Song of Glass

Pu Songqiu didn't have any interest in movies, but the two hours in the movie theater this time was still the one that impressed him the most over the years and he couldn't forget it until many years ago.

He was very close to Jiao Wangyu, and he played tricks to make the other party care about him and accommodate him.

He leaned on the other person's shoulder, and could smell the light washing powder smell of the new clothes the other person changed this morning.

He likes Jiao Wangyu and cannot extricate himself.

Pu Songqiu was afraid that he was too heavy, and that Jiao Wangyu's shoulders were sore from the pressure, so he didn't dare to use too much force when leaning on the other person. As a result, when the movie ended, his neck was so sore because of the tense muscles all the time.

Sitting next to them, Jian Shao saw Pu Songqiu leaning on Jiao Wangyu's shoulder, but when the show was over, he asked strangely: "Brother Pu, what's wrong with you?"

"Dizziness." Pu Songqiu replied without changing his expression, "Maybe I'm not used to 3D."

His explanation was so reasonable that Jian Shao and Jiao Wangyu had no reason to doubt it.

After that, the four of them went to KTV, and Jiao Wangyu had a good time. He likes to sing, and Jian Shao and Jian Shao seemed to be able to sing along for a long time no matter where they were.

Pu Songqiu couldn't, he couldn't sing a single song, he just sat there and listened, and when Jiao Wangyu sang, he memorized the titles of the songs and looked at the lyrics carefully.

Later, I finally learned how to love...

I spent half a year's savings for you, traveling across the ocean to see you...

If the sea could take away my sorrow...

One after another, Pu Songqiu was fascinated by it.

He couldn't explain why, although some songs were not about love, but he could still find secret secret love thoughts from the melody and lyrics, those things that were elusive, unattainable, and unattainable.

Pu Songqiu began to hate these songs, hated all the songs that sang his mood.

He doesn't want to put himself into that kind of sticky sadness, which is not good for him or others.

However, until they had changed places and went to eat, Pu Songqiu's mind was still replaying those songs sung by Jiao Wangyu repeatedly.

There is another song - love really needs courage to face gossip...

In many cases, it's not just as simple as gossip. First of all, he can't pass his own level, and secondly, he doesn't allow himself to disturb other people's pure life.

"Why are you so preoccupied today?"

A few people came to the barbecue restaurant, not the one Jiao Wangyu and Ying Zong had been to.

Cheng Er did his "homework" seriously and found out the best barbecue restaurant nearby.

When they arrived at the store, Cheng Er and Jian Shao went to order an order and get a drink, while Jiao Wangyu and Pu Songqiu sat there to occupy their seats.

Jiao Wangyu obviously felt that Pu Songqiu was out of shape today, and was worried that he was not feeling well.

Pu Songqiu said, "It's all right."

He felt that his "nothing" seemed unconvincing, and added: "It's just that I seldom come out to play, and I'm not used to it."

Jiao Wangyu poked open the plastic wrapping the tableware with his chopsticks, and said while tearing it apart, "You are too withdrawn, how happy you are to come out and make trouble with everyone!"

If there was no Jiao Wangyu, Pu Songqiu would never have come, but as long as the other party is there, once the other party sends him an invitation, he seems unable to refuse no matter what.

When will I learn to reject Jiao Wangyu?

Just like rejecting everyone else.

By that time, it should be enough to prove that I have come out of the predicament-like relationship, right?

Pu Songqiu was looking forward to that day, he really didn't want to like Jiao Wangyu.

It would be nice if you could choose your feelings too.

During the meal, Jian Shao suggested something to play, otherwise chatting would be boring.

Cheng Er took advantage of the situation and said, "Let's tell the truth. Those who lose must either tell the truth or drink!"

Before Jiao Wangyu and the others agreed, Cheng Er had already gone to fetch two bottles of cold beer and came back.

Jiao Wangyu complained about him: "It's too old-fashioned to play the truth."

"I'm old-fashioned?" Cheng Er said, "I'm saving face for you. In order to prevent you from making a fool of yourself later, I didn't even propose adding a big adventure!"

For some people, big risks may seem more exciting than the truth, but for others, those who have something to hide, the truth is the real weapon.

Pu Songqiu never participated in these games before, but he didn't stop this time either. After all, he couldn't spoil other people's interest, but he knew that once the opportunity to "tell the truth" fell to him, he might not be able to tell the truth.

About the matter of free heart testimony, who would know if he didn't tell the truth?

When the game started, I didn't expect Pu Songqiu to be the first to lose.

The winner was Jian Shao, and Jian Shao asked directly: "Brother Pu, is there anyone he likes? The kind who want to be with someone."

Pu Songqiu was not at all surprised by his question, when he answered, he lied calmly: "No."

Jian Shao snapped his fingers: "OK!"

Cheng Er muttered: "This is too straightforward."

Jian Shao said: "Of course, it's easy. I know best whether I have someone I like, and I'm not an idiot if I hesitate to even do this."

Cheng Er rolled his eyes and continued to the next round.

In the second round, the loser was Jiao Wangyu.

This time it was Cheng Er's turn to ask questions, and Cheng Er said: "Is there anyone you like? Anyone who is in love secretly is counted. Don't lie!"

