone asking me to explain why I was stupid, it was like someone pointing at 1+1=2 on a notebook and asking me why it was equal to 2.

Don't you know it just by looking at it?

"Because I'm surrounded by powerful people."

I think this is the best reason I've found.

Since I was born, I have been surrounded by people who are much stronger than me. I tried my best to reach their side, but found that the distance between myself and them was as insurmountable as a gap.When I left their circle and became the number one in other circles, I didn't feel like I had beat them.On the contrary, it was precisely because I couldn't win that I chose to run away from them.So all the honors I have won are actually proof that I can't win them and can only choose to escape.

"Ayano, what do you think is real strength?"

When Ayanokōji asked me this, I suddenly remembered that my impression of him was a weirdo who pursued philosophical propositions. I felt that answering this question required mobilizing all my brains. Thinking about it made my heart tired. This kind of question is never right or wrong. Opinions will also change with time, place and mood. I don't like to talk about such imaginary topics.I prefer to talk about questions with unique answers. This is probably why I like to engage in black technology. If you are right, you are right, and if you are wrong, you are wrong.

When I was about to give a random answer, Ayanokōji said, "In my opinion, you are a person with real strength."

Oh.

"Then I'll politely express my pleasure."

Ayanokouji emphasized: "This is my recognition of you." Ayanokouji put on a tone of earnestness from the dean.

"I'm so happy." I said in a good tone.

Ayanokōji hit my head with a teacup unceremoniously: "There is no cure."

Ayanokouji didn't hurt at all, but it confused me, many things came up, it made me feel inexplicable, and the roots of my ears became hot.

Ayanokōji didn't stay for long either. When he was supposed to rest, it was almost 09:30, so he couldn't stay any longer.After he went back, I took out my mobile phone and clicked on a software, which recorded in detail the operation of Ayanokouji's use of his mobile phone according to time, when he received calls or text messages, what software he opened, account passwords, etc. .Didn't I change his mobile phone a month after school started?I installed a remote monitoring software in his mobile phone. The method of hiding the software is very simple, just set the function of hiding the application.I used this to monitor and guide Kushida Kikyo's entire bullying incident. Instead of Ayanokoji, I can remotely operate the software in his mobile phone to read or send messages, and delete the history.Of course, I also know that he has never noticed that there is such a software in his mobile phone, and I have always planned to use it to monitor his actions.

From Kouenji Rokusuke reminding me to be careful Ayanokouji, I feel that there is nothing more reassuring than keeping dangerous things in front of my eyes.

The known is not terrible, the terrible thing is the unknown, not knowing.

When Ayanokoji said that just now, I somehow felt that he really cared about me.Therefore, I feel uneasy in my conscience, and even in order to eliminate this feeling of guilt, I hope that Ayanokōji is a person who has malicious intentions towards me.

I was thinking in bed when Ayanokōji said "Good night".

After hesitating for about three or ten minutes, I sent a "hmm".

Ayanokōji replied in seconds: "Didn't you sleep?"

I said honestly, "Suddenly I couldn't sleep."

"There are stars out there, you might be able to watch to pass the time."

"Are you watching too?"

I sat up and drew the curtains.Because it is far away from the city, there are as many stars in the sky as depicted on the drawing paper, twinkling quietly in the night sky, with the sound of waves and sea wind next to my ears.

"If it were me, if I can't fall asleep, I will be playing games."

Looking at the stars is too artistic, right?And can you still see a flower?

Who is this child who came out of modern life?

"It's like what you would do." Ayanokōji said directly, "Playing games often is not good for your health, aren't you short-sighted?"

"As expected, it's Director Ayanokouji."

After I sent it, it took a long time for Ayanokōji to reply me, but what I received was a phone call.

"What is Director Ayanokōji?"

"Stereotyped, boring and stubborn."

"..."

I guess Ayanokoji was speechless, there are no words to describe me.

I couldn't help laughing.

"How can you be so funny?"

"Didn't you say that I'm rigid, boring and stubborn?"

"That's why it's fun to tease." I said brazenly, I like to be funny in nature, the better the relationship is, the more I like to tease each other.At this time, I heard the whistling wind, so I asked again: "Are you on the deck? I heard a loud wind."

"Ah."

"It seems that you really can't fall asleep, so I'll go play games, so please do your best."

I was about to hang up when Ayanokōji stopped me.

"Ayano, do you know what the Summer Triangle is?"

Alas, this guy is not willing to let me go.

"...I'll search the Internet now."

"Did you look up and see the Big Dipper?"

I looked up at the sky and said, "...I found it." In fact, I think the imagination of the ancients was a little too rich, let alone the Big Dipper, how do the various constellations get their shapes.

"Then see the brightest star? That's Vega, and its counterpart is Altair."

"Actually, what I saw was quite bright."

"Put on your glasses."

I think Ayanokōji must have clairvoyance, how did he know that I didn't wear glasses.

"I don't talk about romance, I don't pay attention to details. The summer triangle is to find a triangle, right?"

"…………"

"If you don't want to talk, I'll hang up."

"……chat."

This sentence made me deeply feel that Ayanokouji has no friends, so pitiful that even I can bear such a perfunctory way.

"By the way, aren't you cold? The wind is so strong, over there."

"I'm wearing a coat, so it's okay."

"Are you sleepy now?"

"Are you sleepy now?" Ayanokōji asked me back.

"wait for me a while."

After I hung up the phone, I bought two bottles of hot cocoa and went to meet him on the deck.

"Seeing you are so pitiful, let me sympathize with you."

When he handed it to him, only the back of his hand was cold, but the palm was very hot, and his hand was quite big.

I accidentally noticed a lot of details that didn't help.

I was still in a daze, when Ayanokōji suddenly pressed the back of his hand to the side of my face, I didn't react for a while.

"Ok?"

what's the situation? !

I immediately moved away, only to notice that he was touching my hair.

"Speaking of which, if you often stay up late, be careful that your hair loss will be serious." Ayanokōji said with a sincere expression.

My heartbeat, which had been accelerated by his unexpected action, immediately calmed down and stabilized. Without even thinking about it, I directly kicked him behind the thigh.

The author has something to say:

Ayanokouji: I just want to reciprocate and express my concern for her.

Ayano: Let’s choose one between the end of friends and the black list.

(Two people don't understand romance at all, really.)