The Dragon's Families of Mountains and Rivers

"Your Highness—" "Your Highness—" Two surprised exclamations suddenly sounded outside the quiet imperial study room, and the ink brush in the hands of the emperor sitting on the imperial case broke, and before he got up to greet him, the imperial study room was tightly closed The front door was slammed open, and the door slapped against the two connected doorframes. There was a loud bang, and that violent sound seemed to hit the emperor's heart at the same time.

"Why do you want to abort?"

Before one stepped into the threshold of the imperial study, the words of questioning had already resounded through the hall, and the sound of questioning was mixed with violent panting of breath, as if there was still indescribable disappointment and sadness.

This child whom they had been looking forward to for a long time, although not difficult to say the least, was not easy, but this person gave up so easily, and he didn't even say it to him...

Xuan Zhan gently put down the broken pen in his hand, got up and walked towards him with a calm expression, without saying a word.

Yun Gui looked at the man from far to near with the same eyes, her thin lips were tightly pressed, and the moisture in her eyes was dripping inch by inch, because of his silence.

Xuan Zhan stepped forward and saw that he was only wearing a straight-fronted gown that was worn in the palace, and the shoes on his feet were also soft-soled shoes that were worn in the palace. He might have heard that Sun Jing wanted to take off for him in the palace. Tired, directly to the imperial study.

For a moment, with mixed feelings, Xuan Zhan didn't know what to say, so he bent down and hugged the person in front of him.

Yun Ghou silently let him hug him, without struggling or resisting.

There was no softness in the imperial study room, and there was only a layer of satin and thin cotton cushions on the kang, which was not comfortable, so he directly hugged him to the throne, called Quanan to fetch the pillow and the fox-fur blanket, and put him on the bed. After placing it properly on the throne, the emperor who could refute the censor still remained silent.

Yun Ghou silently let him settle down, following his example of not saying a word, just looking straight at him.

Probe touched his feet in the blanket, and felt the coldness of his hands. He sat sideways, covered those cold feet in the warm palm, and patiently rubbed them for him over and over again, until they warmed up a little. , carefully put Wu in his arms, covered him tightly with a blanket, and stretched out his hand to pull his hands together. Sure enough, there was only a slight trace of heat left in the palms.

Put your hands in your palms, rub your hands lightly while exhaling hot air into your palms, and transfer the hot air to the cold hands in your palms through your palms and mouth breath little by little.

The wetness condensed into tears, because of his carefulness and gentleness, the shallow eyes couldn't hold it in the end, big drops fell down, the tears were warm, but hot as coals, scorching the heart and lungs.

Xuan Zhan was startled, and raised his eyes subconsciously. The people close to him were full of tears, and their eyes were full of accusations and grief for him.

"Don't cry...don't cry..." Xuan Zhan felt that his heart was going to be numb from the pain, his little man was always happy when he was young, he didn't cry when he fell, he didn't cry when he was hurt, he didn't cry when he was afraid But now that he is older, he keeps making him cry...

"Why..." Yun Wai choked up sobbing, he opened his mouth, he couldn't hold his breath anymore, he lowered his body slightly, twitching and trembling uncontrollably, "Why...why did you have to abort the baby?" He finally looked forward to this child , repeatedly persuading himself to let go of the grievances in his heart, and wanted to give birth to this child who came against the sky for him, but he just said lightly, "Aborted, and sent this child away...

Is the joy and joy at knowing that you have this child all fake?

He obviously expected that too...

Losing his eldest son was due to his carelessness, his negligence, and he was full of apology and self-blame. With this child, even though he still had a grudge in his heart, he never thought of not wanting him!

"He's fine...why not him..."

Sun Jing said that his fetal breath was unstable, that the baby in his womb was unstable, his pulse was getting weaker, and he would die sooner or later, but... at this moment, he is still staying in his womb, why is he such a father? How could she be so determined not to want him?

"You...how can you be willing to..."

Leaning over, he hugged the convulsive crying man into his arms. The emperor, who was as tough as copper skin and iron bones, gritted his teeth, and strands of blood filled his eyes bit by bit at a speed visible to the naked eye.

... willing?

How could he be willing?How could it be willing?That is the child he has been thinking about so much. After looking forward to it for so long, and thinking about it for so long, and finally looking forward to his arrival, how could he be willing to give up? !

He hoped that because of the arrival of this child, he could truly bond and maintain his people and his heart, so that there would be an inseparable connection between them, so that he could never leave this palace again. If he didn't open this 'home', how could he be willing to give up this hard-won child for him?

But the reluctance of all this is to have him exist...

What's the point of all this if it hurts him because of this so-called ties?For him, the important thing is never the child—it is only because of him that this child is meaningful to him. If there is no him, what does he want this child for? "Why……"

Amidst Yun Ghou's uncontrollable sobs, Xuan Zhan's heart ached almost to the point of breaking into pieces when he asked questions that sounded like he was talking to himself.

"Good boy..." Xuan Zhan stroked him lightly, and a series of small kisses landed on his temples, "The stillborn baby hurts the body, so my son is obedient... After the body is recuperated, Brother Ah Zhan will give you the baby again." How are you?"

