Ayanokouji always wants me to confess

After seeing "You are not the other party's friend and cannot send messages", I pursed my lips subconsciously.Asakura-senpai who was sitting next to me seemed to see that my expression was wrong, so she asked me if I had any questions.

"I'm fine." I closed the phone cover, shook my head at her again and said, "It's nothing serious."

In less than three days, all the girl friends who were close to me cut off contact with me.

I'm not sure what action I should take, should I go to Kushida first?After all, I have a closer relationship with her, but my friend Kushida who is called "best" also cut off my contact with her. I think it will be difficult to get a reply if I go to her.

Asakura-senpai rested her chin on one hand, and said the self-evident truth in a leisurely manner.

"It doesn't seem to mean that it's okay. It's more like saying that you want to solve it yourself."

The people living in this school are not so simple and innocent, and Asakura-senpai is the kind who meets people with winks.Seeing that I was still unwilling to speak up, she gave in and said, "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, let it go. Come to me again if you need it. Well, let me help you with the final finishing work of going back to the school club, and you can deal with it first. your business."

"Very helpful."

I don't refuse Asakura-senpai's kindness.

If you refuse too much, it will appear unreasonable. Properly accepting the other party's kindness proves that you are open to her, which is also very important.

When I got off the bus and went back to school, it happened to be at the node of the last physical education class.There won't be any students in the classroom, and I'm still wearing my school tracksuit, so it would be more appropriate for me to go directly to the playground where my class is, but I suddenly feel like I'm just going to meet Kushida who suddenly deleted me In front of you, it will make the scene even more embarrassing.After hesitating for a moment, I sat back in my seat without thinking about anything.

Time is always fair, whether you want it to come or not, it will not be transferred according to anyone's will.

Before the bell rang at the end of the class, the students in our class changed back to their school uniforms and walked back to the classroom one after another.After seeing me, everyone seemed to stop talking or lower their voices tacitly.It seems that everyone in the class knows that something related to me has happened.But they all avoided my eyes directly and didn't talk to me.Kushida entered the classroom in the middle of the time when the students went back to the classroom to pick up their backpacks.During this time period, there were the most people, and she was surrounded by several girls in the class.

I thought she would avoid my eyes, but the moment she saw me, she quickened her pace and trotted directly to my seat.

Kushida fawn's clear eyes couldn't hide any regret and sadness.

"Guangxi, I'm sorry!"

"what happened?"

I subconsciously replied this sentence, and afterwards I found that I was quite wicked.Because I went on to say: "I wanted to tell you something back, but my phone didn't charge in time, so I couldn't notify you in advance, but I wanted to surprise you, so I thought it was just right. So what's wrong? "

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Kushida's face, he pursed his lips, unable to explain anything.She has no way to explain this matter, or in other words, she will inevitably reveal some biased opinions during the explanation process, which is against her will.Kushida remained silent, causing the entire class, which was already in a strange atmosphere, to fall into dead silence.

"I heard that you snatched Miyamoto-san from class A's favorite object, so Miyamoto-san asked all the girls who are friendly with you to isolate you." Horikita spoke unceremoniously, and said calmly while putting things away Pack it into your backpack.

Horikita's speech focused the whole class's attention on her, but she didn't seem to care about other people's gazes, but when she finally left, her purple eyes swept over all the students who were on the sidelines, and finally looked at I, close the door.

"So, why is Kushida sorry for me?"

It's impossible for Kushida to say that she was also forced to cut ties with me.

Miyamoto has always acted aggressively, and it's not surprising that Kushida, a soft-hearted old man, was forced to bow his head.

I feel that I am a little too aggressive. I know everything, but I must ask the other party to explain these hurtful words.

Kushida lowered her eyes, clenched her fists as if she had finally made up her mind, and looked firmly into my eyes.I could see tears in her eyes: "I will definitely convince them to trust you."

I originally had a sentence in my throat, but in the end I lost the power to speak in her tears.But I think it's time for me to say something at this time, the words turned around my lips several times, and only one sentence remained: "It's okay, I don't want Kushida to be difficult."

Friend B caught in friend AC has always been more difficult to do.

I don't want Kushida to be treated as a hostile object by Miyamoto.

