Song of Glass

Jiao Wangyu likes to be lively, likes to make friends, likes to get along with people with different personalities and discover the differences in them.

He felt that this is what life should be like, to piece together a colorful world among these differences.

So, when the senior invited him to come to the party together, he agreed without even thinking about it.

The senior's name is Ying Zong, a sophomore. Because he took a year off from school, he is actually two years older than Jiao Wangyu.

Ying Zong is very kind and enthusiastic. These few days, he would care about Jiao Wangyu, a primary school boy, from time to time.

That day, Jian Shao complained because of this, saying that other seniors cared about the juniors, so Ying Zong focused on the juniors, not knowing whether it was "too upright" or too "not straight".

When he heard "not straight", Jiao Wangyu was a little nervous, thinking that he had been spotted by Jian Shao, but after listening to Jian Shao chatting with Cheng Er, he knew that both of them had read too many online novels, Cheng Er has read a lot of BL novels in order to have a common topic with the girl, while Jian Shao was simply deceived by Cheng Er to read one and opened the door to a new world. He thinks this is really interesting.

Jiao Wangyu actually wanted to chat with them, and he wouldn't say much, but just wanted to ask them if they weren't worried that their mentality would change after reading too many novels like this?

But on second thought, what is there to worry about?

From childhood to adulthood, more than ten years of hard study did not allow them to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, and they did not become "textbook tenth-level scholars". It is simply nonsense that reading a few novels will affect their sexual orientation.

Jiao Wangyu didn't take Jian Shao's complaints seriously, he always told himself that there are not so many homosexuals, he can't be himself, and think that others are too.

I'm really sorry to misinterpret other people's kindness and kindness into that kind of attempt.

Jiao Wangyu and Ying Zong made an appointment to meet at the school gate, and there were two roommates with Ying Zong. Coincidentally, those two roommates were from Jiao Wangyu's hometown, and one of them was a senior in their high school.

This is the first time Jiao Wangyu has come out to play, so it is inevitable that he feels fresh and excited.

Ying Zong said: "Our school just moved to a new campus a few years ago, and there is nothing interesting nearby."

They left the school gate and got into a taxi. The four of them happened to be in the same car.

They drove for more than 20 minutes, and Jiao Wangyu looked at the strange scenery outside the window along the way, feeling this brand new city.

Ying Zong suddenly asked: "Why doesn't your roommate come?"

Jiao Wangyu knew that he was asking about Pu Songqiu.

Jiao Wangyu mentioned Pu Songqiu when chatting with Ying Zong before, and said that the two of them were at the same table in high school, and now they lived in the same dormitory by coincidence.

Ying Zong and Pu Songqiu met face to face twice, one was when they had breakfast in the cafeteria on the second day after they first reported for duty, and the other time was on campus, they happened to meet each other.

These two times, Pu Songqiu was surrounded by Jiao Wangyu and only Jiao Wangyu.

Ying Zong is very interested in Pu Songqiu, he is very interested in all the people who seem difficult to get close to.

"He doesn't like to come out to play very much," Jiao Wangyu said, "He was like that in high school, he was very cold."

Ying Zong smiled: "I see."

After that, Yingzong would bring the topic up to Pu Songqiu from time to time. Jiao Wangyu felt a little strange, but he was embarrassed to ask more.

But for Ying Zong's questions, he couldn't really answer them.

Did you and your deskmate make an appointment to take the exam here together?

how could be!It's just a coincidence.

It seems that the two of you have a good relationship. Does he have any image of joining any club?

ah?I do not know.

The more Jiao Wangyu listened, the more he felt that something was wrong, but then Yingzong said: "Our basketball team is recruiting new players this year, and I am the person in charge."

When he said Jiao Wangyu like this, he felt it was reasonable. Pu Songqiu was tall, so of course the basketball team would pay more attention to tall boys when recruiting.

"I don't know if he wants to join various clubs," Jiao Wangyu said, "but I don't think he has played basketball much."

He felt that with Pu Songqiu's character, he should not join any clubs.

With that said, they got where they were going.

When Jiao Wangyu saw it, it turned out to be a billiard hall.

Although Jiao Wangyu loves to play and make trouble, he has never been to a place like a billiard hall.

Not to mention the billiard hall, he never went to the game hall when he was a child or the Internet cafe that was popular in elementary school and junior high school, because he thought it was a bit scary.

Jiao Wangyu likes to be lively, but he doesn't like to be noisy. In his opinion, game halls and Internet cafes are mixed together, and he doesn't dare to go in. Even when he passed by the entrance of the game hall after school, he would subconsciously quicken his pace, not knowing what he was afraid of.

As for the billiard hall, he felt that there were mainly two types of people who came to this kind of place, one was punks, and the other was real adults.

Of course, he knew that maybe this was his own prejudice, and it was not very good to define and label something before he had seen it before, but he really didn't have much interest in these places.

But now, it's all here, and it was brought by the senior. He can't say no, and then go back to the house. He can only bite the bullet and go in.

