Let me love you through time

Shangguan Wan'er slowly lifted a corner of the quilt, looked down at the person who buried her head in her chest, and sighed.

"What's the matter? Yan Qing, you keep refusing to tell me, how do I know what happened?".The voice was full of helplessness and a little distressed.

She is like this, no matter what happens, she likes to be bored in her heart all the time. Could it be that they have been together for so long, and she has never been able to trust her?

Or did she no longer have feelings for herself?

Recalling the bad things she did to her at night in the past few days, now I still feel a little sore. The weak waist, the next second Shangguan Wan'er shook her head firmly in her heart, rejecting that unrealistic thing in her heart. idea.

After half an hour...

"It's nothing, but today my father said that something happened in the south, and I need to deal with it, and I might leave...Sometimes, we have only been together for a short time, and I am a little reluctant to leave you."

Gu Yanqing, who had already recovered from the emotion just now, rubbed intimately on Shangguan Wan'er's soft place, trying to make himself look better.In fact, I just didn't want the princess to see the tears in her eyes.

Although the current situation is not very optimistic, but I can't be too sad, can I?What if you survived a catastrophe?Suddenly it occurred to me that I had been injected with some kind of vaccine, specifically to prevent that kind of disease. It was too long and I couldn't remember clearly.

Life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky.

All she can do now is to do what she can do with all her heart and soul, and she can't do anything else, and she can only leave it to God.

Shangguan Wan'er looked down at someone crawling on her chest as if she was stabbed by something suddenly, there was some pain and some indescribable feeling, she murmured for a while before opening her mouth. "You're going to fight again..."

Although Shangguan Wan'er knew that this was a responsibility she had to shoulder as a general, and she was doing it for the sake of making the North Kingdom stronger and the people able to live and work in peace and contentment, but she still wanted to keep her by her side selfishly.

She wanted her to be the first thing she saw when she woke up every morning.

I think that even if I wake up from a nightmare occasionally, there will be someone hugging me tightly, patting my back carefully, and comforting me softly.

In that way, she was too gentle and patient with herself.Even if she can't sleep all the time, she will stay with her all night.Just to make myself feel at ease.

To herself, she is like the sun in the cold winter. In the cold winter, she shines the warm sun on her body, making her already numb body feel warm.Reassuring and comforting.

Instead of being like myself at that time, lying alone in a deserted bed at night, accompanied by nightmares, I often couldn't sleep all night.

"It's not a war, this time I'm going to escort the government money and food used for disaster relief..." Gu Yanqing, who had already finished comforting himself silently in his heart, let her go gently, got up and walked towards the table next to where the washing things were placed go away.

It was almost noon, and she should get up to wash and eat, or else she would be so hungry that she would feel very distressed.

Before Gu Yanqing could finish speaking, Shangguan Wan'er interrupted him with a firm tone. "This time I'm with you"

It's not that there is no danger in the war this time, and my eyes are already healed, so I just need to bring some people with me when I go to the south.I believe that my father will not object to me.

Gu Yanqing, who had already come over with the toiletries, heard her speak, and felt a little helpless and wanted to laugh, but was also a little moved.

Although I also want to take her with me and let her be by my side.But it's impossible for me to be so selfish. If something happens to her, it's absolutely impossible for me to forgive myself.

Carrying the wooden basin to the side of the soft bed and sitting down, Gu Yanqing held the warm wet towel that had just been twisted.Gently rubbing the fair cheeks of Shangguan Wan'er who had sat up at some point and was leaning against the bed.

After they finished the indescribable exercise last night, Gu Yanqing had already wiped her body.

If Shangguan Wan'er's lips on the bed hadn't been pursed tightly, it should be a very warm picture.

Through the hot towel, I could feel her soft touch, the deep part of the collar that was accidentally parted, and the faint hickey on the collarbone.

Gu Yanqing's unshakable belief just now was shaken again.

I wish I could just be by her side.Always stayed with her quietly like this.

If she is not the general in charge of tens of thousands of people, nor the dedicated doctor.Maybe this way there won't be so many troublesome things.

It's a pity that it's just thinking about it, the things she should face are still truthfully placed in front of her.Let her have to face it.

"It's a long way to go, you're thin, you'd better stay at home and wait for me to come back," Gu Yanqing said slowly while wiping her.

After thinking about it silently for a long time, Gu Yanqing still did not agree to her request.

He didn't want her to go with him, and he didn't want her to worry about him, so he could only comfort her by avoiding the important ones.

Hearing her answer, Shangguan Wan'er dissatisfiedly moved her fair face away, expressing her dissatisfaction awkwardly.

"Heh... What, are you angry?" Gu Yanqing asked her while holding her slender, weak and boneless hand and continued wiping it, with a gentle tone.

Feeling her warm hand holding mine.Although they only had an intimate thing last night, her heart beat uncontrollably when her somewhat cold hand was held like this.

Shangguan Wan'er remembered what happened just now, she was angry, and secretly tried to pull her hand back, but unfortunately she failed after several attempts, so she had to give up.

