Song of Glass

Pu Songqiu didn't know how to deal with being seen by others about his shady and obscene behavior.

But he couldn't get up hastily, that would startle even the others.

Jian Shao sat not far away, looking straight at Pu Songqiu.

Pu Songqiu didn't know how long he looked at it, nor how much he saw, but Pu Songqiu knew very well that it was impossible to get away with it.

What he did to Jiao Wangyu has been fully seen.

Pu Songqiu looked back at Jian Shao, he found that the other party seemed to be more nervous than him.

He turned back without changing his expression, looked out of the window, at the moon, at the stars, at the swaying branches, and at the falling dead leaves.

But in the end, I still look back at my heart and my current predicament.

Pu Songqiu was flustered, he was always calm, but now his heart couldn't help him.

Although after getting along these days, he knew that Jian Shao was a good person, but this was not a reason for him to trust Jian Shao.

Before many things happen, you don't really know an outsider. Although Pu Songqiu is unwilling to speculate on others maliciously, it is impossible for him not to worry.

After Pu Songqiu turned around, Jian Shao supported the table next to him and stood up, walking towards the toilet in a daze.

He was just woken up suddenly by urination, and planned to get up to go to the toilet, but sat up to slow down, and saw such an amazing scene.

It's not that Jian Shao can't accept this kind of thing. Since he lived in this dormitory, with Cheng Er's "education" and "help", he has read many novels about men and women dating, and even discusses the plot with Cheng Er. He also felt that some boys who were close to him might have a story, but he didn't really think that there were gays among the people he knew.

There is something wrong with Pu Songqiu's Jiao Wangyu being too good, and Jian Shao has already discovered it.

From the very beginning of their acquaintance, Jian Shao understood that Pu Songqiu would not easily put others in his eyes, but only Jiao Wangyu was almost responsive, or in other words, most of the time Jiao Wangyu didn't need to speak, Pu Songqiu had already served in place up.

This will inevitably make Jian Shao think a lot.

But Jian Shao felt that he was looking at people with his rotten eyes. Apart from paying special attention and caring to Jiao Wangyu, Pu Songqiu had no trace of homosexuality on his body.

Like what the seniors told Jian Shao about Ying Zong, Pu Songqiu didn't know anything about it.

However, the facts are right in front of our eyes, Jian Shao has seen it with his own eyes, and he can see clearly and truly.

Pu Songqiu kisses Jiao Wangyu.

He couldn't lie to himself that it was just a misunderstanding caused by dislocation, and he couldn't say that Pu Songqiu was helping Jiao Wangyu smooth out his messy hair.

This is so ridiculous, so self-defeating.

What's more, the look in Pu Songqiu's eyes when he looked at him already said everything.

Jian Shao knew everything.

He went to the toilet in a daze. It was time to pee and wash his face. When he was done, he walked out of the toilet. The two of them were still sitting on the balcony.

Jian Shao stood at the door of the toilet and looked over there, the glass door surrounded them with a small quiet world, Jiao Wangyu leaned on Pu Songqiu's shoulder and fell asleep soundly, while Pu Songqiu sat upright, as if nothing had happened .

There was still half a bottle of beer and two empty wine glasses on the window sill. There was a small gap in the window. Although he couldn't feel it, Jian Shao guessed that there must be a cool night wind squeezing in through that gap.

Jian Shao sighed, feeling a little anxious.

What has he to worry about?Obviously he was the one who broke other people's secrets, why is he the one who is anxious?

Jian Shao raised his hand and scratched his hair, and went over to pour himself another glass of wine irritably.

Pu Songqiu was also distraught, and his brows were tightly furrowed by the restlessness.

Jiao Wangyu woke up suddenly in the middle of the night. There was a thunder outside, which made him open his eyes suddenly.

"Are you awake?" Pu Songqiu asked softly.

During the time when Jiao Wangyu fell asleep, Pu Songqiu stayed awake. He watched the stars and the moon covered by dark clouds, watched the color of the sky become dimmer, and watched the sky turn cloudy and cloudy again. Ray, watched the world become more and more oppressive.

"Yeah." Jiao Wangyu didn't sleep well, his head became heavy after drinking, and he kept leaning against Pu Songqiu with his neck tilted, and now his neck was stretched very painfully.

He raised his hand and rubbed his neck vigorously, looked out the window, and found that a strong wind had already blown.

"How do you say it rains when it rains?" Jiao Wangyu muttered, then looked back into the house.

In the living room, Jian Shao and Cheng Er were already awake, eating snacks and watching TV.

Pu Songqiu also turned back with Jiao Wangyu, and when he saw Jian Shao, he always felt a little uncomfortable.

He saw Jian Shao's mouth opening and closing, talking to Cheng Er.

Pu Songqiu was nervous, but he felt that Jian Shao would not reveal his secret to the public so soon.

Suddenly a white light flashed outside the window, and a bolt of lightning shattered the night sky.

Jiao Wangyu got up in a panic to close the window, but accidentally knocked down the beer bottle on the window sill.

The wine bottle fell down with the wine in its belly and fell to the ground.

With a "pop", it shattered crisply and thoroughly.

The beer flooded the ground, and the foam swirled on top of it.

"Tsk." Jiao Wangyu frowned, Pu Songqiu stood up and said, "Be careful not to step on it, I will clean it up."