Kushida was still standing in front of me, tears also fell on the ground.The surrounding classmates also began to comfort Kushida, explaining to me Kushida's hard work when I was not in school while comforting me.It was also through their scattered comfort and explanations that I pieced together the reason for the development of the matter. On the day I left school, that is, on Monday, Miyamoto heard that the person he liked had a crush on me, so his anger shattered her heart. Be rational and ask all the girls who have been close to me to cut off contact with me.During the simple two days from Tuesday to Thursday, because of Miyamoto's undisguised handling, most people knew the news about the future of the storm, so when they saw me coming back, they were a little embarrassed.

Among the girls, some sympathized with me, and some agreed with Miyamoto's thoughts, so there were two attitudes: not participating in any discussion, and pouring dirty water on me.But no one has come up with actual evidence to prove who I really seduced and had a py transaction with.This kind of thing is hard to say clearly, let alone hard to tell.It is impossible for me to go to Miyamoto and say that I don't know that the person she likes has a good impression of me.This matter is not about whether I know it or not, but the established fact that the object of her crush has a good impression of me is not allowed.

"I see."

I picked up my backpack and went straight out.

If I don't leave now, I'll just wait for the bell to ring after class. Miyamoto, who knows that I'm back, may find someone to surround me, and I will be in trouble.

When I returned to my dormitory with my backpack on my back, the door was full of household garbage that gave off a strange smell.

I said before that my room is a dead corner, so I didn't see the garbage at the door of my dormitory when I came up, and the crime probably didn't take too long, so the dormitory management didn't find this problem in time.I am not a person with strong self-care ability, and the garbage at the door is not mine, so I went directly to my own bedroom and locked the garbage at the door.

After all, I put a lot of important things in my house, so I placed a surveillance camera at the door to monitor the situation, and found that the perpetrators were indeed Miyamoto and the others.They are students of Class A. Although they belong to Arisu Sakayanagi, Sakayanagi is not someone who will meddle in other people's private affairs. In addition, I think she thinks I will handle it by myself, so she only sent a sentence when class is over. "How's the game going?"

I replied, "There will be national competitions in the summer."

"Read" is displayed on the text message.

Our conversation is over.

I don't know if Ayanokōji did something about this matter.But about the relationship, if he wants to make it up, it won't have this effect, as long as he confronts the other party.

……

After all, I am also very tired.

After taking a simple shower, I turned off the phone and hid under the blanket to sleep.

The next day, I didn't ask Mr. Chabashira for leave, but stayed in the dormitory directly.The weekend was no different from the past, I didn't contact anyone, and I stayed in the dormitory all the time.I was going to say stay until next week.But on Tuesday night, the surveillance camera I placed at the door transmitted images of the core figures of our class, or our class leader Hirata, together with Ayanokōji, picking up piles of rubbish at my door.

I thought about it and opened the door anyway.

The two of them reacted for a long time looking at my unkempt appearance.

Finally, the good old Hirata was the first to react.

"Ayano-san, are you okay?" Toshihide Hirata Wenxi showed a worried expression on his face, "I heard that the girl here can't reach you, and your phone is turned off."

I looked at the amount of garbage on the ground compared to the previous few days, and I felt that Hirata was underestimating the situation.It's not that girls can't contact me. After all, if you want to contact me, you can't only use a mobile phone.It's because I don't want to anger Miyamoto even if I'm on the same level, or I'm too much involved in being the public enemy of girls.Therefore, it is reasonable for Hirata, who is the squad leader, to come to visit me.

"Class D is a big group and will definitely protect you." Hirata continued, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me directly, and we can find a way for each other."

I'm not particularly good at lying performances, so I'm better at silence or changing the subject.

Complying with my sudden opening of the door, I said directly, "I'm hungry."

"Um, ah, okay...?"

Hirata was stunned by my sudden words.

I looked at Ayanokōji who was next to me as the background board, and continued, "If you don't mind, I'll treat you to dinner as a thank you gift for helping me clean up the trash."

I have kept a distance from boys before to avoid suspicion, and I cannot avoid the emotional entanglements I am facing today.Then, there is no need to avoid suspicion now, just do whatever you want.

"But it would be better to refuse." I said honestly, "It was just a scene, I just said it casually."

After all, when others help you clean up the garbage outside, you should always be polite.

It was probably the first time for Hirata to meet someone like me, and his usually nimble mind slowed down a beat, and the hand that was about to refuse seemed to slow down twice as fast, and waved.