Jiao Wangyu smiled, smiled frankly, and answered frankly: "No, neither open nor secret."

Pu Songqiu rubbed his fingers against the empty wine glass, but Jiao Wangyu's light "no" hit him directly on the forehead like a heavy hammer, making him bloody and bloody.

But soon, Pu Songqiu came back to his senses, and he realized that it was best for him that Jiao Wangyu had no one he liked at this stage.

Because it is impossible for Jiao Wangyu to like him, it is best not to like others.

He couldn't imagine that one day Jiao Wangyu was worried about others but he could only watch. He couldn't imagine that one day Jiao Wangyu walked past him holding a girl's hand but he could only smile and bless.

That was too cruel for him.

Of course, it wasn't that Jiao Wangyu was cruel, it was fate that was cruel to him and insisted that he fall in love with someone of the same sex.

Pu Songqiu felt that he was still too selfish, because he knew he couldn't get it, so he didn't want others to get it.

Selfish and terrifying.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?" Cheng Er called Pu Songqiu, "Here we come, the next round."

Jiao Wangyu looked at Pu Songqiu, tilted his head and asked, "What's the matter? Still uncomfortable?"

"No." Pu Songqiu was a little embarrassed, and his mind was distracted from time to time when he went out to play with others, which was too much.

"Come on," said Pu Songqiu, "the next round."

After a few rounds, the opportunity to tell the truth fell to Pu Songqiu again, and this time it was Cheng Er who asked him the question.

Cheng Er couldn't think of anything to ask Pu Songqiu, Jian Shao whispered something in his ear, Cheng Er smiled wickedly.

"I'll keep my voice down." Cheng Er leaned forward slightly, letting several people get closer.

He asked: "Brother Pu, let me declare first that Jian Shao asked me to ask, and it has nothing to do with me."

Pu Songqiu looked at him, then at Jian Shao.

Jian Shao pretended to have nothing to do with him, and turned to look to the side.

Cheng Er asked in a low voice, "Who is your fantasy object?"

Pu Songqiu was stunned, and Jiao Wangyu next to him said "tsk": "It's not a good fart for the two of you to get together!"

"No." Pu Songqiu replied with a normal expression.

"No?" Cheng Er said in surprise, "Damn it, brother, you are really cold!"

While talking, Pu Songqiu had sat up straight again, Cheng Er was a little disappointed and continued to ramble, no one else noticed anything abnormal, but Jiao Wangyu noticed it, and he clearly saw that Pu Songqiu's ears turned red instantly.

Should... lie?

But Jiao Wangyu didn't expose him, because he knew that Pu Songqiu was a restrained person, and this kind of topic was too big for him.

In the new round, Jiao Wangyu lost, and it was Pu Songqiu who asked him the question.

Pu Songqiu looked at him, and didn't expect to ask anything for a long time.

"You ask him that question too," Cheng Er encouraged beside him, "I think this kid must have more than one mind! He's making a fuss!"

Jiao Wangyu smiled and ran against him, and looked at Pu Songqiu again when he had had enough trouble.

"Ask whatever you want," Jiao Wangyu said, "I will answer as much as I can."

"You..." Pu Songqiu found his heart was beating extremely fast, as if he had just finished the [-]-meter final at the school sports meeting, "What kind of person would you like?"

Cheng Er and Jian Shao thought his questions were boring, but Jiao Wangyu was thinking seriously.

"I didn't think about it before," Jiao Wangyu said, "If I have to use a few labels to make settings, it should be..."

He was silent for a while, because he was thinking about how to say it so as not to reveal the fact that he was describing a boy.

He said: "I like people who can understand each other."

After he finished speaking, he stopped.

A few seconds later, Cheng Er asked, "It's over?"

"It's over." Jiao Wangyu said, "Just this one request."

"...It's boring, you might as well drink." Cheng Er curled his lips and poured himself a glass of wine depressedly.

Jiao Wangyu smiled: "This is very difficult, okay!"

We can understand each other, understand each other's mood and position as homosexuals, be considerate of each other, accompany each other, and support each other.

It's really hard.

Thinking of this, Jiao Wangyu felt very at a loss.

He doesn't know what to do in the future, he likes the same sex, he can't fall in love freely like others, and even keeps telling himself not to like anyone.

In his opinion at that time, falling in love with anyone was a very troublesome thing.

"Okay." After a while, Pu Songqiu who was sitting at the side suddenly said this.

Jian Shao glanced at Pu Songqiu, and then said, "Would you like to continue playing?"

"Let's play!" Cheng Er became excited, "I have to catch Wangyu once."

Jiao Wangyu took a bite of the meat skewer, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "That's why you want to know who my sexual fantasies are?"

Pu Songqiu didn't look at him, but all his attention was on him.

Want to know.

Pu Songqiu wanted to know very much.

"I have to see how flirty you are!" Cheng Er said, "Our dormitory, where I live, can't have any little secrets!"

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-3007:28:18~2020-07-0107:30:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Xiang Bei, Gufan Yunwaishu, and Liangcha;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：叶就白11瓶；自闭儿童10瓶；Ms.YVETTE.W8瓶；幽幽、六零5瓶；140亿光年、Péchéoriginel4瓶；芒果布丁3瓶；孤帆云外树2瓶；聊赠一枝春1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!