He opened the glass door, went to the bathroom, and when he came back, he bent over and carefully cleaned up with tools in his hand.

Jiao Wangyu said: "I'm a person who always has hands and feet."

"It's okay." Pu Songqiu didn't look up at him, and put the tools back hastily.

It started to rain, and it slammed hard on the glass windows, making people terrified.

Jiao Wangyu had already returned to the living room and tore a bag of potato chips.

These potato chips were carried by Cheng Er and the others, and they forgot to take them out before.

Seeing a few of them sitting together, Pu Songqiu started to panic again, walked over, sat for 2 minutes, felt uncomfortable no matter what, got up and went to the bathroom.

Jian Shao glanced at him, then stood up suddenly: "Brother Pu! Together!"

Jiao Wangyu bit his potato chips and looked at him in shock: "Since when did the two of you have such a good relationship?"

Pu Songqiu turned his head and looked at Jian Shao. The two of them looked at each other and understood.

Pu Songqiu didn't refuse, and went into the bathroom with Jian Shao.

Jiao Wangyu watched them go in while eating potato chips, watched them close the door, watched the wooden door close tightly, frowned and muttered: "It's weird."

In the toilet, Jian Shao closed the door tightly.

Pu Songqiu stood there looking at him calmly, without saying a word.

Jian Shao looked at him, raised his hand and rubbed the back of his neck, then suddenly smiled and said, "Why are you making it look like me?"

Pu Songqiu lowered his eyes, but he was actually very nervous.

Neither of them spoke for a long time, and finally Pu Songqiu spoke first.

It's time like this, and I can't hide it, and it's better to face it directly than to make any excuses.

"you saw it."

"Oh, yes." Jian Shao was startled at first by his sudden opening, and then responded immediately.

Just like what he said just now, for some reason, he seems to be more embarrassed than Pu Songqiu, obviously the one who should be flustered is the other party, right?

He took half a step back, leaning his back against the door, pulled his hair that was cut close to his scalp vigorously, and said, "I'll ask you a few questions."

"Tell me." Pu Songqiu was flustered, but on the surface he still looked the same as usual.

Calm, without waves, as if nothing happened at all.

"You...really that one?"

"I don't know." Pu Songqiu took a deep breath and replied very seriously, "He's the only one."

Jian Shao could probably understand what he meant.

"So, you really...that, like him?"

This feeling is so strange, when Jian Shao uttered the word "like", he felt that everything was awkward.

He has read a lot of novels, and he has even been educated about how men and men should do things. But when his brother really embarked on this path, he was suddenly a little confused.

Jian Shao said, "What kind of feeling is that?"

"I want to keep looking at him," Pu Songqiu frowned slightly, his tone was calm, but what he said was moving, "I want to do everything for him, I want him to be happy, I don't want him to know what I'm thinking .”

"Ah?" Jian Shao was a little surprised, "Ah..."

He was puzzled at first, but then seemed to understand.

"It's hard to listen to."

"Fortunately," Pu Songqiu said, "I never thought of letting him know from the beginning."

Jian Shao looked up at him, inexplicably feeling that such Pu Songqiu was a bit tragic.

"I was greedy today and did something out of the ordinary," Pu Songqiu's tone softened, even with a hint of imploring, "Can you...don't tell him?"

Jian Shao never thought of telling others, otherwise he would not take the initiative to find Pu Songqiu.

"But, are you going to keep it a secret?" Jian Shao said, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"

"It's not uncomfortable." Pu Songqiu said, "I will only feel uncomfortable when he knows."

Jian Shao didn't understand.

Pu Songqiu said: "Once he knows, my relationship with me will become his burden. He is different from me, he will not like me, so it will only add to his inextricable troubles. He is upset, I It’s going to be bad.”

Pu Songqiu never thought of telling others about this. He has never been a person with a strong desire to talk.

However, maybe it has been really suppressed for a long time, no one can listen to him say these things, there must be an outlet for the melancholy and worries in life, and today he regards Jian Shao as his outlet.

He said: "I just hope that all I bring to him is happiness. I want him to be better off because of me, not worse because of me."

I want to be his shoulders, his umbrella, his swords, guns and sticks, not the shackles that drag him down, the vines that hold him back.

Before today, Pu Songqiu had only pleaded to one person. At that time, his father was lying on the hospital bed, and he cried and begged him not to leave.

After a few years, I prayed to a person for the second time, and he said, "Jian Shao, I beg you, don't let him know."

Don't let him know.

Originally, I didn't expect to have the opportunity to get along with him day and night like this, but God gave me these four years.

Don't expose me, don't tell him.

Let me stand by his side like a friend.

Jian Shao frowned at him, not knowing why, it was someone else's business, but he felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

"Brother Pu, don't worry." Jian Shao said, "You are all my brothers, I know what to do."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-0709:51:05~2020-07-0906:43:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Xiang Bei 1;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: 2 Firefish; Qingming Yushang, 140 Ice Creams, 1 Billion Light Years, [-] Dahe Fanmei;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：评论1条1毛钱、正趣果上果10瓶；蹦蹦9瓶；六零、鹤怜妆、夜半三更321、烦恼的西子5瓶；孤帆云外树、34607453、一团软萌软萌の被子、Suei1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!