"No...you're welcome?"

But when I was eating, they still followed me.

Hirata came here this time to persuade me to go back to class, because I think Ayanokouji is more familiar with me and will be easier to talk to, so he brought Ayanokouji to find me.But Ayanokōji used himself as the background board throughout the whole process, and only Hirata kept trying to maintain a smooth dialogue with me in embarrassment.

"If Ayano-san thinks that there are no friends in the class, I can be your friend." Hirata said to me sincerely, "I hope that Ayano-san can recover as energetic as before and return to class as soon as possible. No You can't get over any difficulties. There are also many girls who stand by Ayano, and I asked Kei to follow along to calm down the influence brought by Miyamoto-san. No one will hurt you, I promise you."

Hirata's pupils looked at me firmly, as if they were about to reveal strength from their eyes to support me.

"..."

This feeling is subtle.

Because I think that the person who said such a thing to me at this time and on this occasion will definitely not be Hirata, who I haven't said a word so far.

I'm not familiar with him at all, so I won't be able to answer for a while, so I finally said, "Student Hirata doesn't seem to fully understand what kind of person I am, so you rashly support me, aren't you afraid that I will hurt your reputation? Or will it affect Karuizawa-san's circle of friends?"

Hearing this, Hirata showed a relaxed expression on his face: "I thought Ayano-san would reject me directly, and I'm still struggling with how to persuade him. If I didn't believe in Ayano-san, I wouldn't come to you either. I won't let Kei speak well for you. Ayano-san, in my opinion, you are not the kind of person who says one thing on the surface and does another thing behind the scenes. You are a frank and serious person. I believe in you, so I hope Ayano-san believes in yourself."

Ayanokouji also finally spoke the first sentence.

"Hirata is someone you can trust."

Hirata gave Ayanokouji a thankful smile for those words, and looked at my response expectantly.

I also don't want to stay in the room any longer.

After all, dodging is not a good way.

"I missed a lot of classes."

Hirata immediately said positively: "If necessary, I will lend you the notes."

"Ah."

After receiving the exact reply that I would go to class, the smile on Hirata's face became brighter.

When I went to class the next day, the elevator just stopped on the fourth floor, and Ayanokouji and I met eyes after the elevator door opened.We confronted each other for quite some time, and finally I spoke first.

"How long do you want me to press the elevator door to let you in?"

Only then did Ayanokōji take a step into the elevator.

There were just the two of us in the elevator, watching the numbers in the elevator keep dropping, from 4 to 3 to 2 and finally to 1.

I said lightly: "If you really think Hirata is reliable, why don't you make friends with him when you are in desperate need of friends?"

Ayanokōji replied: "I thought you would thank me for finding such a reliable backing for you." After a pause, he answered my question again, saying: "Everyone who lacks friends will keep a distance from the existing existence." conscious awareness and resistance.”

"Don't you have any friends?"

I feel like this question has been said a million times, and it has been answered before, so I feel like I am asking another nonsense.

Ayanokōji expressed his feelings: "The icing on the cake is easy, there are few hardships together, and friends are not so easy to have."

Putting his hands in his pockets, he continued, "Isn't Ayano no friends? They are each other."

The words that have been swirling in his head can now be blurted out easily.

"I thought it was you who said that you wanted to be friends with me." After all, he was so active before, and now it is obviously an opportunity to take advantage of.

"I'll be rejected outright, won't I?"

Ayanokōji has self-knowledge, but his "curve to save the country" this time is not without any effect.

"If you were given a chance, would you take it?"

Ayanokōji immediately looked in my direction, at this time the elevator door just opened, and I took a step ahead.

"I just wanted to find another type of friend."

Ayanokōji stepped behind me: "What do you mean?"

"I just want to be friends with people of the same type as me." I pointed my finger in the direction of me and him, "Aren't we all people without friends?"

"Are you serious?"

Ayanokōji didn't seem to have accepted this fact, but I didn't want to say anything shocking or sensational, so I walked directly towards the teaching building.

"Please teach me more in the future."

This is the most I can say.

Ayanokōji didn't respond, but if I were in his position at this time, I wouldn't respond either.And I stand in my position, I don't want to say more.

Because he succeeded.

It also means that I succeeded.

It's just that it's not the kind of success that makes people happy.

"..."