For some reason, ever since she said she was going to the south, Shangguan Wan'er had a faint sense of an ominous premonition in her heart, always feeling that something was going to happen.

Before Gu Yanqing finished wiping her hands, Shangguan Wan'er sat upright and hugged her, resting her head gently on her shoulder.

"Yanqing, do you want me to ask Father to change to someone else? For some reason, I feel a little uneasy..." His expression was full of worry.

Knowing that she was worried about him, Gu Yanqing didn't want to say anything, he just comforted her softly and his tone was very relaxed.

"Hey, don't worry, I will definitely come back safely, you can wait for my return at home with peace of mind, okay?" Gu Yanqing frowned in a place where Shangguan Wan'er could not see.In fact, she didn't know if she would be so lucky to survive this time.

"Do you have to go?" Listening to her being so determined.Shangguan Wan'er made the last attempt to persuade her to stay.

"You know, don't you?" Gu Yanqing put his arms around her waist and spoke with difficulty. He didn't want to make her sad, but it's a pity that things backfired.

Hearing her answer, her heart suddenly ached, Shangguan Wan'er slowly closed her eyes, and a crystal clear teardrop fell quietly where Gu Yanqing could not see.

"When are you leaving?" Shangguan Wan'er spoke slowly after a while, but lowered her voice, trying to make her voice sound normal.

It's a pity that it didn't escape the ears of those around me.

"Tomorrow morning." Feeling the emotions of the person in his arms, Gu Yanqing replied in a hoarse voice.

"Can you stay with me at home?" Shangguan Wan'er begged hoarsely, she had never begged someone so humbly, just to let her spend more time with her.

"I have to go to the military camp to arrange manpower soon, so..." He really couldn't spare the time, so Gu Yanqing could only apologize.

Shangguan Wan'er: "..."

very good! ! ! ! ! ! !

So I'm not as important as the things in her hands, is it?

When I slept by myself last night, how could I have time.

The key point is that she can't say anything because she is doing these important things for her family and country. Shangguan Wan'er suddenly feels that she wants to bite someone.

The next second the quilt was lifted, and Shangguan Wan'er lay down again without saying a word.

Seeing the person who was back in bed and sulking alone, Gu Yanqing suddenly became complicated, and smiled slightly with the corners of his lips raised.

She suddenly wasn't sure whether she was marrying a daughter-in-law or a three-year-old child.But what does that matter?As long as it's what she likes, isn't it?

Thinking that he really had something to do when he went to the military camp, Gu Yanqing didn't pick her up again, nor did he chat with her anymore, he just let her go.

"I'll come back to accompany you as soon as I finish my work, you must remember to eat the food I put on the table"

After finishing speaking, Gu Yanqing stared blankly at the raised quilt for a few seconds, there were two lifelike mandarin ducks on it, and after looking at it for a long time, he turned and left.

Plague is not like fighting, it is a war without gunpowder.

It comes without a trace and goes without a trace.But it makes people who encounter it miserable and miserable.

But even if it's not for herself, she will definitely come back.She also wants to go sightseeing in the mountains and the world with the princess.

Before going out, Gu Yanqing secretly swore in his heart.

After seeing the sound of closing the door, it took a while.Shangguan Wan'er just exposed her head from under the quilt.With a clear expression, he opened his mouth to the door: "Qing Zhu, come in."

In the next second, the door opened from the outside to the inside, and Qing Zhu walked in with his head down and his thoughts complicated.

Qingzhu: "Princess, this servant will wait for you to wash up."

Seeing her come in, Shangguan Wan'er stood up and leaned against the bed.He didn't care about himself.Those looming red marks.He said in a cold voice: "Don't use it for now, tell me what happened to the central and southern regions of these countries first."

As smart as her, as proud as her, when she changed her dressing in Yi'an City, she broke out in cold sweat from the pain and didn't say a word of pain in front of her.

She didn't believe that things would be as easy as someone said. With her personality, she would definitely not cry in front of herself when such a small thing happened.

Although she hid under the blanket and buried her on her chest, she didn't let herself see it, but she still felt it keenly, and now she could see the faint tears on the front of her clothes when she lowered her head.

Hearing her own princess speak, Qing Zhu, who was standing by the bed, thumped in her heart. "It's over, it's a question of testing loyalty"

Is it so difficult to be a maid these days?Qing Zhu secretly complained for herself in her heart.

Just before the son-in-law left, he repeatedly told him not to let the princess know the danger of the son-in-law going.

Sure enough, the princess started asking herself this question just after she entered the room.Are you answering yourself?Or do you not answer?

Obviously the son-in-law didn't want the princess to know.However, with the Queen's temper, it is impossible not to tell the truth.

After weighing the pros and cons, Qingzhu thought it was appropriate to speak: "Reporting to the princess, I heard that there was a sudden flood in the south this year, and the estuary burst. The flood flooded many towns and livestock, and all the mice in the fields went to high places Running, and it was the rat season, so the local people were in dire straits, so the officials were called to provide disaster relief."