Jiao Wangyu and Ying Zong walked behind, pushed open the small door, and then a long and narrow step led to the basement.

They went down, and the further down they went, the more clearly they could hear the noise coming from inside.

This place was not much different from what Jiao Wangyu had imagined. As soon as the door of the basement was pushed open, a strong smell of smoke came over his face.

In the basement, there are no windows, and sunlight cannot come in. It is quite a large venue. There is a small orange lamp hanging above each billiard table. Those small lamps make people feel dizzy in the smog.

Jiao Wangyu frowned subconsciously, he was now quite sure that he didn't like this place.

Standing behind Ying Zong, he found that the other party seemed to be different from what he had imagined, and he was completely different from the senior he had contacted in school before.

As soon as the four of them entered, Ying Zong walked to the bar and asked the boss to "open the table": "It's still table ten."

Jiao Wangyu watched him chat with the boss with ease, and watched him get a few bottles of drinks and two packs of cigarettes in a familiar way.

Everyone is an adult, so smoking is actually nothing. Jiao Wangyu doesn't dislike people around him smoking, but he didn't expect Yingzong to smoke too, just like he didn't expect Pu Songqiu to hide in the stairwell to smoke alone in the middle of the night.

Ying Zong is the kind of boy who looks clean and delicate. Although Jiao Wangyu is two years old, he looks younger than everyone around him and is not tall, so Jiao Wangyu is actually quite surprised how he joined basketball. Team, but if you think about it carefully, he is the person in charge, not in charge of playing, so he doesn't need to be too tall.

Ying Zong is good-looking, with a typical melon-shaped face. In Jiao Wangyu's opinion, he should be the most popular type of small subject in BL novels.

Of course, Jiao Wangyu was just thinking about it secretly, he didn't dare to ask people if they were gay.

Jiao Wangyu followed behind them, walking inside with some anxiety.

He suddenly wanted to know what Pu Songqiu was doing, was he sleeping in the dormitory or had he gone to the library?

It seems that it is not bad to go to the library to sleep, after all, it is much better than suffering here.

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Ever since Jiao Wangyu left the dormitory, Pu Songqiu's heart has never been lost.

In fact, he knows that nothing will happen, what can he do for such a big person?

People go out to make friends, go out to relax, go out to see the new world, he is just asking for trouble here to worry about it, but he just doesn't feel at ease.

Pu Songqiu didn't have a good impression of Jiao Wangyu's senior, not because of anything else, but because he got very close to Jiao Wangyu somehow.

Excessive enthusiasm always seems a little abnormal.

There is no care for no reason in this world.

At least Pu Songqiu didn't believe it, he always felt that others had plans for Jiao Wangyu.

But he also knows that the reason for this kind of thinking is probably because of his irrepressible possessive desire to Jiao Wangyu, and it may not be anyone else who has the problem, but himself.

Pu Songqiu was so anxious that he couldn't lie down on the bed, so he went to the library.

He borrowed a collection of poems from the library and found a place in the corner to read them. However, he was really just "reading". After half an hour, he didn't turn over a single page.

With the mobile phone at hand, he wanted to send a message to Jiao Wangyu to ask him what he was doing now, but he couldn't find a proper reason.

In this way, he was tormented by this emotion all afternoon, restless and upset, he suddenly realized that he really cared too much about Jiao Wangyu, as if he had given two-thirds of his soul to the other party , the other party is not by his side, he is incomplete.

It's scary.

After Pu Songqiu realized that he liked Jiao Wangyu, he spent the whole summer vacation doing self-regulation. During that time, he first forced himself not to think about the other party, but after realizing that it was useless, he began to list the things in the other party. shortcoming.

didn't work either.

When you like someone, even his shortcomings can be accepted.

In the summer that just passed, Pu Songqiu hid in the city library all day, looking through books on homosexuality. He wanted to know what was going on, and why he had a wet dream for the first time. It was a woman who felt this way about Jiao Wangyu after that.

There is a similar situation mentioned in a book, saying that this is probably a psychological hint.

According to the book, his situation is probably not liking in the traditional sense, not the kind of desire full of hormones, but because he envies the other party and wants to be the other party, he puts too much attention on the other party. So much so that I misunderstood my feelings and mistakenly thought it was liking.

Pu Songqiu was really envious at the beginning, envious of Jiao Wangyu's character, family and even his appearance, would involuntarily pay attention to the other party, would really desire to become the other party.

Not to become like the other person, but to become the other person.

But later it was different.

Later, he began to desire to possess the other party, to control the other party with his own spirit, and to possess the other party with his own body.

Even after Jiao Wangyu told him that the two men who kissed on a rainy day were "glass", he came home and wanted to fuck with each other.

Is this still a misunderstanding?

The whole summer was spent in that kind of struggle. All he could do was hope for the future, telling himself that he would never see Jiao Wangyu again, and that time could grind everything into powder.

As a result, he couldn't escape.

Sitting in the library, Pu Songqiu finally turned the page in front of him.

It was already dark outside.

He thought about Jiao Wangyu like this for the whole Saturday afternoon.

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