Taking advantage of the fetal breath in the abdomen before the fetus is completely cut off, after the abortion, it only takes ten months to take care of the body as carefully as a woman confinement, and then the body can be recuperated and restored, but if the fetus is stillborn, let alone fall People with a stillbirth in the womb suffer, and the weak body after abortion is the second. Sun Jing said that fetal toxins are very easy to breed in the stillbirth, and the body can be recuperated if it hurts the body. It is afraid that the fetal toxin will infiltrate the uterus, so that it will not be possible to conceive in the future.

This child is doomed to be lost, and because of this, the small loss is big, and I'm afraid I will regret it in the future.

"He's still fine! If you touch him, he's really fine..." Yun Yao heard him say that he was stillborn, straightened his back in a hurry, and grabbed the man's big palm to cover his still flat lower abdomen, " Brother Ah Zhan, he's still fine...he's really fine, I can feel it...Sun Jing also said that the fetal breath is a little weaker now, but he's still alive, he's not dead, we don't want to have an abortion OK?"

"Mourner."

Yun Ghou grabbed his hand and said in a hurry, "When the concubine mother was pregnant with me, the imperial doctor also said that the fetal breath was too weak to hold, but didn't I land safely in the end?"

Back then when his mother and concubine were pregnant with him, because his father died in battle, he fell under a heavy blow. The imperial doctor also said that the fetal breath was too weak, and he was afraid that the child would not be able to keep him. The mother and concubine said that this was the only blood of the Yun family , No matter what she said, she didn't want to give birth, but in the end, she was born safely.

Seeing him so eager to persuade himself to keep the child in his womb, Xuan Zhan felt like a knife was twisting his heart, "Geer..."

"Let him stay, let him stay." Yun Ghou pouted his lips, almost biting blood, "If it's true... the day when he can't keep it, it's because of his bad luck, but it's like this now Abandoning him, what is the difference between killing him with your own hands? This is our blood and blood..."

He lost his father before he was born, and his mother died when he was born. His relatives are shallow, and his blood relationship is even more lonely. Now that he finally has a child who is connected by blood, is he actually going to kill him with his own hands?

Xuan Zhan turned his face away suddenly, uncontrollable tears fell down, he quickly raised his hand to wipe them away.

Seeing him like this, Yun Wai was heartbroken, knelt up, and embraced him in a head-high posture, big and big tears fell on the man's hair, "I'm full of killing blood, life But the kinship is shallow, we have already lost a child, let this child stay, if we really can't keep him, it is because we have no father-son relationship with him, but at least we will not regret killing him with our own hands, will we?"

"You are not allowed to say that." Tightening the waist in his arms, Xuan Zhan pulled the kneeling man down and put him into his arms, "Your bloody killing is for Dayin, for the people of the world, for me, for your relatives Superficial, I am both your husband and your relative, I swear in the name of the emperor, I will never leave this life, if I break this oath, I will not die well!"

"Your Majesty—" Xuan Zhan firmly held him in his arms, suppressing his scolding, he is an emperor, but also a mortal, he only hopes to use his most noble status in the world to wait for this ill-fated man For the rest of his life, if he couldn't keep him safe and happy for the rest of his life, what would he want to do with the good death who sat alone in the cold and cold?

"All I want in this life is you, do you know that?"

"His Majesty……"

"Lao'er...I don't ask for much in this life, really not much...I just hope..." You are well...

It's okay, it's always been okay, anything else, anyone, doesn't matter.

Yun Ghou was forced to bury his head and face in that warm embrace, unable to struggle, but in the end he had no strength to struggle at all. He understood the rest of the man's unspoken words, his body was trembling, but his heart was Indescribable throbbing.

He doesn't know how long an emperor's emotion can remain unchanged, and he doesn't know how long a man's emotion can persist without fading, but at this moment, he finally let go of all struggles and willingly accepts this taboo and immoral love, No more hesitation, no more confusion, no more loss.

In the end, Xuan Zhan agreed to keep the child, just as the little man said, he loves them so much and looks forward to his arrival so much, no matter how hard-hearted he is, he can't kill their child with his own hands.

But in the end, this child was still not destined for them, and after only three days, all the fetal breaths had passed away. Yun Ghou hid in the bedroom and sobbed silently for an hour, and obediently let Sun Jing apply the needle for him. baby.

Conceived in the twelfth lunar month of winter, Xuan Zhan was afraid that he would hurt his body, so he pressed him in the bedroom and refused to let him leave the hall. For the first ten days, he was even not allowed to leave the bed. Sun Jing discussed with the imperial chef to change the method. Tonic for him.

Compared with the panic of the landslide after losing his eldest son, this miscarriage, he felt calm and calm, and he did not refuse any diet, soup and medicine. At the first month of birth, his complexion was much rosier than before the miscarriage.

In a blink of an eye, it was just a few days before King Xianyun, Yun Ghou, who was born in Xiaoyue, wanted to go to worship in person, but Xuan Zhan didn't stop him, he just put aside his heavy court affairs and accompanied him to the imperial mausoleum in person.