Qing Zhu finished speaking in one breath, and took a few deep breaths.Trying to calm down my racing heart.

That's all she can say. In fact, it's not a secret anymore. Now the streets and alleys outside are known to everyone in the city.It doesn't hurt to tell the princess.

"It's just disaster relief..." Shangguan Wan'er looked up at Qing Zhu suspiciously and said, her tone full of suspicion.

She does know.Bringing food for disaster relief is the job of civil servants. When did it have anything to do with her, a general who wields knives and guns.

Even sending people to escort food requires soldiers.It was also impossible to send her.Just some ordinary soldiers will do.How could she, a general, do what a centurion did.

Shangguan Wan'er vaguely felt that there must be some things that she didn't know about.

Shangguan Wan'er suddenly complained about the person who tormented her every night and made her unable to get out of bed, and those strange postures. Now that she thinks about it, she feels ashamed that she can't see others.

If she hadn't been lying on the bed with him all the time, wouldn't he have not stepped out of their yard for several days?How could he not know what was going on outside.

Qingzhu: "...this"

I said princess, you are fine, don't be so smart and sensitive, okay?

Seeing Qing Zhu hesitating next to her, Shangguan Wan'er knew that she still had something to hide from herself.

"Qing Zhu, we grew up together..." It's hard to know, after all, the fact is that they have indeed grown up since they were young, and since she could see with her eyes, she suddenly knew that not everything is suitable to be handled coldly.

In the next second, Shangguan Wan'er began to show a sad expression, her voice was weak and she was different from her usual self.

After hearing what the princess said, Qing Zhu's scalp went numb for a moment.The hairs on his back stood up.Quickly tell what you know and what you don't know.I don't know how the son-in-law can bear such a princess. If it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be blessed to bear it.

"Princess, I heard that there are too many rats in those places, and I can't find anything to eat. Some babies under the full moon were killed alive, and not long ago, many of the villagers died inexplicably. After death, their bodies turned black. The hideousness is unbearable, and I also heard that the people in their village were cursed by those alien races in Miaojiang. I heard that everyone must die to stop, so as not to harm others. Now the town is in panic. At the beginning, many villagers began to flee .But Lord Hou has sent soldiers to surround them all together, so that they have no chance to happen."

After listening to her, Shangguan Wan'er remained silent for a long time.The hands under the quilt were tightly squeezed together, and the back molars creaked.

Sure enough, someone lied to himself.

Why does she do this every time, telling herself those dangerous things lightly.

For some reason, Shangguan Wan'er, who knew the truth of the matter, suddenly panicked.It was as if someone had grabbed his heart and put it down heavily.But I can't do anything about it.

***

At the same time, the military camp hundreds of miles away.

At this moment, the atmosphere in the barracks was high but somewhat tense, Gu Yanqing looked at the soldiers who had stood neatly before he came, and the rims of his eyes turned red.

In her previous life, she didn't have the opportunity to join the army, which became her lifelong regret.

It is said that being a soldier regrets for three years, but not serving as a soldier regrets for a lifetime.In the past, she had never been able to understand the meaning behind this sentence.

But now I am standing in front of these brothers who have experienced life and death with me not long ago.Looking at their young appearance, although they looked a little scared, their backs were straight.

Gu Yanqing looked at their iron-clad appearance, and it was only then that she truly realized the combat mission of a soldier.

That is something that nothing in the world can replace.They are the pillars of a country and a nation.They are indestructible shields.It is the hope for a country to become prosperous and strong.

After a long silence, Gu Yanqing finally spoke. "I'm sure you've all heard what happened in the South, and I can tell you clearly that it's true."

After a pause, he continued, "That is a war without gunpowder smoke, and it may be more cruel than fighting in Yi'an City."

"So I have a rule, regardless of the official position... the only child in the family, the pregnant wife in the family, and the father and mother..." The words were not finished.There was a lot of noise, and many soldiers didn't want to obey her orders.

"General, I'm going"

"General Gu, I'm going too... Is it possible that a man is afraid of rats?"

Soldiers are supposed to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy.No matter what the reason for joining the army was, but from the moment they joined the army, they had already disregarded life and death.Especially that time in Yi'an City.They fight the enemy together.Let the people of the Northland live and work in peace and contentment.Their mentality has already changed, and it is no longer the mentality of the little bastards who have nothing to do.Reborn from the war, they are now a real soldier.

Gu Yanqing ignored the noisy voices below.They don't know how powerful it is.Don't blame them yourself.That's all she does.

Continued: "Wang Lei, I will give you half an hour. You are not allowed to cheat for personal gain. I only want 3000 people, and I don't want one more. Those who violate the order will be dealt with by military law. And you have an elderly mother and younger sister at home, so you You are not allowed to go either." After speaking, he turned and left and entered his tent.

With so many people entrusting their lives to her, she has to plan carefully so that they don't make unreasonable sacrifices.

The author has something to say: things at home are finally settled, I will update on time in the future, I hope you have not forgotten me T^T